Cici & Noemi get down and dirty discussing their "disgusting" fetish for Yaoi, AKA "boys love" and why imaginary boys being abused feels satisfying in the face of a hyper sexualized culture that insists on performative femininity.  We discuss failed relationships and foreign concepts of social and romantic contracts, as well as our own failures (and lack of desire) to meet certain standards.

TW for some discussion of sexual assault in a variety of contexts and usage of the R word to refer to non intellectually handicapped people.

If you have audio sensory issues, please note that this recording contains a lot of background audio distortion and echo.

This podcast is created by women with autism who want to normalize the autistic experience of love and relationship building from the perspective of female/formerly female bodied people with autism. Some topics will be silly, some will be serious, but we hope they will all be more than a little sexy. This podcast is not for "autism moms" who will freak out about their children growing up, but we do welcome listeners who want to learn what to teach girls with autism so that they can protect themselves, or who want to learn how to love their autistic partner better. Or, you know, you just want to listen to a bunch of cute girls talking about sex. It's all good!