As we've said many times before: Self Awareness is important. Trauma Bonds are so often mislabeled as being so intensely in love and lets be honest here... you probably aren't. If you feel comfort in being sad or listening to sad music, there is likely an underlying issue. At the end of the day, you have yourself and your main job in life is to take the best possible care of yourself that you can. On the same subject... becoming self aware of the fact that we often find excitement in toxicity...