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from the movie, I'm
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Zach Sanford. And you're listening to Vibe Check.
3:12
We're about to make the biggest
3:14
pivot. We're gonna talk this week
3:17
about these videos that have
3:19
kind of stopped the internet. Listeners,
3:22
you've probably seen them. We're talking
3:24
about Diddy. After multiple
3:26
allegations of domestic abuse, sexual
3:29
abuse, and sex trafficking, Diddy
3:32
has released an apology video this
3:34
past weekend. This comes
3:36
after CNN released a video of
3:39
Diddy beating the R&B singer Cassie
3:41
in a hotel hallway. Truly
3:43
brutal. We're gonna talk about both of
3:46
those videos and why the reaction to all of
3:48
this is surprisingly mixed.
3:51
So that's first up. But then after
3:53
that, we're gonna talk food. You've Probably
3:55
felt this whether it's McDonald's or
3:58
Outback Steakhouse, the cost of. Fast
4:00
food and fast casual food has
4:02
gone up. A. Lot and now
4:05
some big chains like Red
4:07
Lobster or filing for bankruptcy.
4:09
Even. After a be as a shoutout
4:11
we grieve is dark out here with
4:13
regards out here any who zach will
4:15
lead us and trying to get to
4:17
the bottom of what's going on. With.
4:20
Big food right now. But. Before
4:22
that's less. second ladies, how you
4:24
feel and Zach you go first
4:26
would survive. My. Vices I'm
4:28
kind of hope for is hopeful because I
4:30
mean it's souffles to why and I spent
4:33
a lot of the past twelve hours prepping
4:35
for our conversations today when because we always
4:37
on shop as our best selves but to
4:39
were talking about fast food and how to
4:42
get really up to date a private equity
4:44
some ready to shed a skilled oh that
4:46
when I was looking around equity I was
4:48
like wow I mean so dark, like the
4:51
world feels so like. Bleak.
4:53
When it comes to capitalism and then as
4:55
I was doing that research, I had to
4:57
leave and go to a conversation I had
4:59
last night at So House with i'm Alone
5:01
The Poet is a dear friend for many,
5:03
many years, but we were talking a lot
5:05
about Greece and Death. Or. We talked
5:07
a lot about as oh and it's
5:09
kind of made me feel better for
5:12
after the conversation because awoke reminded me
5:14
that you know life is so precious
5:16
and that everything around us can disappear
5:18
at any moment and because of that
5:20
we should treat everything. And they said
5:23
like god sakes that everything is home
5:25
and everything to be treated with respect
5:27
and dignity and that helped give me
5:29
like a moment of person on freedom
5:31
from office private equity. in all this
5:33
capitalism, all the systems that I never
5:36
create it and. It reminded me to take refuge
5:38
and like. taking care of he by
5:40
love showing love reaching out being there so i'm
5:42
feeling hopeful because i get to see you both
5:44
today after being in a little dark spiral with
5:47
the did he suffered everything were like okay all
5:49
of this is a lot but i got y'all
5:51
i got my man around family and this i'm
5:53
feeling feeling better the six or late this week
5:55
has been really good week of x friends pouring
5:57
and on an island south dark that cetera that.
6:00
Hearing you talk about that, seeing beauty and all
6:02
of it, like I do not know how
6:06
much of my church upbringing I actually
6:08
hold on to, but one of the
6:10
tenets of Christianity that I can still
6:13
enjoy and that gives me hope when this time we were
6:15
talking about this idea that like if
6:17
there is a God and we're made in
6:19
the image of a God, then there's a
6:21
little bit of God in everybody. Yeah. And
6:23
our job is to see it, to
6:26
honor it, to respect it. So like
6:28
I like that. Yeah. There's beauty everywhere
6:30
and we can find it. Yeah.
6:32
And it's also that like heaven, heaven is here, can be
6:34
here on earth. You can make it happen. You can make
6:36
it right here. And that's why we should fight for justice
6:38
and equity and all these things. It's possible now. You don't
6:40
have to wait. Yeah. We can be here now. So that's
6:42
what I'm thinking. I don't want to wait anymore. Love can
6:45
be here now. That's beautiful. Said, what's your
6:47
vibe? My vibe is good.
6:49
You know, the world continues
6:51
to spin, but spin perhaps out
6:53
of a moral orbit
6:57
for all kinds of reasons. And so, yeah,
6:59
I do. I do feel that I have
7:01
been honing this sense of my
7:04
job as a poet, as a writer,
7:07
you know, in many ways is the height of my
7:09
powers. And so when I
7:11
feel a loss of control, because, yeah, there's
7:13
so much that I, you know, I
7:16
wish I could get President Biden to respect the
7:18
ICC proceedings. That would be nice, you know, but
7:20
I don't have this phone number. It's so weird.
7:22
I lost it a few years ago. So instead, I
7:24
have to focus on what I can do. And I
7:26
do see the value
7:28
in my work. I think it's worthwhile.
7:30
I think when I take my time
7:32
and craft and that it's a valuable
7:34
contribution. And so I've been trying to
7:36
like, find the beauty in that
7:38
and really in the humility and appreciate it.
7:41
And something I've noticed as I've been working
7:43
on this chapter of all this research, it's
7:45
really cool when you're doing this work. And
7:47
you're like, damn, it'd be really nice if
7:49
I had a book on X subject. Often,
7:51
that means I'm going to a library, I'm
7:53
going to the Schomburg in New York or
7:55
reaching out to different resources. But it's been
7:57
a hoot y'all see in the Zoom. I'm
7:59
so. surrounded by books, the
8:01
frequency with which books
8:04
I purchased five
8:06
years ago, ten years ago, fifteen
8:08
years ago, have just been sitting on
8:10
my shelves patiently waiting. Waiting for you.
8:13
It makes me so happy. I was just like,
8:15
damn, I wonder if Elizabeth Alexander, and I was
8:17
like, I have her book The Black Interior, and
8:19
then I open it, and it's like a chapter
8:22
on Langston Hughes. I said, ah! Elizabeth
8:24
is going to need her. So
8:26
I think when you can hone
8:28
your appreciation for what you can
8:31
do, it enriches your
8:33
appreciation for the
8:35
beauty of what you're doing, and
8:37
all of the little breadcrumbs you've been
8:39
leaving for yourself. So yeah, there's this
8:42
sense of capability and purpose
8:44
that I feel really appreciative of. Yeah.
8:48
There's beauty in the finished product, but there's also beauty
8:50
in the act of doing the work to make the
8:52
product. I don't
8:54
know, I'm just like, hearing you talk about
8:56
your process, that is just as exciting as
8:58
what we'll get from Zayi when the book
9:00
is done. Yeah. Sam, what's your
9:03
vibe? So my vibe is Texas. I
9:05
sent y'all some images over the weekend.
9:08
It was my first trip home
9:10
since my mother's funeral last summer,
9:12
and I was very worried about
9:14
how it would go, but it
9:16
went well. I was there for
9:18
my godson's eighth grade graduation. We
9:20
love it. We graduated from St.
9:22
Pius Catholic School. He is a
9:24
star athlete who plays basketball, baseball,
9:27
and football. You showed us pictures.
9:29
He's in eighth grade? Yeah. I thought he
9:31
was in high school. We have the
9:33
same shoe size. I thought he
9:36
was graduating high school. Yeah. That's
9:38
a young man. Wow. That's
9:40
wild. Less genetic. Shout out to Isaiah. We
9:42
are all so proud of him. His parents,
9:45
Marcus and Aaron, were
9:47
dear friends of mine in college. I
9:51
was his dad's RA. Aaron and I
9:53
were both RAs together. Best
9:56
friends in college. Biggest thieves. Messy as hell. met
10:00
at one of my RA programs. Oh,
10:02
wait, Sam, have we talked to you? You were
10:04
an RA? I was texting about it. I was
10:06
an RA. Yeah, I was an RA. So you
10:08
were an RA? I was absolutely not an RA.
10:12
With all tracks, Sam and I are
10:14
big RA energy. Yeah. I
10:16
would teach my boys how to iron while
10:18
we watch Crazy Student. I
10:21
would shame my students when they would have alcohol
10:23
and they were underage if it was really bad
10:25
alcohol, as I accommodated it. I'd be like, you
10:27
want to know why you feel bad? This isn't
10:30
plastic. Why are you better than that, Eli?
10:32
I was shocking no one. I
10:34
never got in trouble with my RAs,
10:36
but I was breaking all of the
10:38
rules. So I was very polite, very
10:40
presentable. But I was breaking. I was
10:42
like, oh, how interesting. We can't sneak
10:44
girls into our dorm after midnight.
10:47
We can't have girls as guests, but we
10:49
can have boys. However. This isn't all boys.
10:51
That's it. Gay
10:53
rights isn't somewhere. Exactly. And
10:56
so on top of just being surrounded by
10:58
friends and loved ones all weekend, I
11:00
was also having these moments with
11:02
my God son where I was like, oh, the kids
11:04
are all right. We were able to catch up and
11:06
talk one on one. And he's
11:09
just becoming a really well-rounded human
11:11
being. He talked about
11:14
being an ally to certain folks in his
11:16
life. He talked about, I mean, he's just
11:18
like, he's got a good head
11:20
on his shoulders. And I think of the three
11:22
of us, I am the most likely to kind
11:24
of doomsday the plight of the youths. But
11:27
he reminded me that the kids are all right. And I'm
11:29
just so proud of him and his family
11:31
for raising a good kid. So
11:34
my vibe is heart is full. Isaiah,
11:36
we love you. All right. All right.
11:38
Walk tall, young man. Tall is the
11:40
word. Stop growing, Isaiah. You cannot be taller
11:43
than me. Anywho,
11:47
before we get into this episode, I want
11:49
to thank all of you who sent us
11:51
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11:53
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11:55
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Patreon. Alright,
12:04
with that, let's jump in, shall we? Let's
12:08
go. Alright,
12:15
over the weekend, after two days
12:17
of silence following the release of
12:19
a graphic video of Diddy beating
12:21
Cassie Ventura, you might know her
12:23
as R&B singer Cassie, in a
12:25
hotel hallway in 2016, Diddy the
12:27
Rap mogul posted a video to
12:30
Instagram apologizing
12:32
for an incident that until
12:34
now, he has vehemently assisted, never
12:37
happened at all. In
12:39
fact, as of this afternoon, his pinned
12:41
tweet is still his denial of the
12:43
allegations from December. And he, as far
12:45
as I could tell, you
12:48
know, the apologies on Instagram, which obviously millions of
12:50
followers, but he also has millions of followers on
12:52
Twitter, and I did not see that video posted
12:54
there, for what it's worth. Now,
12:57
listeners, we are not going to linger
12:59
on the disturbing details
13:01
of the video or the extensive
13:03
allegations of abuse detailed in the
13:06
35-page lawsuit. But
13:08
it is noteworthy that the lawsuit was settled
13:11
within 24 hours. That's
13:14
interesting. And that
13:16
was before this explosive video, which was
13:18
recorded in March of 2016, was made
13:21
public. And the video is
13:23
just, I would say, however the average
13:26
reader felt about the lawsuit, if you
13:28
then saw the video, you probably feel
13:30
much more strongly. But
13:32
we really want to use this truly developing
13:34
story at this moment. Diddy, for
13:36
example, has not been arrested. His homes have
13:39
been raided. It's clear there's an investigation in
13:41
process, but it is, you know, still very
13:43
much developing. But we wanted
13:45
to talk about and really continue
13:47
our conversation about misogyny in
13:49
hip-hop. The contrast
13:52
to Hollywood's Me Too movement,
13:54
and most importantly, How
13:56
conversations about accountability regarding this,
13:59
you know, The progeny play out
14:01
in our living rooms or barbershops,
14:03
our group chats and our family
14:05
reunions. Okay, let's talk about Buses
14:07
South About this. Talk About Us.
14:09
So to begin, listen again cause
14:11
he's thirty Five page lawsuits is
14:13
the first legal documents I have
14:15
ever seen with a red stamped
14:17
trigger warning on its cover of
14:19
and now we have this video
14:21
in which did He is seemingly
14:23
so comfortable in his position at
14:25
the time in March, Twenty Six
14:28
teams that he's assaulting her in.
14:30
A hotel hallway which is say a
14:32
shared space and an elevator brank where
14:34
he sits down at one point while
14:36
wearing a bath towel like that says
14:38
a lot about how comfortable someone feels
14:40
when entering that and not just outside
14:42
the door of their room. He beats
14:44
or up and down the whole have
14:46
several.nothing other north yeah yeah yeah, have
14:48
them. and then an elevator break. Which
14:50
is to say this is basically in
14:52
plain sight, right? and with knowledge that
14:54
there are cameras ever minimises Amazon or
14:56
new or so of course. And so
14:58
with that in mind we have. Of
15:00
course that video from Twenty sixteen and
15:02
then his apologies. I just wanted to
15:04
start with asking you what have you
15:07
noticed about the various reactions in the
15:09
days since Sam? You said they were
15:11
mixed. Yeah. So I
15:13
follow the journalist and creator Garrick
15:15
Kennedy's and he was posted about
15:17
this study video and then posting
15:20
some reactions from black people from
15:22
black women that were on duty
15:24
side sale and I saw other
15:26
parts of the internet where people
15:28
I would never think would support
15:30
Diddy after that on a video.
15:33
They. Were and I guess I
15:35
was naive and hope for. I
15:37
thought that given the last several
15:39
years of quote unquote progress on
15:41
issues like me to that we
15:44
got into a certain place but
15:46
it was so wild in Twenty
15:48
Twenty Four to see black folks
15:50
still cape and for Diddy after
15:52
all the allegations and after seeing
15:54
him. Beat. Tassie Horribly, it
15:57
really surprise me and I guess I'm
15:59
that a myself for being surprised. What?
16:01
I was surprised. Damn
16:03
I agree. I was shocked to see
16:05
that people were still willing to give
16:07
him many benefits of the doubts even
16:09
as he's you know acknowledging the he
16:11
did something wrong without acknowledging that weeks
16:13
ago he called all of these people
16:16
that came out and said that he
16:18
had hurt them in various ways to
16:20
they're only looking for money for looking
16:22
for save are using him the totally
16:24
denounce everything but now was doing a
16:26
turnabout and with sit acknowledging that yep
16:28
this is a dark time of my
16:30
life I'm been a really shamed all
16:32
of the face and people. Were still
16:34
rationalizing it and it just made me
16:36
sad because our entire lives all three
16:38
of us have seen people rationalize men's
16:41
bad behavior and it just continues a
16:43
continuous fl so similar to the initial
16:45
reactions to Chris Brown beating We Honor
16:47
Nicer to myself for much as the
16:49
be the mugshots read, what else can
16:52
you say death And yet there was
16:54
still folks who were like well what'd
16:56
she do this he deserved This is
16:58
is wild to me. I saw several
17:01
arm and it's sad that I receive
17:03
more. Nuanced reactions That still disturb me
17:05
because the town of a lot of
17:07
reactions I saw. Some of these were
17:09
in the form of op eds or
17:11
you know, serenely tones, tic toc skyn
17:13
a with or something. fucked up things
17:15
were was kind of like Will now
17:17
that we've seen the video. Wow. Wow.
17:20
We really need to reflect
17:22
we oh captain my when
17:24
we were. You
17:27
know see time you up Alpha You'd
17:29
always questioned the we are so important
17:31
and so telling You know because out
17:33
that they are says a lot about
17:35
with that person assumes that you for
17:37
pointing that out. I do have a
17:39
visceral reaction to Do We Exercise and
17:41
Oliver because it's you know. The
17:44
lawsuit is thirty five detailed pages. Again,
17:47
I'm not gonna go, but I mean
17:49
just this. The rich specificity is so
17:51
stunning and I don't even know by
17:53
the to the lawsuit. I think she
17:56
could just said he abused me for
17:58
the shouted this year. Would have
18:00
been like utterly element. It's not that
18:03
complicated, but when people are like oh
18:05
well, this meets my level of jurisprudence,
18:07
it disturbs me. You know, What?
18:09
And is what. I find
18:12
that we never want to talk
18:14
about when these women come forward.
18:16
Suicide? You recommended this documentary on
18:18
the record which I was last
18:20
night. you to Foods so good
18:22
It's so good. But when Drew
18:24
Dixon, a former hip hop executives
18:26
who came forward talking about how
18:28
Russell Simmons raped her and other
18:30
black women and L A Reid
18:32
yeah, She said. When
18:35
you come forward as a woman, When.
18:37
You come forward as a black
18:39
woman, your defiled all over again.
18:42
Yeah, You're damn mild
18:44
all over against and that's why when any
18:46
woman comes forward. I'm going to
18:48
try to believe that yeah, because they're taking
18:51
such a risk and they know it's not
18:53
gonna help them, it's gonna hurt. and we're
18:55
gonna get more into that to in terms
18:58
of specifically black women. But I'm glad you're
19:00
pointing this out because I think he actually
19:02
has so many nuances of people can be
19:04
hateful from at all kinds of reasons he
19:07
doesn't have to be. just one part of
19:09
it is yeah I think there is like
19:11
that I find a bizarre allegiance to these
19:14
male celebrities, but also I sometimes to think
19:16
I think they hate these women. More
19:18
than they actually care about these men. And
19:20
the example I use a story lanes like
19:22
however you feel about did he or someone
19:25
like Russell Simmons those guys are part of
19:27
the infrastructure of what we've come to think
19:29
of his hip hop. Someone who's been what
19:31
my doctors Ray like. they're part of the
19:33
history, their part of the culture of in
19:36
such a seminal way to lose. Can you
19:38
name a songs It was so we are
19:40
doing to see people that Not that this
19:42
is better to be clear, but I was
19:44
like i just think you'll hate this woman.
19:46
I think you hate. Meghan. I think
19:49
you hate cats seats. I think you
19:51
hit Drew Dixon's more than you actually
19:53
care about any of these men's because
19:55
the outpouring of what you're saying is
19:58
like emphases doesn't actually make sense. Yeah.
20:01
Yeah and I think I'm so that you
20:03
for that say because. For. Days
20:05
One of the things I've been thinking
20:07
about a loss is Bell Hooks dissimilar
20:09
scholar who passed away a few years
20:12
ago because see with such an important
20:14
voice in the nineties with the rise
20:16
of gangsta rap in the conversations around
20:18
thanks to and violence in women's and
20:20
how white people and media were pointing
20:22
the finger and saying look at these
20:24
black people glamorizing beating women, hurting women,
20:26
selling drugs and all these things And
20:28
she was Ikea girl that's sign There
20:31
is massage units in hip pops, there
20:33
is violence, These men are men and.
20:35
When the rules of manhood that they
20:37
are taught his to subjugate women that
20:39
is as old as time itself. However,
20:42
Hip hop exists within a larger system
20:44
cause capitalism called the patriarchy called the
20:46
music industry. In those systems are built
20:48
on the subjugation of women and the
20:50
buying and selling of women and hurting
20:53
women and black people. All of these
20:55
things so series and points. Youth black
20:57
people trying to survive within the systems
20:59
and follow the rules have been built
21:01
for them. but who built the rules,
21:04
who created the environment. And that's what
21:06
we're reckoning with right now isn't That's
21:08
why did he who is a billionaire
21:10
was able to do this for so
21:12
many years? Because he played by the
21:14
capitalistic rules and was protected the whole
21:16
time in that is the problem. Thank
21:18
you for taking it there because at
21:20
one point in the documentaries Doctor Timberly
21:22
Crenshaw who coined the term intersectionality, we
21:25
did this time from a black woman.
21:27
She's many contributions She says, for example,
21:29
you know in our culture many people
21:31
believe that you can't rape a black
21:33
woman because there's nothing a black woman.
21:35
Won't do that. Is this white supremacists
21:37
conception of black women as this the
21:40
just about the venus hot hot figure
21:42
of you know continues to be so
21:44
pervasive. One of the consequences is they
21:47
can't be victims and the way that
21:49
it since he all white woman would
21:51
be. It's. wild you mention that
21:53
because there's a moment in the documentary were
21:56
drew dixon is laying out like yes businesses
21:58
and knee and hip hop But
22:00
all genres do this then they play
22:02
a clip of a rolling stone montage
22:05
Mick Jagger sings well black girls
22:07
want to fuck all night. He
22:10
sings that yeah, there's a Beatles song in that
22:12
montage I can't remember the song they but I
22:14
was like Wild
22:17
and I was really interested in the
22:19
way drew talked about hip-hop and how
22:21
it works in this doc you know,
22:23
she's talking about being abused by these
22:25
executives and Talking about working
22:28
in this industry putting hip-hop on But
22:31
she said over time she realized the
22:33
language of the music set a tone
22:36
She said that quote and it's got me
22:38
reflecting a lot on What
22:42
we allow these black men to say about
22:44
black women in these songs and what we
22:46
dance to I remember as a youth
22:48
in college In high school, you'd always say well, they
22:50
ain't talking about me. They ain't talking about her
22:53
But they're talking about somebody
22:55
and like drew says this
22:57
normalizes behavior and allows for
22:59
behavior I'm willing to
23:02
accept responsibility for Before
23:04
the homophobia got too much to me and that's the
23:06
other thing, you know Everyone's fine with it until it
23:09
starts to feel too personal for them We're
23:11
like, yeah, but they're talking about women and I'm not
23:13
but you know about me when I was younger I
23:16
think I bought into this idea that they were
23:18
using the music like let's say the sexist lyrics
23:20
right in the in the early 90s in particular
23:22
that's when I'm talking about like as a kid
23:25
that this was them letting off steam And
23:28
that it was better for them to let
23:30
off steam in their songs than to do
23:32
it in real life. That was the mental
23:35
gymnastics I was doing
23:37
as a young person and then as I said
23:40
When as I started to get more in touch
23:42
with my my own sexuality And then I remember
23:44
in particular I can't remember the name of the
23:46
song but like a nah song where faggot and
23:48
I think he's like dragging Jay-Z Yeah,
23:51
that slur comes up over and over all of a
23:53
sudden. I was like, they're not letting off You know
23:55
what when it felt like a clear and present danger.
23:57
I couldn't accept it anymore and I
23:59
want to acknowledge that. So I want to,
24:01
I mean, as we begin to move
24:04
toward the end of the conversation, you
24:06
know, it's clear that the Me Too
24:08
movement in Hollywood was primarily benefited
24:10
white women of means. It's significant
24:12
that the language of Me Too
24:14
comes from a black woman Tarana
24:17
Burke. So even if Me Too
24:19
didn't do much to benefit black
24:21
women, Me Too benefited from black
24:23
women's thinking and ideas and work.
24:25
What role do you think race
24:28
plays into the continued
24:30
pervasiveness of misogyny and hip-hop?
24:32
Yeah. What I found very interesting
24:34
is to take it back to this doc and
24:36
say thank you for having us watch it. Excellent.
24:39
And this is, and I have to thank my
24:41
friend Tanya who's, who's been mentioning this documentary for
24:43
weeks. Yeah. Yeah. So Drew
24:45
Dixon, who was assaulted by Russell
24:47
Simmons by L.A. Reed, she
24:50
talked about being afraid to come forward
24:52
and not just afraid, but like she
24:55
basically said, I know how this plays
24:57
out. And she said, I saw Anita
24:59
Hill speak out against Clarence Thomas and
25:01
did her career. She says, I
25:04
saw Desiree Washington talk about
25:06
Mike Tyson raping her and
25:09
then black folks shamed her
25:11
out of public life. So she said,
25:13
I know this script. History
25:16
tells us how black women will be treated
25:18
if and when they come
25:20
forward. And I hope that
25:22
what's going on now with Cassie
25:24
represents a shift for people of
25:26
color. But I don't know.
25:29
Zach, what do you think? I'm thinking
25:31
a lot about this term Bell
25:33
Hooks uses, which is patriarchal violence.
25:35
She asks us to
25:37
stop saying domestic violence when talking about
25:39
situations with Cassie and
25:42
Diddy and rather label it patriarchal
25:44
violence, meaning that Diddy through his
25:46
actions is maintaining or trying to
25:48
maintain his manhood, that he's invested
25:50
in the project or the religion
25:53
of masculinity. And part of that
25:55
project is hurting and subjugating women.
25:58
And I think race is definitely interwoven. into that. He's
26:00
a black man having to exist in a very white
26:02
world and is following rules that have been set up
26:04
for him that say, you know, as a black man,
26:06
that's a billionaire, you have to treat women like this,
26:08
but white women like that, black women like this. And
26:11
all this stuff stacked up. And I think we
26:13
do not need to give him any grace whatsoever.
26:16
But I think we have to have that intersectional
26:18
conversation. He brought up that word intersectionality to
26:21
actually understand how violence here is incredibly
26:23
pervasive and it and it flourishes in
26:25
all the systems that we hold dear
26:27
and that, you know, we have to
26:29
deconstruct it all to get through
26:31
this together. And it is incredibly complicated.
26:33
You know, one in four women are
26:35
survivors of domestic violence and abuse. I
26:38
know so many women in my life who have faced
26:40
so much violence. I know so many queer people, men,
26:43
and you know, a lot of us have
26:45
felt too stuck or frozen by our own
26:47
trauma to do anything for other people. And
26:49
I would say, you know, you don't have
26:51
to let your experiences stop you from helping
26:53
others. You don't have to expect that the
26:55
world is going to be this violent all
26:57
the time. It can break and we
26:59
must move to a place where we should break it. If
27:02
white supremacy was responsible
27:04
for situations in which false
27:07
accusations of sexual violence led
27:09
to the murder of kids
27:11
like Emmett Till and many
27:13
men, right, were specifically lynching
27:15
had a direct connection to
27:17
black men being accused of
27:19
sexual violence. If that
27:21
legacy then leads us into the nineties and
27:23
two thousands and now where we are in
27:25
a new century where as
27:28
someone in the documentary says, this is
27:31
Dr. Kimberly Kinshaw again, you feel your
27:33
responsibility is to muffle your screams, that
27:36
that responsibility is greater than his responsibility
27:38
not to do it in the first
27:40
place. If that's where we ended up,
27:42
the lesson is not my love. The
27:44
lesson is not we must protect black
27:47
men who are doing harm. The lesson
27:49
is we have to dismantle white supremacy.
27:51
That its legacy is far more toxic
27:53
and poisonous than we give it credit
27:55
for. I'm so glad you
27:57
brought that up because I wanted to bring up a
27:59
term. that that film brought to me
28:01
that sums it up, this idea of race
28:04
loyalty. I gotta be
28:06
quiet so I can protect these black men because
28:08
society is so harsh to these black men anyway.
28:10
We gotta get over that. Race
28:12
loyalty will have you dead. So I
28:14
don't know. I'm hopeful for change. I'm
28:16
hopeful that this represents a moment where
28:18
we look at these things and change
28:21
behavior, but we shall
28:23
see, huh? Yeah, I mean, yeah, just this
28:25
is an ongoing conversation that, you know, if
28:27
you haven't listened to our conversation about Kendrick
28:29
and Drake, please do because I do think
28:31
it's all connected, but it's striking. You know,
28:33
I'm like, wait a minute. He wasn't loyal
28:35
to you, right? Like you
28:39
too are a member of this history and
28:41
race that deserves to be protected and honored,
28:43
and you have been disrespected. He was not
28:45
trying to be loyal to you and you
28:47
are a part of us as well. So
28:49
we'll leave it there for now. But again,
28:51
I cannot recommend enough.
28:53
Thank you to my dear friend, Tanya
28:55
Menendez, who is a media scholar for
28:58
recommending the 2018 documentary on the record.
29:01
It's a perfect follow up to this conversation.
29:03
Okay, we'll leave it there for now, but
29:05
stay tuned and we'll be back to talk
29:07
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participated in McDonald's for a limited time. Listeners,
30:14
we are back and it's time to talk
30:16
the state of fast food. So
30:18
over the past year, if you're a lover
30:20
of TikTok, you may have noticed a trend.
30:23
People are rushing to Red Lobster for their
30:25
all-you-can-eat shrimp special, which was from
30:27
my childhood. Was it from you guys in childhood
30:29
too? Do you remember this? Shrimp feed. Yeah, huge
30:31
thing. I was there mostly for the biscuits, I'll
30:33
be honest, but I do remember it when I
30:35
was a kid. And those biscuits were and continued
30:38
to be incredible. So Red
30:40
Lobster's iconic, Beyonce made it iconic again,
30:42
but it wasn't till the past year that
30:45
they tried to do this all-you-can-eat shrimp thing
30:47
again. It was to save their business and
30:49
it did work, kinda. They saw a huge
30:51
spike of customers because TikTok was driving so
30:53
many people there for a TikTok challenge of
30:55
how many pieces of shrimp you could eat
30:57
and people were going crazy on that. However,
30:59
it created millions of dollars of losses for
31:02
them and the total for that loss over
31:04
the past year has been $11 million. That
31:06
has led to them filing for Chapter 11
31:08
protection and shuttering many of the restaurants
31:11
across the country this week, leaving hundreds
31:13
of people without jobs. However,
31:15
while you may be seeing headlines that
31:17
all-you-can-eat shrimp, meaning you going there and
31:19
eating all-you-can-eat shrimp may have caused the
31:21
demise of this company, doesn't feel right.
31:24
It feels like there's something off of
31:26
that thesis there. And we
31:28
want to dive into that today. What's going on
31:30
with food? Why are all these fast casual restaurants
31:32
we grew up with that are the only options
31:34
for people in food deserts either
31:37
disappearing or becoming so expensive that no
31:39
one can afford them? So
31:41
to begin, I'd love to hear, Sam, you're not on
31:43
TikTok. Have you been watching this stream? I've been looking
31:45
a little bit. I've been looking a little bit. What
31:48
do you think of this, like, rise of the all-you-can-eat
31:50
buffet? And was that a big part of your childhood
31:52
for you? I remember
31:54
going to Red Lobster for, like, birthdays.
31:56
It was, like, a nice fancy thing.
31:58
And I remember loving Outback
32:00
Steakhouse as a kid. And like when we
32:03
got to go there, the Blooming Onion was
32:05
like, wow. But when I
32:07
think of these places now, and when I've
32:09
been to them in adulthood, I've noticed the
32:11
quality of the food is just dramatically worse.
32:15
Food that used to taste like they were
32:17
cooked over a stove or in an oven,
32:19
they tasted microwaved, smaller portions,
32:21
worse ingredients. And so part of
32:23
me sees some of these fast-casual
32:25
chains experiencing a decline, and
32:28
I'm like, well, I see why the
32:30
quality's down. Yeah. Yeah, I
32:32
think of, particularly when I was growing
32:34
up in North Texas, but Memphis too,
32:37
certainly, Memphis was like chains like Piccadilly's
32:39
Cafeteria. My grandmother and I would
32:41
go every Sunday after church. Or
32:43
in North Texas, it would be like
32:45
El Phoenix, the Tex-Mex chain,
32:48
or Spring Creek Barbecue. My mom and
32:50
I loved going to Spring Creek Barbecue.
32:52
These fast-casual places, I think
32:55
for so many families, are
32:57
like a place of joy, dignity,
33:00
frankly. And you are having a night
33:02
out. You're served. You're served. You
33:05
have a good time. You're around
33:08
other families and other people.
33:10
And I think poverty or
33:12
being working poor, one
33:14
of the ways it really weighs on you, and I
33:16
can speak to this from growing up, is it's isolating.
33:19
Much of what you're having to deal with
33:21
is the things you can't do, and so
33:23
you're contracted into your life. You're
33:26
contracted into your little apartment until you're broke
33:28
down car. And so when you are finally
33:30
able to go to a Red Lobster
33:32
and have a nice dinner, it's not
33:34
just what's happening at your table. It's
33:36
also like we're back in.
33:38
We're part of the world again. And
33:41
I do think it's a real loss
33:43
to see the quality and the dignity
33:45
and the literal closures happening with these
33:47
places. Well, and Another
33:50
thing I was reading about these fast-casual
33:52
restaurants. That might be part of their
33:54
problem right now, and why a lot
33:56
of them are shutting down. We're seeing
33:58
Applebee shut down doors. Every
34:00
best casual chain sell all of
34:02
them are shutting all of us,
34:05
but court says reported that it's
34:07
just gotten more expensive to eat
34:09
out period. So inflation has affected
34:11
all of us. but courts found
34:13
that food inflation in the Us
34:15
has impacted food away from home
34:18
prices more than food at home
34:20
prices. So the cost of food
34:22
is appears rainbow Courses same the
34:24
way a son in restaurants as
34:26
even more inflated. And then I
34:29
was in part. Of the problems and
34:31
now I'm so that you're bringing that
34:33
up because that's fact is directly connected
34:35
to Red Lobster and Mrs. I'm going
34:37
away and out. So you know you
34:39
have in Twenty Sixteen Sixteen. Doubtless the
34:41
last big era you remember of the
34:43
value meals a fast food restaurants like
34:45
the five for for a burger Kings
34:47
the three for for for me to
34:50
all of the line your license for
34:52
five Nuggets I we're nice. All of
34:54
that may have that in the reason
34:56
why all of that really peace in
34:58
Twenty Fifteen Twenty Six seem. With because
35:00
press on such a portly and naira
35:02
are rising and those are kind of.
35:04
And between the silly but losses or
35:06
Mcdonalds is this other medium which. Is. Like
35:09
a fast casual but it's like when you're not need we
35:11
sit. Down with the waiter but you
35:13
get nicer food and all that to
35:15
those were booming people love to pull
35:17
a message, probably continue to flourish. So
35:20
these restaurants began fighting for their rights
35:22
to have province with these really cheap
35:24
meals. However, I'm at same time is
35:27
over member the river, what was bubbling
35:29
at at the surface and fast food
35:31
and twenty six seem twenty seventeen. The
35:34
fight for fifteen minimum wage. Ah now
35:36
the as they're doing these value million
35:38
workers are like I'm overworked and underpaid.
35:41
And genome having to sell out
35:43
all these December results so they're lowering
35:45
prices while they have to pay their
35:48
workers more. Exactly. So they argued
35:50
that. The. Fight for seen as was
35:52
cutting into their profits so that the
35:54
jacked up these prices asu to pay
35:56
for their transferring the the weights of
35:58
paying people equitably. To us as
36:01
the consumers and then it's fleet.
36:03
The situation for Red Lobster is
36:05
now cheaper then Mc Donald's which
36:07
in Connecticut certain one editor for
36:09
example. wow, that's pretty shocking. Yeah,
36:11
a Big Mac is twenty two
36:13
dollars for a meal. And surprise,
36:15
the Connecticut's. Stops
36:18
Way way way way way. of
36:21
Mcdonalds big mans like with the fries and
36:23
are you drink or meal I can send
36:25
you have they in the near post last
36:27
week I think by it went viral to
36:29
the. Guy would to a truck stops and
36:31
they sort of eighteen dollars for the meal
36:34
and it went up from there and it's
36:36
for the burger future ahead of the rise
36:38
of the and let me tell you this.
36:40
My first job was Mcdonalds employee the month
36:42
twice. I can tell you what Big Macs
36:45
tasted like when I was working there in
36:47
high school. They tasted twice as good as
36:49
they taste. Now. That this is
36:51
a saying. It's like while all the
36:53
prices have gone up and I get
36:55
have an raise, Your prices on a
36:57
scooter is worse than I remember when
36:59
Mcdonald stopped using actual. Second chance
37:01
to make their nuggets in went to Pink
37:04
Slime. I. Could tell the difference and
37:06
I'm seeing all those differences happen across
37:08
fast casual food all over the country
37:10
and so what we seen and it's
37:12
going to lead us into the private
37:14
equity part of this performance piece today
37:16
of zapping a financial advisors never harm
37:18
is are friends with other laws of
37:20
yeah artists are still have this culminating
37:22
saying you have you know I suppose
37:24
rising Mcdonalds or China Katsav the reason
37:26
the prices minimum wage is being passed
37:28
and places like California symptom of us
37:30
have to pay more profits. other subs
37:32
happening and then. The. pandemic hits
37:34
an inflation puppets us and so all
37:36
of these business spiral out of control
37:39
and places like red lobster and sinhalese
37:41
made their prices so low to be
37:43
competitive however they couldn't pay their bills
37:46
with those low prices because most of
37:48
them have now been acquired by private
37:50
equity firms so what are you guys
37:53
think when you're private equity do need
37:55
like a quick crash course of what
37:57
was forty this business that has her
38:00
I'm gonna tell you why I feel my
38:02
and and I've railed against this before on the
38:04
show I think the era of
38:06
private equity in the era of
38:09
shareholder primacy has Affected
38:13
for the worst so
38:15
many parts of most Americans everyday lives when
38:18
private equity comes in the Incentive
38:21
moves from making customers happy
38:23
to maximizing profits for executives
38:25
and shareholders and that changes
38:27
everything Yeah, I
38:29
guess what I would say is based on
38:32
and this is based on my experience as
38:34
a consumer but also like someone who's worked
38:36
in media at my senses that I feel
38:38
that venture capital pops up and Says
38:40
hello company. You're doing something really interesting
38:43
We are going to throw way more
38:45
money at you Then you
38:47
would ever actually need or be able to
38:49
sustain so that we can hold you to
38:51
impossible standards And then here comes
38:53
the layoffs here comes everything falling apart
38:55
just a few years later And then
38:57
private equity kind of ends up in
38:59
the same place But in the opposite
39:01
like I feel like private equity now
39:04
that heightens the screws Immediately
39:06
and again sets really really
39:08
high expectations So for example,
39:10
I know that like the private equity company that messed
39:12
up red luster is behind chicken of
39:15
the sea Chicken of the sea wasn't doing so
39:17
well And
39:19
so suddenly all these red luster places are
39:21
having to play rent on their own restaurants,
39:23
which yes wait Let me use that example.
39:26
You said pay rent on their own restaurants
39:28
Let's a great segue to explaining very quickly
39:30
with private equity is so private
39:33
equity is What's I
39:35
just said about VCs and PE is very
39:37
true private equity how it works here Let's
39:39
use red lobster as an example Red
39:42
lobster is battling these wars of you
39:44
know, higher wages all the stuff
39:46
in 2016 They finally
39:48
bring in a PE firm firm buys
39:51
them and they're like, hey We
39:53
Don't have the money to buy you. You're valued
39:55
really high. I think a hundred plus million dollars?
39:57
Something really high, but we have. You know, With
40:00
caught sixty million dollars on his. So we're
40:02
gonna do six see up front. See you
40:04
and them. When we acquire Red Lobster, we're
40:07
going to use Red Lobsters valuation of let's
40:09
say one hundred twenty million dollars to raise
40:11
the other sixty to pay the owners. So
40:13
what they do that they have the hundred
40:15
twenty million dollars and exhibit to the original
40:18
owners of a lot of the like your
40:20
goodness. So now the new owners of Red
40:22
Lobster had sixty million dollars in. This isn't
40:24
the right number but I'm using for example
40:27
sixty million dollars of debt that with leveraged
40:29
they got I. Our love soon as they
40:31
now need to pay off and with their bet
40:33
is that a Red Lobster was one hundred twenty
40:35
million dollars and acquisitions They think they can for
40:37
the for seven hundred million one which means in
40:39
the next year's of their able to flip It's
40:42
not only were they make their money back and
40:44
also pay themselves yearly fees for overseeing the business
40:46
they will than. Quadruple their profits
40:48
very quickly And what they do immediately
40:50
most of the time is a lot
40:52
of these businesses have assets that makes
40:54
them valuable. Like owning their own restaurant,
40:56
Red Lobster own all of their location
40:58
immediately. The first private equity group him
41:00
and said sell off the restaurants. they
41:02
sold most of the restaurants and then
41:04
say made sixty four million dollars off
41:06
That's they paid back that original debt
41:08
that they took out. Never good at
41:10
zero. Who did they sell them To
41:12
Sergeant The Pause to another from Gods
41:14
Who Than Is Made All of those
41:17
franchises start. Paying rent which they had never
41:19
been paid rent like this and forever that's
41:21
a cast on top of. Just figure out
41:23
why I wasn't there before us abreast down.
41:25
It's impossible for them that ran it down
41:27
and then they had no more. you know
41:29
little and move to save themselves. But they
41:31
made their money back. They made their sixty
41:33
million bucks. they're cool. Pass it onto another
41:35
private equity groups. They pass it onto a
41:37
tie company that specializes in seafood said they
41:39
brought back or you can eat shrimp. said
41:41
that they could sell their fists to Red
41:43
Lobster made relaxer bile. the says he was
41:45
something in to even greater deaths and. now
41:47
we're at the moment for all avenues
41:49
have been exhausted by private equity firms
41:52
have come in levers assets to make
41:54
more money but also put deaths on
41:56
the asset that is red lobster and
41:58
our laps or has have relevant And
42:00
that is private equity. And this
42:02
is why I don't like private equity because
42:04
when you look at this red lobster example,
42:07
all of the people who made money
42:09
flipping red lobster left and right to
42:11
and fro aren't at all attached to
42:13
food, aren't at all
42:15
attached to your human experience when you go
42:17
into a red lobster. And
42:19
red lobster store owners and workers to
42:22
keep up with these new demands, they
42:25
probably had to work harder,
42:27
longer hours, use cheaper ingredients
42:29
and give customers a lesser
42:31
experience. So we have
42:33
this scenario that happens a lot where private
42:35
equity makes a lot of money
42:37
for people not even tied to the product
42:40
while the people who are tied to the
42:42
product and making it get a worse experience.
42:45
We're actually seeing this happen right now in
42:47
the world of veterinary care. Private
42:49
equity is buying up a bunch of
42:51
vet offices all over the country. And
42:53
what it's leading to is higher
42:56
cost for basic services for your pets. It's not
42:58
making it better for us. It's making it worse
43:00
for us. Zach, the way you
43:02
were able to explain something very complicated
43:04
and a very concise way with that
43:06
example was really great. But it's also
43:08
like in the meantime, like, you know,
43:10
impossible situation on top of impossible situation,
43:13
you have customers and
43:16
employees being turned against each
43:18
other. And what we
43:20
see in the news is not a conversation
43:22
about private equity and the impossible burden it
43:25
puts on all of us. It's a conversation
43:27
about how paying people a living minimum wage
43:29
is to blame for all of this. And
43:31
that's not the case. It's not minimum wage.
43:34
I've even seen the ways in
43:36
which these acquisitions and mergers make
43:39
the jobs of the actual
43:42
employees untenable. I remember when
43:44
Whole Foods got bought by
43:46
Amazon. All of a
43:49
sudden, Whole Foods went from being people's
43:51
favorite place to work to their least
43:53
favorite place to work. Because on top
43:56
of just keeping the store going, Amazon
43:58
introduced this intricate delivery system. So
44:01
they doubled the work of all the employees and
44:03
didn't double their salary. This is
44:05
the thing. It's like when we see fast
44:07
food customers get mad about bad
44:09
quality food or fast
44:12
food employees being stressed, it's
44:15
because they've been given untenable
44:18
situations from owners who will only see
44:20
profit. Which is why you should treat
44:22
those people working with dignity and respect.
44:24
It is not their fault. Because
44:28
we're just at this point with
44:30
late capitalism where we're seeing capitalism
44:32
cannibalize itself. There's no new
44:34
innovation. The only way to
44:36
make money is to eat other people's money,
44:38
basically, is what we're seeing now. The
44:42
big takeaway here is whenever you see private
44:44
equity enter the picture, statistically, that company
44:46
is going to fail. In the next few years, the
44:48
New York Times has reported a ton on this. So
44:50
be wary when you see PE enter because what that
44:53
company is doing is they're flipping it for profit really,
44:55
really fast. And sometimes that works out. Burger King had
44:57
this happen to them and they became a global leader.
44:59
But most of the time, it doesn't work. So again,
45:01
we say this a lot. Don't trust capitalism. It's never
45:04
going to look out for you or your family at
45:06
the end of the day. And private
45:08
equity is capitalism. Well, with that,
45:10
we're going to take another quick break. But don't go
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right, we're back. And before we end the show, like
46:16
we always do, we're going to take some time
46:18
to each share something that's helping us keep our
46:21
vibes right this week. Let's
46:23
start with Zach.
46:26
I'd love to. So my recommendation
46:28
this week is a new book that comes
46:30
out today. The book
46:32
is called A Great Gay Book, Stories of
46:35
Growth, Belonging, and Other Queer Possibilities. It was
46:37
edited by... I love that title. I know,
46:39
it's a great title. It's edited by Ryan
46:41
Fitzgibbon, who is the founder of the magazine
46:43
Hello, Mr. Which I believe was Said Jones'
46:45
first cover of a magazine back in the
46:48
day. Yes. Yes,
46:50
and Said is in this book.
46:52
They reflect on that moment in
46:54
the culture. People aren't aware of
46:57
Hello, Mr. Was, an iconic queer magazine that launched in
46:59
about 2013, I believe. I Ryan,
47:01
I was a part of the launch in the
47:03
beginning as a friend and an advisor, and it
47:06
became this staple within a lot of coastal cities,
47:08
especially. It was very sexy. It's very sexy. A
47:10
lot of... Smart. A lot of... Which I liked.
47:12
Yeah, so smart. Said, they're so smart, they put
47:15
Said on a cover. It's a really smart move.
47:18
The magazine closed due to how the magazine business goes,
47:20
but this book is a reflection on
47:23
its history, but also with new work. Sam,
47:25
your name is in it too, because when they talk about Said,
47:27
they talk about us, vibe check. Oh, very nice. But
47:30
what I really love about the book is that my
47:32
boyfriend, Craig, is in the book. He has an
47:35
essay in it. He has
47:37
a really wonderful piece in it. Yeah, they
47:39
commissioned him to write about Mormonism and porn
47:41
and all these other things, and
47:43
it's really juicy. It's very sexy. I
47:45
love it. I'm very proud of him.
47:48
It's been to point to my earlier
47:50
statement about just feeling friends pouring in
47:52
and loving my community. I loved opening
47:54
that book and seeing Said, seeing Craig,
47:57
seeing Ryan, seeing Fran Toronto, seeing so
47:59
many people. I've known since I was
48:01
in college, you know, in a book. It's so
48:03
exciting. I love that. I just pulled up Said's
48:05
cover. You give him face, baby. Oh Yeah,
48:13
and friend Toronto wrote the article about me and
48:15
that I remember that was really beautiful Oh,
48:17
we love friend I've come to again
48:19
have such appreciation for these kinds of books
48:21
because this is an example of a contemporary
48:24
archive and 1020
48:26
years from now think about how valuable it
48:28
will be to have this book that
48:31
it's like it is a slice of
48:33
life For really a decade of queer
48:35
culture, particularly in New York City and
48:37
those those books become really important So
48:39
thank you Ryan for doing this work.
48:42
All right side what you got for us? So
48:44
I thought I would read a moody poem from
48:46
one of my favorite moody books It
48:49
is Meadowlands by Louise Gluck I think
48:51
this was my introduction to her work
48:53
and Made me fall in
48:55
love with poetry and in all kinds of
48:58
ways as a college student Um, it is
49:00
based on the myth of Penelope and Odysseus
49:02
and everything they kind of go through But
49:05
she sets it in a like
49:07
contemporary family's husband and wife drama So it's
49:09
kind of we're going back and forth and
49:12
if if you remember Odysseus goes off to
49:14
war and he's gone for what he thinks
49:16
is gonna be like, you know a few
49:18
months maybe a year He's gone for 12
49:21
years and he leaves his wife
49:23
and his son who's like a teenager by the
49:25
time he comes home You know, so just a
49:27
lot happens. So this is kind of going back
49:30
and forth between those two stories departure
49:34
The night isn't dark. The
49:37
world is dark Stay with
49:39
me a little longer Your
49:41
hands on the back of the chair, that's
49:43
what I'll remember before
49:45
that lightly stroking my
49:48
shoulders like a man
49:50
training himself to avoid the heart in
49:53
The other room the maid discreetly putting out
49:55
the light I read by that
49:58
room with its chalk walls.
50:01
How will it look to you, I wonder, once
50:04
your exile begins? I
50:07
think your eyes will seek out its light,
50:10
as opposed to the moon. Apparently,
50:13
after so many years, you need
50:15
distance to make plain its intensity.
50:18
Your hands on the chair, stroking
50:21
my body and the wood in
50:24
exactly the same way. Like
50:27
a man who wants to feel longing
50:29
again, who prizes
50:31
longing above all
50:33
other emotion. On
50:36
the beach, voices of the Greek
50:38
farmers impatient for sunrise as though
50:40
dawn will change them from farmers
50:42
into heroes. And before
50:45
that, you are holding me because
50:47
you are going away. These
50:50
are statements you are making, not
50:54
questions needing answers. How
50:57
can I know you love me unless
51:00
I see you breathe over
51:03
me? That's
51:06
the poem. Louise Gluck
51:08
did not play. She never played. She
51:10
never played. She won the Nobel Prize
51:13
for reasons before she passed away. The
51:15
book is Meadowlands. You can get the
51:20
book and read it in her collected poems.
51:22
She is incredible. I was
51:24
reading along with you as you were saying it
51:27
out loud because I love to do that. I
51:29
saw that last line coming. It's like when the
51:31
roller coaster gets up to the top before it
51:40
goes. I felt that way before that last little
51:42
thing. Let
51:45
me find another quick line in another poem I love
51:48
so much. You don't even need the
51:50
context. But again, it's kind of before
51:52
Odysseus goes off. This is the last
51:54
couplet of the poem. The
51:56
title of the poem is Quiet Evening. She ends the
51:58
poem by saying, from this point on the
52:01
silence through which you move is
52:04
my voice pursuing you. Know
52:07
her. There's such a
52:10
toughness to her work.
52:16
It's haunting and it just feels
52:18
like, it's always like, I don't know,
52:20
she makes me think of like the mom
52:23
in the salt burn, like beautiful gals and everything,
52:25
but she might have a knife. You
52:27
know what I mean? It's very like Joan
52:29
Didion. This
52:33
is a perfect setup for my recommendation. Oh
52:35
good. Alright, what's your recommendation?
52:37
Moody with a punch. I
52:40
have been devouring the new
52:42
Billie Eilish album called Hit Me
52:44
Hard and Soft. I'm
52:47
gonna be honest and say I'm not sure I love
52:49
the whole album, but there is one
52:51
track on this album that
52:53
is a sucker punch and it builds
52:56
and grows on you. The
52:58
song is called Chihiro. It's
53:00
the Japanese name. C-H-I-H-I-R-O. And
53:05
it starts off as a very
53:07
kind of typical Billie
53:09
Eilish, Phineas collab, mid-tempo
53:11
shuffle, soft bedroom
53:14
pop Billie Eilish vocals, Phineas
53:16
synths. It's like a groove that you
53:18
expect from these two at this point,
53:21
but something happens and it builds and
53:23
about two minutes in, the
53:26
synths hit this crescendo.
53:28
It's like the orchestra of synths starts
53:30
screaming at you and then you hear
53:33
Billie start to scream herself but she's
53:35
screaming like she's 20 feet away from
53:37
the mic. It
53:59
is. magical. I
54:01
love it when pop songs use dynamics
54:03
and get in power and softer and
54:05
give you peaks and valleys. There's a
54:07
drama in it that I love. It's
54:10
also so great to see
54:13
the working relationship between Billy
54:15
and her brother Finneas grow
54:18
deeper and deeper and deeper. On
54:20
this song in particular, you hear
54:23
what happens when musicians work together
54:25
for a very long time. They
54:28
know each other so well. They know
54:30
how to make the sense work with the
54:32
vocals, work with the vocals, work with the
54:34
sense. And it's a partnership that gets better
54:37
the longer they keep doing it. So
54:39
I just love it. I have played this
54:42
one song in the last three days, probably
54:44
25 times. Okay. It
54:47
levitates. It puts me in a trance.
54:49
Listeners, believe me when I say it,
54:51
Chee Hero. It's a great
54:53
song. Check it out. I'll dip into Billy's
54:56
dark waters. I like her little dark waters.
54:58
She does this thing where she makes this really
55:00
accessible pop, but it still
55:03
feels really dark and moody
55:05
and ethereal in this haunting, glorious
55:08
kind of way. All right, listeners,
55:10
what are you feeling or
55:12
not feeling this week? What's your
55:14
vibe? Check in with us at vibecheck
55:17
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55:20
stitcher.com. You
55:27
said dynamic pop. This was a dynamic
55:29
episode. We
55:31
were turning. We were
55:33
pivoting. Let
55:36
me get these girls out of here.
55:39
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56:07
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56:10
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56:12
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56:14
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56:17
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56:19
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56:21
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