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there were about to be a wave of companies that needed building because
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there were these big technological shifts happening on Bitcoin.
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That would allow a huge wave of innovation, so then we were like, wow,
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this is a huge opportunity and a huge need that founders would need, not just
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capital, but also really professional support, we invest not just capital,
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we're really supporting the founders in a really deep way when we do
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invest as well. okay, , why am I here?
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Like, what am I supposed to be doing in the world? to understand that I need to understand, like, Why are humans here?
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Like, if I'm part of humanity, like, why are humans?
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why is life? Why does life exist?
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Like, and then you're like, okay, well, why does the world exist?
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Then you're like, why does the universe exist? . I think why did the universe exist is a very complicated question that I have
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no insight into, but Why life exists to me is sort of like this way that
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consciousness gets to experience itself. So then we think about Satoshi, creating Bitcoin and then anonymously and
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leaving as sort of his ultimate act of ego death, there was no ego involved.
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He wanted nothing from it. Like he's never.
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You know, extracted a, Satoshi from his savings.
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And I think that's, you know, there's something that's so special about
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Bitcoin that can't be replicated. Andi, welcome to the Freedom Footprint show.
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Thanks for joining us. Thank you so much for having me.
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Yeah. Hi, AAndi good to see you. you're in, uh, back in Australia now, I guess, right?
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No, I live in Austin, in In Austin.
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Okay. Okay. so we'll, We'll, uh, uh, since I got that wrong, we should do the TLDR on Andi Pitt.
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Will you tell our listeners and us who you are and, uh, what you do,
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uh, please? Well, the reason I was, so I am from Australia.
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I grew up in Australia. Um, and we met at the Bitcoin conference in Sydney last year.
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So that's, you know, makes sense why you, you, you were
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thinking I live in Australia. Um, I was there for a while.
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So it was really great timing to be able to join that conference.
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I have a background in traditional finance. It was with Goldman Sachs, for around eight years.
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And, um, Um, starting in Australia in, um, in mergers and acquisitions,
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leveraged finance, and then moved to New York, where I sat on, um, the
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trading floor in a principal investing role, um, doing a lot of, structuring
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really interesting transactions, uh, really all around the world across a
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variety of different, industries, Left.
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I was always passionate about emerging markets, um, really saw
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that there was something very broken with how the global system works.
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and so that was really, you know, always what I wanted to do.
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And I just sort of ended up staying at Goldman a lot longer, maybe than I expected.
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and so I left, I ended up traveling, taking quite a long sabbatical,
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kind of working on a startup in the middle, failing at my startup.
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Now it's sort of. Well, merging it into another company, which now I'm
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advising on, which is awesome. and then, um, yeah, started, co founded the fund Ego Death Capital, along
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with Jeff Booth and Nikolai Lechuga as the founding general partners
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a little over two years ago now. Um, really with this excitement around what was going on in Bitcoin
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and Bitcoin being a solution to, you know, so many huge problems that I
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had always been passionate about. And bring sort of the different expertise, uh, that we could then really support
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those companies that we, that would be building out the infrastructure to
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create, you know, the system that we really wanted, to see in the world.
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Um, so we were very lucky to be joined by, um, our advisors, Lynn Alden, Preston Pish
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and Pablo Fernandez on the first fund. They really trusted us.
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Um, we're very grateful and have absolutely loved working with them.
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Um, we're currently raising our second fund. and, uh, Lynn and Preston are both joining us as general
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partners in that second fund. And then we also have, um, Lisa Naygood, aka Nifty Nay.
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She is joining as an advisor, technical advisor to the second fund.
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She's awesome. All of our team is awesome.
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so yeah, really love, love, love getting to work on what we get to
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work with, get to support amazing companies and just support these
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founders that are really like the ones bringing that vision to life.
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Yeah. So, so what kind of companies are EcoDeath looking to, to invest in?
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We invest in companies that are building Bitcoin only, so investing in the Bitcoin ecosystem.
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and companies, it's the software application layer.
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So we're not investing in, in any mining, um, companies.
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We would consider mining services, you know, technology for mining.
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but we really specialize the fund in, in these software applications.
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Um, and it's really then any company that's.
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Contributing in some way to the Bitcoin ecosystem with technology, helping
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people, providing, you know, ways that people can buy or use Bitcoin.
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So, for instance, um, we have a company called Relay out of Europe,
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and they're helping people in Europe to buy Bitcoin, uh, or it's like companies
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that maybe are using Bitcoin in a really innovative way, as well, or it's a,
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it's a way that's like, so it's sort of contributing to Bitcoin or using Bitcoin
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in some way. And what, uh, where did you get the idea from?
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Like where, how, how did, what, what are the origins of ego death?
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How, how did the, the, the things form start forming in your brain?
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Like where did it come from? so Nico and
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I, um, had been friends for quite a while and we, um, I was on sabbatical.
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I was thinking about what to do next and basically Nico and I
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started talking about, you know, Working on something together.
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and then he was, he's known Jeff for many years, Jeff Booth.
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So he's, he was quite good friends with Jeff and he and Jeff had
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been talking about what's going on in the Bitcoin ecosystem.
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you know, Jeff had been, you know, much deeper in the Bitcoin ecosystem than us.
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And both of us, Nico and I, had this deep passion for, uh, emerging markets.
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We had known Bitcoin for many years. and so then sort of the three of us started talking about what was
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going on in the Bitcoin ecosystem. how these companies, you know, Jeff had this insight of what, of this building
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that was really about to happen. that, that there were about to be a wave of companies that needed
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building because there were these big technological shifts happening on Bitcoin.
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That would allow a huge wave of innovation, um, and building to happen.
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And so then what we did, um, from there, uh, so then we were like,
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wow, this is a huge opportunity and a huge need that founders would need,
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not just capital, but also really professional support, for those.
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And so we constructed a team, basically, that would be able to
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raise the funding we needed and then really support those founders as well.
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So we invest not just capital, we're really supporting the founders
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in a really deep way when we do invest as well.
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what, what is the main difference of working with this as compared
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to working for Goldman and Sachs?
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Bye. I mean, the biggest difference from my day to day is, and high level is
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really, I'm working with early stage founders who have this like, Um, so
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we're investing in really people.
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It's investing in a small group of co founders, typically.
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And it's so, okay, yes, it's a company, but really, it's working closely with
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these, you know, really ambitious, excited, you Um, creative founders and
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really supporting them from that very early stage to growing, um, versus what
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I was doing at Goldman was really working with very big established companies.
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so, you know, anything from like SoftBank to, um, really big companies
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in, in, in, in emerging markets.
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Um, and there it's, it's just a really different thing. You're helping them improve their financing, but you're not.
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It wasn't really like helping to build something.
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I wasn't really like helping. I didn't really feel like I was necessarily contributing that much.
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It was like, okay, yes, I was helping these companies to improve in how they
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were operating, but I wasn't really like, I think it's much more exciting
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to be supporting young founders. And you can really see this, you're supporting them to grow from
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some, like basically from nothing to something really incredible.
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And then it's much more meaningful for me.
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Like. I just couldn't work anymore doing something that I didn't
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feel was like, really contributing in a positive way to the world.
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That was just like, it was just kind of soul destroying to be quite honest.
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so now it's like, You know, I really feel like what we're doing is, is
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supporting, um, something that's so important for the world to exist,
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like, and it's like, how do we each contribute in our own way to that?
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And so I feel like this is how I can contribute
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to kind of Bitcoin effectively.
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Yeah. And, uh, like, uh, Jeff talks about, uh, like seeing things from the lens of the,
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the world that is to come, or like, you can choose how much you already
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live in on a Bitcoin standard or in a hyperbitcoinized world, right?
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It's sort of personal. So from EcoDev's perspective, how much, like, do you denominate in
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sats, for instance, when you look at, uh, a contract or anything
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really, like how, how do you view the world from a company perspective?
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I think there's like a difference between looking forward and being practical
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around the reality of today. And if we were to say, oh, we, we live in a Bitcoinized world,
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that's sort of delusional. Um, you know, I think what Jeff is talking about much more is like
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looking forward, um, and doing what we can to get to that point.
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But the reality is that, you know, most of the founders we invest in,
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their expenses of their company are mostly denominated in fiat.
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So a founder that's living in Lisbon, Portugal.
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He's paying his rent in fiat, you know, is paying his children's
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school fees in, in, in euros.
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you know, and so the reality is that most founders, at least sort of their
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life expenses, and so their salaries for the engineers and everyone has
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to be at least a majority in fiat. But then what was, what then makes sense is, you know, we all typically
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like might save a portion of our salaries and retain a portion.
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So there's like a transition over time where now people
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don't want to save in fiat. So their day to day expenses, part of their income maybe has to be
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in fiat, but then part of it now can go into Bitcoin because that's
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actually what people want to save in. Um, so I think that's like the start of the transition.
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And then over time, as you see hyperbitcoinization, then maybe
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those, you know, the base case of expenses gets denominated
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in fiat, sorry, in, in Bitcoin.
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But for now, what we're doing is effectively investing, um, fiat
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currency into, into, into companies.
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And there are a few reasons for that. One is just from a practical perspective, these early stage
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companies, their expenses are in fiat.
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But over time, as they're generating Bitcoin revenues, whether it's
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Bitcoin linked or just directly in Bitcoin, they put more and more
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of their treasury into Bitcoin. So, if you are a founder and you have your expenses of denominated in
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fiat and you have a Bitcoin treasury, that opens you up to so much risk.
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But over time, as you have revenues, it balances out.
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And so it's sort of this like gradual curve that companies can shift to a
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Bitcoin standard, um, over time as they're generating Bitcoin linked revenue.
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So as we're seeing all of these companies start to do that, it's sort
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of like all I guess it's like a flywheel almost that more and more Bitcoin.
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The companies are earning Bitcoin, and then it creates more
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Bitcoin, um, usage over time.
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So that's sort of how we see it. And, uh, but we invest in companies that we think basically have the
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ability to outperform Bitcoin. So they're really, we're thinking about the sort of hurdle rate as being Bitcoin,
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which is an insanely high hurdle rate.
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Um, but you know, that's how our founders have to think that if they're not able
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to beat the Bitcoin hurdle rate with the growth in their company, then, you know,
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they should really just be holding it, holding treasury or investing in Bitcoin.
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So that that's what we're really looking for in our companies as well.
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Yeah, and that's, that's really, really hard.
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I mean. what would that be? Well, it would be something in Bitcoin and something earning Bitcoin, probably.
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Uh, but yeah, that hurdle is, it's gonna change everything and,
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uh, some people are fearful that that will slow down the economy.
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I don't think so, personally. I think it's just, it's just more honest and we'll see if you, there are no
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zombie companies on a Bitcoin standard.
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Uh, it's just, it's just, More truthful, uh, but that also means that to outperform
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Bitcoin, you have to provide something of real value.
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Yeah, that's exactly right. And I mean, what we've
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seen is, you know, a lot of venture capital, uh, has gotten a
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little over its skis, I would say.
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Um, there's been so much funding put into companies that just don't make sense.
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So much wasted funding.
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Um, and then it's a whole extra story in the crypto VC world, which is not even VC.
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I wouldn't even call it venture capital, but that's a whole different story.
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Um, so I think founders in the Bitcoin ecosystem, and we encourage this as being
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very, very diligent, very thoughtful.
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We're not investing in companies that maybe have the potential to
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have revenue in five years time. It's like, no, what's like the business model?
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How are you going to get there? and that's really what we want to see from a pretty early stage.
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and so, you know, founders are diligent. We're having this world where some of our companies are cash flow positive,
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like, profitable at the seed stage.
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And with the sort of super high growth metrics that you would expect,
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as well from a seed stage company. And that's, that's, I think, quite unique.
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Not all of our companies. We have a sort of a, from a portfolio construction perspective, some
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that really have revenue today and some that are more like moonshots.
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But, you know, from a venture perspective, we are looking for the
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companies that contribute, can have the potential to contribute in a really
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material way to the Bitcoin ecosystem. And for our investors, that means, you know, if they have the
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potential to return like 100x. and so Bitcoin, you know, I think it's unlikely that Bitcoin
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does 100x in the next 10 years. You never know.
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But, um, as compared to Fiat, like, let's see what happens in the Fiat world.
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As compared to some currencies, it certainly will do 100x.
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Um, but compared to the US dollar.
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Um, but that's what we're looking for in companies.
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I've talked to Jeff about this a lot, like, uh, what, what this implies and what
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it could possibly mean for the future. So, The first, the first instinctive thing is to think that like, okay, so
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running a profitable Bitcoin company, like denominated in Bitcoin is really,
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really hard, but then you get into the other thing, uh, which is so fascinating
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that free market competition there, there's a, there's like a new level.
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Of competition, competition that doesn't even have to be competition
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on Bitcoin, because Bitcoiners are incentivized to help one another.
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And so are Bitcoin companies. we all benefit from each other.
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Bitcoin, proper Bitcoin company.
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Uh, so, so one thing happening in Bitcoin over here helps everyone else in Bitcoin.
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Every, every other part of the world. So, so we're, uh, and the companies in particular are, are incentivized
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to, to like help one another. And I can feel like, uh, we've seen this through the years, uh,
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being in the space that more and more people are leaning into that.
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And, and instead of seeing it one another as competitors, just.
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Starting to help one another, but li like, uh, the Madeira Conference for
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instance, and B2C, Prague and, and, and Honey Badger and Riga, all of those three
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conferences seem like they, they don't see each other as competition at all.
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They see each other as complimentary to one another.
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And like, I, I look forward that kind of future so much because I think that's,
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that's one of the most beautiful aspects
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of this. What, what are your thoughts? Yeah, I totally agree.
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And I think it's, it's like, there are huge problems with having an underlying
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monetary system that is corrupted, that's inflationary, that's unfair.
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and we don't really see that in a very tangible, obvious way in our society on
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like normal day to day, year to year. But what we do see is, okay, well, let's look what happens
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when you have hyperinflation. and people are all of a sudden really struggling, having to compete.
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This creates enormous scarcity.
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It just destroys society so quickly.
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And so if you think about, like, that being a super magnified version of what
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we have in our underlying system, and so we have that going on in a smaller
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way every year, but over 10, 20, 50 years, that just creates this culture of
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competition, effectively, because everyone has this scarcity, because everyone's
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just like, um, You know, the hamstermill trying to, like, keep up with, with,
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with the world, um, with inflation, with, with asset price inflation.
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and so I think that, you know, I mean, that's definitely the thesis
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that if you don't have a corruption and underlying monetary system, that
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it could completely change the way people interact with each other.
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If, if people no longer have a scarcity mindset, if they have a currency, they
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can actually store their wealth in and they're not constantly having to
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preserve that and figure out how to preserve it and invest and make more.
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and so I feel like that, that definitely comes across into Bitcoin now from a
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practical perspective, if you are building a company in the Bitcoin space, there
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might be competition in your space, and that is going to be competitive.
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But I think what's really different here is the share.
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It's, it's not like there's a fixed pie.
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And everyone's trying to like get a piece of it and it's a zero sum game.
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Like it's not a zero sum game in Bitcoin. the pie is growing and if everyone is contributing, so if you have like, you
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know, 5 different, let's talk about like, you know, relay and sorry, Swan and
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River are 2 big US companies, which help people buy Bitcoin in the US, like, if
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each of them are bringing Bitcoin to new people, then that whole pie is growing.
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And so they're helping each other and they're not. And there is a degree of competition, but there's a degree to which each
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of them is sort of like growing their worlds and their buyers.
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And so actually, I think that's being part of like a rising tide of something means
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that there is inherently less requirement to be competitive and people can then
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really contribute and help each other. And so, yeah, I agree with you.
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I think we're definitely seeing that in the Bitcoin space.
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Yeah. This whole notion of, uh, the economy being a zero sum game is, is like one
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of the bigger lies ever told. Like, it's, uh, uh, I, I think that's, that's why people have a, uh, the,
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the sea, like the evil Uncle Scrooge type capitalist as the bad guy.
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It's because of this flaw. conception of the, the, that being rich always has to be at the expense of
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someone else, which is simply not true.
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It's, it's only true if you acquired your wealth through, uh, illicit
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means, uh, including inflation.
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So. Uh, when you live in a system that is inherently, uh, untruthful
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and wrong, ethically wrong and immoral, then that's what happens.
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Then people will see the capitalist as the bad guy, and they're
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partly, partially right, since, uh, since that's what's going on.
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Like, the winners are the ones who know how to play this, very skewed
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kind of game. I mean, I think it's, it's true.
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I think one thing I, I do, I have observed is like, everyone's trying to do what
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they think is right at the end of the day. Like, I think there are very few people in the world.
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I mean, for sure. Some that are really out there to be terrible people, like, most people by
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far the majority genuinely think that what they're doing is the right thing
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or that maybe they don't think about it. And Yeah, they're trying to build, build, build wealth for their family.
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They're trying to support their family. And the best way that they know how to do that is by working in a big corporation
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or by running a big corporation. And maybe that corporation happens to be close to the money printer or there's
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lobbyists, like, and then you get in this system where people, you know, work
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for a company and, like, the way that they're rewarded, the whole, the whole
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system is incentivized that these people The best way that they can be successful,
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which is what society expects, is for them to work really hard in that company
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and do the best thing to maximize the shareholder returns of that company.
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But the whole system is, like, pushing them into that because, you know,
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you have pension funds, well, it's like, really, you have, like, big
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investors, let's call it BlackRock, that, like, are expecting these
20:37
companies to have shareholder returns. And so then the people inside, the board of directors, the CEO, okay,
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they, all they need to do is constantly grow profits and that's like their
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one thing that they have to do. And so, okay, we can demonize them, like the CEO of a major company.
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For taking a big salary and, you know, pushing growth at all costs.
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Okay. But why is he doing that? Let's okay. Well, let's demonize BlackRock because they own all of the equity and they're
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the ones that are like putting the shells. Okay. Well, okay.
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But who's pressure on BlackRock like BlackRock.
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Okay. They're high net worth or they actually have pension funds that like moms and
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dads invest in that they need the returns because the whole system is inflationary.
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And so I think there is, it's easy to demonize people, but I just see everyone
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as a sort of like a product of that system
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in one way or another. I Yeah, uh, and this is, this is something I debate with other Bitcoiners a lot
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because, like, I, I totally agree.
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I don't think, I think it's a, it's an effect of how the system
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is constructed from the beginning, and I don't even think, I don't
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even buy that the founders of the Federal Reserve were thinking things.
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Uh, that they were doing something evil either, or like, they, they probably
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thought they were doing the right thing. Uh, it's just, that was impossible to see the, that far into the future.
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What the, the, what the end result or what the long term effects of, of this
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kind of system would be, just as I think like, uh, a democracy is sort of like
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that, uh, it, uh, It looks very good on paper, but it, uh, is it inevitable?
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This is something I struggle with. Is it inevitable that every democracy turns into a totalitarian state after
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X amount of hundreds of years, like, because, or tens of years or whatever?
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I think the pace may differ, but, uh, there's something inherently flawed
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about, um, um, About all of our systems, when we have this kind of
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corrupt money, uh, in the base layer, it's, it's probably all inevitable,
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all the, all the bad shit that comes
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with it, mean, it might be based, but there's other inherent problems, like even, so I guess I
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think you have, you have to like, separate democracy from elections.
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So just because a country has elections doesn't mean it's democracy.
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Like, the US is not a democracy. Like, if you actually look into it, like most countries.
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And it's like, I think the bigger question, well, at least how I think,
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I totally agree with you and how I sort of frame it is like, is it
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actually possible to have a democracy? Because if you did have a perfect democracy, then
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theoretically that could continue. But the problem is, like, I don't know that that's possible.
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And so even if you look at like voting theory, so like, if you look at kind
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of a microeconomics, like, like a mathematical model of voting theory.
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There is no perfect voting system. So there is no perfect voting system that will accurately reflect the
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views of the population every time. So different countries have different structures to try and overcome this.
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In the US, you have state by state, you have the president, which is very flawed.
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In say, um, certain countries like Egypt, you'll have runoff elections.
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So you'll have like 50 candidates and then the top, like, two get selected.
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For a runoff. But even then, mathematically, like, it doesn't guarantee, because people
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split the vote, like, you could have three candidates out of the five in
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the first election that represent the same thing, they split the vote, and
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therefore the other two go through.
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So, just mathematically, there's actually no perfect way to have
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Elections reflect the population. other countries like Germany will do, um, proportional representation of democracy.
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Once you get above a certain threshold, you have representation in the
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parliament, and then you get into all the factors of like, of that.
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But I think, you know, and then in the US, we have parliamentary voting.
24:27
In Australia, we have something similar, but In the US, each individual, senator
24:32
or congressman or congresswoman would vote individually on each piece of legislation.
24:38
In Australia, or the UK, and I, I'm not sure how it is in European
24:43
countries, you vote as a party, like, it's very, very uncommon.
24:48
It's almost unheard of for anyone to vote against the party.
24:51
So if we think about how that works in practice, in the US, each individual,
24:55
uh, And then the other person is deciding whether or not they're going
24:58
to vote for a piece of legislation, which it's like, how do you design
25:02
a system for maximum corruption? Right? Because then they're like looking at their own interests for every single
25:08
one, bargaining on every single piece of legislation that comes through.
25:12
And so then you just get these like crazy pieces of legislation passed,
25:15
like the Inflation Reduction Act that people just add on and add on and add
25:18
on, and it just becomes a total mess. Whereas in Australia, like, There are benefits and cons and pros of, like, pros
25:25
and cons of both systems, but at least in Australia, I think there is corruption,
25:29
but it's less, because you would have to basically corrupt an entire party,
25:32
effectively, or a majority of the party, your interests would have to align with
25:37
a majority of the party for that party to kind of want that to come into force.
25:42
because if the party doesn't agree with what the leader is doing, they actually can just vote him out in between elections.
25:48
So it's very much like a, it's just a little more check and balance on at least
25:52
that one particular aspect of, of, of what
25:55
might corrupt a democracy. I don't know how it is in other European countries, but I think it's
26:00
kind of similar, but, but from my, my experience is from the Swedish
26:03
system, Where it's very much like that, that it's very uncommon that
26:09
people go against the party line. But it's not as if you have to bribe the entire party.
26:14
You could just bribe the leadership of the party, which is usually very centralized
26:19
and very bribe able, as it seems anyway.
26:24
So, so I think, uh, yeah, and there's a lot of like virtue signaling and stuff
26:29
going on from this leadership position.
26:31
So, so, uh, I think we'll get, uh, I view corruption in different countries
26:38
as like they're, they're, it exists everywhere, but it's just the different
26:43
layers of society where you, you might have to, you know, bribe the, the, the
26:49
police officer on the street in Mexico, but, uh, and if you go to Scandinavia,
26:54
you have to bribe someone higher up the hierarchy and it's more expensive to bribe
26:59
them, but the bribes are still there. So, so what system is more, You know, fair and, and, uh, truthful,
27:07
well, up for debate, I guess, but, uh, Yeah, and then you have the
27:11
other inherent flaws of democracy. It's not just only that it doesn't make, like, voting theory and mathematics that
27:17
it doesn't make sense, but also the, the, uh, the morality of, like, it's four
27:22
people, if five people vote, four of them could vote for beating up the fifth guy.
27:27
And that's like, it's still wrong.
27:31
So you come into libertarian theory and property rights and stuff and, uh,
27:39
It's very hard to square democracy with property rights at the end of the day.
27:44
So, so, but I don't, I'm not claiming I have any answers here what to
27:48
do about it, except just increase your freedom footprint and get
27:52
some more money, or I mean Bitcoin.
27:55
Get some more money is probably a good idea too.
27:58
Yeah, but get your hands on some Bitcoin and try to Live your life your own
28:02
way, use the tools you have, like, do the jurisdictional slalom if you can,
28:08
I mean, one thing I do find useful is like
28:10
talking to people about the ideas we talk about in Bitcoin, but not in a
28:14
preachy, It's like when invited or, you know, maybe discussing lightly
28:22
something that someone might find it. I don't know with my family.
28:25
Like, if I just go and talk about Bitcoin, I've lost them.
28:29
But, um, you know, there are certain aspects of it that
28:32
actually really resonate. And so sort of helping because people like inherently, I think
28:38
it's a human nature thing. Like, One way or another, quite close minded.
28:42
they might, it's like a natural thing over time and evolutionary perspective that You
28:47
know, people end up seeing the world in a fixed way that is effectively in line with
28:51
their peer group, and so helping, like, I think, like, just creating, like, little
28:56
cracks in, in maybe the way that they see the world and opening minds a little
29:00
bit, I think that's, like, what I've At least where I'm at, who knows, like, but
29:05
right now, that's kind of where I'm at of like, just like us getting people to
29:10
maybe like question their assumptions a little bit just to like loosen up
29:13
maybe some of those really fixed, fixed views that are held.
29:17
Absolutely, and yeah, that's how you do it.
29:21
Because you, like, going full on, becoming a full on, like, big coiner, you will
29:29
alienate people, and You, you will spend less time with your old friends, uh,
29:36
that's just comes with the thing, uh, because you, you, you have less in common
29:41
if, if you view the world differently and, uh, yeah, I, I've, I've seen it happen
29:46
firsthand and, uh, hopefully poking holes in their narratives and, and, uh, cracks,
29:54
as you say, in their, uh, a little crack here and there and, the mirror through
29:59
which their worlds are reflected through.
30:02
A strange sentence, but, uh, that's probably how you, how you get there.
30:07
I think that's a really great way to phrase it actually. Yeah, maybe, uh, maybe
31:59
I'll jump in now on a, on a to slightly take the topic a
32:04
little bit different direction. Uh, you mentioned that, that you, got into Bitcoin and sort of more in your
32:13
life because it aligned with some things that, that, uh, that you found important.
32:18
Uh, so, but can you explain how you found Bitcoin and how you
32:21
came to the realization that it did those things?
32:24
Yeah, so I first came across Bitcoin probably in 2017.
32:28
I was sitting on the trading floor at Goldman in New York and
32:31
everyone was talking about Bitcoin. It was the 2017 bull run.
32:34
and I was like, what is this thing? I remember there was like, I think there was a guy on the floor that
32:38
like made so much and he just like quit and bought a house in the
32:41
Hamptons and just like retired. And everyone was like, Wow.
32:45
Okay. That's kind of cool. Like, but also like jealous.
32:48
Like, I wish I'd done that. not I wish, but you know, that's what people were saying.
32:53
So that's when I, that was like a very strong memory I have.
32:55
Um, and then I left Goldman in 2018.
32:58
I ended up actually spending a lot of time in Europe, um, and specifically Berlin
33:02
with a lot more of the crypto community.
33:04
So a lot of the, you know, people that were much more involved in Ethereum,
33:07
in altcoins, And there I was talking about so many interesting use cases,
33:13
but I was just like, highly skeptical.
33:16
And I was like, I don't really think these use cases make sense.
33:20
Like, for instance, because I've been a student of emerging markets,
33:24
democracy, governance, like, corruption, And so people were saying, okay, well
33:28
you can, we can use the blockchain for transparency in government.
33:32
And I'm like, I don't think the problem is a lack of ability to be transparent.
33:35
It's the lack of want to be transparent.
33:38
Like governments can publish what they spend.
33:41
You don't need technology for that. Do governments want to do that?
33:45
No. and so there was just like, I was just, I saw so much noise and I
33:50
didn't really get to the Bitcoin narrative at that point in time.
33:53
Um, I didn't really understand that people I was with were not Bitcoiners,
33:58
they were like crypto people. And then I'd like left Goldman.
34:01
I was totally burnt out. I was like, I do not have, I don't want to think about finance ever again.
34:06
I'm just going to go and travel and like live in the forest.
34:09
And right. Um, anyway, long story short, um, I ended up, uh, it was really, I guess, in sort
34:17
of The last few years, really talking a lot to Jeff, and, and Nico and that
34:22
whole conversation we started to have around the fund and then really realizing,
34:27
I think that's what really got me was realizing that Bitcoin was this, you
34:31
know, potential solution to all of this. These things that I had been so passionate about for such a long time.
34:36
and then I think it was really during the pandemic also,
34:40
that opened my eyes a lot too.
34:43
I'd always looked at governance and corruption and blah, blah, blah, like
34:46
as an emerging market phenomenon. that's what I'd been studying.
34:49
I'm not sure if you're, you're familiar with the work of Paul Collier.
34:51
There's a great book, Wars, Guns and Votes, which is very influential in
34:54
my sort of journey around, um, it's called Democracy in Dangerous Places.
34:59
It's really looking at, Basically, what does quote unquote
35:02
democracy look like in Africa? and it's not democracy, long story short.
35:06
and then it was really in 2020 that there was this outrageous
35:10
things happening in the world. And I was like, wait, I think all of that narrative is also.
35:16
I think all of that applies to the countries I live in as well, like the US
35:20
and Australia, which was like, wait, why? It was such a, like, a light bulb moment for me.
35:24
And so I think those two factors of seeing then Bitcoin really solving a problem for
35:29
emerging markets, but also over a longer term, you know, these deep structural
35:34
issues we have in, In the West as well.
35:37
And I think the third factor is the environmental point.
35:41
So I'm, you know, deeply passionate about the environment.
35:46
Like, it horrifies me that we cut down all growth forests.
35:49
I love hiking, camping, you know, being in nature so much and just seeing this
35:54
destruction globally of what's going on.
35:56
And it's driven by this ever consuming, ever, ever increasing consumption.
36:01
And it's horrifying to me just seeing the amount of consumption
36:04
and waste that we have in the world. And it's just like, it's so out of harmony with how the world should
36:10
operate, and with how, like, a society and a people in harmony with nature
36:15
are ultimately a happy and, you know, thriving, functioning society.
36:20
And we're not. And why is that?
36:22
And so for me, then, you know, I guess that was a really another, another
36:25
thing that I really resonated with around the big, you know, what people
36:30
talk about in Bitcoin of, of this inflationary monetary system driving
36:35
ever, ever increasing consumption. That is just.
36:39
Not sustainable. And that's ultimately what's destroying our planet.
36:42
and, you know, things being way cheaper than they should be because we're
36:45
on borrowed money and borrowed time.
36:48
and so, yeah, that that's I, I think it's interesting because so
36:51
many environmentalists are against Bitcoin and, you know, some interest
36:54
groups have done a great job. of, creating a narrative that Bitcoin is bad for the environment.
37:00
And I think that's actually really sad. And I would, I really want to see that change because to me, it's like
37:05
actually this root, root cause of the problem in our monetary system today.
37:10
That was a long answer. No, that's, uh,
37:13
I mean, I love all the other, um, the, all the other, uh, um, arguments
37:19
for why Bitcoin is good for the environment that you can like use it as
37:23
a suspension mechanism for, for energy that would otherwise have been wasted.
37:29
And you can put, uh, power plants in remote locations, as long as you have
37:33
a mining rig, all of this great stuff.
37:37
But the, the, the real core thing that I seldomly hear argued for is like, yeah,
37:42
but the big, the, the really big thing here is that it's anti consumerist.
37:47
Like you will sell all your chairs and, and only, like, at some point you
37:52
come to this, that which you can do without your own insights where, where,
37:56
where you're not a materialist anymore. You don't crave a ton of shit.
38:00
You'll, you'll be, nothing and be happy.
38:04
That's the That's where the vectors are pointing!
38:10
Yeah. I think we all just want to like, get back to a life
38:13
where we live like in a little cottage in nature and We have family and
38:17
community around us and that's like, and we have a purpose and we work and
38:20
that's ultimately what makes us happy. But it's kind of crazy that that's a privilege now reserved for like, The
38:28
few rich people that can afford it. Yeah.
38:31
It's, uh, yeah, clown world. Everything's upside down.
38:34
So, your, uh, bio here on Ego Death Capital says Poet
38:39
and Consciousness Explorer. I guess this is, uh, adjacent topics to this living in harmony
38:46
with nature and, uh, everything.
38:48
Uh, can you give us a little more about that, please?
38:53
Sure. People don't normally pick up on this. I love it.
38:55
Um, do I start?
38:58
I think, yeah, I, I guess I, I went on what could be called a spiritual journey
39:04
over the time after I left Goldman.
39:07
I think that's a little cliched term, so I don't love to use it,
39:11
but it is relatively accurate. I also actually, I, I grew up sort of in my younger years in a, in a
39:19
somewhat, in a, in a, I guess, a spiritual community in Sydney as well.
39:22
So there was this kind of somehow imprinted on me in some way
39:26
or another, um, we left that. So I wasn't involved in that for most of my life, but it is sort of the way I was
39:32
raised for the early years of my life.
39:35
I think just. most of us on a day to day basis, we're working, we have a family, and we don't
39:42
necessarily have the time to like deeply contemplate the nature of existence, but
39:47
I was really lucky and privileged to be able to explore that and to take time
39:52
off work at a relatively young age and be able to just, spend time You know,
39:58
deeply contemplating that question and learning from, you know, some of the, the,
40:03
the, the deepest spiritual traditions, um, in the world, um, particularly,
40:08
I spent time up in Northern, Northern India, um, in Dharamshala or in the
40:12
Himalayas, um, Studying Buddhism, um, not, not a huge amount of time,
40:16
but it was very, very transformative. The time I had there, that was some of the happiest I've been talking
40:21
about, like having no possessions. Like, they took our phones away from us.
40:24
Everything had a tiny little cell.
40:26
Like, it was literally like a tiny bedroom with like, one little bed and that was it.
40:32
And it was like, amazing. It's just like, so great.
40:36
I think I, so I've been, I think, and then when you start learning from all
40:40
the different deep spiritual traditions, there's this process There's this big
40:43
difference between the core mystical truths of a religion that I view as
40:48
effectively the same, um, and maybe what gets expressed and brought out into what
40:53
you would call a religion with rituals and rules and, and is sort of then
40:58
separated from, from you as having that, you know, universal source or God or
41:04
whatever you want to call it inside you. And so I think as, as, as I've had the time to sort of
41:11
experience and understand, um.
41:13
You know, a variety of wisdom traditions, indigenous traditions from around
41:17
the world, you know, and spiritual.
41:19
it's sort of a conclusion I've come to, if I can call it that.
41:23
I I mean, my, my spiritual journey, I, I, I would say Bitcoin played a big part of it.
41:30
Uh, I'm, uh, I've done a bit of meditation and, uh, like.
41:35
Spent quite some time trying to, like, learn more about myself, and, uh, I'm
41:40
not a religious person by any stretch of the imagination, but what I can
41:45
say is whenever you're in a creative process and you're creating something,
41:51
whether it's a text or a song, and you really feel like In the moment creating
41:57
something, uh, especially in a live environment, when you're jamming music
42:01
with people or something, it does feel like the song or whatever is not in
42:07
your head, but in the room around you and that you're channeling something
42:11
and the writing can feel like that too.
42:14
I don't believe that's the case. I believe that that is just tapping into your unconscious or your subconscious
42:21
mind, but it certainly feels like, uh, like it's an outside force.
42:27
So that's what I can say about that, I guess. What are your thoughts?
42:31
mean, from most, most, most deep spiritual traditions would say that
42:35
effectively every human being is an incarnation of the universal source.
42:40
So, um, in Hinduism, they would, I have to remember, Brahma is basically.
42:47
The universal source, universal consciousness, and then the
42:50
Atman is effectively the, the individual incarnation of that.
42:54
And so we are all effectively connected, um, to, we are, we're all just part of
43:01
this, like, universal experience of the world and, that each of us are effectively
43:08
The universe become conscious that if you
43:11
are in this deep thinking of like, okay, why am I here?
43:15
Like, what am I supposed to be doing in the world?
43:18
And then it's like, well, to understand that I need to understand,
43:20
like, Why are humans here?
43:23
Like, if I'm part of humanity, like, why are humans?
43:26
Okay, then if I need to understand that, well, okay, why is life?
43:31
Why does life exist? Like, and then you're like, okay, well, why does the world exist?
43:35
Then you're like, why does the universe exist? So it's like, you keep coming back.
43:39
I think why did the universe exist is a very complicated question that I have
43:43
no insight into, but Why life exists to me is sort of like this way that
43:48
consciousness gets to experience itself. It's almost like if someone create, you know, if a tree falls in the
43:54
forest, does it make a sound? Well, it doesn't if there's no one here that hear it.
43:58
And so if you know, the universe, actually, it's like this, this way
44:02
of the universe experiencing itself.
44:05
and so each of us is sort of on this journey in life through, of
44:09
consciousness through being able to sort of simultaneously be aware of the
44:16
universal consciousness at the same time being the universal consciousness.
44:20
And that's a very, very difficult journey to, to tread because of, you know, a
44:24
whole variety of, you know, A kind of evolutionary biology perspective is
44:27
like the process of becoming conscious.
44:29
So an animal, right? They're generally pretty happy.
44:32
They just live in the world. I have squirrels here. They just love, they play, but are they deeply aware of themself?
44:38
Like, no. And so that process of like, that jump in consciousness to becoming conscious
44:42
is inherently, painful and complicated.
44:46
And that's what creates a lot of like, Human, the human suffering as the, as the
44:51
Buddhists would say, suffering is inherent in life in the nature of our existence.
44:58
but I think that's the journey more and is to be able to just
45:00
experience it deeply and experience.
45:05
Everything that comes and not get attached and not, not, not rejecting
45:09
things and just being in the flow. And then I think when you can do that, you have these moments, like
45:14
what you said of creativity, where you're just purely in that flow.
45:17
You're purely in that pure expression of consciousness.
45:21
There's nothing, there's no thoughts, there's no preconceptions,
45:24
there's no fear, there's no judgment getting in the way. You're able to just like simply be and simply express.
45:29
And I think a lot of musicians, creators, entrepreneurs, like have that experience.
45:34
And for me, my journey is like, how do I actually be in that all day, every day?
45:39
And you don't, you get knocked out, like, but it's like, how
45:42
can I live the life that is like naturally springing up within me?
45:46
And there's a great quote from, from, from Hermann Hesse, who's a German author.
45:50
He wrote Siddhartha, but this quote is from Demian and I have to remember it,
45:53
but it's all I was, I think it's something like all I was doing was trying to live
45:57
the life that was welling up within me. Why was that so difficult?
46:01
And that resonates to me so much. It's like, why is it so difficult?
46:05
It's like, um, anyway, it's kind of like the
46:09
journey I'm on right now, at least.
46:12
Fascinating. I mean, I've had such great conversations with Jeff about stuff
46:19
like this before, so it's fascinating to hear your perspective on it.
46:22
Absolutely. And yeah, as you say, we are the universe experiencing itself to a certain extent.
46:30
We can't I mean, the molecules in our body, the atoms, some of them are born,
46:38
well, most of them, all of them, are born, when stars explode, like, uh, and
46:43
the really heavier elements need a really big star to explode, and then those
46:48
atoms get scattered around the universe, and, uh, They make up what we are, so
46:53
we are literally the stuff of stars, and I, I, I find this very fascinating, the
46:59
whole, like, to which extent the mind creates reality, and to which extent
47:04
there is an objective reality, and if the whole objective subjective objective.
47:08
Dichotomy is false, if that's also something where our brains created to make
47:16
order out of chaos, because we have no way of knowing, and there are so many other
47:21
theories, like, um, for instance, there's, uh, Three theories I love about this.
47:29
One is the meme theory of everything, which is a way of explaining the
47:33
Fermi Paradox, which I'm sure you know of, uh, why we don't hear
47:37
about the, from other life forms.
47:40
And that is simply because they're too far away, so our minds can't sync with them.
47:44
So what we experience, what we call reality, is simply where
47:48
our consciousnesses collide, uh, all beings on Earth.
47:53
Uh, and what also explain why it's harder to understand a lobster than it
47:59
is to understand another human being. And, uh, even harder to understand an insect.
48:05
And I'm not sure that what you said, that other species don't
48:10
have this consciousness thing. I mean, whales and stuff have been observed to, at least what we engage
48:18
in, at least what we think is deep thinking and, you know, committing
48:23
suicide and stuff, which is. This sort of requires a self reflection, I guess, even though
48:29
that's not a happy thought. Um, the other idea is that consciousness is just one of the, uh, constants in the
48:37
universe, and that we're just tapping into something that is already there, uh,
48:42
and it's like a base layer, like one of the dimensions, um, And the third theory
48:48
is, uh, the, um, just from, uh, this is much more hands on thing about, uh, space
48:56
time, space and time being connected in the way that Einstein predicted.
49:00
So we know that time flows different speeds in different places in
49:05
the universe, which means we, we do experience it subjectively.
49:09
I mean, here locally on earth, the differences are so small, so we don't
49:14
really see it, but it could be that.
49:18
For at least a certain time period, the universe is already deterministic,
49:25
so it's deterministic on a short scale, but non deterministic on a
49:29
longer scale, if that makes any sense, because you could sort of, if you cut
49:35
through the nature of space time, you add space to the three dimensions,
49:40
so it becomes, a cross section, So a cross section of a four dimensional
49:46
thing, what would that look like? And could that be like the true representation of time?
49:52
I'm rambling here, but yeah, I, I love exploring these topics and
49:57
I can't stop thinking about them. It's wonderful.
50:02
Mean, I think a couple, like on the animal thing, I totally agree with you.
50:05
I think there are certain animals that potentially For sure animals have
50:09
feeling, they have emotion, they have personality, like, my, my question about
50:14
animals, even like, like dolphins for instance, are known to like, take drugs,
50:19
like, they will get a puffer fish, and they will pass the puffer fish around,
50:23
like male tamed dolphins, because it could have been an, like, a poison.
50:28
Puts them in an altered state of consciousness. And there's videos, you can, the dolphins are just like floating like this.
50:33
It's hilarious. Um, and you, you know, you see family bonding, you see love,
50:38
you see mourning, you see pain. Extraordinary level of consciousness, particularly in, you know, whales,
50:45
elephants, dolphins, like these larger, more, more advanced species.
50:50
Whether they question the nature of their reality, I'm not sure.
50:52
Like, do they question who am I and what am I doing in this world?
50:57
Like if, if an, if a whale is committed committing suicide,
51:01
is that an instinctual thing? Is that a, like, I think Ka sort of do that as well?
51:06
I think they, I think the other side is, I think it's possible that
51:11
for our leap to consciousness to occur, it came with a disconnection.
51:16
So animals also have superpowers.
51:18
If we, as humans, think about how animals work, like, how do whales navigate?
51:23
How do turtles come back to the same beach every year?
51:26
How do, like, birds migrate across the world and navigate?
51:30
Like, we don't actually know how that works. So, as compared to humans, like, certain animals have these, like,
51:37
incredible, like, they know a tsunami is coming, they, animals will flee.
51:43
There's, so Rupert Sheldrake talks about this a lot, and there's a book
51:46
he wrote about, like, dogs that know their owners are coming home, and they
51:49
did all of these experiments, and dogs would know their owner was coming home,
51:53
even, like, the owner hadn't left the office, like, it was just an intention,
51:57
like, there is no way that the dogs would know that There was no routine, there
52:00
was no hearing, like, but they would go to the window and wait for their owner
52:04
when the owner had, like, was leaving the office and knew, like, but there's
52:08
no way the dogs could have known in the material ways that we view the world.
52:13
And so there's like this connection that certain animals have with, you
52:16
know, A knowledge or an understanding like this deeper frequency, maybe
52:21
you can call it that, of the world that like we are disconnected to.
52:25
And then if you start looking at like to your point on like consciousness and what
52:29
we're generating, like creating our own reality, and you start like looking into
52:34
the quantum physics aspect of things. There's so like, yes, we're made of stars, but equally
52:39
we're made of literally nothing. Like if you keep. Going into an atom, you keep going, there's like nothing there, and all
52:45
there is is a probability function that coalesces when we view it.
52:48
And like, so there is like something and everything going
52:53
on everywhere all at once. And we have the ability to perceive certain aspects of that, uh, but
53:00
certain aspects, you know, like, uh, like, uh, ultraviolet light,
53:04
like, we, we can't perceive. Now we can do experiments to figure out that it exists.
53:09
And we can work with that technology, but like.
53:11
We can't perceive it. And so we're sort of gradually increasing our perception of like
53:15
the quote unquote non material realms, if I can call it that.
53:18
And from my perspective, like, I think that's what's happening.
53:21
You know, they exist and I'm fascinated by this sort of the quote
53:24
unquote science of consciousness that's emerging with a lot of the
53:27
experimentation being done around it. Um, yeah, anyway, and then I think the alien rabbit hole is fascinating.
53:33
So if you keep going down the alien rabbit hole, you get to consciousness.
53:38
And that's like, it's, it's like a paranormal phenomena, which is like
53:42
a potentially, you know, just a, like a product, like creation of a
53:47
mass, like a collective unconscious effectively, or a collective
53:51
consciousness that's like creating this, this, this experience of the world.
53:55
There are so many potential solutions to that old paradox.
54:00
One thing I'm fascinated by are CAPTCHAs.
54:04
Uh, you, you, you get a capture and you, you're supposed to click a
54:08
little, uh, tick box, a tick, a little box that says, I am not a robot.
54:13
And my instinctual thought is always, how the fuck would I know if I was one?
54:19
Like, how can I ever know if I'm a robot?
54:22
This is Phil. This is Philosophy 1 0 1.
54:24
Like I can, I cannot know, like it's.
54:27
Back to the basic notion of I think therefore some thinking is going
54:32
on somewhere, but I can't really prove anything else, so how the
54:35
fuck would I know if I'm a robot? It's part of my French.
54:39
I never thought about that. That's so true. I'm never going to be able to do a capture again without thinking.
54:45
So another point is, is the idea that so a little bit touching on
54:50
the mind creating reality and like the the idea of consciousness.
54:54
Do you, do you, uh, do you Know anything about, like, sort of the idea that the
54:59
brain might make decisions, uh, about 300 milliseconds or something, but before
55:05
it actually hits into consciousness, and then this gets into the implications
55:10
of does free will actually exist?
55:13
Any thoughts on that? This is a fascinating conversation I've
55:17
had with someone recently. Uh, we've been having a very deep conversation about the nature of
55:22
free will and whether it exists. And yeah, I've heard about this research.
55:27
I think it's fascinating. I've been diving a lot into, the work of Carl Jung in the last few months.
55:34
Um, and right now I just started reading this book, which is like, The
55:37
letters between Carl Jung and Wolfgang Pauli, who was a quantum physicist.
55:42
They actually co wrote a book together.
55:44
Anyway, so, and then someone published a collection of their letters.
55:47
I think it's fascinating. But, um, I guess the conversation I've been having around free
55:53
will is like, I have no idea.
55:56
I mean, at the end of the day, but I think it's possible.
56:00
I think we have like certain strategic, like directions in our life.
56:04
And, you know, from a Buddhist perspective, they might call it
56:07
dharma, in Taoism, they might say you're in, in, you're in, in harmony.
56:13
You're basically in line with, with the Dao.
56:17
I think in the West, we call it purpose. And I don't know.
56:20
I think my experience of the world is that each of us. There is some sort of pre programmed life for us in some way.
56:27
and then whether we have the ability to influence that or not, I don't know.
56:30
Like, you know, 1 argument might be that, which I thought about
56:33
is I think sometimes maybe. There are like certain points along the way where you, it
56:39
could be completely random. And so maybe there is this sort of like random spectrum of outcomes and, you know,
56:44
it could be this way or this way and it's a 50 50 probability and it's just random.
56:49
So I mean, that doesn't necessarily help with free will, but then I think
56:52
there is also this aspect of being able to do the work, you know, really
56:57
getting back in touch with, ourselves and getting back in line with the
57:02
Tao, coming back to consciousness.
57:06
And then being able to, from that really centered, central point, actually being
57:10
able to influence things and influence our, our, our role in the world, or at
57:15
least be completely in line with it. And maybe we can't influence our life, but we can influence
57:21
our experience of that life. So we may not be able to control our external circumstances, but we can
57:26
control our emotional response to them.
57:28
And that comes with a whole host of things of like, challenges with trauma
57:32
and subconscious and all of these things. So I don't want to bypass and say, Oh, you can just choose to be happy.
57:36
Like, I'm not saying that it's far more complicated than that, but I think we
57:41
have the ability to maybe work internally to change our emotional response to
57:45
things and, um, a book that comes to mind, which, which people might find
57:50
interesting, um, is a book by Viktor Frankl called Man's Search for Meaning.
57:54
Um, yeah. Which is about his time in Auschwitz, which I know is a very challenging
57:59
topic for many people, including myself.
58:01
And I really found that book very, I read it, I remember March 2020,
58:08
standing in the airport, like, Could not put that book down, um, despite
58:12
the, the nature of the content. Um, and his whole message is, okay, we might not be able to change to
58:18
control our reality externally, but we can control, we can choose
58:22
how we respond to it emotionally. So that's just some of the thoughts I've
58:26
been having around free will lately, but. The western philosophy that comes to mind is stoicism and Marcus Aurelius
58:34
and I think he called it being in line with nature and or being in line with
58:39
your nature or something like that is very akin to these Buddhist thoughts.
58:44
Uh, we had some other thoughts. thinking in that era came out of, because there was deep connections to India.
58:50
And there were also deep connections to Egypt. So it's sort of the Egyptian mystical traditions and the Indian
58:57
mystical traditions came, were coming up to, um, which predate,
59:03
like, the sort of Roman philosophy.
59:06
it's sort of, there's this, like, one thread that, like, seems
59:09
to come through.
59:13
Yeah, that's, that's the pretty part. I mean, uh, Hindu, Hinduism, uh, I think Hinduism gets a pass too often,
59:21
though, for being this, uh, mystical, nice religion with only nice people
59:25
who want no possessions and stuff. But the, the, the caste society, like work your ass off and maybe
59:32
you'll get a better life next time. That's like the most assholey policy ever.
59:37
Like, uh, it's worse than inflation even.
59:40
Uh, you're, we're, we're the elites and you're not, and that's the way it is.
59:46
Hope for a better chance in the next life.
59:48
I, that's, that's Yeah, that's pure evil.
59:53
I don't know if it's evil. I think it's, I don't know.
59:56
That's another good question. The nature of evil.
59:58
A great philosophical question. Um, I think it's, It's like the religious expression of what
1:00:04
was once a core spiritual truth. And the same with like all of the religious institutions and
1:00:09
then the humans that ultimately practice those cultural practices.
1:00:12
So if you read the Bhagavad Gita, it can be very triggering because
1:00:15
it talks about caste mixing. It talks about, okay, if everything goes, If people are not in line, then
1:00:20
there's caste mixing as like, that's the worst thing that can happen.
1:00:23
And so that's like a product of its time.
1:00:26
And, um, you know, what the Buddha did was really in part
1:00:30
a reaction to the caste system. And so Buddhism was in a way, it's like the successor to Hinduism.
1:00:38
And it's much more like ascetic, much more, probably more in line with stoicism.
1:00:43
I have to say I'm not, you know, much more about stoicism and sort
1:00:46
of Roman philosophy than I do. It's an area I'm looking to learn more about, um, but certainly in Buddhism,
1:00:52
you don't have the caste system. You don't. It's very different.
1:00:55
Whereas Hinduism, Okay, people really disagree with me on this, but, like, from
1:00:59
my perspective, Hinduism got too caught up in the ritual and the trappings of
1:01:04
spirituality as opposed to the heart of spirituality, and the Bhagavad Gita talks
1:01:07
about this, that ritual is not, like, if you're relying on ritual, you're out of
1:01:11
touch, like, ritual is sort of, like, not the core of, like, Spiritual connection
1:01:17
and Buddhism sort of tried to come back and Buddhism has gotten lost in many ways.
1:01:21
But, um, yeah, I totally agree with you that the modern expression,
1:01:25
like, the way that Hinduism got expressed in society was like, Not
1:01:31
positive in many ways. No, well,
1:01:33
isn't it what always happens, that a very individual spiritual experience,
1:01:40
maybe there's something about that in the base layers of these religions, but as
1:01:44
soon as they become organized, they're this collectivist bullshit institution
1:01:49
instead, somewhere down the line, and it just gets ugly after a while.
1:01:55
I think that's what happens anyway. back to the, um, the consciousness thing, uh, because this is the, the,
1:02:03
one of the reasons why we bring it up is because we had a conversation
1:02:06
with Jeff about the nature of, of, um, reality and the nature of consciousness.
1:02:12
Uh, and then we had sort of a follow up episode with Volker from Germany
1:02:15
who had, uh, talked a lot about this, how there can be no free will because
1:02:21
of the, uh, just the arrow of time.
1:02:23
So it's not only the lag in, in, uh, the 0.
1:02:27
3 second lag in your conscious experience, but it's also the simple fact that, for an
1:02:34
entity, for you to choose whatever neurons that happen to pop into your brain, you
1:02:40
would have to have like a soul outside of that brain making those decisions
1:02:45
because the, the biological cannot be separated from, like, you, who would
1:02:51
be the choosing entity and that sort of presupposes that there's something outside
1:02:55
of yourself making those decisions. However, this is, uh, uh, a thing that can't, uh, I can't stop thinking about.
1:03:06
Quantum entanglement might solve that.
1:03:08
If quantum, you've heard of quantum entanglement, right?
1:03:11
So like particles can, uh, be entangled over space, over vast distances, but
1:03:18
they can also be entangled over time.
1:03:20
So is there a way for a particle to be entangled to the past?
1:03:25
in order to make a decision for you in the future.
1:03:28
So that your brains, that the neurons in your brain are somewhat
1:03:32
feedbacking back and forth in time in order for you to have free will.
1:03:37
I think quantum entanglement is, and this is why the whole, like, there was such
1:03:40
intellectual leap happening in Germany.
1:03:42
My mom's German actually. Um, but happening in Germany in like the 1920s, I think it was the 20s really
1:03:48
around quantum, quantum, earlier than that, but quantum physics effectively.
1:03:53
And it just changed the entire paradox of how we understand reality.
1:03:56
And yet. None of that has really filtered into our ordinary understanding
1:04:00
of how we view the world. Um, I think, like, if you think about quantum entanglement, like, the entire
1:04:08
universe across the entire space of time could be quantum entangled, because if
1:04:11
it all started at, like, one point, like, effectively, It's all quantum entangles.
1:04:16
And another way that you might call, okay, it's like ways I think about it, like, the
1:04:22
university is connected in ways we don't understand, like, maybe at some point
1:04:26
in the future, we will figure it out the same way we figured out radio waves and
1:04:30
spectrum and frequency and all of that.
1:04:33
Maybe we'll figure it out. But right now we don't understand it.
1:04:36
But I think there is enough Transcribed There's a lot of evidence that there
1:04:39
are ways the universe is connected, whether it's past and future, whether
1:04:43
it's like across space, across time, um, that we don't understand.
1:04:47
And there are proposals like what's called a Noosphere, N O O S P H E
1:04:51
R E, which, um, is this proposal.
1:04:55
It's effectively the ether. Like, you know, we used to have five elements.
1:04:59
You know, earth, wind, fire, and water, and the ether.
1:05:02
Now, scientific theory has figured out that we have four states of matter.
1:05:06
We have solid, liquid, gas, and plasma, but it sort of got rid of the ether.
1:05:12
And yet, if you bring back this concept of an ether, of some, you know, some,
1:05:15
something that connects everything in a way we don't necessarily understand,
1:05:19
It actually sort of starts, potentially starts to, to fill in some of those gaps
1:05:24
in our understanding and what that is. I don't know.
1:05:26
I think the way you explained it is super interesting, um, that there
1:05:29
are like previous versions of ourself that are influencing our decisions
1:05:33
today from a quantum perspective. Like, that's fascinating.
1:05:38
yeah, there's this called, there's Noetic Sciences in the US, um, Ions,
1:05:42
and they have this big conscious conference in a couple of weeks,
1:05:45
the Science of Consciousness, which. Has like fascinating speakers, which I think I will watch some
1:05:51
of remotely if I'm able to. yeah, the other, Rupert Sheldrake calls it a morphic, morphic field, like morphic
1:05:57
resonance fields, and that you can, like, start creating and influencing
1:06:00
these morphic resonance fields. So there's a lot of, like, different, um, ideas around, around the noosphere or the
1:06:07
morphic resonance field or consciousness.
1:06:11
Which I'm just learning about. I think it's like, fascinating.
1:06:15
So, uh, we, we, we have to, we have to wrap up within the
1:06:18
next 25 minutes or so here. So maybe we can, we should start gearing slightly towards a, a
1:06:24
conclusion to the conversation. But, uh, but I know we'll, we'll have to, we'll have to do this again.
1:06:28
Uh, great to connect on, uh, uh, so many, uh, different, different levels.
1:06:34
Uh, here. Uh, I, I really liked, uh, the, the, and the.
1:06:38
Uh, Viktor Frankl there, um, I've, I've had a whole journey
1:06:43
with, with Jung through, through Jordan Peterson's maps of meaning.
1:06:47
I've been doing a, a whole series on, on that with, with, uh, Rob Breedlove
1:06:52
lately, and that book is just, yeah, something, something totally different.
1:06:56
I don't pretend to defend the guy on it, like what he does publicly
1:07:00
these days, but, uh, yeah, some, some good stuff there about the,
1:07:04
the whole kind of meaning angle.
1:07:06
So we might have to dig into that again another time, but, uh, yeah,
1:07:11
I just wanted to get back a little bit to, uh, what, what are you and,
1:07:18
I guess, EgoDeath, Actually, we never got into the name of EgoDeath, so
1:07:25
that would be a good one if you could explain that.
1:07:28
Yeah, it's kind of amazing. We had this idea around creating the fun name, and I'll tell you a little
1:07:33
bit more, and then it's, what's been fascinating, after we named it
1:07:35
EgoDeath, it was sort of a, we're like, well, let's just see how it goes.
1:07:38
It's pretty controversial, but, um, and it's been great.
1:07:43
And that's like, the meaning has unfolded over time almost.
1:07:47
So the idea came really, we were thinking about this transition we're going through
1:07:50
in the world from a very centralized, um, you know, model of society of money
1:07:56
to something that's decentralized and like this big shift that was happening
1:07:59
and how difficult that would be. And so it's sort of like thinking that's sort of what we
1:08:03
wanted to represent was this. Like, this huge, you know, shift where we were going from sort of each thinking
1:08:10
we're an individual to being part of something bigger than ourselves,
1:08:14
being Bitcoin and contributing to that from a very centralized ego
1:08:17
based model to something that's decentralized, community oriented.
1:08:20
And so, as we were talking about these, this sort of concept of ego death came
1:08:23
up of, like, we're having to shift from being an individual to being a collective.
1:08:29
And so that's kind of really where the name came from, you know, from
1:08:32
the background of, of psychedelics and meditation and these experiences that,
1:08:36
that, that are very, very profound of, of, of going from this individual
1:08:40
ego consciousness to, you know, experiencing collective consciousness
1:08:44
or, or, or pure consciousness. and, but what's unfolded is like these layers of meaning in it.
1:08:49
So then we think about Satoshi, you know, creating Bitcoin and then anonymously and
1:08:54
leaving as sort of his ultimate act of ego death, but there was no ego involved.
1:08:59
He wanted nothing from it. Like he's never.
1:09:02
You know, extracted a, you know, Satoshi from his savings.
1:09:05
And so that's one aspect. And I think that's, you know, there's something that's so special about
1:09:09
Bitcoin that can't be replicated. Like no other, no other chain can ever basically, I mean, at some point, but
1:09:17
like for that to really happen, like that's such a special thing about Bitcoin.
1:09:22
then we also think about ego death is, is you're, you're breaking
1:09:26
away or, or, uh, Or releasing the fixed ways in which you see the
1:09:30
world and seeing it as it truly is.
1:09:33
So, you know, and I think that's so related to Bitcoin because you're
1:09:36
actually having to question all of your ways that you see the world, give them
1:09:40
up, like, release the neurons in your brain, if you like, and, and to see
1:09:45
reality as it truly is and be able to see something, something so different.
1:09:49
And we use it as, as sort of an internal guide, you know, we try and
1:09:52
I, it's not possible all the time, but we really try and sort of have this,
1:09:56
like, no ego, no bullshit approach. Um, sorry, excuse my, my language.
1:10:01
Um, and that's what we look for in founders.
1:10:04
It's not always, you know, all of us are human. We do our best.
1:10:08
We try and fail and that's okay.
1:10:11
Um, but it is sort of like a nice guiding principle that
1:10:13
we try and operate as a team. We try and do things together.
1:10:16
We support each other, um, and so it's sort of been that,
1:10:21
yeah, so it's multi layered and still kind of uncovering it, I would say.
1:10:25
Yeah, this is, this is fascinating topic. We've been talking to other guests about this and I just can't help
1:10:30
because I think it's my skeptic nature that brought me to Bitcoin.
1:10:35
So, and my skeptic nature tells me that there's something off about
1:10:40
this whole, uh, Satoshi being this messianic figure that did the
1:10:45
ultimate act of self sacrifice.
1:10:49
I mean, I, as much as I love that story and I wish it to be true, we have no idea.
1:10:55
Of knowing whether it's actually true or not.
1:10:58
Satoshi could have just been hit by the bus and died the day after he sent this
1:11:02
last message, or Satoshi could still be around and be a nym and maybe he mined
1:11:07
the next million Bitcoin and he ran away with those, like there's, uh, there are
1:11:13
so many other possible futures here.
1:11:16
Or possible like explanations to that story that I have, like, I think it's,
1:11:22
uh, There is some danger in, in, uh, uh, painting this picture of this, uh, ego
1:11:29
less human being, uh, this is the slay your heroes thing, like, even Satoshi
1:11:36
would have to be someone we are willing to sacrifice on an altar for the sake of,
1:11:42
of the idea, uh, rather than the person.
1:11:46
That is, to me, that's like the, the core.
1:11:49
Nobody cares who, uh, who, um, uh, Pythagoras was, uh, uh, as a person.
1:11:55
Everyone cares about his equation.
1:11:58
So I think that's sort of how we ought to view Satoshi as well.
1:12:03
Uh, do you see a danger in this, uh, like viewing, um, Satoshis sacrifice as
1:12:09
that, when there's not a hundred percent proof that it actually was a sacrificial
1:12:14
thing? Yeah, I think that's a really good point
1:12:16
and I hadn't necessarily thought about it like that.
1:12:18
I guess I have definitely, yeah, so I think that's all very valid
1:12:22
and, you know, maybe I will shift the way that I, that I view things.
1:12:25
Um, I definitely have thought, you know, if, if Satoshi came around
1:12:30
now and he might be, you know, Who knows what he's going to be like?
1:12:34
And now I think the beauty of Bitcoin is it's sort of beyond him.
1:12:39
Like, if he came and he wanted to try and change things, everyone would be like, no.
1:12:43
Um, and he doesn't have that control.
1:12:48
Yeah, I think, like, what he created sort of now is beyond himself, regardless
1:12:54
of, of maybe the intention.
1:12:57
Maybe it's the CIA that created it.
1:12:59
I mean, I've heard all sorts of, some government, it's China, like, I
1:13:05
don't know if I believe those, like, Well, I don't know.
1:13:08
Aliens. Who knows? Yeah.
1:13:12
I think that's, you know, we do talk about, I think it's something
1:13:15
we do talk to investors about. We do, I think, have to be also thoughtful around that there are still risks in
1:13:21
Bitcoin and it's not this infallible.
1:13:23
So I think what you said is really important, like killing our heroes,
1:13:26
constantly questioning, constantly, constantly, being skeptical because
1:13:30
I think it's so easy to fall. It's so easy to sort of like, Get stuck in one way of viewing the world.
1:13:35
So we appreciate the challenge.
1:13:39
Yeah, absolutely. It's, uh, and we're only human, everyone does it, like, if, uh,
1:13:46
and Bitcoin fits this, like, it acts so much as an explainer for
1:13:53
all that's wrong with the world. Once you view the world through a Bitcoin lens.
1:13:57
Everything makes sense. Okay, this is why we have over consumerism.
1:14:01
This is why we have more and more draconian laws and
1:14:04
totalitarian states and all that. Oh, this is why there's corruption.
1:14:08
This is why people are greedy.
1:14:10
Like, all of it makes sense. Uh, this is why we're bad for the planet and the environmentalism and stuff.
1:14:16
Like, all of it makes sense when you view it through these goggles.
1:14:20
So it's very easy to get your, like, uh, your view of what Bitcoin is,
1:14:24
like, uh, to, to be set in stone at some point, and then you think it's
1:14:30
that, and then all of a sudden it behaves differently than you expected.
1:14:35
I think that's what happened to, to some of the people back
1:14:37
in the fork wars and stuff. They had this view of what it was, and then it shows, then it didn't
1:14:42
behave as they thought it would. And, uh, That's where I think the ego dropping comes in.
1:14:48
Like, uh, you need to drop your ego to, to, to rid yourself
1:14:52
of your own narrative of this. I think to a certain extent, this, uh, this whole spam on the, on the
1:15:00
time chain, uh, thing that has, uh, emerged as an issue now, uh, these,
1:15:07
this last year in Bitcoin has sort of changed my views on, on what
1:15:10
this thing is and how robust it is. And, uh, that it.
1:15:14
Like, I'm not necessarily so happy with, as happy with ossification as
1:15:21
I was before I saw the spam attack.
1:15:23
Like, uh, there could be things that we still need to solve, or there are
1:15:28
things that we still need to solve. So, yeah, I don't really know where I stand.
1:15:32
I'm trying to figure it out. Like, if this is best treated by being ignored or by actively fighting it.
1:15:42
But I need, we need to stay vigilant.
1:15:45
That's the only thing I do know because complacency is if, if anything, it's
1:15:50
complacency that will kill Bitcoin. Like that's the, to me, that's the only attack vector we
1:15:58
always did, did it to ourselves.
1:16:00
And if we, If we kill Bitcoin, we did that to ourselves too.
1:16:04
I truly believe that. I love that.
1:16:06
Like constantly working at staying open minded, it's like takes constant work.
1:16:10
I feel like you constantly, Yeah, because my favorite quote on open mindedness is from Terry Pratchett,
1:16:16
who said like, the problem with an open mind is that people would come
1:16:19
along and try to put stuff in it. So, so, uh, I think there's a lot to that.
1:16:24
I think, uh, open mindedness is kind of worthless if you're not
1:16:27
intellectually honest and like willing to, to, uh, rethink like second and
1:16:33
third thoughts about, about stuff and like to constantly Juggle.
1:16:39
Do brain gymnastics. They're good for you.
1:16:42
Alright, I think we might be coming to a semi natural end to this conversation,
1:16:47
so Andi, is there anything else you'd like to mention or perhaps to direct
1:16:52
our listeners towards if they'd like to find out more about you or EgoDeath
1:16:57
Capital? not specifically.
1:16:59
No, uh, I'm not a huge active Twitter user.
1:17:02
My business partners are much bigger on Twitter than I am.
1:17:04
Um, our website, egodeath. capital has a little bit more about us, our portfolio companies, um, but, uh, you
1:17:11
know, we, we, I think we, I try and stay in the background and let our portfolio
1:17:15
companies, they're the ones that are really like doing the work out there.
1:17:19
Um, so you can go to our website and, you know, view what they're doing, which
1:17:22
is, is, is really what's interesting. Um, if you want to learn more about sort of, I guess
1:17:27
what the companies are doing in the world. Fantastic.
1:17:30
So, uh, Andi, thank you so much for coming on.
1:17:32
Uh, I mean, we have, uh, been looking forward to this conversation
1:17:35
for quite some time now. Uh, great to finally have it.
1:17:38
And I look forward a lot to continue the conversation in
1:17:42
real life when, whenever we meet the next time.
1:17:44
Likewise, it's been a lot of fun, uh, covered some interesting topics.
1:17:47
So thank you very much.
1:17:51
Yup, thank you, thanks again Andi, so this has been the Freedom Footprint
1:17:55
Show, thank you for listening.
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