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The History Channel original podcast.
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History This Week, June 10th, 1816.
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I'm Sally Helm. Lightning
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above the lake. A
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group of famous friends is gathered
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at a villa in Switzerland. The
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poet Lord Byron has rented the place.
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He just moved in today. His guests
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include his lover, Clare Godwin,
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his doctor, John Polidori, and
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also the poet Percy Bysshe Shelley,
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and Mary Godwin, who is Shelley's
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lover. It's
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a summer alpine vacation, but
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there is no sun sparkling on
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the lake. 1816 has been unusually dark
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and dreary. Some
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are actually calling it the year without
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summer. A volcanic eruption
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in Indonesia has spewed so
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much ash and lava and sulfur
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into the air that a massive cloud
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is drifting across the globe and
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distorting the weather. There's
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frost when it should be warm, dark
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clouds when the day would normally be
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bright. And so
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these
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pleasure-seeking poets are
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stuck inside, trying to pass
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the time. They've
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gotten their hands on a book of ghost
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stories, which feels right for
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the gloomy setting. And after
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a couple of days of rain, Lord
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Byron comes up with an idea, a
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challenge. He says, we will
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each write a ghost
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story.
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At that moment, Lord Byron
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is the most famous writer in
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the English-speaking world. He
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might reasonably.
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expect to win his own challenge.
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But not to be underestimated
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is 18-year-old Mary
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Godwin, who's about to have an idea
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so ghostly that
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it will tip over into
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horror. The
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title of her story remains iconic
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to this day. Frankenstein.
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Today, a monster is born.
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How did Mary Godwin draw from her
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life to write this famous novel?
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And why have we now been talking
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about her creation for more than 200
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years?
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get that jacuzzi, or I could start
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taking tuba lessons, or I could quit my job
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and write my memoir.
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Mary
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Godwin learns to read by tracing the letters
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on a tombstone.
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Her dad takes her to the graveyard
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where her mom is buried and teaches her how to
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read. This is a true story
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on her mom's grave. Wow. I
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know. It's true. It really is
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a true story.
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This is author
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Charlotte Gordon. She's a very famous author.
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She's a very famous author. This is author
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Charlotte Gordon. She says
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it is almost too fitting
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because the works that Mary will later write are
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so much about death. The
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monster at the center of her most famous novel,
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Frankenstein, is made of
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human cadavers.
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And Mary's own birth was
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haunted by death. Her
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mother died of complications
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after the delivery. Not
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only that, the two shared
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a first name. So when
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Little Mary traces the letters on that
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tombstone, she is actually tracing
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her own name.
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So it's Mary Godwin,
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Mary Wollstonecraft Godwin. And
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her mother's most famous accomplishment
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is chiseled right there on the headstone.
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Author of A Vindication
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of the Rights of Woman. Mary
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Wollstonecraft was one of the first writers
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in English to advocate for women's rights
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to money, education, and independence.
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So Little Mary's first words
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are her mom's name,
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which is her name, and vindication,
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and woman. It's not
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like a dog and cat, you know? When
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she was alive, not everyone had
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been ready for Mary Wollstonecraft's ideas,
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to put it mildly.
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She was called a whore. I think
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a hyena and petticoats is one of the
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famous horrible things they said. But
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Mary Godwin had been brought up to
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revere her dead mother. Mary
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Wollstonecraft's books were all over the shelves.
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There was a gigantic portrait of her on the wall,
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pregnant with Mary. Perhaps
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it's no wonder that by the time Mary
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is a teen, she has embraced
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her mother's example. Mary
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had already decided from the time she was a
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little girl that she was going to carry
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forward the revolutionary
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ideas of her mom. Her
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father, William Godwin, is a radical
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in his own right, a famous anarchist.
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They get along really well,
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but Mary does not get along
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with her stepmother,
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who favors her daughter, Jane, Mary Wollstonecraft.
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stepsister over Mary.
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Jane's mother signs her up for French and
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singing lessons. Meanwhile, Mary
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and her stepmom can't stop fighting. It
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gets so bad that Mary is sent away
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to Scotland. But if
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the plan is for that trip to calm
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her down and make her follow the rules, no.
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Scotland during this time period would
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be like going to San Francisco
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during Haight-Ashbury. It was a radical
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hotbed of revolutionaries who were protesting
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the English government. Mary
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feels right at home. She
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buys a tartan, the plaid cloth
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symbolizing Scottish freedom. Kind
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of like a tie-dyed t-shirt in 1970. And
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she comes back to England and she wears
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the tartan all the time as like
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a declaration of what a radical she is. It's
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back in England that
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the 16-year-old Mary meets a
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21-year-old poet who,
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like her, wants to remake
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the world. He is Percy
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Bish Shelley.
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And when he meets Mary, here's what he sees.
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She was small, but she had reddish-goldish
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hair that was apparently
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one of her great beauties. And she was
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very, very, very pale. And
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there's descriptions of her during
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this time as being kind of
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magical-looking. Mary's
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father invites Percy to dinner at
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the family home in London, where
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Percy gets a sense for what this pale,
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red-haired teenager is like.
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She was quiet,
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but intense. There was nothing shy about
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her, but she did not speak unless she had
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something to say. And Percy Shelley, who's
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he at this moment? You know, the first word that
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comes to mind is lunatic. He
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had been kicked out of college for atheism.
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He had written a whole screed against
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Christianity. He, too, was at constant
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war with his parents. Percy
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is a philosopher, a poet,
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and not all that down to earth.
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He had great ideas like, let's
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put revolutionary messages in glass bottles
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and throw them into the water, and
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then they'll wash up on beaches and people will be inspired.
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This is classic Percy, like incredibly
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idealistic and not a practical bone in his
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body. Mary is into it. His
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hair was a little too long. He often
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wore his shirt open so you could see his sexy
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throat and, you know, chest. To
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older people, he looked a little sketchy, I think. But
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to a young woman, he looked super exciting.
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So when she meets Percy,
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it's pretty much love at first sight for
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her. And she lets him know by
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taking him to her favorite place, her
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mother's grave. She says to him,
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I love you. We are
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soulmates.
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At this moment, June of 1814,
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Mary and Percy are in the grip of
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a powerful movement called romanticism.
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In some ways, romanticism is a reaction
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against the Enlightenment, with its emphasis
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on reason and order.
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The romantics, on the other hand, prize
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things like individual conscience
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and imagination.
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Their art pulses with emotion.
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It exalts in the wildness of nature.
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And it doesn't shy away from
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the problem of death. So
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Mary and Percy are standing in a graveyard
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with her declaration, we
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are soulmates hanging in
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the air.
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It's kind of the most romantic situation
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possible. Percy looks
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at Mary and says, I
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feel the same. They are in
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love. Now, the only
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thing left to figure out is how to move
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forward as a couple.
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That is not going to be easy. Percy
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has an estranged wife and two
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children. Mary knows this. She
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says, because you're married, we will have to run
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away together. And that's what they
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do. The couple runs off
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to Paris, which creates a scandal.
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Mary's family members are not happy, except
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for one person. Her stepsister,
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Jane, the pampered sibling with the
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French and the singing lessons. She
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actually joins them in Paris. When
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they return to London, she changes her name
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from Jane to Claire because she thinks
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it sounds romantic. And eventually,
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she gets tired of being
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the third wheel. Claire wanted her own
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poet. She wanted to have an exciting
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affair. And there was probably no one
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more famous during this time period than Lord
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Byron. Lord Byron.
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A hugely acclaimed poet, a
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true celebrity, also known
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for his shocking personal life. He
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was really a scandalous guy. Byron
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has had countless affairs
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and at least one child out of wedlock.
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He's had relationships with men
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and women and an incestuous
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dalliance with his half-sister.
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One of his former lovers called him, mad,
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bad, and dangerous to
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know. He was another
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rule breaker and extraordinarily
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handsome and charismatic. Just
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what Claire is looking for. She
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propositions him by letter. And
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he's like, sure. So they begin
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an affair.
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To Byron, it's just a fling.
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But Claire has other ideas. So
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she makes some plans. She
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finds out that Byron is going to go to Geneva
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for the summer. Then she convinces
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Percy and Mary, who now calls herself
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Mary Shelley, to bring their baby's
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son on their own vacation with her
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to Lake Geneva. She
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has a feeling that Byron will be interested
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in the Shelly's, this up-and-coming
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poet and his mistress, the daughter of
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famous radicals.
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So in May of 1816, they all travel
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to Switzerland.
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Lord Byron shows up in typical
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style. He was obsessed
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with Napoleon, so when he arrived in Geneva,
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he's got this carriage that he has designed
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to look exactly like Napoleon's carriage.
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He's also brought his menagerie.
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Eight dogs, some monkeys, a falcon.
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And tagging along is a young man
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named Dr. John Pollardori. He's
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supposed to be keeping track of Byron
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to make sure Byron is writing. And he's
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kind of an unhappy fellow. He wants
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to be like them, but kind of isn't. And
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is really put in this place of being this
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kind of uncomfortable observer.
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So what is the vibe around this party
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in Lake Geneva? How are people talking about them?
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There was one hotel that all the English
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usually stayed at in Geneva. And
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so that's where they're all staying initially. A
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hotel where the British aristocracy
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come to see and be seen.
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And they find this group scandalous.
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Adulterers. Ruined women. Poets.
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The newspapers call this group of friends the
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League of Incest. And every
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time the two young women enter a room,
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everyone is quiet. People turn their
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backs on them. It's horrible.
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So the whole group says, in effect, well,
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if you don't want us, we don't want you.
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They leave the hotel and camp to a
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pair of vacation homes across the lake.
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They're not far apart, 100 yards apart, and
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they spend all their time together.
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But the aristocratic hotel guests
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are not done snooping. They
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actually set up a telescope to keep those
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poets in their disapproving eye. Until
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storms sweep in and obscure
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the view. Inside
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those vacation homes, under threatening
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skies, one of history's most
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famous...
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monsters will be born.
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June 1816,
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the year without summer. It
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rains and it rains and it rains.
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And you know you cannot keep a bunch
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of romantic poets all cooped up without
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something happening. It is during
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one of those dreary days that
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Byron throws down his famous
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challenge.
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We will each write
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a ghost story.
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They're really trying to create works
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that provoke strong feelings in their readers.
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And one of the strongest feelings that a reader can have
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is fear and awe and trembling. Blank
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pages on desks, ink pens in
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hand, everyone gets to work. Byron
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does start to write something and it turns into
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Manfred, which is a long poem about
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a magician. And Percy starts
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to write something which turns into his
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Prometheus Unbound. But it's
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Mary who starts
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writing immediately and really
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does come up with a story that will
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scare audiences for hundreds
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of years after. Oh, so she wins the
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ghost story challenge, we would say. Oh my God. Yeah,
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the two men don't even write a ghost story. For
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days, Mary writes, she's
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totally absorbed by her story, which
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is about making dead flesh
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live again. She
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writes and then she'll pass the notebook over to
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Percy and he will make corrections
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or changes and she'll either
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accept them or not. When Percy
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and Byron read her early pages,
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they say, you're on to something.
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She works feverishly on her manuscript
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as the atmosphere around her starts
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seeping into her scenes. The
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dark, the cold in
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the evening, she's gripped by.
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Dr. Paula Dory's reading of lectures
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on the life force. And she
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ventures out into the Alps, then
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pours what she sees there into
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her journal. And so we have
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these amazing descriptions of the journey
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in the mountains, through the snowstorm
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of the trees. Those passages,
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almost unchanged, go right into
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the novel. Never was
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a scene more awfully desolate. The
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trees in these regions are incredibly
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large and stand
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in scattered clumps over the white wilderness.
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This bleak and forlorn and
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powerful landscape where human beings
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seem small and nature is very,
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very, very big.
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In Mary's book, one of those
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small human beings tries
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to bend nature to his
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will.
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The main character is Dr. Victor
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Frankenstein. A very
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brilliant young man who gets attracted
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to the occult arts and
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sciences. He realizes no
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one has ever created life. And
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that's what he wants to do. And he reads
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and he studies and he keeps his ambition a secret.
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He goes into graveyards and digs up body parts,
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sews them together, and using electricity
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creates a man who Mary
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calls the creature.
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The creature is brought
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to life in this unnatural,
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horrifying fashion. But
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in his heart, he's innocent. And
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right from the start, he feels
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the world's cruelty. Dr.
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Frankenstein takes one look at the creature
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and runs away from him. So the creature
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whose eyes are just opening doesn't
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see anyone there. He's like, where's my dad?
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And he starts going out into the countryside
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looking for his father, looking for love,
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looking for education.
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He's lost like a child
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a parent. And here again,
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Mary is drawing from her own life.
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Mary always felt implicated about
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the death of her mom. You know, she herself
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wouldn't have existence if her mom hadn't
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given birth to her, and yet her mom dies
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because she gives birth to her. It's this sort
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of horrible collision of birth and death. A
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collision that she'd experienced again
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just a few years before. After
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Paris, Mary and Percy
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had a baby,
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Clara, who was born
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prematurely. The child only
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lives a few days and breaks Mary's
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heart by dying. Mary
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has been plagued by dreams of Clara
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for years. She wrote in her
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journal, dreamt that my
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little baby came to life again, that
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it had only been cold and
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that we rubbed it by the fire and it lived.
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I awaken to find no baby. I think
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about the little thing all day.
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There's this tremendous
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yearning to heal death.
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You can feel it all through the pages of
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Frankenstein. But the creature
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himself yearns to
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live. He's been abandoned
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by his father. But then he
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stumbles across some possible
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friends.
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He comes across a little cottage off
19:28
in the wilderness somewhere, and he's by
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now learned that people are scared when they see
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him. So he hides himself from the cottagers,
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but he listens every night as they gather
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around the fire and read to one another
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and talk, and he loves them all so much.
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So much that he resolves to thank
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them in person.
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I persuaded
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myself that when they should become
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acquainted with my admiration of their
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virtues, they would overlook
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my personal deformity. Could
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they turn from their door?
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You're one, however monstrous,
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who solicited their
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compassion and friendship.
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Finally he gets up his nerve and he's
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hoping that they will accept him and he
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starts bringing them little presents, starts
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cutting them wood and leaving it by the doorstep.
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And one day finally goes and
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says, hello, I'm your friend. They
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run screaming away and he
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is so mad and so hurt that
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he burns the cottage down. Mary
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writes movingly about
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the creature's sorrow. She's
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very concerned about the
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cruelty of man to man, how
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we treat people who are not like ourselves,
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like herself, in fact, and Percy.
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They have been treated with incredible cruelty, as
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was her mother. Her mother was exiled.
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So
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when the creature is shunned by everybody
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because of what he looks like,
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we're meant to feel sorry for the creature.
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Mary shares that feeling of exile
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with other women of her time.
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It is an incredibly repressive time to
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be a woman.
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Women have zero rights and if
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they do rebel, they end up
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experiencing social exile or tremendous
21:18
poverty, etc. Mary
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feels all this especially keenly
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in the autumn of 1816 when she returns to London
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to revise
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her manuscript. But as
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she is finishing her ghost story, there
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is a plague of
21:37
female suicides. The authorities
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in London instituted a law
21:42
where they will
21:42
give rewards to people
21:45
if they will stand by the Thames
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and look out for young women who keep flinging
21:50
themselves into the river. This
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epidemic sweeps up two women
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that Mary knows personally. One
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of them is Percy's estranged wife.
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Mary is filled
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with guilt at their deaths. I
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often feel that Frankenstein itself,
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the text is haunted by these
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women, and Mary herself says that, that she
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has these dreams of both
22:13
women, and feels their ghosts are
22:16
in the book. Charlotte
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Gordon says, the ideas that
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Mary Wollstonecraft fought for, the
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vindication of the rights of women,
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she thinks those ideas show up
22:28
in the novel, Frankenstein.
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This is actually
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a book about women. People think I'm
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crazy when I say that, because
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all of the women end up getting killed by
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the creature. The women in the novel
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are pushed to the sidelines or killed,
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while the man at the center, Victor
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Frankenstein, plays God
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by creating life on his own. The
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result is a creature who's
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motherless, like Mary was. I
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would say this is a dystopian novel
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about a world
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without mothers, and a world without
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strong women. Unchecked
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male ambition, says Mary Shelley, is
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going to wreak havoc on the world.
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Frankenstein is a scientist,
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and a callous, absent
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parent. He's a horrible
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father, and he's also a horrible inventor,
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says
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Mary. What you're supposed to do when
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you invent something
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is prepare the world for its arrival,
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and then shepherd it into
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the world yourself, so that no harm
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can be done. Frankenstein
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does not do that, and the
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shunned creature strikes
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back.
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The creature starts his path of revenge,
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and he's by now figured out who his father
23:50
is. And he goes to where
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Dr. Frankenstein grew up,
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and he kills members of Frankenstein's
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family. And when
23:58
Frankenstein realizes that this is his life, he's a human being.
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This monster is chasing him. They
24:02
have a big confrontation up in the Alps. All
24:05
men hate the wretched. How
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then must I be hated
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who are miserable beyond all
24:13
living things? Yet
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you, my creator,
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detest and spurn
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me?
24:22
The creature says
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he'll stop the killing if his creator
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exumes more body parts and
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stitches them into a companion.
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The creature wants Frankenstein to make
24:35
him a partner because he's so lonely, please,
24:37
please, please make me a female creature. And
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Frankenstein agrees and then he suddenly thinks,
24:42
wait, if I make a female creature,
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I will have cursed the world with these dreadful
24:46
monsters. And I can't do it. And
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that enrages the creature even more.
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If you refuse,
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I will glut the maw of
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death until it be satiated
24:58
with the blood of your remaining
25:01
friends.
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Ultimately, the
25:05
creature ends up killing everybody who was
25:07
important to Frankenstein, including his bride.
25:11
The book ends with the creature and the doctor
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chasing each other across frozen wastes
25:16
at the far end of the world. By
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this point, they're both human
25:22
and both monsters.
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Frankenstein is published in 1818.
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Its author is anonymous.
25:35
And Charlotte Gordon says it is not
25:38
an instant classic.
25:40
When the book is read, there are some people
25:42
who love it. If you're a novelist and a romantic,
25:45
you're probably going to like it. It certainly
25:47
didn't sell many copies.
25:49
But then it's mounted as a play.
25:54
The book becomes a smash hit when it's
25:56
on the stage. Some people hate
25:58
the play. say it's ungodly
26:01
the way this scientist takes on the power
26:03
of human creation. They're like, that
26:05
power should belong to God. And
26:08
when Mary reveals herself as the author
26:11
in 1821, many people are stunned. A
26:15
woman wrote this monstrous
26:17
thing? Decades later,
26:20
when the book is recognized as a masterpiece,
26:23
some scholars even assume that Percy
26:25
must have written it. Of course, he
26:28
didn't. It is Mary's
26:29
ghosts that haunt the novel's pages,
26:33
and her writing that has made the
26:35
story endure.
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of Romantic Outlaws, The
27:13
Extraordinary Lives of Mary Wollstonecraft
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you heard throughout this episode are Jessica
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