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So I get pregnant. And
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my ex had said that
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it was really important to him that
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at my age, which was mid to
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late thirties, that I should
0:24
want to start getting pregnant or thinking about
0:26
that. And you know, I'm a smart
0:28
businesswoman, and maybe it was just
0:30
out of love, but what
0:33
was the rush. I was launching a cocktail.
0:35
I was launching Skinny Girl. That's why I ended up
0:38
unexpectedly having a pregnant belly
0:40
and I'd have to go to liquor signings in
0:42
stores. I mean, I can only imagine what my partners
0:44
were saying when I had to have a
0:47
pregnant belly and go to liquor stores
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because you're not even I was never allowed to take
0:51
a picture with the bottle on my signings because
0:53
I was pregnant. It was just not the ideal
0:56
time. And in my gut, I felt
0:58
the whole thing felt strange. And then we got
1:00
engaged during that time, and it's
1:02
just you know, in your gut when something just
1:04
feels off, but you
1:07
just keep you know, for people that feel
1:09
like when you're engaged, oh my god, or you're in
1:11
a relationship with someone you can't your
1:13
parents will be upset or then you're engaged and
1:16
everyone's expecting a wedding, and like you get
1:18
layered, and the more things that get added to it,
1:20
it seems more like you can never get
1:22
out. But if you feel like
1:24
you shouldn't be doing something in your gut, if
1:26
you don't know yes, it's no. And so many
1:29
times, from getting pregnant to getting
1:31
engaged to doing the show, like you just
1:33
keep on the road and so I don't know what you
1:35
think is going to get resolved, Like
1:37
you think it's you. You blame yourself, you're
1:39
flawed, you a million things that
1:41
happen. And so getting
1:44
pregnant, we almost broke
1:46
up many times, like I wanted to break up,
1:48
but there was it
1:52
was like fear and you're pregnant and you're doing the
1:54
show, and it was just and
1:56
I remember, I remember
1:59
I was at an
2:01
appearance and started bleeding
2:04
like a lot, and I
2:06
had to go on bed rest. And
2:09
my ex said his
2:11
parents who lived two hours away, were coming
2:14
in and they were coming over when I
2:16
was on bed rest, and I said, I don't
2:18
want to see anyone and I don't want to come over. And my ex
2:20
said to me, insisted
2:23
that they come, and I didn't want them
2:25
to come. I was on bed rest, and I felt like
2:27
this dynamic was being forced
2:30
on me, and this power struggle was being
2:32
pushed on me because I've read later
2:35
years later, I read that when
2:37
you're the moneyed spouse, it's
2:40
a common thing if the moneyed spouse
2:42
is a woman, that a man will feel
2:44
emasculated and they will
2:47
feel like they have to overcompensate in different
2:49
ways. And it's not something in the beginning. So when
2:51
we're in the restaurant and we're talking about I'm
2:53
buying the apartment and this person's going to buy the furniture,
2:56
or on vacation and I'm paying for all
2:58
of the air and the hotel,
3:00
but this person's paying incidentals in the
3:02
beginning, that all sounds logical. And you can be on
3:04
a talk show and you can have a therapist come out
3:06
and say, you know, ada had to handle that. Where
3:09
the man the manny you
3:11
know, in the relationship, both people, so
3:13
it's not awkward. Put money into the middle pot
3:15
and then all house you know, expenses
3:19
are paid through that, and they make it all
3:21
sound so logical, and they
3:24
because I listened to all of it and I did it. We had a
3:26
account over here, and then I'm
3:29
supposed to have my credit card to the
3:31
man in the relationship so he can be
3:33
the man at the table and he can pay versus
3:36
me paying, because that's going to be emasculating. And this is what
3:38
the people who used to come onto my talk show used to say. So
3:40
we tried all these things and it was still awkward.
3:43
It was awkward that I paid most of the rent. It was
3:45
awkward all these things. And then
3:47
there becomes this power struggle because
3:49
the person that you're in a relationship with resents
3:52
you for the career that you have. And
3:54
I'll never forget I was in my relationship and
3:56
we were discussing career and
3:59
my ex a trainer when I met him,
4:03
and also sold pharmaceuticals.
4:06
But when they used to
4:08
he used to say that he hadn't
4:11
found what he wanted to do with his life, where he hadn't
4:13
found his calling. He's the only
4:15
person in my entire life of fifty
4:17
three years on his planet that has ever said to me, well,
4:21
not everyone's like you,
4:23
You're lucky. And
4:25
I went bananas, like, no one's
4:28
ever accused me of being lucky versus
4:31
hard work. In my relationship, and so there
4:33
was a power struggle, and it would come out in different
4:35
ways that you wouldn't expect in any
4:37
women who are in relationships
4:39
with men that may feel emasculated,
4:41
or there's a disparity in income, or the woman is the
4:43
moneyed spouse. It would come
4:45
out in non ways that you would think. So I
4:48
was on a book tour and
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I was six months pregnant, and I
4:55
I was exhausted, and I wanted to come home and miss
4:57
Texas I think it was, and I was excited
5:00
I would come home and
5:02
he said, and I said, let's just be together. Let's just be alone.
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He said, no, my parents are coming in. It was a separate
5:07
time. His parents are coming And I said, right, but they lived
5:09
two hours away. Just cancel them. No, just
5:12
because you drop your tour doesn't
5:14
mean we're all going to change our plans. It wasn't for a holiday
5:17
or anything. And it was just like,
5:19
but I canceled the tour so I could be home with you. But
5:22
it had to be the power struggle, So like his
5:24
parents had to be forced on me. And
5:29
I had a decent, decent relationship
5:31
with them, and we would go there. He wanted to kind
5:33
of go there every other weekend, and I didn't want to go.
5:35
It would be we'd have to go there, or they'd come and
5:37
stay in our apartment two
5:39
bedroom on to pull out every other weekend,
5:41
and I didn't want
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that. Like I didn't I never. That wasn't what was presented
5:46
to me. And you could have parents that live with you, and that's your own
5:48
choice. It wasn't what was discussed
5:50
in our dynamic, and it became very suffocating,
5:53
and it became very overwhelming, and
5:55
it seemed like it was an overcompensation, which
5:58
is totally understandable for a family
6:00
member that was lost in the relationship.
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But when we went to see a therapist and
6:06
my ex divulged
6:08
that he never cried and
6:11
went right back to college when his brother passed
6:13
away, I thought that
6:16
was that was a flag to
6:18
me, like who doesn't cry when their sibling
6:20
passes away and goes right back to school like nothing happened.
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I understand people want to go back. It just there
6:25
were things that made me question, like
6:30
a chip, like an emotional thing, like in
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the relationship, and so on
6:34
many different occasions, there
6:36
would be these forces
6:41
of power, like
6:44
trying to insert power
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in places where they don't seem like
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I've learned this in a lot of therapy, where they seem like
6:51
they are necessary. And it's because
6:53
when someone is feeling powerless in
6:56
a relationship because of what they do for a living
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or because of the amount of money they have compared to the other person,
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therapists have said that they will try
7:03
to exert power in other
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ways.
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There was a time when we
7:21
had just bought a brand new apartment and
7:23
we had gone away for an appearance
7:25
I was doing in Atlantic City. My
7:27
ex's friend came and I'll never
7:29
forget it. He came up off the escalator and we did a fist
7:32
He did a fist pump or fist pound, whatever you do,
7:34
and he had a girl with him that was
7:36
blackout drunk. They had six Long Island
7:38
iced teas, they said, and they showed up to a casino
7:41
where I was doing an appearance at because they live
7:43
not far and she was blackout
7:46
and she started to pass out
7:49
in a sushi restaurant where we were eating,
7:51
and I stood up and had to take her to the
7:53
restroom. And I went to my
7:56
ex and said, like, this is not
7:58
like what the fuck? This is not acceptable,
8:00
Like this girl is blackout
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and I'm horrified and we're this is I'm
8:05
working here, Like the guy was fine, the
8:07
girl was out of her mind. Like when
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I say blackout, they had been at I think it
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was like a sports game, like a baseball game
8:15
all day. I think it was they'd come from a sporting
8:17
event and been drinking all day, rolling
8:19
into Atlantic City and she was totally
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passing out. And it was my responsibility because
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he couldn't take her to whim's room to take her.
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And I was feeling this albatross of this responsibility.
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And then shortly thereafter, we
8:32
bought an apartment in New York City and
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my ex and I was paying for more of the apartment,
8:37
and I think it was my credit that was on the lease.
8:39
And my ex said, when we went away, and I just
8:42
designed this apartment, and he
8:45
said that
8:47
they were going to stay in the apartment while we were
8:50
away, this particular couple, and I
8:52
said, absolutely not. The reason I bring this up
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is this became a massive fight, so much so that
8:56
I remember it, you know, fifteen years
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later, because it was a massive fight and it
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felt like and it was that same conversation over
9:03
and over about the power struggle after
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I sold my my business and
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made all this money and wanted to
9:10
get an apartment downtown, and I wanted
9:13
to use a person who
9:16
specialized in downtown. And I'm sorry,
9:19
it was my money. It was money that I earned. And
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my ex verbally
9:24
abused me because I
9:26
didn't want to use his friend, who
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he had told me previously had
9:31
a been very
9:33
close to losing his job. B
9:37
He didn't respect the way this guy
9:39
was doing his job, and he gave different examples, like he's
9:42
dumb examples. He was like, I don't know why he doesn't try to send
9:44
a car for someone when they're looking or he's
9:46
on the verge of losing his job. So he had a friend
9:48
that was a very good friend. In fairness to him, it was
9:50
a very good friend, and he was a very good, loyal friend.
9:52
And this guy, who he said was not doing
9:55
that great was an Upper
9:57
east Side real estate agent. Now, you
10:00
specialize in your area, and
10:03
when we were looking not on the Upper east Side, we were
10:05
looking downtown in Tribeca.
10:07
The first money I ever made in my entire life, I was
10:10
pretty much broke to my late
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thirties. Now I made my first money
10:14
ever in my life. I was buying an apartment. I
10:17
didn't want to use a real estate broker
10:20
that had had issues
10:22
keeping their position and wasn't making like their quota
10:25
or whatever it is you have to make a certain amount of certain sales,
10:27
and also didn't specialize in
10:30
Tribeca. That felt to me like a fairly fair
10:34
business reasoning.
10:37
My ex went crazy an
10:39
exertion of the power struggle because
10:42
he was feeling emasculated because it was my money
10:44
and I wasn't willing to compromise
10:47
and use a person
10:49
who doesn't know the area and
10:51
has had no history of selling everything in
10:53
that area. But this was like a knockdown
10:55
dragon. And there were these fights that I remember because
10:58
it felt like there was a disparity
11:00
in the power and like you
11:02
were being sort of I felt a little bullied
11:05
because I wasn't doing what he wanted me to
11:07
do. In situations where I felt like
11:09
I was pregnant, I was on bed rest, I
11:13
felt like I had just picked a girl
11:15
up off a bathroom floor who was passing out and who
11:17
was blackout, and
11:19
I was supposed to and I was supposed to be okay with
11:21
the fact a that we were at an appearance, and this is
11:24
who his friend brought. I was
11:26
embarrassed, and I thought, like, I'm getting paid
11:28
for this appearance, and I can't have people like passing out a casino.
11:30
It's a liability. And then that I was supposed to want
11:32
those people to stay in my apartment, That
11:35
I was supposed to want his parents to come stay at our apartment
11:37
when I was bleeding and I was on bed rest, and
11:39
that now I was supposed to use his friend's
11:42
realtor because
11:44
it's his friend and he's loyal, but it's his and
11:46
I know we're married, and it's our money. It's not our money.
11:49
It's not really our money, and we can't to find that later
11:51
in a divorce we can say it's our money,
11:54
but not men who have a
11:56
billion dollars, who've been working for forty years
11:58
and the woman's been supporting him the whole way through. They
12:00
don't think it's the woman's money
12:02
either in many cases, and she's supported him
12:04
the whole way. Here we are a year and
12:07
it happened to know each other. I've gotten
12:09
pregnant before I wanted to my body
12:11
my choice. I'm stupid, and I will
12:14
never regret my daughter for one minute. But I get
12:16
pregnant while I'm launching a liquor brand six months into
12:19
a relationship. Okay, and
12:21
now I've got I'm gonna
12:23
spend five million dollars, the first money I've
12:25
ever spent. I'm terrified out of my mind. I'm supposed to just
12:27
use his friend, who he told me several things about
12:29
and doesn't specialize in this area. I felt like I
12:31
was like bullied and waterboarded and like flogged,
12:34
and like I was on a road I could not get
12:36
off of. It kept getting worse and kept
12:38
getting deeper. And then we're gonna
12:40
get into and I think we got into the prenup.
12:42
But the prenup was something that
12:45
my agent said I had to do. I didn't
12:47
want to do it. I said it last time. The Googo Gaga
12:50
and I signed what would later be called
12:52
by Alamif Skim Ronnie Chindel a
12:54
shitty prenup but better than not having one,
12:57
but a shitty prenup. And in fairness
12:59
to the lawyer who drew up, he's like, I cannot
13:01
in good faith, I should not be letting
13:04
you sign this because I felt bullied
13:06
and controlled in that and it was never not brought
13:08
up to me every day of our relationship.
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The prenup was brought up. Someone once
13:12
said, a prenup is a poison injected into your
13:15
relationship. So when people don't want to get
13:17
married because they don't want to sign a prenup or they
13:19
don't want to be in a contract, it's not like
13:22
a prenup only is for
13:24
the person with the money. It's just like it can
13:26
be a poison injected. It was brought up all
13:28
the time, every day, and
13:30
in fights, in conflict
13:32
even more, and hung over
13:35
my head with like why I should be doing things
13:37
for my ex in different situations
13:39
because of the prenup. So when
13:42
he agreed to be on the television show and me a creed
13:44
to get married on the television show, and I
13:46
didn't want the show to be about us. The show
13:48
that I pitched and sold and Andy
13:51
Cohen bought and I was promised would be was
13:53
gonna be about my business, my
13:55
business, and it ended up the
13:58
the ball kept moving and then it was like, well, but you're
14:00
engaged, and it was never supposed to be
14:02
beat and he getting married It was never was supposed
14:04
to be about my business. And the ball kept moving and
14:07
I said. I kept saying, I don't want the ceeby Toryan Dan. I
14:09
don't want this to be Toryan Dan. My gut inside
14:11
my body said, I don't want the CEBU Toorian Dean. I don't
14:14
want to like involve him in this. And yet
14:17
he could say he didn't necessarily want to do it. He was
14:19
doing it to support me. But I would show up
14:21
after war, I would show up to shoot
14:24
and he would already be miked at the house in
14:26
scenes that he didn't even need
14:28
to be in, and in fairness to him,
14:30
the producer would call him directly and say, hey,
14:33
we want to shoot. But like it was suffocating
14:35
because then he wasn't really getting paid, and then he
14:37
wasn't really getting paid because
14:39
the show wasn't supposed to be about him. So
14:42
then I took part of my salary because
14:44
I felt guilty. I forgot all this. This is flying
14:46
out of me right now. I forgot this. I took part
14:48
of my salary and negotiated and gave part of my salary
14:51
to him because he was supporting
14:53
me in and he kept throwing up to me that
14:55
he's doing this, and he signed a prenup. But he's doing this,
14:57
and he signed a prenup. But lo and behold, he would
14:59
be shooting. He wasn't even needed to be shooting.
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He had a mic on and was at the apartment
15:03
before I was shooting, so he seemed
15:05
to be saying he didn't want to be shooting, but he was like
15:08
there at the ready ahead of
15:10
time. And it was like, I felt like it was like moving
15:12
so fast. I didn't want I didn't want to be I didn't
15:14
want the show to be what it was. It
15:17
was it was it was like it was it was. It
15:19
was driving. It was like the tail was wagging
15:21
the dog. And yet
15:24
sometimes it was fun and sometimes it was funny. But like
15:26
the producers, it was all on me, and the show was on me,
15:28
and it was on me because it's just me. It's not the house life.
15:30
It's just me. Oh
15:33
and then the wedding and the
15:35
game was moving really fucking fast,
15:39
and he was behind the scenes saying to me, what's
15:42
gonna happen to me in my
15:45
career as a result of the show, and wanted
15:47
me to like give
15:49
him financial assurances because
15:52
he had agreed to do this show that he was showing
15:54
up ahead of time. To shoot, and
15:57
so that's when I ended up paying him part
15:59
of my salary and just and
16:01
it just I felt like it
16:04
just it was just a nightmare. So
16:18
I ended up paying him part of my salary
16:20
because I was just I couldn't breathe and I was exasperated,
16:22
and it was just like there was an imbalance in
16:25
the power struggle and it was a fucking
16:27
disaster. It was a nightmare. And
16:29
I'm pregnant and I'm getting married,
16:32
and I've sold my business and
16:35
I'm buying an apartment and I'm trying to pretend
16:37
that everything's good, and I'm talking to producers who
16:39
kind of don't really give a shit, and it's not their
16:41
fault either, but they kind of, you
16:44
know, they want the wedding to happen. And it
16:46
just was like two point oh, I've done this before. I just
16:48
I've done this before. Not
16:51
the same story because my ex is lovely and it was the greatest
16:53
divorce in history in my first marriage. I never if
16:55
I only knew and we still have
16:57
speak now and whatever, but like where you're
16:59
just like knowing it's not right and you just feel
17:01
that you shouldn't be doing it, but you're doing it anyway, because
17:04
you just don't have a function you don't
17:06
have like a functioning parental structure,
17:08
and you've raised yourself for
17:10
the most part, and you're raised by wolves, and you've been
17:12
growing up in an abusive household, and no one's
17:15
coming in and stepping in, and it's no one's fault.
17:17
I take all the accountability, But like, I
17:20
did not know what's normal and what's not normal.
17:22
What's it supposed to be? Like, what's it not supposed to be? Like I hadn't
17:24
had an example of two people who stayed
17:26
together for a long time to tell me, like this is right,
17:29
this is wrong. I had no sounding
17:31
board. And therapists don't give you tell you what to
17:33
do. They just like talk to you. They
17:35
don't like intervene and be like no, there's
17:37
just no person. And friends have their own you're
17:39
talking to producers, and you know,
17:41
you're also people are trying to also
17:45
save face. You're trying to pretend you're in a good relationship
17:47
because you're not gonna tell what you're in a bad you're not in a great
17:49
relationship, and you don't think it's right, and
17:53
you know, and I had
17:55
a miscarriage. I was pregnant again. I had a miscarriage.
17:58
And I was so relieved. I
18:01
was so incredibly relieved.
18:03
And we were laying in bed and he used to say
18:05
to me, you're like a block of ice. Because I did not want
18:07
to be intimate. I did not want to have sex. I
18:10
did not respect him. I did not want to have sex at
18:12
all. And he used to say to me, it feels like this bed is
18:14
a block of ice. I used to force myself gag
18:16
myself through doing it. Many of you know what
18:18
that's like. It is torture. And
18:22
I was relieved, and I, in
18:24
a constructive way, said I'm kind of
18:26
relieved that it was a nightmare that
18:28
had happened. And I said, I'm kind of relieved because
18:31
I don't think this is a healthier positive relationship.
18:33
Was like the first step to saying something. And
18:35
he said to me, quote unquote, you're
18:37
a real piece of shit, you know that.
18:41
And the baby was in the house and he moved
18:43
out to a hotel downtown for a couple of nights.
18:45
And it was a total relief, and
18:48
I started to panic and started to think, how am I getting the fuck
18:50
out of this? And how am I going to get divorced and started to
18:52
call lawyers and was like swirling and couldn't talk to
18:54
anybody and couldn't tell anyone and didn't know
18:56
what to do. The prenup kicked in after
18:58
two years. You
19:01
then give the opposite party ten
19:04
percent of the increase
19:07
in value of what
19:09
your business was when
19:12
you walked into the marriage. And
19:14
the biggest problem about that was that
19:17
we got together and Skinny Girl
19:19
popped off and I hit the lottery right
19:21
after getting married. So my whole life been
19:23
broke within the small
19:26
scope of when I get pregnant,
19:29
really fast engaged, and then married
19:31
within that time, I hit the lottery, and
19:36
when we hit two years, the ten percent
19:38
kicks in. The reason this was
19:40
so fucked up was that we didn't assign a value
19:42
to what the business was walking into
19:44
the marriage. So I
19:47
had to then later go deconstruct
19:49
and get forensic at
19:52
forensic accountants for over a year,
19:55
hundreds of thousands of dollars on them to
19:57
do a deep analysis to try to figure
19:59
out what's Skinny Girl Cocktails
20:01
was worth before we
20:04
got married, and then give a value ten
20:07
two years later. So it
20:09
was not worth nothing before we got married, because I'd put
20:11
it on the show before we got married, because I had said skinny
20:13
girl, because we talked about it on the reunion, because I
20:15
had the jugs of the Skinny Girl, I had the logo.
20:17
I was pouring it. People were obsessed with it, people
20:19
were talking about it. I had multiple liquor
20:22
deals coming in. I was doing it. I
20:24
made a deal with my partner. We were launching it. I
20:26
went, you know, so, what
20:28
was that value of putting it on TV for
20:30
all this time? That's when that's
20:33
and that's when when I put it on TV? Oh sorry,
20:35
and launching it. Then we launched it. Then it
20:37
was in a bottle. Then it was the fastest growing liquor
20:39
brand. So like, what was it worth for me putting
20:41
it on TV? And
20:44
he was trying to claim that he was helpful in it, and
20:46
he wasn't helpful in it, in it all at all, Like
20:50
I mean, he was on the show with me, but it would have been
20:52
another guy if it weren't him, respectfully, or it would have been a
20:55
you know, a friend, It would have been my business
20:57
on the show with me. And
20:59
the the problem was I
21:02
was trying to help him create value in his
21:04
life because he kept saying he doesn't have a job and what's gonna
21:07
happen to him and all this. So I
21:09
would say to my partners, can you meet
21:11
with him and can you have him help? Can you have him help
21:13
with sales. He's amazing at sales. He does for I
21:15
don't know if he's amazing at sales. He does pharmaceutical sales
21:17
for years. He must be good at it. So my partners
21:20
would be like not have anything for him to
21:22
do, but for me, they would like meet him and like
21:24
say, fine, maybe he can do this. But it was things that
21:26
he go visit stores and we would visit
21:28
store. He'd visit stores on the show, but the
21:30
stores didn't need visitors. We have salespeople
21:33
that visit the stores. So like he was sort
21:35
of like Fredo to them doing this, but like they
21:37
didn't. He wasn't adding value he doesn't have he
21:39
doesn't have expertise and liquor sales, and he
21:41
was just like this. It was like the classic Kelly
21:44
Clarkson's husband thing and like all
21:46
that shit. And I think these men play into
21:48
this shit because now all of a sudden they're whittling
21:50
their way into your business. So
21:53
in this scope of responsibility.
21:56
He would handle all the emails
21:58
and all the business stuff. He was helping me, just
22:01
helping me out of the goodness of his heart. He was
22:03
helping me, and he was signing.
22:06
He was approving bills for me to sign.
22:09
He was approving contracts
22:11
for me to sign. So when we
22:13
buy this apartment that he wanted his friend
22:16
to sell and
22:18
to represent, when we buy
22:21
this five million dollar asset, he's
22:24
talking to the realtor or the new realtor,
22:26
and he's talking to the guy who says we should set
22:28
up a trust so it's private, so no
22:30
one finds out. He's pushing this private,
22:32
this trust, pushing this trust so it's privacy.
22:34
Okay, people find out in five minutes anyway, and
22:37
we're shooting there. He's pushing this
22:39
trust. Okay, this is going to be hard
22:41
to follow. He pushes
22:43
the trust and for the time being, for
22:45
temporarily, we put it in Molly
22:48
Hayden can call her up, she'll verify
22:51
all of this. Put the trust in her name
22:53
temporarily. Molly was my
22:55
former assistant, so the apartment
22:58
is temporarily in Molly's
23:00
name. And my
23:03
ex keeps saying to me, we have to get
23:05
the apartment out of her name. We have to change
23:08
the name, we have to change the trust name. He
23:10
was obsessed with this. There were tons of emails and
23:12
tons of things. So my
23:14
understanding in the paperwork that I signed
23:17
was that the trust was
23:19
then put in my name, which is why the
23:21
apartment was in my name. That was
23:24
that missing step because
23:27
my team had advised me to put it in
23:29
someone's name temporarily, and that was
23:32
how Moley got involved. But she obviously
23:34
isn't going to be the person who the apartment's
23:36
name is in so we had to get
23:39
that out. But it was a sense of urgency
23:41
and he was controlling that process. That's
23:43
where the mistake happened that I didn't catch.
23:48
So the new co and I
23:50
didn't find this out for years that I couldn't figure it out.
23:52
So I tell my financial
23:54
advisor, Merrill Lynch, the one who approved the money
23:56
got the money, it's my money. I
23:59
tell him, yes, we signed it. The
24:01
trust is in my name, the houses
24:03
in my name, in the apartments in my name. That's
24:05
in my name. So much
24:08
to the point that we were going and
24:10
doing a state planning, which also is another
24:12
big argument because my accident want
24:15
that the money went to my daughter.
24:17
How was I taking care of him and how is it going
24:19
to him? And then he would pass it through to
24:21
her. And I wanted the money to go in a trust for my daughter,
24:24
okay, except I
24:26
said, fine, the apartment which
24:29
is in my name. I'll
24:31
leave the apartment in your name. Then
24:33
I guess in a trust to go to Britain. So I
24:35
agreed to that in the lawyers thinking,
24:38
and my lawyers were thinking. And
24:41
I don't know why that did it asked to see the trust think
24:43
because it was a different like lawyer, it's a different document,
24:45
thinking that that apartment is mine.
24:49
So after the two years, the prenapt
24:51
kicks in. Now I
24:54
write the letter you have to write a letter if the mail through
24:56
the US Postal Service. And I
24:59
get on the phone with my lawyers and
25:02
I assure them the apartment
25:04
is in my name. Days
25:06
later, I hire them. We're working together.
25:09
They say, the apartment is not in your name.
25:11
I'm like, what the fuck are you talking about? Because
25:14
neither my agent, nor my lawyer, nor my Merrill
25:16
Lynch guy, nor anyone that I know ever
25:19
knew that the apartment
25:21
was in both of our names. Now, how
25:23
the fuck am my support. And they're saying to me, how
25:26
the fuck are you supposed to prove that you are on
25:28
the cover of Forbes magazine and you're this successful
25:30
businesswoman and you didn't know. And
25:32
the light bulb was going off because I'm because Jason fucking
25:35
would approve all these documents and he would
25:37
have me sign all the shit all the time,
25:40
all the time. And
25:42
you know how that goes. It happens
25:45
now sometimes my business managers will sign off on something
25:47
or it's like, you know, a small deal that's not
25:49
a big thing, but like it happens,
25:51
and you could say it can't happen. And they used to say, oprah,
25:53
I would write every check. It is almost if
25:56
I had to read every single sentence of
25:58
every single contract, it would be to build llitating.
26:00
I couldn't do all these deals. And people
26:02
know that Mark Cuban doesn't read every
26:04
sentence of every single thing. He probably does because he's a savant,
26:07
But I mean, you have to trust somebody in the
26:09
process. So I thought I was trusting my husband,
26:11
and somewhere along the line, I fucking signed a document
26:13
where he gave himself half the apartment.
26:16
But wait, there's more. And
26:18
I'm going to go in left and right and up and
26:20
down because this is a ten year divorce. But there are gonna
26:22
be things that take me off on paths about how you
26:25
have to be careful. So no
26:27
one really knows how this
26:29
specifically happened. No
26:32
one knows. We're trying to go back, We're trying to go with Molly, We're trying
26:34
to chase documents. No one can figure this fucking thing out. We
26:36
can't. Okay, the apartment
26:38
is in a trust, so now gotta
26:42
be Two years later, two years,
26:45
half a million and legal on the apartment,
26:48
go to court, go
26:50
to appeal a million things. Two
26:53
years later, I'm sitting in my
26:55
house and this is why you are your
26:57
best lawyer. Your lawyer
27:00
are not you. You
27:02
are the lawyers. Your lawyers are just facilitators.
27:05
Okay, they call them solicitors in the UK.
27:08
They're facilitators. You are
27:10
your lawyer. They're not mind readers. They don't
27:12
know everything. And I'm like a Savanta about every single
27:14
thing it's ever happened, every email, I'm like, where
27:16
the fuck. So one day, two years
27:18
later, one of the three lawyers on my team
27:21
says to me, because I go back again. You always
27:23
go back to the scene of the crime. When you lose something, you can't
27:25
figure something out in a deal or otherwise, you go
27:27
back to the scene of the crime. Where did I fucking lose
27:29
that? What happened? Retrace my steps? So I
27:31
go back with it again. I don't know how this gonna happen.
27:34
How could it happen? They go, I don't know how you could have
27:36
You have to sign, you have to have a notary present,
27:38
et cetera. I'm like, skid
27:41
marks, what a notary
27:44
present? Yeah, They're like, the lawyer would be
27:46
there, the notary be there. I'm like, what are
27:48
you talking about. I never met a fucking lawyer or a notary.
27:50
I remember everything I do. I've never met a lawyer or
27:53
a notary. I don't know why they didn't bring
27:55
that up two years prior, but like, because
27:58
the document was signed to know notized, I
28:00
go, what the fuck are you talking about now? I
28:03
start going back through the documents. I find
28:05
the trust, I find the notarization. I
28:08
put that to the side. There's a notarization. My
28:11
ex's mother is the notary. Her
28:13
name is there, but she has crossed
28:15
out Pennsylvania because that's where she's legally
28:17
a notary, and she has written
28:21
in New York and she had and my signature
28:24
is forged and she has signed it. But
28:27
we find out, and I don't know how we find this out, she
28:29
was an expired notary. She wasn't
28:32
even a legal notary at that time. So she notarized
28:34
this, crossed out Pennsylvania, put
28:36
in New York because she's a notary in Pennsylvania,
28:39
or the reverse, whichever, whichever one the
28:41
document needed, she crossed out whatever it said. Because
28:43
I don't and I have all these book
28:45
clots, I have all of this paperwork, I have all
28:47
the receipts. Now I go to all my notebooks,
28:50
of all the emails, I go back through the emails
28:52
the lawyer that
28:54
we hire, but Jason was totally dealing
28:56
with. He found a lawyer, the realtor. Because this lawyer
28:59
we're dealing with a lawyer. I found several
29:01
emails between him and the guy with my
29:03
ex saying, just put the trust in mine
29:05
and put me on the trust. You need to put me on
29:07
the trust. I wasn't on those emails
29:09
where he was saying to put himself on the trust. I was conveniently
29:12
left off of those emails he said, put
29:14
me on the trust. And then later
29:17
after this thing was signed, this
29:21
lawyer sent my ex an email saying,
29:23
one of these days we have to meet face
29:25
to face, indicating to
29:28
me that he's never met him face to face, much
29:30
less have I ever met him face to face, much
29:32
less has he been in our presence with
29:34
a notary to notarize his documents.
29:37
That's what I then fucking take to the lawyers. That's
29:40
how we go to the appeal. That's how
29:42
after having padlocks in my room, which
29:45
I'm going to get into, also having
29:48
a lock at my door for
29:50
years, and having my assistants work in one
29:52
quadrant in the office with a padlock
29:55
on that door, and my ex not leaving
29:57
my apartment which is legal, which is mine,
30:00
I vacate my apartment years
30:04
later. That's how I finally got my apartment
30:06
back. So
30:09
next time we will discuss
30:11
what went on in that torture den
30:14
which is that apartment, which is what went
30:16
on in court, and what went on with my
30:18
assistance, what went on with my staff,
30:21
what went on with private detectives, what went on
30:23
with being hacking, what went on with being followed
30:25
what went on with all of that, That
30:27
all will be what went on with
30:30
the padlocks and with my daughter, what
30:32
went on with after school, and how I would
30:34
be in heels and my talk show makeup and hair and
30:37
not want to go back into my house and I would have to like
30:39
go just take brins somewhere in
30:41
a car to like Barnes and Noble or
30:43
like the park in like stilettos, in full makeup, because
30:45
I my home was a
30:48
torture chamber, and the judge
30:51
everybody tells every
30:54
person the person who leaves
30:56
is abandoning. It's called abandonment. So
30:58
the reason I stayed in the rich chamber chamber
31:01
is if you leave, you are considered you've abandoned
31:03
the marriage and it could affect your custody. But
31:07
I ended up leaving,
31:09
and the judge said, thank god,
31:12
somebody was smart enough to do it's best for his child.
31:15
Because when we first the first day we ever went to the
31:17
judge with the two lawyers for the custody,
31:20
for the custody situation, and
31:23
I'd put out a statement saying we
31:25
will be family forever.
31:28
We will do this amicably. I genuinely thought
31:30
we could do it. Amicably. I wanted
31:32
slightly more than fifty to fifty custody because
31:34
I knew I had a very rigorous schedule. And
31:37
I proposed because I knew that I would
31:39
be flexible and give him back days all the
31:41
time. And I knew that he wouldn't, which is a foreshadowing,
31:43
because he didn't. We talk about
31:46
that too. We have to talk about later the phone calls,
31:48
and like the rigidity with
31:50
the schedule. So I wanted
31:52
it to be amicable. I wanted it to be you
31:55
know. I wanted
31:57
us to be a family. I wanted it to work.
32:00
I wanted us to do holidays together. It
32:03
started a den of
32:05
hell. The most significant
32:08
torture I've ever been through in my entire
32:10
life was that apartment. That apartment was
32:12
a hellhole. That five apartment, million
32:15
dollar apartment that ended up being worth seven million dollars was
32:17
a hellhole and suffering. And the first
32:19
day we went to the judge met with
32:21
the judge, she said, a
32:23
custody battle is like watching your child
32:26
drown and begging you for help. And
32:29
I was crying, and I thought, Yay, he's
32:31
gonna hear that, and we're gonna resolve this, and
32:34
it's gonna be fine. And very shortly
32:36
after that, I offered him two
32:39
point two million dollars, a two point
32:41
two million dollar package, including an apartment
32:44
that would come back to me. I think it was an apartment
32:46
in Brits, Dana, and I think that was in one of the offers,
32:49
an apartment to live in that would come
32:51
back to me later or be in Brinsan or some version
32:53
of that. And he had eleanor
32:55
alter Ron, Pearlman's lawyer, this
32:57
famous lawyer who told him to take
33:00
the deal and then fired him afterwards
33:02
for not taking the deal because it was in the very
33:04
beginning before he spent any money on legal
33:06
and it was two point two million dollars on a
33:08
two year marriage, plus what ended up
33:11
being seventy five hundred dollars a month in child
33:13
support two point two million dollars
33:15
on a two year marriage, so paying plus money
33:17
he made on the show. So he made a couple
33:19
several hundred thousand dollars in the show. Plus now
33:21
he's so he's two and a half years in and he's
33:24
gonna have a two point seven million dollar package for
33:26
two years. Turns it down once
33:29
at least four to five times that first
33:32
lawyer fires him,
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