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Welcome to Cocktails and Coma . With Kaya , we are going

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to be making cocktails and opening up our personal

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life . Today , I have my girl , tamarapala

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, with me .

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today , hey y'all .

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And y'all know how we kick out my podcast . We start

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off with a cocktail . Today we are making green

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tea , and I think I made this on my first

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episode . So basically

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, all of this is a Jameson

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whiskey , peach snob and

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this is peach snob , and also

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sweet and sour mixed three ingredients . So

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we are going to make our drink . We are going

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to have our alcohol poe soda for our

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shot and I'm wasting it for my drink

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, for our shot in a whiskey

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. Then you have a shot

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of peach snob . How

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you doing today , girl . I'm doing

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great . Thanks , girl . Great if it is strange

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. Alright , do you hear me ? I feel so good in the sober

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. Okay , I need

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to put a little bit more whiskey in . I need to

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put some limes . Oh no , I

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need to waste some limes out . You got

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your own bottle there , so drink it up

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. Make your own drink again . Here you go . You're squeezing some out

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with me , so you just want to get

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in there . Here

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you go . Thank you , man , and you're

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going

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to stay there around . Okay , here

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you go . Give

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me a lime . That's

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how you do it . Give me a lime and a lime . Yeah , that's

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it . There

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. We have it Green

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tea , and it's the bomb . That's it , okay

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, y'all , we're starting off with a

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game . Today we have

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a new game . This

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game is called Richie's Roulette . It's

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about young Miami from the City Girls . If

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y'all watch her podcast , y'all

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know this game is wild . We're not going

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to play the shooting there for it , but we are going to take

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shots . Now , girl , we can do

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shots or we can do sips . I

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prefer to do sips , me too . Shops , I

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don't want to be too mischievous . Let's do sips

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, so we'll do sips . Okay so

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, we're going to do sips . Okay so

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. And they got their own new

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shotgun , sq . Bring that one

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Use the shotgun , and this is and

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how we're going to do this . Let's push this back

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and

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we're going to pull the cards

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over here . So

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, girl , if you see your truth in there , just skip

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it Okay . So we're going to

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do that . Okay , this

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is my card . Don't spill it in

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here . I don't know what it says , okay , so

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what we're going to do is pull from the day

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, and I'm going to let you pull first .

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Okay , here we go the

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gang .

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What is that ? Take a

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shot or sip , if you've ever

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gotten to a fight with one of your boyfriend or

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girlfriend's parents , oh , no

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Me either .

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No man , no , okay , okay . This

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one says take a shot if you went out with COVID

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but didn't tell the people you went out with . I'm

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trying to . No , I didn't even say I got to

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the nasty , I didn't go to work

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.

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I don't think I want to , I want to . That's

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a good beat up . That's

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a dare . Wait a minute , what

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is that ? Take a shot

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if you ever put your finger in a man's ass

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and he's like Wait

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a minute , did I get to

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see it ?

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There was a time in the past , everybody

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got a pass . Everybody got a pass , okay .

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It was hilarious .

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God tell these twins are crazy . Take

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a shot if you ever broke in a man's house

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. No , I ain't ever done

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that , no man .

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Take a shot . If you've ever stolen your mom's car

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, hell , nah , my mom ain't playing . Yeah

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, my mom beat me up today . I'm gonna get it with the

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later .

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I'm good , hell nah , take

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a shot if you ever talked about your friend behind

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their back .

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No , I don't play that fake shit .

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There , oh

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, wow , wow

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card .

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Oh , you got a wow card .

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Name the last four people you had sex

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with or take two shots , okay

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.

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Who is it ? It's you right , it's me

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. Oh yeah , okay

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, so do we supposed to be asking each other the

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question ? You're right .

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No , I guess the question goes for both of us .

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Okay , so we can relate with your name , okay so , yeah , you

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take my two sips , two big sips

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, cause

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no man Not

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doing that . Show

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a video of yourself doing a

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sexual act or take three shots .

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We gonna be good girl . Yes , man

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Quick .

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And it's so good Wow

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card .

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Record yourself hopping on one leg and barking like a dog

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. Then post it with the caption on your that's

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more like a dare right .

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Yeah , we just get that . We gonna skip that

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.

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Why do I keep getting these wow cards ?

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Okay , you get not all the wow cards .

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Let the closest pussy to you , so you were taking three

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shots

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.

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What .

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So I think that's you . Is

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that you ? Is that just you , since you pulled the card , or

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is it both of ?

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us . I think it's this

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, I don't know .

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How does it ? It didn't come

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with no U . Yeah , I hold it because this game

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really didn't come with no

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instructions , scrubs , since I think it's like one card that

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said you . But I was thinking like if you pulled the card and if you can relate

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or Like it's for both , right ? Yeah

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, that's what I was thinking . It's up

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in here . It's one card , whatever , I

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don't know

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. No , oh

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, my God , you don't like any of this . What

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it's like ? Huh , kids , the closest person

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next to you , or a tainted shot

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.

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This is a game that we play with a group of people .

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Right , this is a group game , but you

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don't want to be playing the whole podcast . That's hilarious

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.

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I need this game .

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I know .

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Wow card . Take a shot . Or call

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your baby mama , baby daddy and tell them how you feel . Take a shot , because

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I ain't trying to cut somebody out tonight , okay

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.

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Okay , wow

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card . Take

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a Risha Roulette shot . Mix light and dark

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. Oh no

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, man , we don't pass then because Pass , pass

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, pass .

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Look my no hands . Take a shot using your mouth

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only . I

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can't believe .

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I want to join you with that one .

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I guess we'll just use the oh , then I'm supposed to

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.

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Okay , we're going to put it in here , let me say , without

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your hands . Okay

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, exactly

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, I'm going to come out these

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heels , but I have to get comfortable , they're going

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to be like look at this little freak out .

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Okay , that's what I'm saying .

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Y'all , we got to do this .

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That wasn't hard , it

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wasn't . They probably got more in my back than you

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did in the shot , though Okay , let's see

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With

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it . Okay

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, take a shot , if you ever saw your fool

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stand Fooling yeah

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, yeah , of course .

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Yes , ma'am , take

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two shots . If you're a city girl , I

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am a city mother fucking girl .

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Sorry , yeah , my drink

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almost empty .

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That's why we got our own shishou and refilled it back

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. Let's

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see .

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Take two shots if you can't cook , because look the

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fuck , I can cook

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.

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Right , speaking

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of cooking , I know I have started , like you know , my

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podcast be my guest now and I was going to order something

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. But my boyfriend wants to cook . You know he's cousin . He

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wanted to cook pasta occasion , pasta wherever . Yeah

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, he's so good and I knew he was going

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to do something extra and fucking , he

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made it too spicy , but I like

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spicy food .

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Though you might like it , this is how it is to mother

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. I love spicy food .

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You got some hot ass Supposed

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to be cages .

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Okay .

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Take a shot if you ever had a three son with your best

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friend , no Best

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friend though . No

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.

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Take a shot if you ever mess with a mother and daughter or

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father and son .

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Not saying they tried , but I had her . Take

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a shot if you ever miss with a married person

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and their spouse no

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, I have not , but a lot of have you

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come to come ? Come at

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me , mary , couples , I do not

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understand . It Happens a

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lot .

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Take a shot if you ever had a butt plug suck

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in your ass . Oh

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man , it's the honest game . She's

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just lying .

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I bought me a butt plug when I was in New Orleans , did

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you ? Yeah , but I don't

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like them . I think I bought the wrong one . No

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man , it's on me . What's

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that mean of you ?

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I read it .

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Take a shot if you ever left home without rushing your teeth . Oh

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my God , I'm in one

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time I forgot I

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have . I'm an honest person , but I have left that house without rushing my teeth

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. But you know where I

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stopped and got me some toothpaste in the toothbrush .

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I mean , you know , taking my daughter to school in the morning . I got the car . Let

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me be honest , yeah .

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I have . I forgot

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how to rush in the work and I was like

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oh , my fucking God , I

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don't get out .

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Oh , I think it's me . Take

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a shot if you've ever spit in someone's food

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or drink . Oh no , I

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have a best disgusting .

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Right , it's

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like take a shot if you ever fuck before

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the money and never got it . That

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is funny , no

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way . But this one is a honey you don't want

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any and

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baby you can put in it . Work it .

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Take a shot if you ever use someone else's toothbrush

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? No , that's bad , it's spitting

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, it's nasty .

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No , dare I see the tongue ? No

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man , take

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a shot if you're into fifty

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shades of gray , type of six .

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That's a fucking loop .

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I only watched you into the girl For real

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. I

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don't say I'm into it , but I'm open . I'm

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very open-minded , so I'll be down and traveling yeah

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.

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Being tied up , and all that For real girl

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.

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Yeah , I'm

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freaking out , but this one .

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I have like a , I

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guess , a control fantasy type of thing . Okay

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, yeah . Because , I'm so independent

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in the real world

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like job , career , kids , mama

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. So in a bit I'm going to be

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controlled , so

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yeah , Okay , then Miscontrol

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. Oh , it's me , huh . Save

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your tipsy , take

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a shot . If you don't shave

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, no wax . Your private parts no

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wax .

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They say if you don't shave , if you don't shave or wax

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your private parts . If you don't , yeah

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, they say , take a shot . If you don't , if

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we don't , oh , yeah , yeah

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, I'm freaking

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like yeah , it's the alcohol , because

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I was like I'm on the wedding .

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We are in tipsy , it's okay , okay .

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Take a shot if you bought a house or a car this year .

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A board three-pointer car , a truck this year .

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He did what I did .

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Take a shot . You want to slap your mama ?

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No , Karisha

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crazy , take

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a shot . Have you ever missed with one of your parents

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, boyfriend or girlfriend behind their back ?

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No .

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Hell no .

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No , let's try . Then gross , take

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a shot , if you ever called off a wedding .

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Call off a wedding .

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I don't care .

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Take a shot of you ever got food catering

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, but pretend that you cooked it . I

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love to cook .

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Take a shot if your man got a little bit

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, or if you were the man with a little bit . My

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girl got a little bit .

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Take a shot if you believe in

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the poly , if

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you believe in it .

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If you believe in it .

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For real Believe in

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it .

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I'm very , I'm extremely open

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minded to a fault .

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I ain't against it . It's just when you say believe

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, believe

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in it , believe . I

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don't know , I don't just know . I

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don't , you

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wouldn't do it though . No , poly is the most popular right

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in the relationship . I'm very jealous . I

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don't like to share it . I

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don't see me doing it . I don't see me doing it . But to each

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his own . I can't do it . You do that .

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If the foundation is strong enough . The

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foundation has to be strong . The foundation

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has to be strong . Baby , I

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don't . The foundation will have to be strong . Second

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family one woman .

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Understand that woman , knowing

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she looks aggressive

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with her problem . I

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can see me in the girl fight . Baby , it's my turn

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.

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That's my turn . Take two shots if you are in a relationship with someone

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you know

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you shouldn't be with Okay

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, this

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is stupid .

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No , this is there . No . I

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want to smell somebody on pizza , some of

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these questions are kind of white , pretty

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sure . Take a shot

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if you never gave . Select gave

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or had , or six Take a

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shot if you never . If you haven't

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, if you never have .

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No , I think the instructor she was looking for .

19:05

Right . So

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there Another dare

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, a dare . I

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guess I'm on all the dares now . So we

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playing the right , they say everybody do

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get If you would

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like you drink , so

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yeah , Take

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a shot if you put someone else's credit card on

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your Uber account without them knowing no

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.

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Okay , okay

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, take

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a shot if you ever put candy in someone's

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gas tank . I haven't . I thought about

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it though .

19:45

I thought , about it .

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When are you up time ?

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Take a shot if you ever had to contact someone

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from a free text message app because they blocked

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you . No , I've had people

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contact me for free text message .

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You hear me how , if you hear me there

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? Nope , not today , they're

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not today , they're

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down . So we're in the dare section

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. Take

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a shot , if you ever been arrested , I'm

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going to refill my glass because it's down .

20:28

It is signed for a refill

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. Okay , do

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I need some more ice ? I'll

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get the glass , okay

20:38

.

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Dab with a peach snob . There you

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go . Okay

20:46

, baby

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, this game is some serious . They've

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been in it . In

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a minute let's start

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on this interview .

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A little bit more chamomile . I'm

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not driving .

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So you're good , you got the driver

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, and

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there we are . Okay , who

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turned ?

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the s ? I don't know

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, I don't know

21:27

.

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I don't know . Take a shot if you ever sucked that man's

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nipple or if you are a man who likes

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to snipple , sucked . I

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don't know .

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Suck the nipple , please

21:46

, my man .

21:48

Baby likes to snipple

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, sucked . Take a shot if you're on birth control or if your main

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bitch is on birth control . I

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mean , I don't have any

21:58

durs though , tmi

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. I'm not a driver or a shooter

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. I'm

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sorry , I was just . I was just wising around

22:10

.

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I'll let you pull them , I'll let you

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pull them . Go ahead and pull

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them , baby . Okay , take

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a shot

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. Take a shot if you ever fuck someone and then

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turn around and fuck their friend . Let

22:27

me just go bake in my 20s . Let me see I'm

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trying to bake . Yeah

22:34

, I did .

22:35

Give a mind on 41 , now 20s

22:38

military Come on now .

22:39

I did some shit .

22:41

I'm not ashamed of who I was , Huh

22:43

at all . Take

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a shot if you ever turn the trick for less than $500

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or if you trick off for less than

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$500 .

22:56

I have it . I am , and

22:58

y'all know it , back in my life . Yes

23:00

, I have done my thing , so yes , let's

23:03

say everybody got a pass .

23:06

Yes , ma'am , take

23:13

a shot if you like your so-sook , or you like suckin'

23:16

so-so I like my so-sook , I don't like my

23:18

feet , but my man don't like suckin' , so-so when

23:22

I go get pedicure I'm holding a chair like this For

23:24

real . I don't like my feet being in

23:26

the chair like I don't Take

23:32

a shot if you be going to the airport with

23:35

your bond of the do-rag one .

23:36

No , never had I go to the airport like this Okay

23:40

, do you hear me ? Okay , I'm gonna let

23:42

you put the last one , then we're gonna start on the interview

23:44

, okay , so take

23:48

a shot if you have a

23:50

sugar mama or sugar daddy . No , I do not have them . No , but I have

23:52

had , I have had , I have had , I have had , I have had , I have had I have

23:55

had . I have had , I have had , I have had , I have had

23:58

, I have had , I have had . It's not my life anymore

24:00

, no game .

24:01

Then , though

24:05

, Take

24:08

a shot . If you had to do something for money that you

24:10

would take to the grave baby .

24:13

You , son of a mother , had to take it , take to the grave .

24:15

No , because I'm not ashamed of nothing I've done . So I

24:17

wouldn't have taken anything to the grave .

24:20

Okay , so we're gonna wrap that up . Okay

24:22

, y'all we done with the game , so we're gonna wrap up the interview

24:24

, our second half , which is the

24:26

questions of

24:29

the interview . Oh baby , I feel good

24:31

. I need my money . I gotta mess this

24:34

. Who's on this ? Lippin'

24:37

? Yes , pass

24:39

me there , right there .

24:43

Oh , excuse me , I didn't want to throw this shit here . I got down all

24:45

this . Let's go Get right there . Okay , so I have seven , I have seven , I have

24:47

seven , I have seven , I have seven , I have seven , I have seven , I have

24:49

seven , I have seven

24:51

, I have seven .

24:53

I have seven questions that I ask

24:55

all my guests . So let's

24:58

start off my interview , which are what

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are your pronouns , what's your merits and status ? Do you

25:02

have kids ? If so , how many ? Where are

25:04

you originally from , what's your occupation , what's

25:06

your zodiac sign and how old are you ? You

25:08

don't have to tell your exact age if you don't want

25:10

to .

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Okay . So , starting with your pronouns

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, she , her , well , she

25:15

and her .

25:15

Okay , what's your merits and status

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?

25:18

I am not married , but

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in a relationship . I'm in a serious , committed

25:22

relationship , okay .

25:25

Do you have kids , so how many ?

25:27

Yes , I have three .

25:29

Okay , where you originally from

25:31

.

25:31

I am originally from the country of Clarksdale

25:34

, Arkansas , in between

25:36

Sirle and Jericho .

25:37

Okay , what's

25:40

your zodiac sign ?

25:41

I'm an Aries .

25:43

Aries , they don't have . And

25:45

how old are you ? I am 41 . And

25:47

don't look Shit 40 . Nothing

25:50

, nothing At all . Okay

25:52

. So , girl , let's jump

25:54

into this interview . Okay

25:56

, is self-care important to you , and why

25:58

?

25:59

Yes , self-care is important to me because if I'm

26:01

not okay , people around me aren't okay

26:03

. So

26:05

, younger I didn't . Really you don't

26:07

take self-care seriously when you're younger , but the older

26:09

I get , the more mature I get . I realize

26:12

that if I'm not okay , my kids ain't okay , the

26:14

household not okay .

26:15

So self-care is very important to me .

26:18

That's very true , okay .

26:24

And I did ask you your occupations , right .

26:26

No occupation Human resources for

26:28

the last 17 years . Okay .

26:33

Also , what else are you involved

26:35

in ?

26:37

I am an actress .

26:38

Actress yes , ma'am .

26:40

I am an actress .

26:41

Do you hear me ?

26:42

In real life , like for real Real life Okay

26:45

, so you act Okay .

26:47

So what does family mean to you

26:50

?

26:51

Family means a lot to me . I love my

26:53

family . I

26:55

have a small but close family

26:57

on my mom and dad's side of the family and , of course

27:00

, my children . Family

27:02

means a lot to me , but I'm also

27:04

one of those who , if need be , family can

27:06

be cut off if that makes sense , because

27:08

my peace means the most to me . I love my family

27:10

as long as we're peaceful

27:13

.

27:13

Right Agree , 100%

27:15

. Yeah . What does family come from ? Does

27:19

having so many jobs or husband

27:21

ever affect your relationship , now

27:25

or past ?

27:27

Yeah , because I'm very

27:29

, very career-oriented and career-driven

27:31

. I think I get there from my mom

27:34

and my dad and

27:37

whenever I have a passion , whether it's HR

27:39

or acting , I take

27:41

it serious , so it can affect it because

27:43

you're so driven to perfect

27:45

it . So yeah

27:47

, it can affect it Time-wise

27:50

Right Is

27:52

acting .

27:52

A dream , though , is it

27:55

a main goal .

27:56

Acting is what

27:58

I want to retire doing

28:00

. I love human resources . I've been doing it for 17 years

28:02

, but now that I've picked back up

28:04

my true passion , that's

28:07

what I want to do .

28:09

Tell me more about your human resource

28:12

HR .

28:13

So I was in the Navy for five

28:16

years . I was in IT , didn't like I mean

28:18

, didn't really like computer things . I'm over a people person

28:20

. So when I got out I went

28:22

directly to human resources . I've been in

28:24

human resources since 2005 , 2006 .

28:28

Well damn , you gotta love it , I do .

28:31

Because I'm a people person and I'm more of the type

28:33

of human resource Like , look at me , I don't look

28:35

like a typical . They call me the tatted HR

28:37

lady because I love

28:39

it , because I'm able to relate to people better

28:42

than most human resources . People . Because when you think

28:44

HR you think stuffy , mean

28:46

my office hours are . I'm not like

28:48

that . If I'm in a warehouse I'm on the floor with

28:51

everybody , if , no matter what

28:53

the occupation is , I'm in the midst of

28:55

the employees so they can feel comfortable

28:57

with me , so I can be the bridge between

29:00

employee and their manager . So that's why I

29:02

love it , because I'm a people person . I love helping

29:04

people as well as benefiting the company . So

29:06

it's just been my thing and it stuck with

29:08

me . I started entry level and

29:10

now I'm at singing level , so I

29:13

love it . I do .

29:14

Yeah , yeah , you've been in there

29:16

for a long time , a long time .

29:18

And I don't think I can break a job for that long .

29:21

You have to love it , love

29:24

what you do , because I

29:26

have never worked a job probably the same . Probably

29:30

after a good three years I'll be ready for something

29:32

else I'll do it . Yeah , I changed so

29:34

much and I hate it . I'm still trying

29:40

to figure out what is

29:42

that ? As far as what

29:44

I want to do , I know what I'm good at . I do it a

29:46

lot as far as the

29:48

acting , the bartending

29:51

, but it's still like I

29:53

feel like it's

29:56

not it I want to do , so much .

29:58

You want to figure out your niche . I went through a part

30:00

of life to where I was asking

30:02

God like what ? What am I good

30:04

at Like what is ? What's my purpose

30:06

? I guess , and that's when

30:08

I realized that I'm so

30:10

good at human resources . Like I know that sound crazy

30:13

, but I'm good at it , so I feel like

30:15

that's part of my purpose . And

30:17

this acting thing has went so quickly

30:19

in a year's time that I know it

30:21

has to be part of my purpose , because God has put

30:24

me in so many rooms with people , so many opportunities

30:26

in a year .

30:28

That's unheard of . I've been watching them

30:30

say you've been working your ass off . See

30:32

you do one project , jump off to the next project

30:34

. I'm like damn , she worked her ass off

30:36

from stage , plays the movies behind

30:38

the scenes , doing them things . It has to be that's my

30:41

purpose .

30:43

So , and it takes a minute to figure out , because I

30:45

was like what is my purpose ? God

30:49

?

30:49

what am I ?

30:49

supposed to be doing , like what am I good at ? Because

30:51

I see , you know you compare yourself to people you don't

30:53

try to like here . This person over here

30:55

doing this , that person doing this .

30:57

What am I supposed to be doing ?

30:59

And the whole time you doing it , so the whole time

31:01

you're doing it . You just got to get

31:04

that mind frame . Of this is what

31:06

I'm supposed to be doing .

31:08

And I think me my thing would

31:11

give enough , like I'll start something

31:13

, I give up , and I think that

31:16

comes from , like I said , my boyfriend not having support

31:18

growing up .

31:19

And you know what I'm saying .

31:20

So now I

31:22

just they stuck with me like never having

31:24

support , you know , and now like I

31:26

feel like I'm always wishing them now I'm not bad

31:28

myself because I had my voice , but

31:30

it just I don't know . Like I said , it's just

31:32

some stuff . Just stick with you from child

31:34

.

31:35

Child's a trauma .

31:36

Yeah , but you

31:38

know you'll get a . I'm

31:41

still doing my thing while figuring

31:43

out if the same time . So

31:45

back to you , girl . So we know you

31:47

are a hardworking woman and we're mini heads . On

31:49

top of all the jobs , you

31:53

still have to be a mother . You see your grandmother

31:56

in a relationship . How do you balance all

31:58

of it ? Good job , because baby

32:00

.

32:00

It is a lot .

32:01

I know .

32:03

And my two .

32:03

I have two grown kids but they're still my kids Right

32:06

.

32:06

And I have the 11 year old and my grandbaby . And

32:09

it's tough , especially now that I've added

32:11

on the acting , because even with stage plays I'm constantly

32:13

rehearsing throughout the week . I'm rehearsing

32:16

weekends , I'm feeling on the weekends , so it's tough

32:18

. I rely a lot on them to

32:21

help me balance . But one thing I

32:23

will say I'm still in their kitchen because I love to cook

32:25

and that's my

32:27

piece , my piece from everything

32:29

else , my piece from HR acting

32:31

, the kids , my relationship is the

32:34

kitchen . I love to cook . So , I'm still

32:36

cooked . But they help me . My

32:38

grown daughter . She helps me balance with

32:40

my 11 year old . My son helps me keep

32:43

her when he's not doing anything and of course

32:45

, my girlfriend she helps out tremendously

32:47

. So they're my balance . If it wasn't

32:49

for them I probably wouldn't . They're understanding

32:52

and that makes the balancing

32:54

part easier .

32:55

Amen , amen to that Babe

33:00

, when I tell you answering the shit out of these

33:02

questions , oh no , professionally Okay

33:08

. So how did the acting thing come

33:10

about ? Is this something you always want to do , or is this something

33:12

you just stepped your foot into and you

33:14

decided , oh my God , I love this , and it just took

33:16

off .

33:17

So shout out to Marion

33:19

, junior high patriot .

33:21

Oh .

33:21

Marion , my drama teacher

33:23

, miss Steel , my favorite teacher of all time

33:25

. I was in drama from 7th

33:28

grade to 12th grade and I did plays

33:31

. My first play , just Desserts Again shout

33:33

out to Miss Steel and it

33:35

stuck with me . At a young age my mom

33:37

always told me that I was always a little actress

33:39

and I've always been someone who was

33:41

not afraid of people . She said kindergarten

33:44

, I walked in a classroom , went to the back side of the plane

33:46

and all the kids surrounded me and I was like , okay , mama , bye

33:48

, you can go . So

33:51

I always had that mind frame and

33:53

did it in junior high , high school , loved it , went

33:56

to the military , started having kids

33:58

, had my first marriage , your passion

34:00

, go what ? To the wayside , because now you got to

34:02

do what take care of kids , take care of family . So I stopped

34:04

and then about

34:07

a year ago about

34:09

a year and a half about a year ago now , I

34:12

started being the model slash brand

34:14

ambassador for D Carfash and shout out to . Tawanda

34:16

, d Carfash and West Memphis Kroger

34:18

Shopping Center . She

34:21

knew my passion , she knew what I wanted to do because me and her

34:23

had talked about it , so she tagged

34:26

me . No , she sent me a message of

34:28

someone's post Andre Vady , the director

34:30

of Where's my Ring . She sent me his post

34:32

saying that he was looking for , he was having a casting call , and

34:35

I was like , oh , I don't know . So I hit him up

34:37

, we met . I went

34:39

to the reading . He talked to everybody

34:41

. The next day he called me . He was like how

34:43

much of an , how big of a role

34:45

do you want ?

34:46

in this production .

34:47

I said don't matter . I said big or small

34:50

, I could be an extra . I just want to start

34:52

you know , so we set

34:54

a time to meet . I read some of the script and

34:56

he gave me the lead role to where I was on stage the

34:58

entire time . That's my first place since junior

35:01

high , since 1998 . You

35:03

feel me .

35:03

And that was my first place in junior high as well

35:05

. Me and my boyfriend my boyfriend have never been to a play , so

35:07

this is actually first place , and

35:09

when I tell you that play was everything , we laughed

35:12

through the entire play and she did her

35:14

damn thing . Thank you , that

35:16

was a good as play , thank you .

35:17

That's where it started . And from there , or

35:20

previous to that , about a few months before

35:22

that , I was in a movie . Shout out to Tanisha McKinney

35:24

Bay County . Baby , it should

35:26

be coming out 2024 . We

35:28

did that , and then I stopped for a while , and

35:30

then where's my ring came about . And since where's

35:32

my ring , it's like it's been opportunity

35:35

after jazz , it just , and

35:37

I felt like it happened overnight , where people are calling

35:40

me , contacting me , and it's

35:42

been , it's been the best

35:44

thing ever , and it's just , and it's not stopping

35:46

. I have so many things that I'm working on , so

35:48

many things coming up , so 2024

35:51

is going to be extremely jam packed .

35:53

I already have 2024 planned out as

35:55

far as things that I'm in so far , so

35:57

it's crazy Look at

36:00

God , look at God , and

36:03

of course I see you know I'm saying you

36:05

do your thing on Facebook with the fans and , like you just say

36:07

, you brand ambassador . As

36:09

we see her now dressed

36:11

up what do you love most about

36:13

fashion ?

36:15

Everything because I'm me . I've

36:17

always marched

36:21

to be my own drum . I've always dressed

36:24

how I wanted to dress and not tried to dress

36:26

like what's

36:28

popping or what's out . I just do me , and

36:30

I've been that way again since I was a little girl . My mom

36:32

tells me she was like I've always been this way . So

36:35

fashion and that's what I honestly thought

36:37

I was going to do with my life was going to be a fashion designer

36:39

or someone I like to dress people . I

36:41

have friends now that are calling me my birthday coming

36:43

up or I need to what look . Should I

36:45

do it what ? Because they know

36:47

that it's like oh girl , do ABC , that's what

36:50

I love it . So everything about fashion

36:52

, just being able to express myself through

36:54

fashion , which is also art .

36:56

It's always been me through my weeks telling me ballhead

36:58

tomorrow with a wig on at night I

37:01

said you have the weeds from

37:04

the fashion of the way to shoes that

37:06

the outfit on it all be

37:08

doing it , and I love fashion as well

37:10

. So let

37:13

me see how

37:24

do you go about stepping

37:26

things that you cannot change ?

37:29

That's hard for me . I'm not a perfectionist

37:31

, so to speak , but

37:34

I feel like there's always a way that you can change

37:36

certain in my head . That

37:39

what makes it hard because in my head I feel like , well

37:41

, but I can still change this

37:43

up until the point where it

37:45

could give me anxiety no lies , because

37:48

I feel like where there's a will , there's

37:50

a way , and I know some things can't be changed

37:52

, Some things are out of your hand and everything happened for a reason

37:54

. I know all of that , but still

37:56

I

38:00

guess I'm somewhat of control freak over my

38:02

life and my destiny so I feel like I

38:04

can always do something to change it

38:06

. So it's hard for me

38:08

when I get to that point , but okay , I

38:10

can't , and that's a hard pill

38:13

for me to swallow when it comes to anything .

38:19

What motivates you to keep going when you feel like giving

38:21

up ?

38:21

My kids , my children , my

38:25

three my and my grandmother . Yep

38:27

.

38:33

You said you did five years in the Navy , right

38:35

? How was that experience ? I had a cousin who was

38:37

in the Navy as well .

38:38

I ain't gonna lie , I had a blast

38:40

and the only reason that I got out was because

38:43

I was married at the time

38:45

to my son's father and the war

38:47

started in Iraq right after 9 11

38:49

started . You know , we're

38:51

at war for two years after 9 11 and

38:54

I went ahead and got out because they wanted both of

38:56

us to go overseas and

38:58

I was like I'm not leaving my kids . At that point I

39:00

had Jordan and I think Jordan was

39:02

two towers , maybe one , and

39:04

they wanted both of us on a boat to go overseas

39:07

. I'm like nah , so I got out

39:09

, he stayed in and then we had a divorce

39:11

anyway . So , yeah

39:14

, I loved it . I'm

39:16

a Navy brat . My dad did 30 years my

39:18

little brother's active duty . Right now he

39:20

just made first class pay

39:22

off the shout out to my brother . He's

39:24

stationed in San Diego , my little brother , so

39:27

it's in me , I'm a

39:29

Navy family .

39:32

What do you love most about acting ?

39:35

Being able to be another character , being able to

39:37

show a different

39:40

someone that I wouldn't be in real life

39:42

, someone that I wouldn't , that

39:45

I would never think to be in real life

39:47

. Some of these roles I played like who

39:50

I wouldn't be , and that's what I love about it being

39:52

able to transform into somebody else . That's

39:55

like a therapy for me . All right

39:57

yeah .

40:00

Have you ever been asked to

40:02

do something or had to play a role that made

40:04

you uncomfortable while on set or play ?

40:07

Not yet . But I do know that

40:09

there's

40:13

certain roles I won't play for certain directors

40:15

because I don't feel like it would be worth it for

40:18

me if that makes sense . But I

40:20

do know that eventually I'm going

40:22

to be in a scene where I may be doing . A

40:24

to Z and it's going to happen .

40:25

Right .

40:26

And I'm an actress . So guess what I do with

40:28

it . I'm going to push through .

40:29

Period . I'm

40:31

going to push through and make it happen and

40:33

make it look real as possible .

40:34

Do you hear me , do you ?

40:36

hear me honey .

40:38

You make me want to start back doing my acting you should

40:40

. Baby , I started , I

40:42

stopped , I go , I stop and

40:44

now I start this high .

40:45

I can't . You're going to have time

40:47

. You don't want to talk ?

40:49

Girl , I have time . We're going to make time

40:51

.

40:51

We should do skits That'd be so cute Of course

40:53

that I'd be down for honey .

40:56

Okay , so do

40:58

we have a favorite actor or would

41:00

like to work without Favorite

41:02

producer or movie director ?

41:05

My favorite actress

41:08

. I have two . Teraji and Kari

41:10

Washington are my favorite two actresses . My

41:15

favorite actor

41:18

is probably

41:20

Denzel and

41:22

of course I wanna work with Tyler Perry , of course

41:24

.

41:26

I wanna work with Tyler Perry Since day one .

41:28

As far as I wanna

41:30

do a , I

41:33

wanna do something with , of course , oprah .

41:35

Yes .

41:36

Because I feel like that's the dream

41:38

.

41:38

Yes , man , all the best , the black dream , yes

41:40

man , tyler Perry and Oprah Winfrey , that's the African .

41:42

American dream .

41:43

Hell , yeah , yeah , those two . So

41:47

let me see , let's get into some more

41:49

things , let's

41:52

go , let me see , hold

41:56

up . What do you see yourself ? What do you see yourself

41:58

acting ? Career in five years .

42:01

Five years . Hopefully we won't be living in Arkansas

42:03

to the scene anymore in five years

42:05

.

42:05

I know I won't .

42:06

Because I love the area of it . I

42:09

love the opportunities that Mrs has given me

42:11

and will continue to give me , but

42:14

I want to act in other places

42:17

as well . So , hopefully , move to another

42:19

state and being

42:21

on a major network In a series

42:23

or a

42:26

movie that hits a big screen Not

42:28

only do I want that , I know what's gonna happen .

42:30

Right , of course , speak that , speak into it . It's

42:33

gonna happen , because I feel it yes man .

42:34

I feel it in my spirit Because things are happening so quickly

42:36

for me . I feel it in my spirit . So yeah

42:38

, I wanna be on

42:41

a major network in a series . That's what I really wanna do

42:43

.

42:44

Yes , man . Okay , let's

42:46

say , a day came where you had to be at work but

42:48

also had to be on set of a film Film the

42:51

same day and time . Which job are

42:53

you choosing and why ?

42:54

So this is the thing here right Shout

42:58

out to my job because I work

43:01

from home and from office , so I work

43:03

hybrid .

43:03

Okay .

43:04

And being that I'm a manager , I

43:06

can kinda pick and choose , so I don't think that

43:08

there ever be a time that I would have

43:10

to be like that . I gotta be on set because

43:13

I'm a choose set , because as long as I

43:15

got that laptop with me Right . I

43:17

can log in and do what you need me to do . Okay , so

43:20

I'm gonna choose that set .

43:22

Period Like

43:25

we getting on through these things and it's getting through

43:27

all , most of them .

43:29

I know we doing good .

43:30

I know Okay

43:33

, so let's get into

43:35

some little person .

43:36

Okay .

43:40

Let me see when was I . So

43:45

when you started dating women

43:47

, was there hearts ? Was

43:56

there heart explaining to

43:58

your children ?

44:01

No , that was baby . So literally

44:03

I was

44:07

the Navy , me

44:09

and my ex husband had separated . Before

44:11

it was my son's father and

44:14

after him I immediately jump

44:16

into a relationship with a woman . Not immediately , that sounds

44:18

bad , but like I started

44:21

going out to the gate clubs because I had a

44:23

female friend of mine Seals

44:25

, we can buy last night's military . She oh , but

44:28

yeah , yeah . So

44:30

I went to the gate close with

44:33

her and started coming more into

44:35

myself , ended

44:38

up in a relationship with the woman that was like

44:40

14 years older than me .

44:43

Yeah .

44:45

And my kids were , like I said , with me

44:47

and him , separated . They were one

44:50

and two , Jordan was two , ty was

44:52

one . So them

44:55

see me with a woman wasn't really anything

44:58

that was newer or different to them . And

45:01

then they were in

45:04

that lifestyle with me because that's

45:07

what all I was in the military in Virginia . Even

45:09

when I got out of the military I stayed in Virginia , meaning

45:12

I wasn't around any of my family , my biological

45:14

family , that's . When I told her I joined the house . I

45:16

had a gay family , so that's all they saw

45:19

was you know . So , of

45:22

course , they knew man , woman

45:24

, but they also knew what their mother was

45:26

. They want to shame of it , right ? So it's

45:28

never been a time where I had to explain it to them , and

45:30

even with Kendall , like I moved back down

45:32

here in 2011 . And

45:35

I thought I was hiding

45:37

from my family because I had been up north for

45:39

so long , so they didn't see it , it went in their face and

45:41

every time they would come to visit me and my ex , we

45:44

had a three bedroom house , so the

45:46

guest room would be my bedroom , so they would think we were sleeping

45:48

apart . But Jordan knew it the whole

45:50

time .

45:51

So it wasn't a big thing for your family .

45:53

No , because they , my mom , like I was waiting for you to say it because

45:56

, like I said , they weren't stupid Right .

45:58

Because parents are always turning out

46:00

Right and I have such an open father .

46:02

My dad is so open

46:05

to where . I've never hidden

46:08

anything from my dad . He's always been a person

46:10

. I could tell anything to my mama . She had me

46:12

scared . But

46:15

my dad , I could tell my dad anything . So , no

46:17

, I thankfully , thank God

46:19

I didn't go through that process

46:22

of my family not approving

46:25

of my lifestyle Because they know Tim going

46:27

to be Tim . I've always been me Right , and that's one

46:29

thing . In my family my mom , my cousin , said they admire

46:31

about me that I'm going to be me because I was like who like it

46:33

and who don't like it . But that's how it's raised . My mom

46:36

raised me that way , to be strong , like that . So

46:38

, yeah , like with the baby girl , she , she

46:40

knows what it is and what it ain't , but she

46:42

is in there . It's 2023 .

46:44

These kids know more than we know

46:46

Martin's here and I asked

46:48

that . I answered it . You don't say something . It's because

46:51

I

46:53

see a lot of people on my face , on my

46:55

face time for our friends that don't agree

46:57

. You know what I'm saying with telling

47:01

your kids , talking to your kids , explaining

47:03

to your kids . But you know what I'm saying . Everybody has so

47:05

much to say about this lifestyle

47:08

when it comes to kids . You know so

47:10

and I'm going through my own experience with you . Know

47:12

my boyfriend , he has a child as well . So

47:14

it's just as I

47:16

ask people . I just want to get you know I'm saying different opinions

47:19

.

47:19

I feel like if we don't , the world is of

47:21

course we don't ? They're going to go to school .

47:23

Right .

47:24

Some other kid or somebody . Parents are talking for their kids , or

47:26

you know such and such mama .

47:27

She like women or her daddy , like you know what I'm saying

47:29

.

47:30

So , if we don't talk to them , the

47:32

world's going to talk to them . So one thing about

47:35

my children , especially

47:37

my grown ones , and I have a lot of people that don't agree with my parenting

47:39

style . I'm a very open person

47:41

, I'm an open parent , I'm

47:43

very open with my children and I'm open with

47:45

my children because that gives them the opportunity

47:47

to always be open with me . My kids know

47:49

they don't have to hide anything from me . They can tell me

47:52

anything , we can talk about anything and

47:54

they do just that . It

47:57

was stuff I don't like . Girl , come on Too much , Right

47:59

. But

48:02

I love that about them because I know they're

48:04

not going to go to someone else and get the wrong

48:06

thing . They're going to always come to me about it

48:08

. So I'm very real . I'm a realistic

48:10

ass parent .

48:11

And that's good . That's good . You know what I'm

48:13

saying . You know

48:15

what I'm saying . Your

48:17

child should be a certain age before you tell them certain

48:20

things .

48:24

Honestly , I don't even I've

48:27

seen . I

48:29

have an aunt as a teacher and

48:32

some of the things I'm kids talk about in first and

48:34

second grade I feel like there's . If

48:37

your child is at the point , they understand . Talk

48:40

to them .

48:40

Right and the way the word is now

48:43

if you don't , somebody else going to talk to them about it

48:45

. It's going to be on social media , or cartoon or something

48:47

, or text on the phone or text .

48:48

Okay , right , we're going to find this somewhere . Right

48:50

, you're going to get the being in cartoons as much as

48:52

it is now , but again that's putting it in your kid's

48:54

face . So if you don't talk to them , they're going to get the wrong understanding

48:56

about it All right , do you hear me ?

48:59

Do you have any regrets ?

49:06

Sometimes I wish I would have stayed in the military longer

49:08

, but then again I'm like nah , because

49:10

then I wouldn't have been me . Not

49:15

really , because I'm not ashamed of anything

49:17

. I've done Everything that I've done

49:20

was done for a reason and it was supposed to happen

49:22

how it happened . For that reason .

49:23

All right . So if you can go back and change

49:25

one thing in your past , you want to

49:27

change anything ? And

49:31

if you will , why would you change it ?

49:34

I honestly don't think so , because I'm again

49:36

. I want those people who I don't

49:38

. Everything that has happened happened

49:40

for a reason , happened the way it was

49:42

supposed to happen . So I don't want I'm not one to want to rewrite history

49:45

, even the bad stuff . If

49:47

the bad stuff wouldn't have happened , it wouldn't have made me

49:49

who I am today . It wouldn't have given me

49:51

the strength that I have today to

49:53

overcome some of the battles that I may have today . You know

49:55

.

49:55

No .

49:56

No , not really .

49:59

Do you think I'll be in cheat ? Yeah

50:01

?

50:04

No , I'm saying no , no , yeah

50:06

.

50:07

I'll be in some and I didn't

50:09

used to . I didn't used

50:12

to .

50:12

I do . I feel like . I

50:16

feel like all men either cheaters or thought

50:19

about cheaters . They can't anymore . When I

50:21

say can't anymore because they don't say I'm letting

50:23

out old , you know what I'm saying ? Some stupid shit like that , Right

50:25

. I

50:27

feel like if given the opportunity , they will . It

50:30

may not be something that they set out to do , but

50:33

if given the opportunity I

50:35

think they will . Yeah , but women

50:37

too , I would say . What about women , Hell ?

50:39

yeah , yeah . You think

50:41

people can be with just one

50:43

person ? I know it can be done For the rest of their

50:45

life Forever . You

50:50

think , you think you

50:53

think super people can be married forever

50:55

. You know what I'm saying , and not cheat , not do

50:58

anything .

50:58

I feel like the only way that can happen is

51:00

if they both they both have

51:02

very open mindsets . And

51:05

when I say open mindsets , I mean they both

51:07

know that if it's getting dry

51:09

, let's spice it up . Whether it be a threesome

51:12

, whether it be well , they

51:14

have the case , as long as they're open and honest

51:16

. I believe so . But you're going to have to keep it spicy

51:18

and keep it open and honest and know okay

51:21

, baby , I'm getting bored , we got to do something . Baby

51:23

, you know what I'm saying and I believe

51:25

in that type of openness in a relationship . We

51:27

were just talking about that earlier . Just be open and honest

51:30

to the point where , if something is going

51:32

wrong , let's figure out a fix so that we can make it last

51:34

. So who's saying this ? Is it this forever ? We

51:36

got to make sure that we're open and honest to where

51:39

, if somebody wants something or wants to change

51:41

something , we got to be open and honest enough

51:43

to at least entertain the thought to

51:45

keep us going . You know what I'm saying . So I believe it's possible

51:47

, but you just have to have the type of openness

51:50

and honesty and that motherfucker , because if you don't , yeah

51:56

, I don't know .

51:59

I do not know when it comes to forever

52:02

.

52:02

Really .

52:03

Yeah , I used to have hope . You know what I'm saying

52:05

? I

52:08

just for one . Now I

52:10

just believe all men cheat and

52:14

I just don't see , like I

52:17

don't say for me Spence , but just what

52:19

. Certain people like I have a family

52:21

. I

52:24

have a great aunt and a great uncle . Well

52:27

, they married . They don't cheat but they're married

52:29

. They've been married forever . But they stay in the same home

52:32

. They just sleep different sleeping

52:34

different . I

52:38

feel like if it gets to that point like you know

52:40

what I'm saying , we got to sleep in different and we're

52:45

not having sex , or it's over with . Yeah

52:47

, like .

52:48

But they , they're content yeah .

52:51

They go when they want something like a family event . They've

52:53

come together , you know , but

52:55

you never see .

52:58

I don't want content , I won't . I

53:00

want us to be , in our sentence , still spicy

53:03

, that's why the light , the candle still

53:05

lit ? But that that's gonna take but

53:07

it's both .

53:07

People have to be like yeah , I'm gonna say one person

53:09

came back and that's gonna be .

53:10

No , both of y'all gotta have that mindset both

53:13

of y'all , don't .

53:14

It ain't gonna work . It's not gonna work Because

53:17

that's just being content and I don't want to be content . I want

53:19

to be , and I know you're not gonna be happy all the time . That's

53:21

not real .

53:21

Yeah , no , cuz it mean being perfect , ain't nobody .

53:25

But I don't want to be just content either

53:27

. Now

53:30

I want to want you , even on days . I don't

53:32

want you , I still want you .

53:34

You know , I'm saying yeah , and

53:36

half a time . Maybe . The the business , the money

53:38

that keeps people tied up , the stuff they got

53:41

together they don't marriage a contract

53:43

Do you hear me business ?

53:45

Yeah , sure you don't like to hear that , but it is

53:48

it is yeah , he is yeah

53:50

, I don't . I just don't want to be content , I want to be like

53:52

I said , even if I'm mad at you . I want . I would still

53:54

know that I love you and want you , mad or not .

53:59

What's something about yourself ? You

54:01

feel like you feel needs a little work

54:03

.

54:05

Um , and I've been working on it

54:07

. I'm too nice . I'm

54:09

too nice , and it's gotten so much

54:12

better since I turned 40 . Um

54:15

, I used to be a yes girl . You too god

54:18

, and that's so draining until you don't have to

54:20

feel me . And

54:22

I'm not anymore . I'm not anymore , um

54:24

, I'm not where I want to be , but

54:27

I'm not where I was either

54:29

, like I'm

54:31

not , um . So yeah , that's

54:33

one thing that I want to continue to work on being a yes

54:35

girl , knowing how to say no , and

54:37

not because I'll put myself , I'll

54:39

hurt myself , to make sure everybody else around me is happy .

54:41

My boyfriend , that's him . I

54:44

hate it . And me , this , I was

54:46

me . Oh my god . Yes

54:49

, loving sweetheart , can't , even we don't

54:51

want to do it , it can be something simple as

54:53

can you come take , can you come do ?

54:56

And I've been breaking my neck . Yeah , okay

54:58

, yeah , okay , let me , let me figure this out . Let me , nah

55:01

, not anymore . Yeah , I

55:03

can't do it . Why ? Because I can't right , and

55:05

stop explaining myself to people exactly

55:07

. I have to learn that , whether it's my job

55:09

, whether it's whoever it is , Right if

55:12

I say no , that's that I don't . I don't need to give you

55:14

an explanation , because I said so and

55:16

that's what I'm working on .

55:17

Period . Well , honey , this I'm not here

55:19

to work up behind this . Oh , I didn't work on it and

55:21

got out now , in terms of mean girl , I'm

55:24

so mean , I'm mean now . But uh

55:26

, yeah , digit , like you said

55:28

this , it fuck me up . You know , I'm saying just

55:30

being nice , being kind of hearty , getting

55:32

walked over , always there

55:34

for everybody , nobody's , it's draining , it's

55:37

it's raining .

55:38

Oh my god , I think who you are , then who

55:40

left for you ?

55:41

Right ? Who's left for you ? Who won't take care ?

55:43

of you so .

55:44

I guess I self care .

55:48

No , I'm learning , I'm getting better . I used to be terrible baby

55:51

.

55:52

Well , you guys , we have come

55:55

to the end of this interview . I

55:57

have enjoyed this interview and the time

55:59

has rolled . It's almost an hour in . Is

56:01

it really ? Yeah , 54

56:04

, 54 years , oh , wow

56:06

, yes man we are they were . I say , honey , once

56:08

the camera star , honey , we get to talking . For you know We've

56:10

been an hour hour , but

56:12

I have enjoyed this video . This has been a great

56:14

interview and my girl has

56:16

answered every question professionally

56:19

, did look like a boss

56:21

, act like a boss , talk

56:23

like a boss . So , girl , do you have

56:25

anything that you want to let the people

56:28

know what you have working on ?

56:29

Yeah , make sure y'all follow me on social media . Yes ma'am

56:32

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56:42

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56:44

and 21st . You can get the link , um

56:47

, and my cash out on my facebook

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and instagram pages . I'm

56:52

also working on two , two

56:54

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56:58

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57:51

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57:56

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58:11

, girl , if you look behind your chair , I have your gift , I

58:13

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58:16

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58:18

. I have . You got two of them , because one I can put all

58:20

this stuff in one bag . So

58:22

, I know , girl , I don't I

58:25

just you know what you say . But

58:28

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