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Nojumber coolest podcast in the world and today I'm

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bringing you an interview with a man who's been

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in the news I feel like he's been massively

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misrepresented and I think you

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very much deserve to have your story told and I'd like

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to get the whole the whole scope of things

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For sure. I don't really know what

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to call you at this point either though, because I

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understand we're in a little bit of a transition Name-wise.

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Yeah, plus most people don't even know how to pronounce

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my name. My name is one yay Okay,

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spell it. Oh, E and E-YA.

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Okay. Yeah, and where are you

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from? Initially, let's just go

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from the beginning. I'm from Mississippi. Okay.

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Yeah, and What

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was your upbringing like? I

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was raised by my dad I didn't really

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know my mom like that too much But

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yeah, six brothers three

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sisters all raised by my disabled

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father. Really? Yeah And

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I mean that's a lot of kids not one man,

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especially Disability

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exactly like bear-ridden. We can't even get

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out of the bed Wow. Yeah for

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sure and Was

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it a bit I hear Mississippi in that

1:05

thing a picture like, you know more

1:07

of a country upbringing Is that accurate? I

1:10

was born in Mississippi, but I was

1:12

mostly raised in Chicago. Oh, really? Yeah,

1:14

so it wasn't really country, but it

1:16

was ghetto what part of

1:19

Chicago or Really?

1:21

Yeah, so you're you're in the yeah

1:23

for sure until what age? until

1:26

like Four years ago.

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I'm the way like four years ago

1:31

And I mean we interview so many

1:33

like Chicago drill rappers, but throughout my

1:35

life I've also known a lot of

1:37

like normal people from Chicago. So where

1:40

did your life kind of fall on

1:42

that spectrum? I was in like a Trenchy's

1:45

area, you know, but I ain't

1:48

try to like become a you know, I

1:51

Ain't try to become like my environment, you

1:54

know, so I I typically like stayed out

1:56

of Certain shit, but

1:59

you know I couldn't

2:01

avoid certain at the same time. So yeah,

2:03

cause I feel like we, we always kind

2:06

of end up in that conversation about how

2:08

difficult it would be for somebody who grew

2:10

up in a certain gang neighborhood to basically

2:12

just be like, no, I'm good. Like I

2:15

don't want to have anything to do with

2:17

that. Knowing that their rival

2:19

gangs might view you as just as

2:21

much of a target as

2:23

a result of being from there. There's all kinds of

2:25

stories in Chicago lore about people getting

2:28

killed for just being from somewhere, even if

2:30

they weren't actually like part of a gang.

2:32

Yeah, for sure. And it's like, we all

2:35

like usually how that shit go. Like we all

2:37

went to the same school. So

2:40

it all really depends on who you hang around

2:43

too. So I had a very small circle growing

2:45

up. I just tried to stay out of certain

2:47

shit, but like I said, some shit was unavoidable.

2:49

I done been shot at before. Yeah.

2:52

Multiple times actually. Just

2:54

like being at the wrong place at the wrong time with

2:56

the wrong people. So, but yeah,

2:58

majority of the time I just like stayed out the

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way. Right. And what kind

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of kid were you? Like how

3:05

would you describe your personality? I

3:08

was like, I was a, you know,

3:11

I was a kid, bro. I was a kid

3:13

in Chicago. I did some like crazy shit, you

3:17

know, but I wasn't like a menace. I went

3:19

terrible. Like some people I know, but

3:21

yeah, I was, I was a pretty cool kid.

3:23

I think so. Most of the time.

3:26

So on the scale of Lupe

3:28

Fiasco to Fredo Santana, right?

3:31

I was like, you're like closer to,

3:33

I'm like close to, I'm like close

3:35

to the, to Lupe. Sorry. I

3:38

don't know what Lupe was doing. Oh God, you don't know nothing

3:40

about that man. He might've been into some crazy shit. I don't

3:42

know. Um, and also, uh, Fredo

3:44

Santana, certainly probably not the most extreme.

3:47

Right. I would have said like Rondo

3:49

number nine or one of them dudes.

3:52

Yeah. They're a little bit more wilder I think,

3:54

but okay. So You,

3:56

cause I'm just saying that based on the fact that

3:58

we kind of came to know. You from Macon

4:00

online content so are you gonna more

4:02

into that said a minor the young

4:05

Due to that I can later. Yeah.

4:07

Been making a conscious house

4:09

for t Fire yeah blow

4:11

up on Facebook a couple

4:13

times. I like terrorism a

4:15

video and also it's a

4:17

ludicrous class. p Diddy. As.

4:20

I was in. her hair was different

4:22

bad as well as an era by

4:24

yeah. Never really had like a fan

4:26

base to boost usage. Just take my

4:28

videos posted on a sea run. I'd

4:30

give me credit wow that sounds like

4:32

during cove time so I was your

4:34

cards and like early hours and hours

4:37

kind of the same vein of does

4:39

you freaking out and react into things

4:41

are I was. It was just like.

4:44

Comedy. Mainly I'm like.

4:47

I'm. Like a funny person like

4:49

overall Saudis angry axis he

4:51

and his naturally funny so

4:53

like I dislike make. Like.

4:56

Said I used to speak of awesome funny

4:58

see it but you know it never really

5:00

stuck as far as like audience does it

5:03

say is one thing to go viral and

5:05

another thing to. Actually, Have

5:07

hundreds of thousands of people or whatever rise

5:09

paying attention to you on a consistent basis

5:11

and our I've known so many people over

5:13

the years have had that power minutes I

5:15

say like our music do as one. They

5:17

have a catchy songs and you could have

5:20

millions of your make and take our sewer

5:22

but that doesn't necessarily mean they're going to

5:24

know your name. rhyme us it will just

5:26

like get big enough. Ah the people were

5:28

bigger platform to see it in and via

5:30

take my seat. majority of like on every

5:32

time I went viral it was always on.

5:34

Somebody else pays may never like tag me.

5:36

Or any daylight at so bret. Mckenzie.

5:40

Episode Using you like sort of found your

5:42

style during of it or was it before

5:44

that. Not

5:46

are are like August Twenty died.

5:49

eggs actually exactly august when he died

5:51

twenty twenty that's when like oppose my

5:54

first tic tommy bowe and like a

5:56

blew up overnight i got me fall

5:58

overnight overnight there Like from

6:00

zero I had made the account that day. And

6:03

what was the video? It was just like Angry

6:06

angry reaction. I just reacted to like

6:08

a girl making cake as she was

6:10

like, oh the audience like Talking

6:13

about me and I was just like defending home

6:15

some funny shit You feel me and that blew

6:17

up people ate it up Wow Million

6:20

followers is insane because even

6:22

like people who get if you have a viral video

6:25

that gets 10 million views It's not like you're getting

6:27

a million fall that usually if I got a video.

6:29

They got 10 million views I would assume maybe I'm

6:31

gonna get like 20,000 fall

6:33

extra, you know, like add it on I guess

6:35

a brand new account might be a little different

6:38

just because there's probably like you always

6:40

hear about people who like get on the tiktok

6:42

and just kind of Exploding followers right away because

6:44

they're already identifiable Like we've seen that with a

6:46

lot of pop stars and stuff But I guess

6:48

maybe to a lot of people they had seen

6:50

your memes and then this was like, oh that's

6:52

how we can actually I think

6:55

it was just like a breath of

6:57

fresh air during those times because like

6:59

even though I'm angry actions all of

7:01

my content was like on some positive

7:03

shit, so I was just like

7:06

Positively like taking up for people or

7:08

positively motivating people just like acting angry

7:10

as hell so like the

7:13

world doesn't shut down we all in the crib, you

7:16

know, and it was just like this Positive

7:19

type of content creator doing it

7:21

with a weird spin So

7:24

like I think that's what made people

7:26

gravitate towards me Yeah, cuz like, you

7:28

know that energy and enthusiasm a

7:30

lot of times is what makes things go

7:32

viral But yeah, I guess that is kind

7:34

of the main difference with your stuff Silistically

7:36

is that it's one thing to be

7:39

acting angry and being mean right

7:41

another thing to be acting angry But

7:43

also kind of being like positive in a

7:46

way and like life affirming for so taking

7:48

the right side Like something people can believe

7:50

in or be behind but then also like

7:52

framing it as you being

7:54

pissed about it, right? Something that would

7:57

typically be negative like a

7:59

positive Twist to it. The. Who deserves

8:01

the. Influences to your style In

8:03

that regard, I'll give a big of more.

8:05

My big motivations tell I missed a T

8:07

V Re: how did not expect you to

8:10

go that deep into the bar as many

8:12

hours and hours a huge Mr de Sao

8:14

and I was little yeah and that is

8:17

this. Gonna have to like his whole every

8:19

as like his peers but he's also like

8:21

say analysts positive right? So there are. He

8:23

was just funny to me while I'm damned.

8:26

Save on yeah. So. Yeah

8:28

and he's still. I get much in the

8:30

Superbowl and he still got a Superbowl ad

8:32

in Have liked His show has been on

8:35

off the year of got off their filling

8:37

many decades. point is still looked at assemblies

8:39

so famous and so ubiquitous that people that

8:41

brand still want to use them for Ignacio

8:44

sore. As far as markets ago he doesn't

8:46

ring a pioneer. Wow. That's. Crazy.

8:48

I was watching them as a kid by

8:50

filling his show was already like maybe even

8:52

off the air when I was a kid

8:55

as his reruns yeah my dad my dad

8:57

was a missed. It's easier to saw things

8:59

like he got me and said i see

9:01

model rappers really probably owe a debt in

9:04

the City mouse and so news style as

9:06

I'm okay and so the content and asserts

9:08

blown up and how do you. Like

9:11

like what's that like for you to find

9:13

the have of his followers and to be

9:15

oven presumably like money coming in and attention

9:17

and were at that time it's ago it's

9:19

have allowed ta for money to star company

9:22

and at that time i was homeless browse

9:24

move my car in Chicago. Now.

9:26

Was all away our indiana oh I used

9:28

to stay were like mount girl. For.

9:31

Wow I know my name is really lie

9:33

we last saw was as I com was

9:35

living in my car out a indiana and

9:38

they're like. Are may

9:40

my literally ma far as like thirty video

9:42

them are car so when it blew up

9:44

i you know how to react to a

9:46

real like I'd even know what to do

9:48

I just kept doing well was were game

9:50

and am i eventually like money star role

9:52

in a a brand deals was hit me

9:54

up and even at that time I didn't

9:56

know how to deal with a lot of

9:58

bread for ness me. I alla house

10:01

or stay like. Low

10:03

ball the fuck out of me and

10:05

I added know about him have any

10:08

knowledge of any it is so like

10:10

ours is do see a good people

10:12

I mean views like five hours. By.

10:15

Father in law's provides out gigantic

10:17

air or say oh yeah for

10:19

so and I knew exactly what

10:21

they would do. I had no

10:24

management or nothing. So. Does

10:26

the only thing I look back on like down.

10:28

While utterly our way more paper the how

10:30

are we as a homeless For Cause I

10:33

we always have this conversation about how people

10:35

end up homeless and how quite often it's

10:37

not somebody who's is actually psychotics hooked on

10:40

drugs out of their meineke. Be somebody who

10:42

does it Hit with one hospital bill, the

10:44

fuck some up and a miss Miss Renter,

10:46

They lose their job and it is completely.

10:49

Eliminate or for saw him on the

10:51

see for a while. I was homeless

10:53

farm was two years and is because

10:55

like my outbreak to be on our

10:57

to military school. When. I was

10:59

a t many allied. Asked

11:02

at more I came back my family when

11:04

doing so good at night they are by

11:06

was living with different family members of the

11:08

so I really have no place to stay

11:11

lodges I looked around and I'm like our

11:13

be lying money niggers like no sense to

11:15

my brothers and then like bet that's just

11:17

what the situation was. Saudis went to a

11:19

completely different bay and I dislike try to

11:21

be some dumb our would be out when

11:24

you are looking to your family thing and

11:26

I know one end of layout what. Were.

11:28

You thinking that you wanted to do with your life

11:30

at that point always been telling people almost go make

11:33

a main from ourselves since I was like. Thirteen.

11:36

My the right and it's almost

11:38

are making videos so. I.

11:40

Know I didn't want to struggle. Of

11:42

course nobody wants to but I wanted

11:44

to be something like our to make

11:46

away for myself. I wanted to be

11:48

like. Know. Liked.

11:51

Around a world in some way said before

11:53

so that was always the mode of i

11:55

didn't know my thousand dollar or exactly when

11:57

i was no do cause also my to

11:59

do. I've been to a mere

12:01

the for a long time but I

12:04

used to do music and videos and

12:06

videos was always worker is way harder

12:08

to light. In. Every religious arise

12:10

artist likely so like I just stopped

12:12

to i was working was give me

12:15

results. Definitely

12:17

so okay You new move to

12:19

in were what actually happened with

12:21

a girl He ended up almost

12:23

or Jordy know and I was

12:25

his Elsa not like. See.

12:28

Dislike. Got. Tired of taking

12:30

care of me which is very understandable. Infirmary

12:33

enter relationship and you don't really have a

12:35

in a fall back on and it's so

12:37

easy for a relationships gonna go poorly right

12:39

here and how many and or less a

12:42

letter own as a very good friends to

12:44

help me out and I see will go

12:46

to work every day and like as a

12:48

man I will sell I see it like

12:50

this one were deceived days a week and

12:53

under center korea been how food i got

12:55

no money and not so I see really

12:57

had to put me out Ah wanted to

12:59

leave. In a way we just came to

13:01

an agreement I years target the mayor over

13:03

so in a in a in a no

13:06

love lost toys are so always do and

13:08

try to make something happen while you are

13:10

homeless it up when indiana like whoa where

13:12

did you think was a nice a gay

13:14

or the streets I was still do a

13:16

like. Content on Facebook.are still

13:18

I make a Facebook videos distraught

13:20

Amiga work on Facebook. For some

13:22

reason I got. Forty years

13:24

old son Sam. but you can do any

13:27

money off the face was right now. So.

13:30

Was. My causes Cc actually

13:32

a tick tock created to on a

13:35

baby Terry on at these nights. Two

13:37

million followers C O O introduce me

13:39

to take time, even know shit about

13:42

it. So that's what made me like.

13:44

Really? Stop focusing on app author.

13:47

And. So then the such as random as

13:50

as blown up and then what. happens

13:52

in your life from they are we

13:54

able to actually like get a spy

13:57

and like donna their lives together just

13:59

from the money to your guns and

14:01

six august Yeah, yeah because August see

14:03

everything happens so damn fast bro like

14:05

August Is when I

14:07

blew up on TikTok and

14:09

like around like October

14:11

November is what I met pearl?

14:14

So she played a big part and like

14:17

helping me like get my shit together cuz

14:19

I had no ID I had shit

14:22

to my name for real. I was just standing

14:24

hotels once I started making money So

14:26

she like helped me get an apartment. She actually let

14:28

me stay her crib When she

14:30

was was she living in London at the

14:32

time or she was still she was in

14:35

Chicago, right? Yeah, the suburbs of Illinois, right?

14:37

I think like Huntley or something How'd you

14:39

actually start talking to her and for the

14:41

record? We are talking about pearly things in

14:43

case anybody yeah, yeah, she are when

14:45

I blew up on TikTok

14:48

I was just scrolling on my for you page and

14:51

I just seen she had made a video like shooting

14:53

her shot at me Really? Yeah, she

14:55

was like She's

15:00

like, oh I actually look kind of good

15:02

or whatever so that's like how we start

15:04

talking really Yeah, I just randomly seen a

15:06

video. Was she big yet or was she

15:08

still kind of the beginning stages of her

15:10

career? She wasn't necessarily big but she had

15:12

a lot of viral moments, right? Okay, cuz

15:15

she would like show off like her parents

15:17

mansion and shit like that And

15:19

so you go and link with her and just

15:22

hit it off Yeah for sure like before we

15:24

would start dating like two three days

15:26

after we met she let me stay at the

15:28

car Really? She let me stay out Paris crib.

15:30

Now Paris like Was completely

15:32

following. I'm like, what the wow,

15:35

that's interesting Yeah And so

15:37

what was she on at that time because

15:39

it's like we I've kind of seen her

15:41

go through this crazy transformation where

15:43

it's like When I

15:45

start paying attention to her she's doing like

15:47

dating content and now she's doing like 16

15:51

year old girls are hotter than grown women content on

15:53

Twitter It's like I've just seen

15:55

her like progressively do like this weird

15:57

slide into more and more extreme content

16:00

to get people to pay attention to her. Brother, listen,

16:04

at that time, this is

16:06

what I tell everybody because everybody

16:08

always say like, Oh, she had to be a certain

16:11

way when y'all was together. But at the

16:13

time that I was with her, like,

16:17

as far as what I'm seeing on social media

16:19

about her, like, it was never another

16:21

day. It was never no weird shit like this,

16:23

bro. Like she was, she,

16:25

she liked, if I'm being

16:28

honest, she liked the best girlfriend I ever

16:30

had, bro. She, she helped me a lot.

16:32

She helped me a lot, bro. Like, like

16:35

she helped me get in the gym more,

16:37

start prioritizing my health. Like she helped me.

16:39

She gave me a place to stay. She

16:41

helped me move in. She helped me manage

16:43

my money. Like even my parents was

16:46

like helping me and shit. So it's like, as

16:48

far as who she is today or what the fuck she got

16:51

going on. I don't know, but I think London

16:53

changed her. She became a whole

16:55

different person when she went out there. I

16:57

think that the incentives of the

16:59

internet really changed her because like that,

17:01

that dating conversation thing was like a

17:04

real thing in like 2020, 2021.

17:07

And then it kind of turns into more

17:09

like, Oh, people want to talk about red pill.

17:11

She hates blowing up. So she starts going more

17:13

and more into that. And I don't

17:15

even know what the fuck she's doing now, honestly, but it

17:17

just, it just kind of like gotten more and more extreme,

17:19

but she's felt that, that pressure to change

17:22

her content up over and over to

17:24

like appeal to an audience

17:26

when from my perspective, she

17:28

is not a thought

17:30

leader. She's not like a brilliant mind.

17:33

She's just kind of like watching what's going on

17:35

in the space. And she's able to kind of

17:37

like provide her version of

17:39

it. Yeah. Yeah. Cause at

17:42

the end of our relationship, that's when she

17:45

started making this type of content. It was

17:47

just getting a little weird. Like when we

17:49

were still together, she told me like, Oh,

17:51

I'm about to go to Vegas

17:53

to go to this, like pickup coach thing.

17:56

And I'm like, what the fuck is you

17:58

talking about? Like, yeah. She like, Oh,

18:00

it's his pickup coach thing. He like, he

18:03

teach guys how to pick up women in

18:05

like bars and shit like that. And I'm

18:07

just going to make videos about it. And

18:09

that was the first sign of shit, like

18:11

becoming weird. But like, I let

18:14

chit-ground ass woman, I let her do whatever she

18:16

wanted to do as far as content. It was

18:18

a little weird to me, but you know, she

18:20

could do whatever. Right, right. You never could have

18:22

guessed that it would have ended up as strange

18:24

as it got. But I think that's where it

18:27

started. Because even I interviewed her in maybe

18:29

2022 or something, maybe

18:32

2023, but like she, you

18:35

know, like she was starting to like really

18:37

dabble in some of them, like more weird,

18:39

all right slash like Manosphere talking points, but

18:41

it wasn't as extreme. And

18:43

to see where she even got

18:46

to be like a year or two after that has

18:48

been very strange. I feel like a lot

18:50

of people probably want to know though, did

18:52

her, was the fact that you're from like

18:54

a lower class background and that you're black, how

18:58

much of a factor was that compared to the fact that

19:00

she clearly comes from a more well off family and is

19:02

white, was that much of a factor? I

19:06

don't think so bro. I don't think so.

19:10

Or if it was like, I wasn't

19:12

able to tell. Like

19:14

genuinely she would just like,

19:18

she would just like really try to help me

19:20

at certain shit, like do certain

19:22

shit or whatever. I don't know

19:24

like what that was for her, what her intentions

19:26

was with that. But as far as

19:28

like how I perceive it, like she was just

19:31

being a good girlfriend of me. Like and all

19:33

of this started, she didn't even know my situation

19:35

before she made that video like saying she was

19:37

like, she wants to with me. So

19:39

like, oh no, I don't think

19:41

so. I think she was just being genuine. That's

19:44

dope. Well good for her though. I feel like, you know,

19:47

I do have like a somewhat negative opinion of

19:49

a lot of the moves she's made, but that's

19:51

dope. No, yeah, I do too. You guys have

19:53

a solid relationship, you know? Yeah, I do too.

19:56

Like I don't agree with a lot of shit she say

19:58

these days and that's what I'd be trying to. people.

20:01

She was not this person when I was

20:03

dating her. I don't know why she chose

20:06

this as the route she

20:08

wanted to you know go down but

20:11

I'm just confused everybody else. But

20:14

I get slack cuz I dated her. And how much

20:16

content were you guys really doing together?

20:18

Like did you talk about that a lot? Like

20:20

how you guys kind of work together or how

20:22

much of that was really going on? We

20:25

shot a we shot a couple videos

20:27

together. Like I actually like gave her

20:29

like her biggest TikTok like

20:31

video. I think it was like like

20:33

40 million views. She took

20:35

it down when we broke up of course. But

20:38

yeah she was just like she just

20:40

made a video like oh my boyfriend is like so

20:43

positive you know what I mean? And I just

20:45

put the camera towards me and I said gorgeous and

20:47

that shit went crazy. You feel me? Wow. But

20:49

yeah we never

20:52

really talked about doing content. It just

20:54

like happened most of the time. Most

20:57

of the time we ever did content. So

21:00

when did things start to go bad? As

21:02

far as what our relationship? Yeah. When

21:04

she went to London. She said she was moving to

21:07

London and you didn't plan on going with

21:09

her? Hell no. Okay. I'm like

21:12

you want to go to London? She's like yeah I

21:14

want to play basketball, volleyball, do this type of shit.

21:17

And I'm like okay that's

21:19

what's up. And then like we try to

21:21

make it work bro. Long distance. Yeah that

21:23

shit terrible. Yeah it's rough. And then she

21:25

be like she wanted to she wanted me

21:27

to like fly out there to her and

21:30

shit and I'm like I didn't even have

21:32

my passport at the time. Right. So like

21:34

she wanted me to fly eight hours and

21:36

shit out. I'm like yeah this

21:38

ain't gonna work bro. Was there part of you that

21:40

was like well fuck maybe I'll give it a try.

21:42

I'll move to London see if I like it. Hell

21:44

no. I ain't never want to move to London. I

21:46

was thinking about going because she used to make me

21:48

feel bad. She used to come you

21:50

know she used to come back to the States to see

21:52

me and shit. So I used to feel bad like yeah

21:54

I ain't never went out there to her crib or whatever.

21:57

But yeah it just never happened. We either

21:59

I get it off before I can even, you know. Yeah,

22:02

like I love London, it's a great time,

22:04

but I'll be real, like moving

22:07

out there, getting this insane

22:09

culture shock and having the only thing, the only

22:11

relationship that you have, the only connection that you

22:13

have to anyone being your girl, just sounds like

22:15

a recipe for disaster. Because you as somebody who

22:18

hasn't lived out there and stuff, it's gonna take

22:20

you a while to even get in like a

22:22

groove of life. And like,

22:24

it's just gonna be so much pressure for the

22:26

relationship to work, like, I don't know. And I

22:29

don't like long flights, bro. I

22:31

don't like flying in general, but like eight

22:33

hours in the sky gang, like, come on,

22:35

bro, like you, I'm a nigga

22:37

from the hood, bro. My

22:39

family, everybody in my immediate family has never

22:41

been on a flight. Nobody except me. So

22:44

like, even when I had to start traveling for

22:47

business, I ain't want to, niggas was staying. I'm

22:49

like, bro, what the fuck? You

22:51

hate being up there? I don't

22:53

mind it. Most of my issue come

22:55

from like, like

22:58

traveling in entirety, you feel

23:00

me? Like baggage claim and shit. Like

23:03

I gotta walk 30 minutes to the other side

23:05

of the fucking airport to get my bags and

23:07

shit. Like, it's just the whole thing. But yeah,

23:09

being in the sky, I fucking

23:11

hate that shit. At this point, I feel very adjusted

23:13

to flying, but I totally know where you're coming

23:15

from because all of my early members of, memories

23:17

of flying, I was just so stressed out by it,

23:20

just everything felt like it was gonna go wrong. It's

23:22

just like, yeah, it's a very

23:24

stressful thing. Yeah, but once them doors locked on

23:26

the plane, I'd be like, all

23:28

right, bro, this is my time. But it's

23:30

always this little weird feeling. I feel like

23:32

with everybody when you travel, it don't matter

23:34

how many times you done flew before, you

23:37

never just on there comfortable as hell, like,

23:39

yeah, no. You ever took a zen? Yeah,

23:41

no. That'll do it. Really? That'll get you comfortable,

23:44

yeah. But don't go down that route. Okay,

23:48

so that relationship ends.

23:52

What's your thought process at that time in

23:54

terms of talking about it to

23:56

the public and making content and stuff? How does

23:58

it become public? that

24:00

we broke up. Yeah. I

24:05

ain't really like address it publicly for real.

24:08

Like, cause I never did content

24:10

with her on my page. I never did

24:12

content with nobody on my page. It's just

24:14

all me. So like

24:16

my audience didn't really know that

24:19

I was in a relationship for real, but her audience

24:21

did. So yeah, I

24:23

never addressed it. I think like the fact that

24:25

we dated, start coming out when

24:28

people's trying to like dig up shit on

24:30

her, like, oh, you talking about family, I

24:32

mean like you date this fat ass nigga.

24:34

What you talking about? That's when

24:37

people start to like recognize

24:39

me as her ex. It

24:41

was never really like a thing that we created.

24:44

Right. Cause it's like easy to make

24:46

you a target when she's always talking about high

24:48

value, men and shit. I'm like, leave me the

24:50

fuck out of this bro. What you mean? Holy

24:53

shit. Then like, do you end up

24:56

feeling like you have to speak out against her

24:59

in terms of just like making

25:01

it clear that you're not aligned with

25:03

some of her wackier ideas? Yeah. I

25:06

had, I'll post a couple

25:08

videos, like explain the

25:10

situation. Like, listen, it's not, I

25:12

ain't got shit to do with that. She was

25:15

not like this, you know, cause everybody was attacking

25:17

me, bro. They like, she had to have been

25:19

like this when y'all was together. I

25:21

don't know what's going on, but it wasn't

25:24

like this. A lot of the narrative I'm

25:26

assuming was like, look

25:28

at what a like bad black man

25:30

you are for having been with this

25:32

person. Yeah. Like, or you're, you clearly

25:34

were like. Have the same

25:36

views and shit. I'm like, bro, hell

25:38

no, bro. No. So

25:40

I just, I felt at a certain time I felt

25:42

like I had to address that shit, but after I

25:45

made a couple of videos, I ain't really talking about

25:47

it for real. And did she reach out to you

25:49

about it? Yeah. She

25:52

wasn't happy that you distance yourself or? We

25:56

was still like, we still

25:58

had a look communication. behind the scenes

26:00

for real. Cause like I

26:03

was annoyed with the shit that was

26:05

happening to me because of her. So

26:08

like when we was talking, I was like, bro, like

26:10

look what the fuck is going on now. If I

26:12

go and say this about you and say that, I'll

26:15

be wrong cause you got, but like

26:17

eventually like we just, we

26:20

just left it at where it was. Right.

26:23

She's always talking about how women

26:25

should basically be virgins when they get

26:27

married. Yeah. I

26:33

mean, I don't want to be too rude or anything, but

26:36

do you take her virginity? No,

26:39

listen, listen, listen, listen. I

26:43

take that girl's virginity. Okay. Somebody

26:46

way before me did. Right.

26:49

And I ain't even, listen,

26:52

listen, listen. That would be so legendary

26:54

to just be like, I took pearly

26:56

things. Hell nah, nah. It ain't like

26:58

that. I'll get a tattoo. Unfortunately,

27:01

I know who did though. Why you mess

27:04

this up? Oh my God. But like, listen,

27:07

it's, I ain't even, It's

27:09

probably a long time ago. I

27:12

ain't even trying to say nothing too crazy,

27:14

but no, I didn't take over. Hell no.

27:16

It ain't like that, but no,

27:20

no, no, no. Cause

27:22

look, look, initially, cause I

27:24

hit you up a couple months ago when all

27:27

of this shit was going on with her and

27:29

I was still like a little bit tight about

27:31

her. But like, I feel like

27:33

in this point in my life, bro, I done

27:35

turned to new leaf. I ain't gonna lie. And

27:38

in reality, that girl

27:40

ain't did nothing to me. Right. She

27:42

was actually a fantastic girlfriend. We just

27:44

didn't work. So like, I ain't

27:46

even trying to cover, I ain't even trying to say

27:49

nothing. No, I respect that because like, it

27:51

would be super easy for you to just like

27:53

trash her knowing the internet would eat it up.

27:55

I respect you now. If she didn't do bad

27:57

by you, whatever. Yeah, she told me some shit.

28:00

Com move Ally is in. I tried

28:02

com ally that city again. main ones

28:04

on. I'll

28:13

take my filers. has I said. Are

28:16

did say. To

28:18

say if I was still pissed. The

28:21

my arm not see cool see Cooksey

28:23

was cool on me and we and

28:25

we will. We really weren't what reason

28:27

to have the same Somalia mother passed

28:29

social behavior and will decide to try

28:31

out on images for that. Mineral

28:33

kinds of freakish Imho us and had

28:35

asked bhagat ah I'm okay so that

28:37

role as the band's. Ally

28:39

that before you end up in

28:41

this this other relationship that ends

28:43

up being especially a tumultuous bluff.

28:45

Ah me of. Me:

28:48

I'm pro broke up probably that. My

28:53

either we we officially like stop talking

28:55

to each other like around and a

28:57

toy. And

28:59

I met my. This

29:02

new girl. Might. Begin.

29:04

In a Toy Story two and we start baden

29:07

like. With. Our message each

29:09

other our like July twenty two and how

29:11

you minute. She. Was working

29:13

their mom apartment complex aka piercing

29:15

one of them. the people who

29:17

like the united tried mean somebody

29:20

through content creator stuff. now there's

29:22

more normal human way our sons

29:24

pay like out the way but

29:26

I learned lived all these women

29:28

like to a certain degree like

29:30

care about their see it bro

29:32

baby all want me to like

29:34

post embassy in am I still

29:36

like that the word don't know

29:38

that are merely sub or mess

29:40

with them or whatever and I'm

29:42

I. Asked for specific type of

29:44

cards hit yeah I try to force

29:47

you a net as you like what

29:49

the world and know bus. that always

29:51

been a problem near total especially. I

29:54

think the way that you approached it

29:56

is genius because me my early days

29:58

on youtube shit out. The hanging out

30:00

a different girl Megan blogs just taken it would

30:02

there and girls and as do a Disney nonstop

30:05

problems where they'll get hit by some do they

30:07

went to high school with who will be lie

30:09

What the fuck you don't have taken over there

30:11

for he's a scumbag. whatever or like you know

30:14

if you make a video hang out. one girl

30:16

is some other girl you seen as his peers

30:18

see a fucking with you anymore. It's ice if

30:20

you get known on the in an effort or

30:23

one type of contents from my perspective uses stick

30:25

to that content but be very deliberate about anything

30:27

else that you're gonna do like if you decide

30:29

that. You want to share your girlfriend with

30:31

the world? Do.

30:33

It but met but make that decision

30:36

very carefully and deliberately bing. I realized

30:38

a lot comes with that was and

30:40

that's what I've been trying to tear

30:42

these women lie. you know understand how

30:44

in in a isn't to you actually

30:46

in their seats Once you put the

30:48

internet a business based stay there and

30:50

yell uk like you pay like separate

30:52

certain situations lot on one of the

30:54

internet to notice about us Been on

30:56

this you feel me A D S.

30:59

Let's. Say like do something to you

31:01

That's all I get a feel the

31:03

need to go tell intimate death because

31:05

I gave you this platform just because

31:07

you for like you owed M X

31:09

Macys like while we're make videos no

31:11

more and all it's so society is

31:13

too messy bra like to keep my

31:15

privacy private a plus i see see

31:17

really pretty brow or like i want

31:19

to pulsar like saw a mouth cause

31:21

even after all is crazy seats when

31:23

i'm post and like videos of her

31:25

beaten the sit out of me we

31:27

will stay alive You could beat me.

31:31

Out here by you could be me right?

31:34

like suicide or just like to keep my

31:36

Saudi to myself Time Seats are fully that

31:38

the was moved here. You are wise beyond

31:40

your years at that point because that's something

31:42

that I think a lot of. The whoop

31:44

it takes them a while to figure out

31:46

of. That's probably the best moves like the

31:48

bow a single right now are probably on

31:50

a sword. And. He two girls and

31:53

day are doing this in mind is

31:55

is gonna be many, many months before

31:57

I acknowledge anything is gone. all of

31:59

us publicly brother. Like Amazon a

32:01

former also Skydiver but as I unless you're

32:03

like content creator and we're just gonna gonna

32:05

be like hang in our just making cons

32:07

and about us hanging out but also like

32:09

I would be down to make cards and

32:11

about us hanging out even if we didn't

32:13

have anything going on sexually weakness, control people

32:15

and fuck with the world and as I

32:17

presented as if we're hanging out both I'm

32:20

I'd like if it's a real relationship. I.

32:22

Would want us move and you know respect

32:25

the sanctity of their relationship by not. Putting.

32:27

It out there to the world because as soon

32:29

as you put as others are the world you

32:32

are thousands of people are going to be weighing

32:34

in on it's and the reality is as i

32:36

might be mentally strong enough to to be whatever

32:38

through all that but chances are your gasoline but

32:40

they'll be seen and i that eight have relied

32:42

on all his boots as a a promise to

32:44

know you take the as not really be that

32:46

is are on a messiah. And other

32:48

I buy your know a com with that. A

32:51

message You Besides that elms those

32:53

specific type of women to like

32:56

convince them otherwise. Suicide. Snow.

32:58

You really do about of real for sure,

33:00

but so how long? Are like

33:02

you get into that relationship into the

33:04

sea might everything is perfect. Are you

33:06

seen signs? Conrad away the she might

33:08

not be no higher and higher cyber

33:11

when I look back at the see

33:13

like I'd nor a lot of size.

33:15

That's why when it comes to the

33:17

position on me right now. ah blame

33:19

ourselves To be honest, Cabal loud. Certain.

33:21

Sit. For. Too long like

33:24

the first we gusto got a text

33:26

message or a mass text her like.

33:28

The first week of a day and I'm like. Is.

33:30

Not it is not to wow. Easily

33:33

angered you get like a steal. God's

33:35

sakes mama is not you. How how

33:37

how fast you get mad. So.

33:40

Like when I look about a when I

33:42

look back on sit like that. I dislike.

33:44

Others say my a cause see

33:47

pretty is easy to like. Ignore.

33:49

Certain see it would a pretty seemed would have

33:52

been woman. Bro is is too easy. You wanna

33:54

heard to be the thing that you are an

33:56

inning and your head so you're just gonna let

33:58

say no because you want. This to as

34:00

girlfriends both you know that my make

34:02

you cannot ignore a lot of says

34:05

exactly and I ignored bro I ignore

34:07

have a say in a dog. Bite.

34:09

Me am I as a D The Dhamma. Okay

34:12

so from the very beginning, but I was

34:14

it physical from the beginning legacy someone who

34:16

is a quick to the start. Attacking

34:18

you nominee I meant it is Start

34:20

off like their see a dislike give

34:22

far believe like. Abuses.

34:26

Might say started that way in

34:28

it a time it lights it

34:30

was an immediate either. Cause.

34:33

Like and a beginner Elizabeth the honeymoon

34:35

phase A really no issue for mars

34:37

couple of months. Yeah, but like. A

34:40

started to happen like three four months.

34:43

My. Ass the we made it official. And.

34:46

Ass when asked. really star login and

34:48

I like you Prince was size like

34:51

work on a surf. New example like.

34:53

I know for get the first time. Anything.physical

34:56

between. As I was living

34:58

in a highrise downtown Chicago, This

35:01

is and twenty twenty two he and

35:03

of toys way to we were Santa

35:05

Mar De Rossi was mad as hell

35:07

about subbed only remember I just remember

35:09

how smacking bird dogs you adam he

35:12

brought us what to got some of

35:14

our smack him a dog shit outta

35:16

me and it was worms Max where

35:18

you live feather woozy Astor I'm a

35:20

big as our be I do both

35:22

smoother using upon throw see smart dog

35:24

shit out of the bronx and I'm

35:26

just sitting there under center try not

35:29

to react. Saw. Grabber a

35:31

pick her up put or us Amaro

35:33

set the doll. Of I

35:35

was pissed at the allied our state

35:37

and rules like two hours as well

35:39

against our com ourselves down. Ck man

35:41

all apologetic I'm sorry I was drop

35:43

hours you know I was a mafia.

35:45

I'm sorry to never happen again. See

35:47

was like oh god a habit a

35:49

year since but that was like the

35:52

first time any day of Agassiz. Go

35:54

with us. You think that heard drinking

35:56

was a big part of it. Yeah,

35:58

many women drama. If rely totally

36:00

cool whenever they were sober and as

36:02

the war's person ever when as as

36:04

soon as they were drunk bro this

36:06

this this sits away. so while went

36:08

to jail a happened was he was

36:11

drunk right I don't drink. at

36:13

all hours you get on acid

36:15

discussed smoke weed asthma we other last

36:17

like two months ago of as

36:19

i was playing. Bass. It was.

36:22

Messy. Disgusted by C C was drunk

36:24

a sale we got into it and

36:26

ass less he was making all these

36:29

like crazy decisions when it came like

36:31

is I talked to a brick wall

36:33

when I was bigots O'brien or last

36:35

month I would trotta. I. Would

36:37

try to break sit down a best way possible

36:39

and it will never get through to her. Sober

36:42

person plus drunk person is very unlikely to

36:45

work from my perspective because I if I'm

36:47

with a chick and were both drunk chances

36:49

I would. You have a good times. If

36:51

she's drunk and I'm sober is almost no

36:54

chance that we're going to be able to

36:56

have a good time. I said as you

36:58

can be like likely buzz but as soon

37:00

as you get like really drunk and me

37:03

as a sober person I'm not the most

37:05

tolerant person like probably not going to really

37:07

be fucking within I'm probably gonna leave. I'm

37:09

probably going to like take you out some.

37:11

Until now Guided. Isn't pretty sure I'm

37:14

I'm to brown armed seal is fought

37:16

ninety nine point nine percent of tom.

37:18

The only time you see me ever

37:20

get out of my character is if

37:22

somebody something with it. And

37:25

like when I say saki with me all

37:27

mean lot it takes a lot to really

37:29

get me outta my character. Some I gotta

37:31

be really thought it would me to get

37:33

their sodomy out in semi so like see

37:35

to be drunk. She could be what I

37:37

look like tsunami drunk plenty of times. Where

37:39

is it was cool? Once you start in

37:41

aggressive and wants the starlight you're too much

37:44

sunlight. Das. When it

37:46

gets like annoying especially like if

37:48

you create of our situations why

37:50

do drunk. and for some

37:52

reason my dumb ass wanna talk to you why

37:54

you drop a like explain how you do as

37:56

he is of course is my don't get to

37:58

know person will drop So

38:00

it's just like... So

38:03

what was the actual situation the night that you

38:05

got arrested? What were you guys doing? Bro,

38:08

we was we was at a

38:10

Super Bowl party at her friend

38:12

crib and like She

38:15

was hanging out with her friends in

38:18

the living room and I was hanging out with her friend

38:20

boyfriend He had some friends over.

38:22

Alright, so one of her friends

38:24

boyfriend friends. He had like a pistol on

38:27

him Glock or whatever So

38:29

he was talking real big macho like in a

38:31

in a driveway when

38:33

we were smoking and shit, so

38:35

it's like He

38:37

was he was basically trying to clown me

38:40

for dating a white woman. Basically. So I'm

38:42

like and And

38:44

in hindsight bro, everything that nigga

38:46

said that night He

38:48

was absolutely right Like

38:50

what kind of shit like he was saying

38:53

like specifically about her

38:55

like She gonna get you

38:57

in some fucked up situations But

38:59

at the time like that's my shorty like that's

39:01

the mother my son like what the fuck like

39:03

so I'm like I already had a kid together

39:06

at this point Okay,

39:09

so I'm like I'm like

39:11

watch your words, you know I'm saying you

39:13

can have your opinion about Black

39:16

people and white people like intimate intimate into

39:18

interracial dating and all that shit cool But

39:20

when it comes to my woman, I don't

39:22

give a fuck what her color is You're

39:24

not finna disrespect her in any type of

39:26

way. Mm-hmm So like he was

39:28

starting to go to the car get his pistol

39:30

all of that macho shit, bro But like I

39:33

end up letting them have it. I'm like my

39:35

son in there Like I ain't

39:37

even trying to play too tough right now.

39:39

Also, maybe like the worst possible reason to

39:41

shoot somebody This

39:45

is why I gotta stop hanging around people

39:47

who drink bro cuz He

39:50

was drunk as fuck and like talking out everybody trying

39:52

to calm the situation down It

39:55

ended up calming down. So when I when

39:57

I when we go back into the living room, she don't

39:59

even know I'm pissed. He don't even

40:01

know that he was just sitting there talking about her

40:03

and shit like that. So like I

40:06

said, I make music and she drunk at

40:08

this time. She like, baby, let me play

40:10

your music off YouTube on her. And

40:13

I'm like, listen, I was trying to

40:15

explain to her without causing like

40:17

a scene. I'm like, you don't know what

40:19

the situation is. This audience

40:21

is not as friendly as you thinking. So

40:24

I'm telling her, don't play, don't play my

40:26

song. She play one song. I'm like, okay.

40:29

I'm like, I don't play another. She play another

40:31

song. And I'm like, okay, it's

40:33

the last one. She play another one. So

40:35

at this point, I'm just annoyed. And

40:39

that right there is what started

40:41

all of this shit. That small

40:43

situation right there is what started all of

40:45

this shit. So we got

40:47

an hour long drive back and

40:49

she's still drunk. And I'm telling her,

40:51

cause this stuff been a conversation before.

40:53

Like when I asked you to do

40:55

very simple shit, like just please

40:57

do it. I pay every

41:00

bill. I take care of you and my son.

41:02

I protect, I provide, I treat you with respect.

41:04

The only thing I ask for you to do

41:06

the small shit I asked you to do. You

41:09

don't gotta clean. You ain't gotta cook. She don't even gotta

41:11

cook. You ain't gotta do none of that shit. Just

41:13

do the simple shit I asked you. So

41:16

she didn't. And I was trying to

41:18

explain to her what the situation was.

41:20

But because she's so, she drunk and

41:22

because she like, she

41:25

quick to get angry in

41:27

any type of situation, the conversation went

41:29

left. I wasn't mad. I didn't

41:31

approach the situation like aggressively and none of

41:33

that shit. I'm like, how

41:35

many times have we had this conversation to

41:37

ask you to do something and you don't

41:39

do it? Nigga, she start chapping on, she

41:41

start like going crazy on me. In a

41:44

passenger seat bro. Like

41:46

just going crazy. I almost, I

41:48

damn did pulled over on a

41:50

highway bro. Cause she like going crazy and

41:52

my son in the back and like, and

41:56

that's what started all of this shit. That whole

41:58

situation went to the crib. And

42:01

like that's when she started to get

42:03

physical bro like and and I End

42:06

up getting arrested of course on a

42:08

felony charge with so she's attacking you

42:11

to what extent do you? Restrain her

42:13

like what's your response because I'm assuming

42:15

that you're a fucking giant compared to

42:17

her So it's kind of a weird

42:19

position bro Anytime

42:21

that woman gets physical with me

42:25

The only thing I do is restrain

42:27

her That's why

42:30

I'm so pissed

42:32

at her right now, right because

42:35

Because she a small white woman and I'm this

42:38

big black dude, right? So

42:40

when I do grab her when she acted

42:42

crazy when she attacking me, I leave bruises,

42:44

right? but when she's showing these bruises to

42:46

anybody with a Normal

42:49

IQ you can see

42:52

like these are not

42:54

you being beaten bruises This is you

42:56

being grabbed bruises, right? But she's she's

42:59

she's giving this narrative That

43:02

like I don't know how

43:04

to control myself and my emotions When

43:07

she knows it's the other way

43:09

around so I never

43:13

Bawed up my fist or either open

43:15

hand smack or hate any woman, right?

43:19

But it's always the women cuz I don't

43:21

been in this situation before with a past

43:24

girlfriend It's always the

43:26

women who put their hands on me

43:30

That accused me of being a woman

43:32

abuser. Mm-hmm I'm

43:34

a million things right? You could call me

43:37

whatever. I'm not a nigga who

43:39

put his hands on women I'm just not what

43:41

I am If somebody

43:43

who's not about to allow anybody to put

43:46

their hands on me and

43:48

if that's so fucking crazy I don't care

43:50

if you got a coochie a penis a combination of

43:52

the two Because

43:54

you don't know how to control yourself You

43:57

want to put your hands on me and then when I do

44:00

something about it when I react in any type of

44:02

way. Now you want to say I abuse

44:04

women. That's fucked up

44:06

bro. You just like grabbing her by the wrist. I'll

44:09

be grabbing her by her arms. Like,

44:11

cause she short. Like five, six,

44:13

five, seven. So like when she

44:15

acting crazy, yeah I grab her by her wrist

44:17

sometimes when like her hands are swinging. But like

44:19

most of the time when she like charging at

44:21

me, I grab her arms, you feel me? So

44:24

all the bruises and shit that she posted that

44:27

whoever saw, it's on

44:29

her arms. Like it's fingerprints.

44:32

And I'll be like, but the

44:34

internet just see a woman with bruises.

44:37

And I'm like, bro, if you actually think

44:39

about how she could have got these bruises,

44:41

it's very easy to understand what the fuck

44:43

is going on right now. Right. And

44:46

also like if you were to hit her one time,

44:49

I mean, it's gonna be pretty fucking obvious. I can

44:51

knock her head off her shoulders if I wanted to

44:53

bro. Like, what are we talking

44:55

about? Her having bruises on her wrists or

44:57

arms is just like, that's like what dude

44:59

beats the shit out of his girlfriend and

45:01

just aims for the fucking arm. Like that's

45:04

not. Literally what I was saying to my

45:06

father on the phone. No dude who beats

45:08

his girl has the self control to constrain

45:10

themselves to that. And most of the time

45:12

dudes who put their hands on women is

45:14

not good at communicating. That's why they go

45:16

to physical route. I'm very, it's very clear

45:18

that I know how to communicate and get

45:20

my point across. So I'll be

45:22

talking to this woman. I got video evidence

45:26

of this girl putting her hands on me and

45:28

me not doing anything bad. I got so many

45:31

videos of me talking to this woman just like

45:33

I'm talking to you. And she mad, she pissed,

45:35

she whatever. And I'm just trying to calm her

45:37

down. So it's very obvious what the fuck be

45:39

going on. But like I said,

45:41

bro, what hurts me the most about all of

45:43

this shit is because there's no way

45:46

I could convince you what actually happened. There's no

45:48

way I could convince anybody who watching this video

45:50

right now what actually goes on behind closed doors.

45:52

You got a choice whether you want to believe

45:54

what she be saying or what I be saying.

45:56

But this girl know me bro. This

45:59

girl know me. Me she

46:01

had my son. We was locked

46:03

in a few months ago This

46:05

girl knows me and she's

46:07

trying to push this narrative and destroy

46:09

my reputation That's what fuck with me

46:11

the most because she knows that that's

46:13

the only way that she can really

46:15

get at you literally Yeah, she don't

46:20

Boy the most powerful route towards

46:22

fucking your life up better than

46:24

stealing from you It's better

46:26

than I mean getting you arrested which obviously

46:28

that was part of it, too But to

46:30

ultimately be able to destroy somebody's reputation without

46:33

having to actually prove any of the shit

46:35

that you're saying is such a powerful Tool

46:37

that a pretty large percentage of

46:39

women at some point in their life are

46:41

gonna deploy, but you don't understand how much

46:43

money I lost just behind those

46:46

Accusations. That's the fact is TMZ

46:48

posted that I went arrested everybody

46:50

pulled out Everybody

46:53

it's not even they didn't even wait to see if it was

46:55

true. It don't matter It's the

46:57

fact that you was child-friendly and now

46:59

everybody saying you put your hands on

47:01

women. I lost millions, bro

47:05

Wait, okay. So let's go back to this night. How

47:07

did the cops end up getting involved? She calls him

47:09

She didn't call the police the neighbor No,

47:12

no, actually she did call the police. Okay, she

47:14

didn't call. She didn't call 911 though

47:17

for some reason for some

47:19

reason she called The

47:23

Police department. Okay, and she like oh

47:25

I want to report what happened, but

47:28

I don't want him arrested This is what she

47:30

was telling me. She like I just wanted to

47:32

report what happened. I don't think they was gonna

47:34

arrest you I'm like, what the fuck did you

47:36

think was gonna happen? You tell

47:38

first of all the story you telling

47:40

them didn't happen The

47:43

story that you told them and and this

47:45

was proven her friend her friend that we

47:47

was a friend house that we was over

47:49

For the Super Bowl party. We

47:51

went there to talk about everything It

47:54

was me her her friend and her friend

47:56

boyfriend. We all had this long conversation about

47:58

what happened and we all came to the

48:00

conclusion that she fucking lied. I got,

48:03

I could call them right now to back up my

48:05

point. She's a fucking liar. So

48:07

you telling them all of this shit and

48:09

you showing them bruises, what

48:12

the fuck did you think was going to happen? Right. She's

48:15

she wants them to come over and like give you a slap

48:17

on the wrist and say like, Hey, cut it out. I mean,

48:20

obviously she if she had a fucking ounce of

48:22

knowledge about the shit work, she would realize that

48:24

the cops pretty much like anytime

48:26

to get called for domestic violence, they're

48:29

going to have to arrest the guy.

48:31

It's so much that makes me upset

48:33

about like how she did me bro.

48:36

Like because she doesn't put

48:38

her hands on me more times than I

48:40

could count. I ain't never

48:42

caught a police or her. I'm just not the type.

48:46

You would let as you would let as girl for

48:48

real. You ain't hurting me, but

48:50

you were slapping the shit out of me. You

48:52

were throwing shit at me and leaving scars and

48:54

shit. You is like hitting me with

48:56

shit. You, I could, I

48:58

could do this to you if I wanted to,

49:00

but I'm not, we locked in. You my

49:02

shorty. It don't matter if you mad right now. Like

49:05

I'm not going to do that to you for real. I don't

49:07

want nothing on your record. And like

49:10

when I defend myself from her and I don't even hit,

49:16

I don't even hit when I will never

49:18

hit a woman bro. Like,

49:20

but I'm gonna do something if you put your

49:22

hands on me. I'm not feeling

49:24

just, I'm not wearing them niggas who like, babe, stop, please.

49:26

This isn't like you. No, I'm not one of those niggas,

49:28

bro. I'm

49:32

gonna, I'm gonna do something to stop you from

49:34

hitting me. And it's people in

49:36

my DMS to this day, like hell of

49:38

a man you are. And I'll be some

49:40

messages I open. I'll be like, bro, I

49:43

got video of this girl like beating shit out of

49:45

me. And I sent that video to them and they're

49:48

like, it don't matter, bro. She's a fucking woman. You

49:50

should. And I'm like, so let me get this track.

49:53

She's, she's hitting me.

49:56

And instead of going to talk to her about

49:58

what she did to start the shit. You

50:00

wanna scold me for how I reacted? What

50:03

the fuck? What the hell is going on? It don't

50:05

matter if you a woman. None of

50:07

that shit matter to me. But the

50:09

society we live in these days, bro, everybody

50:12

is convinced that, oh, it's worse when a

50:15

man put his hands on women. Physically, yeah,

50:17

of course. Males typically is stronger. As

50:19

a man, you pretty much are always gonna have

50:21

to show a lot of restraint in the situation.

50:23

Of course, and I do. Like I said, if

50:25

I was a menace, bro,

50:28

you would know if I actually put my

50:30

hands on this woman, but I got hands

50:32

for real. And you know, like I know,

50:34

especially coming from Chicago, that there is a

50:36

lot of fucking guys, including guys who will

50:39

sit on this podcast and will say, if

50:42

my bitch puts a hand on me, I'm beating

50:44

the dog shit out of her. I know a

50:46

few. That is a very normal disposition for a

50:48

lot of guys from your background. And so for

50:50

you to say that you would not, if Tuesday

50:52

engaged that way, I'm the same way. But all

50:54

I'm saying is that there are a shitload of

50:56

dudes who do not think that hitting a girl

50:58

after she hits them is a big deal at

51:00

all. I know a few. Yeah, that's what I'm

51:02

saying. And I'm like, bro, it

51:06

just hurt that she's trying to spin this

51:08

narrative, knowing that I'm damn near the

51:10

victim. Yeah. But I don't see myself

51:12

that way. I'm a grown ass man,

51:14

bro. You just trying to

51:17

spin this shit and like ruin me, bro. Like.

51:19

So the cops come and what do they do?

51:22

Oh, it was five and a bro. The

51:24

cops came the next day, bro. I

51:26

got my son. She had a hotel or some

51:28

shit. Bitch, I stole my I didn't even call

51:31

her, but she does stole my car. She ran

51:33

off. So it's like I'm

51:35

with my son. It's like 10 o'clock at night.

51:37

I'm making me some noodles and I'm chilling. I

51:40

got my jammies on. Bro, I'm like, oh, me and

51:42

myself, we're going to sleep good. Five police officers locked

51:44

at the door. I look to the people. I'm like,

51:46

I'm going to jail. I already knew

51:48

it because I know where in hell five police officers

51:51

are showing up to talk to me. When

51:53

I open the door, because

51:55

like my son was sleep, I

51:57

want to open it though, for real. They

52:00

was banging so hard, they woke my son up.

52:02

He started crying. So I'm like,

52:04

whatever. I open the door, they

52:06

like, we here to talk to you about

52:09

what happened. I'm like, bro,

52:11

if y'all came here to arrest me, just do it, bro.

52:13

And they like, oh no, we didn't come here to arrest

52:15

me. We just wanna hear your side. It was fucking lying,

52:17

bro. So I told them

52:19

what happened, and

52:22

they arrest me. They

52:25

like, on a felony charge, I had to pay five grand to

52:27

get out of jail. I ain't getting that

52:29

money back. And the case was dismissed. It

52:31

was dropped. She

52:33

felt bad. She was crying and shit that

52:35

I went to jail. Oh, she didn't want

52:38

that to happen, but I

52:40

did. So they

52:43

took me to jail, bro. That's what the

52:46

fuck happened. Right. And so did you

52:48

get the feeling, though, that they actually thought that you were

52:50

a fucked up person, or did it feel like they were

52:52

just doing what they had to do as a result of

52:54

any kind of DV charge of being

52:56

reported? That's literally what

52:59

they said. Anytime calls like this happen,

53:01

we have to make an

53:03

arrest and all that stuff. Bro, like I said,

53:05

I have my son. I'll never forget this day.

53:07

This girl done traumatized me, bro. My

53:10

son ain't in none but a diaper. We sitting there

53:12

chillin'. So when they told me they had to arrest

53:14

me, nigga, they took my son out of my hand,

53:16

put me in handcuffs, bro. And they

53:18

walkin' the other way down the

53:20

hallway with my son, I'm hearin'

53:22

his cries fade off. Why

53:25

I'm in some fuckin' handcuffs goin' to jail, bro. And

53:29

I will never forget that day, bro. I will

53:31

never forget that I still think about that shit.

53:33

Just the fact that the kid's probably not gonna

53:35

forget it either, too, man. That's

53:37

insane. And that's her kid.

53:39

Like, she initiated that, you

53:42

know? Yeah, yeah. And bro,

53:44

it's clear as day she don't respect me

53:46

as a father, bro, cause even after all

53:49

of this shit, this

53:51

how hard I love, bro. Even after

53:53

all of this shit, I still

53:55

was tryin' to make it work with this girl.

53:58

The reason we not together right now. Now she

54:00

left. It

54:03

was, it was, shit

54:05

was just getting worse. It was to

54:07

the point where I couldn't talk to

54:09

her about shit. Nothing. Like

54:11

any conversation I tried to tap, she be

54:13

like, I don't want to talk. I don't

54:16

want to talk. Aggressive as hell about everything.

54:19

So we kept getting into it about

54:21

small petty shit. I ended up getting a hotel for

54:23

two, three days just to leave her to herself and

54:25

let everything calm down. Then I came back, she done

54:27

packed all her shit and left. She

54:30

in Wisconsin with her family, with my

54:33

son. I

54:35

ain't seeing my son in a month, bro. I

54:37

ain't seeing my son in a month. And he about

54:39

to be, he about to be nine months on the

54:41

12th. My son couldn't

54:43

sit up by himself when I said he couldn't

54:45

hold his bottle. He couldn't walk. I'm

54:48

missing important milestones right now and she

54:50

don't give a fuck. I'm begging this

54:52

girl, FaceTime with me at least

54:55

so I can see him. I

54:58

FaceTime him one time since she left.

55:00

I was begging that girl for three weeks

55:02

and she would not budge. And she's just

55:05

using this to like piss you off and

55:07

get you into a bad emotional state by

55:09

withholding the one thing that she knows that

55:11

you can't get away from how much you

55:14

care about. And she justifies her actions with

55:16

lies, bro. This is what's,

55:19

she's putting me in a position,

55:22

like publicly I can't win. She

55:25

telling her friends, her family and the internet that

55:28

I'm this abusive monster. And

55:30

that's why she ran away. Oh,

55:33

oh, but like I got this

55:35

long guys messages of a million reasons why she

55:37

told me she left and not one of them

55:39

was because I be putting my hands on her.

55:41

Not one of them. She never once said I

55:43

fear for my life, my safety of my son.

55:46

You be hitting me, you be whatever.

55:49

She said I left because this, this,

55:51

this, this and everything she named nigga

55:53

on my mother's grave, everything she ever

55:55

get on me about the reactions after

55:59

she do something. After she do

56:01

something fucked up, she will skip

56:03

over the shit she did to talk about

56:05

how I reacted. What

56:08

type of shit is that? I've never in my

56:10

life dealt with a person like her. I

56:12

swear to God, bro. She

56:14

ain't the type to self-reflect and like, yeah, I

56:16

know I started it by doing this. I could

56:18

talk for 30 minutes like, yeah, I reacted wrong.

56:21

I shouldn't have said that. I shouldn't have did

56:23

this. And the minute I said, but

56:25

none of this would have happened if you wouldn't.

56:27

Oh, see, there you go. Try to blame everything

56:29

on me. What

56:31

I swear to God, nigga, right hand to God.

56:34

I'm like, I

56:36

couldn't win, bro. I couldn't win. So

56:38

I ain't heard shit from my

56:41

son. None of that, bro. We

56:43

in a weird custody battle and shit like that now.

56:45

And it's, it's

56:47

just all fucked up, bro. She trying to

56:50

ruin me publicly and privately, bro. Cause

56:53

like I said, she, bro, understand something Adam

56:55

and I know I'm rambling right now. It's

56:58

important because you're speaking for a lot of fucking dudes out

57:00

there to deal with this shit. Understand

57:02

something. Understand something, bro.

57:06

This ain't my first breakup. I'm

57:08

not, I'm not upset that she left.

57:10

Right. If she didn't feel like

57:12

this relationship was for her, she's a grown ass

57:15

woman. That's your prerogative. You could do whatever the

57:17

fuck you want. Leave. I'm not going

57:19

to beg you to stay with me. I'm

57:21

not upset that she left. I'm upset

57:23

how she left. I'm

57:26

upset how she left. Like

57:28

she didn't even respect me enough to sit down

57:30

and have a conversation like this ain't working, bro.

57:33

I don't want to do this. Let's figure out a

57:35

way to be co-parents. Let's figure out how we

57:37

going to go about this because this ain't for

57:39

me no more. She up and leave with

57:42

my son and I'm

57:44

begging her, I'm begging her long

57:47

ass emails because she doesn't block me on everything.

57:49

Long ass emails. Like let's figure

57:52

out what the fuck is going on. Cause you

57:54

still got hella shit here. My son, Crib and

57:56

his bassinet and everything that was too big for

57:58

you to take on a... Like it's still here.

58:00

What the fuck is going on? How are we going to

58:03

do it? But what's going on? Bro,

58:05

a week, a week after she left, she already

58:07

fucking with some new dude. A

58:10

week after she left, she already out there fucking with

58:12

some new dude with my

58:14

son. Won't let me see my son. And

58:17

just like, she

58:19

then already destroyed my image. The

58:22

only thing I ever posted about that

58:24

girl was me defending myself. Like I'm

58:26

not this type of person. I never

58:28

publicly tried to come at her ever.

58:31

I can say something right now about some

58:33

shit I know about her that will have

58:35

everybody who come in contact with her perceived

58:37

differently. I can say something right now that

58:39

she told me a confidence, but

58:41

I won't because I don't want to destroy her life.

58:44

And she told the internet I was beating her

58:46

while she was pregnant. I was dragging her across

58:49

the apartment. I was cheating on her. All

58:51

of this shit because she was

58:54

mad at me, gang, she was mad.

58:57

It wasn't even a situation to where she was like,

58:59

okay, we just got physical and I really feel like

59:01

a victim. I can't let this, I

59:03

can't let this keep happening. I got to tell my story. No,

59:06

she was mad that I was on live talking

59:08

about how difficult it was being

59:10

with her. And nobody knew who the

59:12

fuck I was talking about. Nobody

59:15

knew who she was. When I got arrested, nobody

59:18

knew who she was. Her name wasn't

59:20

in the documents and none of that. No one knew.

59:23

So I was just talking about a Jane Doe, but

59:26

she got mad that she knew that she was,

59:28

I was talking about her and she posted all

59:30

of these videos with all of them bruises and

59:32

shit from months and shit ago on me defending

59:35

myself from her to try to push this narrative

59:37

that I'd be putting my hands on her bro.

59:39

Right. Damn. So,

59:41

okay. How long between the incident and

59:43

it being reported on TMZ and shit,

59:46

they're like instantly or it's like three days, three,

59:48

four days. And does it just open the floodgates

59:50

for you? Cause there's probably so many people that

59:52

don't even know you who are attacking you as

59:54

well as all these people who are calling you

59:56

or calling themselves fans of you. And they're probably

59:58

turning on you left. right and you've never

1:00:00

really dealt with this before you never really been like

1:00:03

you as far as I know you never even had

1:00:05

like a mini cancellation Bro, I've never had I've

1:00:12

never had like Negative

1:00:14

comments right like I

1:00:16

was a positive creator. I didn't

1:00:19

even have negative comments. So I wake up and

1:00:23

Everybody sending me these articles and shit and

1:00:26

everybody posting me like Angry

1:00:28

reactions arrested for domestic violence against a woman

1:00:30

now all of the people who don't know

1:00:32

my country They just see me as a

1:00:34

angry black man And that's why that story

1:00:36

was so viral is that you don't even

1:00:38

need to know that there was a content

1:00:41

creator named angry Reactions, but it's

1:00:43

just the idea of a

1:00:46

person with that name who was caught up on

1:00:48

some domestic violence shit It's just so automatically viral

1:00:50

that people just had a feeding frenzy about it.

1:00:52

I can you do you pass me a paper towel,

1:00:54

bro? These

1:00:57

lights hottest hair, bro. I'm

1:00:59

stressing but yeah, thank you, bro

1:01:02

Yeah, that's exactly what it was most of

1:01:04

the people who was Commenting on

1:01:06

that didn't even know who I was or

1:01:08

what type of content I made the people

1:01:11

who was fans of me It's like bro.

1:01:13

I know I know you didn't do

1:01:15

this. I know you didn't do this and

1:01:18

I Know

1:01:21

in a worse couple of months of my

1:01:23

life and that's a fucked up part too

1:01:25

Is that because you were keeping the relationship

1:01:27

part of your life private that when this

1:01:30

comes out? It's like the

1:01:32

people haven't observed you guys together because if

1:01:34

you had been showing your relationship Consistently and

1:01:36

showing what you were dealing with and showing

1:01:38

that she had this sort of crazy side

1:01:40

to her a lot of people that

1:01:42

Were in your fan base probably would have been

1:01:45

more sympathetic But because you decided to try to

1:01:47

keep stuff as off-camera as possible. It was it

1:01:49

was worse by assuming and

1:01:53

bro It's

1:01:56

just overall bro

1:02:00

It's a sad situation

1:02:02

overall. Like.

1:02:05

Everything. It. Took me

1:02:08

years to build up the zebra. It.

1:02:10

Took me years from. nothing like on it

1:02:12

or lease the modern American dream as being.

1:02:14

But do that has Falcon, no resources and

1:02:17

is able to get it out. The mud

1:02:19

are you two were tic toc or whatever

1:02:21

like that. That is what all these kids

1:02:23

want to do bro. Everything I had. When.

1:02:26

I met this girl on normal

1:02:28

math. Everything. Ah

1:02:31

loss every day. And like I

1:02:34

told you, What? I told you.

1:02:36

Is. Not about her leave in his house. He

1:02:38

did it. You.

1:02:41

Not only tron a lease

1:02:43

but asylum leave me with

1:02:45

nasty fire destroyed me. He

1:02:48

wants to i my reputation it and

1:02:50

straw my and comp non took must

1:02:52

sign. And grab people

1:02:54

looking at me sideways like. A

1:02:57

run into smear campaign. Against

1:03:00

Burrow When I posted my mom

1:03:02

the video of Harper nyanzale me.

1:03:05

See. Told me like I'm doing death

1:03:07

threats because you posted video. I took

1:03:09

it down and see spiel refused to

1:03:11

take that. Videos now of meat still

1:03:13

have videos up a meet. Pay me

1:03:16

out to be a woman beater right?

1:03:18

Because when we resources as enemy the

1:03:20

last ah maybe a month or two

1:03:22

ago. You. Had made a couple

1:03:24

youtube videos or you're breaking down where you

1:03:26

are and what the whole situation was but

1:03:28

then she came out soon after that and

1:03:30

put our another be aware she basically says

1:03:33

i know you are not Anniston your i

1:03:35

say guilty as fuck in the only reason

1:03:37

I am press charges as because I felt

1:03:39

bad the or whatever but seats it felt

1:03:41

like you know maybe things were coming down

1:03:43

and as she decided that she was still

1:03:45

person she just wanted the amplify the shit

1:03:47

again. Run once. Once. i

1:03:49

got arrested and it was a

1:03:51

felony charge seems stay at his

1:03:54

house and so apologetics see sell

1:03:56

so bad ne suis all masashi

1:03:58

kept sending emails live I don't want

1:04:00

to do this. I don't want to press charges. He's innocent.

1:04:02

He's whatever she was on my side. The

1:04:04

case that got dismissed. Nigga. We went out to

1:04:06

celebrate. She was happy. She was all of that

1:04:08

shit. But a

1:04:11

couple of weeks later, like I

1:04:13

said, I went live that one life that

1:04:16

one life made her do all

1:04:18

of this, made

1:04:21

her do all of this. And she was

1:04:23

like, Oh, I could have pressed charges, but I didn't want to.

1:04:25

And, and

1:04:28

like I said, bro, I'm a, I'm a, I'm

1:04:31

a key fan is Adam. The

1:04:34

main part that hurts me,

1:04:36

bro, is this woman knows

1:04:38

me. She

1:04:40

know who I am. This woman looked

1:04:42

me in my eyes and told me she was going to

1:04:44

die with me, bro. I'm telling you when

1:04:46

we went to the hospital, when she gave birth to my

1:04:48

son, she had a C-section cause he was breached. They

1:04:51

had to cut hope. And like

1:04:53

they asked me to step out of the room for

1:04:55

two minutes so they could prep her for surgery. She's

1:04:58

screaming for me, bro. They

1:05:00

let me back in. She got tears running down

1:05:02

her face and all of that shit. I'm kissing

1:05:04

her face, telling you, you strong, you beautiful, you

1:05:07

got this, you whatever. She thinks she gone down

1:05:09

that table. I ain't never in my life been

1:05:11

with no, do no shit like that with anybody.

1:05:14

I ain't never in my life, been through

1:05:16

no shit like that with anybody. And

1:05:18

even after all of this shit, couple of weeks

1:05:21

before she left, she told me cause I told

1:05:23

her, I told her, like, I

1:05:25

feel like you, you mentally checked

1:05:27

out cause I can't talk to you

1:05:29

about shit. I'm trying to solve shit. I'm trying to

1:05:31

fix it. And you not budging. You don't want to

1:05:33

talk about shit. I feel like you don't move down

1:05:36

already, but you're still here. And she like,

1:05:38

no, I don't want nothing more

1:05:40

to still be like a family and whatever that

1:05:42

shit. But I was absolutely

1:05:44

right, bro. She left and she was fucking

1:05:46

with somebody a week after bro, a

1:05:49

week after a

1:05:51

week, my nigga. And she

1:05:53

don't even want to be a decent parents. She don't

1:05:55

even want to like figure out

1:05:57

how we go. You just came up and leave with

1:05:59

my son. And then

1:06:01

I'll say I'll find out this how she

1:06:03

left her last two relationships What this how

1:06:05

she left her last two boyfriends? She's up

1:06:07

and left without telling them shit and

1:06:10

I'm thinking I'm different. I'm thinking it's different

1:06:12

We have a son you didn't have a

1:06:14

child with these other niggas And

1:06:17

you still do this shit you

1:06:19

still just up and leave and now you

1:06:21

you taking my son When

1:06:23

I finally facetime my son after three

1:06:25

months, bro, he wouldn't take

1:06:27

his eyes off of me, bro He's smiling. He

1:06:30

laughs and he giggling you think my son don't

1:06:32

miss me right now You think he'll understand you

1:06:34

think he he not confused as to why he

1:06:36

don't see me around I'm

1:06:39

missing all these important milestones and all of this

1:06:41

shit that I want to be around for and

1:06:44

she not showing no signs of giving a fuck

1:06:46

bro, and it at the

1:06:48

same time trying to simultaneously convince

1:06:51

the world that I'm this terrible person and

1:06:53

you're creating this lifelong Project that

1:06:55

you're gonna have to be on of basically

1:06:58

like explaining this to your son and how

1:07:00

you didn't want to have to be apart

1:07:02

from him and shit as he gets older

1:07:04

like and and all because of her

1:07:08

Trying to make this kind of statement. It's

1:07:10

just it's fucked bro I'm

1:07:14

at the point now because I don't

1:07:16

got lawyers involved to try to like

1:07:19

see my son Now

1:07:21

like we in these weird ass court

1:07:23

cases, bro I'm like we

1:07:25

in this weird ass custody battle and we

1:07:28

we doing all of this shit because

1:07:30

I wanted to see my son She

1:07:32

don't know how deep this shit is

1:07:34

going She

1:07:36

don't know cuz she doesn't threaten to

1:07:39

take shit to the internet before and I'm

1:07:41

telling her like you ruining money For

1:07:44

my son in the future. Hmm. This

1:07:46

is his future, bro Like this

1:07:49

ain't just for me to say just for you. I'm

1:07:51

stacking his breath for him You want in this

1:07:53

shit because you mad, bro Adam

1:07:57

you can only understand this shit to

1:08:00

a certain degree bro you don't

1:08:02

really understand this shit nobody do

1:08:05

cuz like I said I

1:08:07

can't convince you of the type of man I

1:08:09

am bro you just you

1:08:11

just got a choice whether you want to believe

1:08:13

me or not she knows bro she

1:08:16

knows this girl was my best

1:08:19

friend and she treated me like this she treated

1:08:21

me like she never gave a fuck about me

1:08:23

bro and trying to

1:08:25

convince the world that I'm this terrible

1:08:27

person that

1:08:29

girl didn't never love me bro and it's showing

1:08:32

it's showing after the first it's showing

1:08:34

after the breakup bro because

1:08:36

even after you done did all of this

1:08:38

shit done ruined all of this shit I'm

1:08:41

still not putting dirt on your name I'm

1:08:43

still not out here exposing your business and

1:08:45

and making you seem a certain way or

1:08:47

make it I'm still keeping

1:08:49

a certain amount of respect for you you

1:08:52

don't even respect me as a fucking father

1:08:54

bro you don't give a fuck that

1:08:56

I don't see my son for a month bro the

1:09:00

thing that killed me from watching your

1:09:02

videos about it soon after this happened

1:09:04

is realizing that you had basically lost

1:09:06

faith in your ability to make the

1:09:08

kind of content that you had been

1:09:10

making that the character of

1:09:13

angry reactions or angry reacts was

1:09:15

like just you didn't feel like

1:09:17

you could really do that anymore because now

1:09:20

your image has been compromised

1:09:22

where she's painted you as

1:09:24

this person that actually is like an

1:09:26

angry monster so before you

1:09:28

were saying positive things in kind

1:09:30

of an angry tone and now

1:09:33

you feel like you've been forced to kind of split

1:09:35

from that persona which is the thing that had you

1:09:37

know endeared so many people to you yeah

1:09:40

my decision to do that was

1:09:44

100% based on the reaction

1:09:46

I got from the public 100% you should

1:09:49

have seen my DM you should have seen my comments

1:09:51

I had a Hyundai a Hyundai

1:09:53

video I had posted that was the last video I

1:09:55

posted they didn't even want to pay me Because

1:09:58

they said I did more damage today. The company the

1:10:00

good of a about it was flawed that

1:10:02

videos on dates, the i work with woman

1:10:04

beaters and all that I see it. So

1:10:07

side. Big

1:10:10

about a like this. Everything

1:10:13

manga reaction consist of the

1:10:15

whole persona. When. See.refer

1:10:18

me was you guessed. It

1:10:21

was used against me that that

1:10:23

very thing that brought so much

1:10:25

joy to move pieces, save millions

1:10:27

of lives. Was.

1:10:30

Used against me. Everybody

1:10:33

was Santa. same lame ass job. oh

1:10:35

I agree asses out of anger reaction.

1:10:39

and will sit on my youtube video

1:10:41

aka needed the benefited about. People.

1:10:44

Really want to wait it out that the company's

1:10:46

the brands that made a salad. We was all

1:10:48

one big family out. My third year award the

1:10:51

one hundred. Better.

1:10:53

You back or out of same time every year

1:10:55

I was my sorrow you're working with them. They

1:10:57

pulled up for anybody besides at best it

1:10:59

now and we not paying you. So.

1:11:04

That's why let us go both, because like.

1:11:07

Fit. A Never been assigned. To

1:11:10

be all the rest of us a little matter

1:11:12

what I'm saying it's and a million people feel

1:11:14

be be put my hands on women all not

1:11:16

and control myself emotionally. Suicide.

1:11:19

Is forever Is it. It will. It

1:11:21

will forever lever a bad taste and

1:11:23

a lot of people mouth exposure to

1:11:25

because. Tmz should give as much

1:11:27

a way to this interview or to

1:11:29

the case being dropped or to the

1:11:31

charges not being filed or tied. All

1:11:34

these different developments like that says should

1:11:36

in a in a just world receive

1:11:38

just as much airtime as the initial

1:11:40

accusations and now I do think that.

1:11:43

A. lot of people are going a citizen of

1:11:45

your be like oh fuck that is dude

1:11:47

is the real deal if he's he's a

1:11:49

a good person i personally i don't know

1:11:52

anything specifically about him for his interview but

1:11:54

i am from his soul but i'm one

1:11:56

hundred percent by you see my go incredible

1:11:58

person i just hope that You

1:12:00

know people are willing to like give you another chance

1:12:02

because that was killing me when I was hearing you

1:12:04

act like it Was over because I know having been

1:12:07

canceled many times and shit that there's always a light

1:12:09

at the end of the tunnel You just have to

1:12:12

continue on and I just really be

1:12:14

able to persevere through that shit But

1:12:16

like realizing that you were having opportunities

1:12:18

like this Hyundai shit and everything like

1:12:21

having those kind of corporate brand deals

1:12:23

I mean that is a reality is that a lot of that

1:12:25

shit kind of goes away at some point

1:12:27

as soon as you have and even a semblance of

1:12:31

controversy but at the same time bro I've seen

1:12:33

people go through worse shit publicly than what you've

1:12:35

been through and still come out the other side

1:12:38

like over and over like This is definitely not

1:12:40

the end of you as a

1:12:42

person and do you agree with me that in some

1:12:44

way? Maybe

1:12:46

you were ready to move on from that

1:12:48

character in general and that like you have

1:12:50

more to offer as a content creator Dude,

1:12:52

I've spent much time thinking about that. Nah.

1:12:54

Yeah, it was It

1:12:59

was something I was thinking about like

1:13:02

I Just

1:13:04

didn't imagine it happening like this. Yeah,

1:13:06

who knows maybe just the universe or

1:13:08

God or whatever you believe in like

1:13:11

forcing me to Do

1:13:13

what I'm supposed to like what

1:13:16

I should have been done But

1:13:18

like as of right now bro, and I'm

1:13:20

not even gonna get too personal You

1:13:23

and everybody else don't even understand

1:13:25

the type of position. I'm here

1:13:27

right now Y'all

1:13:29

don't understand y'all don't

1:13:32

understand this shit fucked

1:13:35

me up This

1:13:38

shit I can come back.

1:13:40

I plan on coming back I

1:13:42

don't think this the end of me as a

1:13:44

creator entertainer or whatever But as of right now,

1:13:46

I'm in a situation to where I don't even

1:13:48

know what the fuck I'm gonna do to get

1:13:50

myself out of this and it's

1:13:52

and Every

1:13:54

time I get so Every

1:13:57

time I Get deepest fault about all of this

1:13:59

shit. Ah,

1:14:01

Ah ah I remember like see

1:14:04

see it. All. Happen.

1:14:08

Because. The woman claims she

1:14:10

would last for me. Was

1:14:13

best. All that

1:14:15

is shit happens because my best for

1:14:17

in the mother of my soul and.

1:14:20

Was. Upset. And

1:14:23

cease seasons.enormous He'll see Matt the

1:14:25

listen to this interview or feel

1:14:27

best his mother Earth a person.

1:14:30

Speak of this herself bases the

1:14:32

victim said every so often sets

1:14:35

a waste of Adam every situation

1:14:37

even it's it's a was is

1:14:39

worth see come at me crazy

1:14:41

amount we will react his spiel

1:14:43

somehow. my fault. Spiel.

1:14:47

Especially as of late. before she left

1:14:49

or couldn't get through to her at

1:14:51

all. So smuggle was

1:14:53

this a few best. Another was this drop

1:14:56

her case against me or or. Ceased.

1:14:59

See speaking to the Cc. Tell her friends

1:15:01

or family. I was

1:15:04

a victim. Blaming Silica say to

1:15:06

her sister to make her understand what

1:15:08

type of person I mean I am

1:15:10

slowly been no meets a C Hate

1:15:13

my fucking dots. Only

1:15:15

because of what has just been telling. My

1:15:22

my own family looking at me.

1:15:24

weird. And out

1:15:26

a bit better or worse. Because.

1:15:30

People think I'll put my hands on women more

1:15:32

than once. No one all her

1:15:34

that fox or com a person was

1:15:36

oh no some my idiot due to

1:15:39

fired does what the phone call know.

1:15:42

Miata all birds. like

1:15:45

people looked at me different legs detail people

1:15:47

read them as me a public because i've

1:15:49

been doing this or for four years but

1:15:52

people just look at me now it'll come

1:15:54

up as for pitchers they don't is a

1:15:56

whole different ball game for me both And

1:16:00

she doubled down and made that shit worse. She

1:16:02

was on my side when I got arrested. She

1:16:04

felt bad, niggas. She got pissed again and doubled

1:16:06

down on that shit. Cause I went live? You

1:16:09

coming at my whole character as a man?

1:16:12

Cause I went live to talk about you

1:16:14

and niggas didn't even know who I was

1:16:16

talking about? Dang. And

1:16:18

I still blame myself. I shouldn't have went live.

1:16:21

I shouldn't have went live. I wouldn't be in

1:16:23

this situation right now if I didn't. And it's

1:16:25

so fucked that you have a kid with her.

1:16:28

So it's, you can't just completely separate. You can't

1:16:30

just completely never have anything to do with her

1:16:32

because she's the only person that could help you connect

1:16:35

with the one thing that means more to

1:16:37

you than anything. And that's what I'm saying,

1:16:39

bro. If she the left and we ain't

1:16:41

had no kids, what I would have been

1:16:43

salty about it? Yeah. It'd have

1:16:45

been a lame ass move, but what can

1:16:47

I do? You your own person, gang? Go

1:16:49

ahead. But you up

1:16:51

and left and took my son

1:16:54

and I can't even get a FaceTime out of you. And

1:17:00

there's a lot of guys who wouldn't really

1:17:02

give a fuck who would just, okay, whatever.

1:17:04

I don't need to see my kid. I'm

1:17:06

gonna just go do my thing and not

1:17:08

really care. And it's like, because

1:17:10

you have a big heart, because you're the kind of

1:17:13

person that wants to have a relationship with your kid

1:17:15

and won't be happy unless you do, you're

1:17:18

able to be hurt. Bro,

1:17:21

you, Adam, you don't

1:17:23

understand how much I miss my son,

1:17:25

bro. You don't understand.

1:17:27

And it's like, any

1:17:31

time I try to make

1:17:33

anybody understand what's

1:17:35

going on, she

1:17:37

just doubled down on the shit she been

1:17:39

claiming about me, bro. And

1:17:42

now at the most, the people can do

1:17:44

is, oh, I don't know. I

1:17:47

don't know how you is. I could believe what you, but

1:17:49

I don't know. And that's reasonable.

1:17:51

That's understandable. But

1:17:54

it's like, I can't be upset with

1:17:56

nobody except her. Cause like you, I'm

1:17:58

gonna keep saying you. You know me

1:18:00

bro. You know how much

1:18:02

patience I done showed with you. You

1:18:05

know how many times you done put your hands

1:18:07

on me and I never reacted. You know I'm

1:18:09

not a one beater. You know all of this

1:18:11

shit. You know I'm a good fucking man and

1:18:13

a good father. But

1:18:16

because you done with this relationship, you

1:18:19

want to leave me with nothing? You

1:18:21

want to fuck up my whole life on your way out?

1:18:25

Bro. I always thought, because

1:18:28

I got this sense, when I hear somebody talk,

1:18:31

I always thought like everybody can just

1:18:33

understand when somebody is being 100% genuine.

1:18:36

It is not like that for everybody. It's

1:18:39

not like that. It's not like

1:18:41

that bro. So a lot

1:18:43

of people still don't know if I beat

1:18:45

women and I so fucked up bro. I

1:18:48

spent four years dedicating

1:18:50

my entire profile to uplifting

1:18:53

people, saving lives

1:18:55

bro. I'm calling people how important they is.

1:18:59

I open the door for elderly women, for

1:19:01

women in general. I give up my seat

1:19:03

on public transportation. I'm a good fucking dude.

1:19:06

I'm a good dude. Is

1:19:09

he taking me through hell? Publicly

1:19:11

and privately because we didn't work? Because

1:19:14

you mad about some shit that happened in our relationship?

1:19:17

I don't understand bro. I

1:19:20

don't understand and simultaneously trying

1:19:22

to convince everybody that I'm

1:19:24

a terrible person. Get

1:19:26

the fuck out of here man. Get

1:19:29

out of here. And I know, just like

1:19:31

I said in my video, I know my

1:19:33

aggressive tone right now probably don't help my

1:19:36

point when it comes to this aggressive shit.

1:19:38

To me it's very convincing. But yeah, I

1:19:40

mean I could imagine some people having an

1:19:42

opposite reaction. But in general bro, I feel

1:19:44

like more than anything

1:19:47

this interview is going to be the rebuttal

1:19:49

that you actually need to make people realize

1:19:51

that they row you off without reason. I

1:20:00

will never get over the fact that

1:20:03

this woman who had my son, everything

1:20:06

we done been through, everything we done

1:20:08

been through cause you

1:20:10

doing this to me, you doing

1:20:12

this to me, you treating me like you never gave

1:20:14

a fuck about me, bro. Bro,

1:20:17

you don't understand bro. You don't understand. And

1:20:19

she the type of person she needs to

1:20:21

be around people. That's why she fucking with

1:20:24

a nigga already, bro. She

1:20:26

need that validation. I've

1:20:28

been at the crib by myself, processing

1:20:30

everything, thinking about how I'm going to go

1:20:33

about everything. I don't need people. I don't

1:20:35

need her. She probably

1:20:37

out thinking, Oh yeah, I told him, see, I

1:20:40

don't need you gang. I don't need her. Her

1:20:43

leaving. It's cool. You could do that.

1:20:45

Her, how she left will never sit

1:20:47

right with me, bro. Focus is hell.

1:20:50

Focus is hell. You not just some girl,

1:20:52

bro. You the mother of my son. You

1:20:55

the mother of my son, bro. And

1:20:58

you using him as a fucking pond trying

1:21:01

to hurt me, trying to destroy me as

1:21:03

a person. It's beyond this relationship shit. You

1:21:06

could go on the internet and say, whatever you want about me,

1:21:08

what I did to you, how I treated you, you

1:21:11

know, I'm a good fucking dude. And

1:21:14

anything she, she tried to make me look

1:21:16

bad with is what's mean reacting. And she

1:21:18

still try to emphasize it to make it

1:21:20

seem a certain way. She

1:21:23

treated me bad. Damn

1:21:25

that every fucking day for the last six

1:21:27

months. And

1:21:30

I held on to this woman and

1:21:32

that's why I blame myself. That's

1:21:34

why I blame myself for sticking around

1:21:36

a motherfucker. I should have been let go

1:21:38

of bro. I

1:21:44

mean, I just want to tell you

1:21:46

that I've seen so many people go through

1:21:48

the wringer on social media and shit and

1:21:51

come out the other side of it. Once

1:21:54

they are able to like really show

1:21:56

the world who they are. And In particular,

1:21:58

when they're able to like Double Down. on their

1:22:00

content continue to be somebody who makes sure that

1:22:02

people love but I feel like a problem with

1:22:04

you is that there are so fucked up mentally

1:22:06

over not just her doing this to you but

1:22:08

then also the shit with the kid. Like the

1:22:10

fact that you're bringing up your kid and how

1:22:12

much I'm Missy kid just as much as your

1:22:14

bring an album or more than you're bringing up

1:22:17

the fact that you've had this devastating blow dogs

1:22:19

your career To me is a kind of a

1:22:21

testament to who you are as a person because

1:22:23

no are there are a lotta guys who would

1:22:25

be able to not see their kid and not

1:22:27

out of be the worst thing in the world

1:22:29

for them. On on or that kind of

1:22:31

person and you can definitely tell the and

1:22:33

other kind of person brow air as far

1:22:36

as is in an essay ahman of fucked

1:22:38

up position because what i was doing. Max

1:22:41

hit do as a like Dennis as

1:22:44

the decision I made. so when I

1:22:46

do come back is gonna have to

1:22:48

be something completely different so my audience

1:22:51

may not. Receive that more

1:22:53

Socs but I I'm worried about their

1:22:55

see like. Also like I'm A, I'm

1:22:57

a good entertain us and I'm a

1:22:59

we in a day. That a day

1:23:01

I'm just I'm just an unnaturally good

1:23:03

entertainer. So. Yeah

1:23:06

to win internet back or whatever bro

1:23:08

is like. My issue.

1:23:10

My main issue: Beaux

1:23:12

Arts can not believe. See.

1:23:15

Doing this to me because Michael said

1:23:17

you don't know me both. This.

1:23:21

Girl. Is.

1:23:26

Anybody know to serve this

1:23:29

seat is hop else is

1:23:31

herve. See.

1:23:34

Notice: see no, I'm not this

1:23:36

type of may and both see

1:23:38

notice. And.

1:23:41

See do when they see it because he

1:23:43

mad at me bros ruin it Must suck

1:23:45

in life both. See. Mes.

1:23:50

Amis Ma saw both ice.

1:23:53

Oh I see my son

1:23:56

Marcos. i

1:23:59

see my son and I miss

1:24:02

that nigga every night bro. She

1:24:05

can leave bro. She can leave. I don't need

1:24:07

her bro. How you

1:24:09

gonna go to a cost of fucking country

1:24:11

with my son bro and don't even want

1:24:13

to FaceTime me. Man,

1:24:18

I don't understand. I

1:24:20

don't understand bro. I

1:24:23

don't understand. And I used to tell my

1:24:25

family when they used to tell me, watch

1:24:27

out for her. I used to tell

1:24:30

her, I used to tell niggas like bro, she

1:24:32

ain't that tight bro. She

1:24:34

ain't gonna do me like this bro. She

1:24:36

ain't gonna do me like this. Nigga

1:24:40

I was wrong. I was wrong

1:24:42

bro. I was wrong. Cause

1:24:45

she done put her hands on me.

1:24:47

She done did some foul shit nigga

1:24:49

before and after our relationship. I know

1:24:52

so much about this woman. She told

1:24:54

me shit. She ain't never

1:24:56

told nobody. Her parents don't even know. She

1:25:00

told me so much shit that

1:25:02

I could look at her sideways about. And

1:25:06

I only am not, I'm not

1:25:09

exposing that shit, but I understood

1:25:11

you bro. I

1:25:14

stuck by you. It was

1:25:16

rough, but I did that shit. She

1:25:20

just disposed people bro. Once I learned from my

1:25:22

ex that this is how she left him and

1:25:24

her ex before her ex that this is how

1:25:26

she left him and she was fucking with another

1:25:28

nigga within two weeks. Just like she doing me.

1:25:31

I understood this type of person she is. I

1:25:34

understood that and she convinced me that I was

1:25:36

different. You had my son bro.

1:25:39

We went through that C section together. I

1:25:44

thought I was different. I thought this was

1:25:46

different and she just

1:25:48

up and left and took my son and

1:25:52

already getting her back blown

1:25:54

out by other niggas. Well,

1:25:56

I'm sitting at the crib hoping that this

1:25:59

shit gonna fall back. The employees somehow.

1:26:03

Mais Verizon move all we want

1:26:05

another niggers. Are despair?

1:26:08

Or the stairs. Ron.

1:26:13

I'm telling you that. I can

1:26:15

so I feel a hundred percent confident the

1:26:17

you're going to make about those are the

1:26:19

sit in terms of the name of the

1:26:22

show people who really offer like this interview

1:26:24

is like open and shut shown people who

1:26:26

you really are. In.

1:26:28

Terms of of family said in terms of

1:26:30

being able to maintain a relationship or the

1:26:32

kid I mean that's the only hard as

1:26:34

gonna be probably best of be worth on

1:26:36

the court since in terms all that ah

1:26:39

feel like you know you're going to come

1:26:41

other side of this as as I want

1:26:43

you to have their fucking compounds I see

1:26:45

people be through been through worse in terms

1:26:47

of being publicly shamed and. I

1:26:49

just I believe in you as a

1:26:51

as a traitor, as a personality, As

1:26:53

a person the people are going to

1:26:56

want to rally behind because you really

1:26:58

speak for a shit load of people

1:27:00

out there that don't really have their

1:27:02

struggle documents as are spoken about. See

1:27:05

Eyebrow? unknown cause a lot of

1:27:07

the way me up on instagram

1:27:09

say eyebrow went to a similar

1:27:11

similar situation or what and I'm

1:27:13

I'm doing my best all down

1:27:15

bro. I saw the man and

1:27:17

under under none. None of this

1:27:19

it is hard about this har

1:27:21

most days or be chiller. Like

1:27:24

I'm on a stoplight. Second are pages

1:27:26

in all it is sit it's do

1:27:28

was six months. You just fall out

1:27:30

with somebody or whatever and is just

1:27:32

like. The you know

1:27:34

I'm older now, but some days, bro. Some.

1:27:37

Days I know life is more and it

1:27:39

was hard for me Both this morning was

1:27:41

real hard for me. I'm

1:27:43

getting tired of wake him up. Without.

1:27:47

My sorrow and bro. I'm

1:27:49

getting tired of doing that. and

1:27:52

i know we miss me bugs has seen his

1:27:54

face when it was calm was finally let me

1:27:56

get a face off I

1:28:02

don't deserve this shit bro. I

1:28:05

don't deserve this shit. And this exactly, this

1:28:09

what happened when you hold on to somebody

1:28:11

that you should have been like God bro.

1:28:14

This what happened. The

1:28:17

tough lesson learned because the truth is that

1:28:20

if you had been around the block a

1:28:22

few more times and dealt with crazy ass

1:28:24

chicks more times, maybe you would

1:28:26

have been a little bit better of a judge of

1:28:28

character and you would have been able to avoid getting

1:28:30

into the situation with her. It's because

1:28:32

you had a big heart and you were open

1:28:35

and you chose to like look past all

1:28:37

the red flags that maybe somebody who had

1:28:39

dealt with more women would have noticed. It's

1:28:42

because of all that that you're basically ending up

1:28:45

in the situation. I'm

1:28:48

already knowing bro. And

1:28:50

just to set the record clear bro,

1:28:53

I ain't perfect. I don't want

1:28:55

nobody to think that that's what I'm trying to

1:28:57

say. I done did some fucked up shit to

1:28:59

that girl. I done said some fucked up shit

1:29:01

to that girl. I

1:29:04

ain't no woman abuser

1:29:06

bro. I don't put my hands

1:29:08

on nobody in any way, shape

1:29:11

or form unless they putting

1:29:13

their hands on me. Then I'm

1:29:15

gonna do something. If you a guy, I probably hands

1:29:17

a little different. If you a woman, bro,

1:29:20

that woman don't hurt me for real when she put

1:29:22

her hands on me. So I ain't finna knock

1:29:25

her head off her shoulders or none of that shit bro. But

1:29:28

to do that shit and then spin

1:29:30

it on me publicly. I

1:29:34

can't believe, I cannot

1:29:36

believe she doing this to me

1:29:38

bro. I still can't believe it. I

1:29:41

still can't believe it. That girl was my best friend.

1:29:44

That girl was my best friend. Even when

1:29:46

I get good news these days, she'd be

1:29:48

the first person I'd be thinking to call

1:29:51

until I remember what the fuck is going on. I

1:29:55

still be wanting to talk to her. I still

1:29:57

be trying to, bro. The

1:30:00

already moved. Oh. Shit.

1:30:02

I'm already put ourselves back on a market.

1:30:10

I'm I'm almost certain this is really shitty

1:30:12

situation to be him and I do think

1:30:14

that you're going to come out of it.

1:30:17

A better person or a stronger person

1:30:20

A person. it's over the more resilient

1:30:22

but in own society and I'm the

1:30:24

deal with the Sinden on his. Spices.

1:30:28

Said with a kid. Added that the double whammy of

1:30:30

like out on a not be able to see a

1:30:33

kid and and also have another reputation of them as

1:30:35

size dame issue. Career done is does. Oh

1:30:38

be too much for a lot of people to take.

1:30:41

A Me: how dark as your

1:30:43

mental say gotten throughout this I

1:30:45

to type data is an answer.

1:30:47

Do anything A Myself and I

1:30:49

was just telling my brother's yesterday

1:30:51

or understand why Guys do you

1:30:53

understand why people do. And

1:30:56

I never had a thoughts a deal

1:30:58

with these days of in my life.

1:31:02

But. I understand and seat it. I

1:31:04

get it bro. I

1:31:06

did it. Because this girl.

1:31:09

See. Torture me bro see. torturing

1:31:11

me. See. Torturing me

1:31:13

bro and a more I try

1:31:15

to make it work for like.

1:31:18

For benefit a me, it just

1:31:21

keeps getting worse. It

1:31:23

just keep getting worse. Like Rcs I'm

1:31:25

tom take out a court to get

1:31:27

my saw a back seat. On file

1:31:29

as a rebuttal. Sit On! Found

1:31:31

a domestic violence case against me

1:31:33

because I'd be. that's. Why

1:31:37

didn't Or before. If

1:31:39

you've. Was you Wait

1:31:41

until I try to get myself back to do

1:31:43

this? This

1:31:48

can be real life. Bro is ten

1:31:50

months. This cannot be real. Last seen

1:31:52

as was born a million different ways.

1:31:54

This was not one of. This

1:31:57

was Not one of them both. Mm.

1:32:04

but. You. Just

1:32:06

gotta I wanna keep the faith in this. Know

1:32:08

that you'll see a better day like I think

1:32:11

you're going to come out of this. Stronger.

1:32:14

And and better. And. And

1:32:17

as long as easy as loud as a surprise sounds

1:32:19

easy for me to say, am I? but. Now.

1:32:22

It, you know? done. And I

1:32:24

believe that comes to stronghold on some

1:32:27

are moment combo saw I can do.

1:32:32

I still appreciate always tell you know

1:32:34

you don't think together much of affected

1:32:36

do. Ah be say to

1:32:38

bow. Our

1:32:41

oil. I'd throw any specific people's business

1:32:43

out there but I'm I seen a

1:32:45

lot of people been was publicly shamed,

1:32:47

destroyed by the in and add to

1:32:49

the point where even I didn't really

1:32:51

say there are coming back and then

1:32:53

they fucking dead it here and it's

1:32:55

I. Ultimately it was because of that

1:32:57

them. Being. Gray consecrated being

1:32:59

good people and is being able to.

1:33:02

I get past policy and I know

1:33:04

there's not going to be. Easy

1:33:06

for you to get back to. The. Kind

1:33:08

of mentality that you need to be in in

1:33:10

order to be able to. So people you really

1:33:13

are. but I feel like this interview to me

1:33:15

like a like I guess he we're going to

1:33:17

look at this fucking comments section and is going

1:33:19

to be the opposite of what you again When

1:33:21

this app and on him and Tmz was important

1:33:23

about it or whatever. like people are gonna see

1:33:25

this and they're gonna say. Like.

1:33:29

We can't just. Let.

1:33:31

This kind of shit happen to good people with no

1:33:33

evidence. Hopefully.

1:33:39

Hopefully. I

1:33:41

can only do. When. I could

1:33:43

do you know on this. Is

1:33:45

how to make the best at a situation

1:33:47

And see bath. I saw a

1:33:50

candle. There's so many people that I talked

1:33:52

to on here who are. Basically.

1:33:54

Very surface level, self serving

1:33:57

people and I could. Absolutely

1:33:59

Delhi. They're gonna person and I think that

1:34:01

the people are they're going to see that zoo

1:34:03

and I feel like hopefully. Fingers.

1:34:05

Crossed that when you look back a couple

1:34:07

years from now at this whole thing that

1:34:10

this interview might be part of. where the

1:34:12

tide started to turn and things started to

1:34:14

get back on track for you. Have

1:34:16

I believe that are I actually believe that bottle?

1:34:18

know I'm and you have put it all yourself

1:34:20

on you tube and everything but I feel a

1:34:22

people seen in this kind of length like a

1:34:24

says it's going to habit impact in the people

1:34:26

are gonna. Are gonna wanna

1:34:29

see. This whole thing and

1:34:31

Righted. Appreciates

1:34:33

who found me, man. Ny.

1:34:36

That know it was an easy for you to sedans. We

1:34:38

have to reschedule the said a couple times. where as you

1:34:40

just say of Cel Mai Brom Nine the mental state are

1:34:42

you can I as a diet or and I told you.

1:34:45

I was still trying to make it work

1:34:47

small and that own soil me want to

1:34:50

come over here and like in on say

1:34:52

make a move bus or subway how the

1:34:54

steel down of the give about. And

1:34:57

up unless me crazy

1:34:59

crazy bow. Crazy.

1:35:04

Were. Up for he says

1:35:06

you for having me mail it was there

1:35:08

was hard for me come on your but

1:35:11

also like it was necessary I'm can see.

1:35:13

Success. Throw his goddess. It will

1:35:15

take you in crazy directions. You didn't know

1:35:18

that you're going to go and live on.

1:35:20

Mad bro, I see my career ever gonna

1:35:22

lie this burrow. I swear to God. Is

1:35:26

what he is. moon. You're

1:35:28

going to come out says. Good.

1:35:31

Gonna be on. Top. Who say

1:35:33

number for Mm like I can tell

1:35:36

clear as day the your did personally

1:35:38

in our boss and mean obviously money

1:35:40

hundred percent a mega do I wanna

1:35:42

throw my way behind as a by

1:35:45

watching as this ruling everything I'm discouraged

1:35:47

and as shown some of because I'm

1:35:49

sure that's the like some comments and

1:35:52

said mean a lot more right now

1:35:54

than they have ever before back when

1:35:56

everything was going to do. For.

1:35:58

so 100%

1:36:03

what do we what do we title this because you got

1:36:05

the angry reactions thing but then we got your

1:36:07

new identity we'll figure it out but yeah like

1:36:09

like what are you more

1:36:12

comfortable going by at this point well you can just

1:36:14

do whatever you know I'm not

1:36:17

tell people to address me as one yay okay

1:36:20

but like if you want more people to see

1:36:22

it they don't know who one yay is yet

1:36:24

right you know so do whatever you feel need

1:36:26

you need to do about for sure

1:36:28

man I just want to see

1:36:30

everybody out there get behind you wait

1:36:32

a minute bro Chicago did that

1:36:35

every time

1:36:46

I say pause everybody looking at me like I'm crazy goddamn

1:36:50

it I see a kind of a man I appreciate you

1:36:52

so much for real I appreciate you thank you I know

1:36:55

you're gonna come out all the shit a better

1:36:57

person with a great career and

1:36:59

we're gonna get that fucking kid back man

1:37:01

I don't know what he looks like but

1:37:03

I'm really invested in this little motherfucker now

1:37:05

he's cutest he's accused baby you ever lay

1:37:08

eyes on bro I'm telling you I can

1:37:10

show you I'm about

1:37:12

to show you let me say let's

1:37:14

do the dad thing yeah bro I got

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some good snaps of my kid the past

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couple days because my girl had

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to get surgery so I've been like way more

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of a dad the past couple of what

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she had to do surgery for I should have to

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get a C-section scar fix and shit I

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asked three and a half my son maybe nine

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months bro

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oh yeah he's still fresh out the coochie

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oh yeah that's a good-looking kid man

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wait till

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he finds out about what the last couple

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weeks have been like for Drake like my

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life skin brother thank god he's like all

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this happened when he was young yeah man

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