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with Fresh Air Weekend. Today,
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Brittany Greiner talks about the physical
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and emotional hell of her
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nearly 300 days in Russian prisons. Greiner
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is a WNBA star and two-time
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Olympic gold medalist. She
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was convicted of smuggling a significant amount of
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discovered that she had two used
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cartridges with a tiny amount of
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medically prescribed cannabis. During
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a prison psychiatric evaluation, she
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was at risk of being placed in a psych
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is Fresh Share Weekend. I'm Tanya Mosley. Terry
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has today's first interview. I'll let her
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introduce it. It's
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been less than one and a half years
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since my guest WNBA star Brittany Griner
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was released from a Russian penal
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colony where she was serving a
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nine-year sentence. She'd already spent 293
3:32
days incarcerated in Russian prisons.
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Now she's preparing for her second
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season reunited with her team, the
3:39
Phoenix Mercury. Like many WNBA
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players, her salary was so low that
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back in 2014 in the offseason, she
3:47
started playing for a team in Russia where
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the pay was considerably better than in the
3:52
US. She continued playing in
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Russia during the offseason until 2022. Then
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when she arrived at the airport in. Moscow.
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She was unexpectedly stopped questioned and
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as to empty the contents of
4:04
her luggage. She discovered that they
4:06
were to nearly empty cartridges of
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cannabis that she'd neglected to remove
4:11
before the trip. She had a
4:13
prescription for medical marijuana to ease
4:15
the chronic pain of basketball injuries,
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but in Russia there's no such
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thing as medical marijuana, and she
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was accused of having a significant
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amount of cannabis, which was just
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not true. Or Imprisonment
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made national headlines and a movement
4:31
formed to demand for release. The
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Biden administration eventually was able to
4:35
negotiate a prisoner swap in return
4:38
for releasing Griner America handed over
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the if to boot and infamous
4:42
Russian. Arms dealer known as the Merchant
4:44
of Death. Grown or
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is a women's basketball star and her
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senior year playing said the Baylor Lady
4:51
Bears, she was named the most outstanding
4:53
player of the final four. She was
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the W N B A number one
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overall draft pick and twenty. Thirteen.
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The. Following year her team won the
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W N B A championship. She holds
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the W N B A record for
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most dunks, she won Olympic gold medals,
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and twenty sixteen And twenty twenty. Now
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that she's reunited with her wise, they're
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expecting a baby and about three months.
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Brittney. Griner has a new memoir
5:19
called coming Home. Brittney.
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Griner Welcome to Fresh Air.
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Congratulations on your freedom, Congratulations
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on playing again. Congratulations on
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being reunited with your wife
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and of expecting a baby.
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Thank. You so much I'm glad to be
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here are now. So I just wanna
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say before we start for Will there I know
5:39
because she wrote about this that when you've got
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back. From. your imprisonment
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in russia you had trouble you kind of
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withdrew for a while have had trouble even
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talking with your wife about what you'd experience
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guess it was so traumatic and i know
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you've written a memoir but it's one thing
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to work on a book and another
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to be interviewed on mike i'm so If
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I ask anything that would be too
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traumatizing, too upsetting to talk about, I hope
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you'll let me know. And that
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way I can be guided and drop
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it. Thank you so
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much, I appreciate that. So
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let's start with, how are you now?
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How are you physically? Physically,
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I'm doing good now. Doing better
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than definitely when I first came
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back. There was a lot of
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growing pains and just getting
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the body back into normal shape and then
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trying to get it back into athletic shape.
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Has your back recovered? You had cracked
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your back in high school playing
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basketball. And I wasn't sure when you said you
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cracked your back whether that meant you broke a
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bone or displaced a disc. It
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was a disc vertebrae kind
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of smashed together
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a little bit. I
6:52
went up actually for a dunk and it got
6:54
hit in the air and came down really bad.
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But definitely better now. I
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have a little flare up here and there,
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but it's just all the years of play.
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Yeah, and you have no cartilage left in
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your knees from playing. You
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also had a bad ankle and leg injury from a game in
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2017. And you're right
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that all this pain came back when you were
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put in cages way too small for you and
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you couldn't straighten out. This
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happened during long car rides
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and at times in detention,
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in the courtroom, you were
7:26
really uncomfortable. Can you describe some of the
7:28
most uncomfortable positions you
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were put in and particularly for you
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who are six foot nine, a
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confined small space is really
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terrible. Not
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ideal, I'll tell you that. I mean, the
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beds that we had to sleep on, I
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mean, I basically had just metal rods
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going up my back every night just
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trying to find somewhere comfortable to lay.
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But it's really no way you can
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lay when the mattress is
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just a little bit of
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fabric and some stuff in it. metal
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rods go right through basically. But
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one of my one of the toughest times honestly
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is probably the transportation
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going back and forth from
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the detention center to
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court and then from court back
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to the detention center. Here inside
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this small, it's like a small
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van and in that van there's
8:21
little metal cages all around the
8:23
outside. I do not fit. There
8:26
was a couple of rods and a couple of different
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vehicles that they would switch up and
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literally to close the door I had to
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pick my legs up and they would shut
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the door and then my knees would literally
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be on the metal
8:39
door frame for about an hour,
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hour and a half to get
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from the detention center down to
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the courthouse. And then did you
8:48
have to live with residual pain for a
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long time after that? Definitely.
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I mean my knees that first
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year coming back from all that,
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not being able to move, not being able to
9:00
stretch out and then being forced, you know, my
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knees up against these metal metal
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doors. I definitely felt it. There
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was a lot of a lot of pain that would just
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come back. How
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are you emotionally now? I
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have my moments. You
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know I definitely say it's like a roller coaster.
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I'm starting to string together a lot
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more better days now than before. It'll
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just be a thought that'll pop up in
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my head sometimes or a dream and then
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that turns into just a restless night or
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just my mood being a little bit off.
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But it's definitely getting better now.
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It's something that I've learned to kind
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of deal with and cope with. You
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had been having a lot of nightmares. What would happen
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in your nightmares? So I have
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this one reoccurring dream where something
9:50
was wrong with paperwork or
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something was wrong and I had
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to go back to the embassy
9:57
in Russia actually. And when I
9:59
go back they take me and
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I'm stuck right back in the cell
10:04
that I was in and there's
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no talk of coming back. So it's
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just right back into the place
10:12
where I spent most of the time. Early
10:16
in your book you write about how before basketball
10:18
there was no place for you because you're 6'9
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or 6'8, I want to get it right. 6'9.
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6'9, yeah. So were you that tall in
10:27
high school too? I
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grew the extra inch once I got out
10:31
of high school and into college. Went in
10:34
the 9th grade, 6'9, graduated 6'7, grew two
10:36
more when in college. It's
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a lot of growing. A lot of
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growing, a lot of growing, a lot of new clothes.
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I wasn't mad about that. And
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also you didn't develop rest and people always
10:51
thought, oh, really a boy
10:53
or later, oh, you're really a
10:55
man. And you were asked to
10:57
leave women's bathrooms because people assumed
10:59
you were a man. And
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you were mistaken for what society fears
11:04
most, a black man, a big black
11:06
man. When you were younger
11:08
before you were a basketball star, did you
11:10
constantly have to explain yourself? Always,
11:13
always. I mean, I just made a
11:15
habit very, very young on just making
11:18
sure I use the bathroom before
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I leave the house and wait till I'm in
11:22
my locker room where I know I'm safe. I
11:26
would leave class and go to the locker
11:28
room and use the bathroom. When I'm at
11:30
my gym, it's in our locker room. I've
11:34
made this habit now that it's a little bit
11:36
easier to do now, but I
11:39
still don't like having to use public bathrooms
11:41
because I've been chased after literally
11:44
had security come into the bathroom to get
11:46
me out of there. And I'm just like,
11:49
I'm a female. I know
11:52
you probably don't think I look like one, but
11:54
I am. And I've
11:56
literally pulled my pants down and flashed
11:58
them like. And they're like, oh
12:00
my God, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry. You
12:03
know, like, not like I can flash
12:05
my chest. Yeah, right.
12:07
It's not like you could flash your chest,
12:09
right? And basketball,
12:11
your height was an asset and you were
12:14
special. What did you fall in
12:16
love with about basketball? It
12:18
was just a way for me to channel anxiety,
12:20
anger, anything, it gave
12:23
me a focus. Basketball
12:25
helped me be able to relate to
12:27
a wide range of people because you're
12:29
not gonna like everybody on your team.
12:31
Like, it's just life. Like, you're not
12:33
gonna like everyone. And you have to
12:35
learn how to work towards
12:37
a common goal together. And
12:39
I think that can be applied to life. I
12:42
really like that. And being
12:44
challenged, you know, like there's always someone
12:46
bigger and better coming along. There's always
12:48
someone gunning for you. So you either
12:50
evolve or you get left behind. And
12:52
I love being able to stay
12:54
in the game as long as I have, and hopefully I have a
12:57
longer career. Well,
12:59
you played in Russia for eight seasons, largely
13:02
because you needed the money because especially back
13:04
when you started, women's
13:06
basketball, pro ball was paid very little.
13:10
I think things have improved a little,
13:12
but proportionate to the NBA, there's no
13:14
comparison. And in Russia,
13:16
some of the teams are run by oligarchs. So
13:19
like, there was money. But
13:21
of course, the last time you went, you
13:24
were detained and arrested. You
13:26
didn't want to go. You wanted
13:28
to stay home with your wife. And
13:31
you kind of had a bad feeling. And
13:33
you decided, okay, this is going to be
13:35
your last season in Russia. You had just
13:37
gotten over COVID. You were still coughing. Do
13:40
you think you had a premonition? I
13:42
definitely think the universe was telling me to
13:44
stay at home, honestly. And
13:47
it was something that I promised myself that I
13:49
would always listen to my intuition. No
13:51
matter how big or small, I think it is.
13:53
I'm definitely going to listen to it. Because there
13:55
were just so many signs of, you
13:58
know, don't go. But I just heard that. that voice
14:00
in the back of my head. You know,
14:02
I grew up on the morals of you finish
14:05
what you start and you know
14:07
I never want to leave my teammates in a bad
14:09
position and we were right there. We were about to
14:11
go win EuroLeague and Russian
14:13
League, you know, like we always have. So I
14:16
just wanted to finish it out and then let
14:18
that be the end. Yeah
14:20
and you had packed in a hurry, you threw
14:22
things in your luggage and didn't check the seat
14:25
if anything was in the pockets and that's where
14:27
the two mostly used up
14:29
cartridges of cannabis were. And you
14:32
know you had the prescription because of your
14:34
pain from basketball and injuries. You were stopped
14:36
at the Russian airport and it sounds like
14:38
that was not typical but there was a
14:41
whole lot of security people there. I'm wondering
14:44
if that was because this
14:46
was a week before the war
14:49
in Ukraine started, before Russia started the war
14:51
in Ukraine. Do you think that there were
14:53
special security alerts because of
14:55
that? I mean it definitely
14:57
a great possibility because you know they knew
14:59
what they were about to do. They knew
15:01
they were about to invade and yeah I
15:05
mean I've made this trip multiple
15:07
times in a season. You know
15:09
we come back two three times
15:11
within one season. Been
15:13
there eight years so I've never
15:15
seen so much security
15:18
dogs. You know
15:20
everybody that was getting pulled to the side looked
15:23
either American or you know
15:26
non-Russian and you know all
15:28
the Russians were basically just walking through the
15:30
middle not getting checked. So
15:32
it was definitely something
15:34
that I for sure noticed. Do
15:37
you think you were targeted? It's
15:40
hard to say yes or no to that but
15:42
you know my feeling I think
15:45
maybe not me per se but an
15:48
American I think that was a big
15:50
plus for them. We're
15:53
listening to Terri's interview with Brittany Griner.
15:55
Her new memoir is called Coming Home.
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We'll hear more of their conversation. after
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were able to get a good Russian lawyer and
17:09
then another lawyer to help too. And
17:13
your lawyer was able to
17:16
rent you an apartment nearby
17:18
the courthouse so that
17:20
when you were put under house arrest, you'd have a place nearby
17:22
to stay. Well, my team. Your team?
17:24
My team. Yeah, okay, your
17:27
basketball team. But you
17:29
were given no bail, no house arrest. You
17:31
were considered a flight risk. So
17:33
that was like crushing. And
17:35
then you found out you needed to stay in
17:38
detention for a minimum of 30 days. And
17:41
then after that time, you were
17:44
moved to a correctional colony. And
17:47
I want you to describe what the conditions were like there.
17:52
So, I mean, the detention center
17:54
and the penal colony, IK2
17:57
that I ended up in once I
17:59
got my 9-year sentence. years. I mean the
18:01
conditions were horrible. I
18:03
mean trying to find clean water,
18:07
trying to figure out how to buy
18:09
water from commissary. That took,
18:12
I mean that probably took me about
18:14
a month, two months to figure out
18:17
how to even buy, you know, water,
18:20
bottled water. And then the
18:22
games began because I was
18:24
buying so much water then I was told,
18:26
oh well there's a limit
18:28
on how much you can buy, how much
18:31
you can store in the room because I
18:33
was buying so much water because our water
18:35
that everyone uses comes
18:37
from the bathroom sink and
18:39
that water that comes out that sink is
18:42
just a milky, it looks like
18:44
a milky water because it's just
18:46
so much sediment and calcium
18:48
and just rust because everything
18:50
is rusted. Trying to
18:52
be able to have food because what they
18:55
serve you is, I wouldn't
18:57
even give it to a stray animal, like it's
19:00
just disgusting. The
19:02
bowls that they serve the food out
19:04
of, you can see the paint chipping,
19:06
the rust in it, the
19:08
bed, how cold it is. One of
19:11
the things that I noticed when I
19:13
came back that I hate being cold
19:15
because it was so cold there. They
19:17
had these little radiators on the walls
19:19
but the whole room is
19:22
metal and concrete so it's just like being in
19:24
an ice box. And you were there
19:26
during Russian winter? Oh yes,
19:28
the blistering cold Russian
19:31
winter, you know, once we were
19:33
at IK2, the penal colony, you
19:36
have morning check every morning and
19:38
every night you have morning check.
19:41
Well they have everyone line up
19:43
outside in the courtyard and
19:46
they come by and they count us
19:48
one by one. It's very old-school counting
19:51
of us and you're
19:53
out there for about an hour, hour and a half,
19:55
and literally blistering
19:58
cold, blistering cold. It doesn't
20:00
matter. Snow literally was building up
20:02
on my shoulders and my head where people would
20:04
have to like knock it off. Would
20:08
you describe what bathing and toileting was like
20:10
in the prison? Oof,
20:13
so you have three toilets
20:15
and one shower to
20:18
serve 50 plus women. Then
20:21
there's no hot water. You literally,
20:23
I had a bucket and a ladle.
20:26
So you would take a kettle, like
20:28
a tea kettle, warm up
20:30
water out the sink, pour it into
20:32
the bowl, into the bucket. You
20:34
take the bucket and the ladle into the shower.
20:37
You squat down in the shower and you
20:40
just scoop and pour. And
20:43
that's how you take a shower. And you have about maybe
20:46
five minutes because you have about 10, 12
20:48
other women waiting
20:50
in the bathroom area to get into
20:52
that shower. Not everyone
20:54
showers though. So some people picture
20:57
like a big farm house,
21:00
like sink with multiple faucets
21:02
on it. So people
21:05
be over there washing chests, washing
21:07
their armpits, kicking their feet in
21:09
the sink. You're next to them
21:11
brushing your teeth. You
21:14
have people washing all kinds of body parts.
21:17
The toilets are side by side
21:20
and in front of you. There
21:23
was five toilets in there, but only
21:25
three worked. So you had a neighbor right
21:27
beside you and someone right in front of
21:29
you. And there's
21:31
no walls. So it's very intimate. You
21:33
get to know your roommates very
21:36
well, very personally, which
21:40
was insane to say
21:43
the least. I thought it was both upsetting
21:45
and hilarious that the toothpaste you were given expired
21:47
in 2007. Yes,
21:49
you have old toothpaste that they give
21:51
you. So If your family can't
21:54
help you and you can't buy things, you
21:56
just have to live with expired stuff. But
21:58
We would use the expired toothpaste. Put
22:00
it on the mole on the walls
22:02
because it would help kill them all
22:05
growing on the wall, how to react
22:07
as you get really resource. You
22:10
are in a cell with two other women. I'm
22:13
one of them. Became a close
22:15
friend. She spoke English and translated everything
22:17
for you including tv programs. Says you
22:20
are allowed to watch tv but it
22:22
was mostly Russian propaganda arm and then
22:24
the other roommate is a good i
22:26
was a spy. I
22:28
have a question about the Russian propaganda. Channel I
22:31
want you to describe the clip.
22:33
Of. Joe. Biden President
22:36
Biden at the podium. Where.
22:38
He kind of turns into Hitler. Yeah,
22:41
so it was Channel Four. He
22:43
was up talking addressing the nation
22:46
and they started to distort his
22:48
voice and literally there was too
22:51
big American flags. Right beside him
22:53
was the Nazi flag comes down
22:55
over the American flags and admittedly
22:58
jumped up. and I was like
23:00
a lot of least like what
23:02
was going on and Sousa's I
23:05
got the propaganda channel, there's Nino,
23:07
they're just talking crap about your
23:09
presidents and I. Was is blown
23:11
away and never isamu years thought i
23:14
was see something like that it was
23:16
is crazy vague even the talk shows
23:18
i she would tell me sometimes though
23:21
he knows his his. Roommate. Who was
23:23
your cell med I should say who was translating for
23:25
yes? Yes my cellmate that
23:27
was translating they're insane for me
23:29
since you tell me about his
23:31
to different shows how how nazi
23:34
Germany is controlling America and we
23:36
we wanna come and take Russian
23:39
land from everyone in Aus aside
23:41
wow. Where most
23:43
of the women in the prisons
23:45
where you are on their businesses,
23:48
drug charges, Yes,
23:50
Number one thing everyone and races
23:52
and for his drug charges in
23:54
him. Murders. were
23:58
you on Careful
24:00
around the murderers. I didn't
24:02
really even think about it. Honestly when I was in there
24:04
I mean there was a couple of women that I
24:07
was close to and I knew that they had
24:10
attacked their husbands and You
24:13
know that was a very common thing
24:15
they had in Russia they relaxed their
24:17
laws around domestic violence and a lot
24:19
of women ended up in really bad
24:21
situations and You know they
24:24
acted to get out of them but
24:26
I wasn't I never was fearful
24:29
of them doing anything to me so
24:33
part of what you're doing now is
24:35
work on behalf of Americans
24:37
who are detained in foreign countries who
24:39
are imprisoned in foreign countries working to
24:41
get them out I'm
24:44
also wondering if you're interested in doing
24:46
prison reform work in the US Because
24:49
it's horrible as conditions were in Russia.
24:52
I mean conditions are not good in
24:54
most American prisons Yes,
24:56
a hundred percent I was
24:58
just talking with my agent about that the other day
25:01
actually about how I can What
25:04
I can do how I can be of use You
25:07
know what organization I could
25:10
partner with because like you said
25:12
conditions are extremely bad
25:14
overseas, but they're equally
25:16
bad in certain prisons and even
25:18
in our country here and No
25:21
matter no matter what someone is
25:23
being convicted of they still have rights as
25:25
a human and they still have
25:28
rights as a prisoner, you know incarcerated
25:30
and You
25:33
don't get stripped of those rights just because
25:35
you're in prison so I
25:37
definitely would love to work with a
25:41
group that's working
25:43
in reform and Re-immersion as well because
25:45
a lot of times we say you
25:47
know you you do the time you
25:49
you You're corrected,
25:51
but then when you come back into society,
25:54
we make it even harder for them to
25:57
Accumulate back in so I definitely want to
25:59
do something around that. Brittany
26:02
Greiner, thank you so much for talking with us. Thank
26:06
you for having me on. I appreciate it so much. And
26:08
congratulations again on your freedom and your new
26:10
life. Thank you. And
26:12
your soon-to-come baby. Thank
26:15
you so much. Brittany Greiner's
26:18
new memoir is called Coming Home
26:21
and she spoke with Terry Gross. Our
26:24
jazz historian Kevin Whitehead has some
26:27
thoughts about saxophonist Sonny Rollins
26:30
in 1959. Early
26:32
that year, Rollins took a
26:34
trio to Europe for a tour
26:36
documented on a new reissue. Five
26:39
months later, he withdrew from
26:41
performing in public for two
26:43
years, instead practicing on New
26:45
York's Williamsburg Bridge. Here's
26:48
Rollins in Stockholm that March on
26:50
his anthem, St. Thomas. Early
27:22
in 1959, Sonny Rollins was
27:24
a few years into one
27:26
of the great hot streets
27:35
in jazz history. The handful
27:37
of classic albums he made then include a
27:39
couple with just bass and drums. That
27:42
format gave him plenty of elbow room and obliged
27:44
him to blow at length, which he was happy
27:46
to do. Rollins took
27:49
a trio to Europe for three weeks in late
27:51
winter. Three hours from that
27:53
tour are heard on a new
27:55
Sonny approved reissue, Freedom Weaver, drawing
27:57
on seven gigs from five countries.
28:00
The saxophonist has lung power,
28:02
ideas, and technique to burn,
28:05
and gloriously unruly turn out. Sonny
28:35
Rollins comes on like a few jazz grates
28:37
combined. He has Louis
28:40
Armstrong's teasing way with a melody,
28:42
Charlie Parker's high speed virtuosity and
28:44
wit, Tenor Lester Young's rhythmic obstinacy,
28:47
the noble tone of Coleman Hawkins,
28:50
and Dexter Gordon's swagger. But
28:52
it all comes out in Rollins' own
28:55
brash, self-assured voice. Listen
28:57
to him dart around on, I want to
28:59
be happy, recorded in Holland. Paraphrasing
29:02
or improvising, he's variously
29:04
in front of, on top of,
29:06
behind, or way behind the beat.
29:09
The trio's secret hero, young Henry
29:11
Grimes, sets the pace on bass
29:13
beside Pete LaRocca's Sims on drums.
29:52
He's a serious demon. As
30:00
ecstatic as Rollins
30:03
can sound, he's
30:06
acutely self-aware. He
30:19
said that he sometimes felt like he was
30:21
observing himself from above while playing, as if
30:23
split in two. He
30:26
makes that split literal on one take
30:28
of, I've told, every little star, whereas
30:30
tenor answers itself off microphone. I
30:33
make a connection to radio comedians
30:35
Rollins loved, Bob and Ray, who
30:37
toggle between different voices in a
30:39
sketch. This
31:30
1959
31:33
music poses an old question with no
31:35
simple answer. Why
31:37
was this grandmaster on fire so
31:40
dissatisfied he quit performing for two
31:42
years in romantic sabbatical on the
31:44
Williamsburg Bridge? We
31:47
get clues from a new trade paperback of
31:49
the notebooks of Sonny Rollins, whose entries begin
31:51
in 1959. Back
31:54
then he's mostly preoccupied with technical
31:56
matters and shortcomings. and
32:00
side keys get a lot of attention.
32:03
And it's true on the European tour, sometimes
32:05
a couple of notes in a fast run
32:07
will sound blurry. There was still
32:09
work to do. In
32:12
the 60s, Rollins dreamt of writing
32:14
a saxophone manual, but his observations
32:16
were mostly notes to himself. Later
32:19
in the notebooks, he gets more philosophical.
32:22
The musical discussion gets deep in the
32:24
weeds, and the book's editor supplies all
32:26
of seven skimpy footnotes when we need
32:28
more like 70. Where,
32:31
say, Rollins goes on about interacting
32:33
with Don, Bob, and Billy, the
32:35
editor might note that's trumpeter Don
32:37
Cherry, bassist Bob Crenshaw, and drummer
32:40
Billy Higgins, which makes it 1962.
32:42
The Rollins
32:44
notebooks cry out for
32:47
a crowdsourced annotation's website.
32:49
His 1959 trio music,
32:51
my commentary aside, needs
32:53
no such mediation. His
32:56
big-hearted music speaks for itself. Kevin
33:00
Whitehead is the author of the book Play
33:02
the Way You Feel, the essential guide to
33:05
jazz stories on film. Coming
33:07
up, we'll talk about the intelligence of
33:09
plants with climate journalist Zoe Schlanger. I'm
33:11
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Air and it's commitment to
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sharing ideas and encouraging meaningful
34:21
conversation. In the seventies,
34:23
there were these questionable experiments that
34:25
claim to prove that plants can
34:27
behave like humans, that they had
34:30
feelings or could respond to music
34:32
or even take a polygraph test.
34:34
Know. Most of those claims has since
34:36
been debunked by it's a new
34:38
wave of research suggests that plants
34:40
are indeed intelligent and complex Ways
34:42
that challenge are very understanding of
34:44
agency and consciousness. That's. The
34:46
subject of a new book written by
34:49
climate journalist so he slang they're called
34:51
the light Eaters. How the unseen world
34:53
of plant intelligence offers a new understanding
34:55
of life on Earth. And. The
34:58
Books Slinger explores how plants do
35:00
indeed communicate with each other, see
35:02
and recognize other plants, store memories,
35:05
and even learn. Slinker.
35:07
Traveled around the world to explore the
35:09
work of botanical researchers to understand the
35:11
debate among them on how to interpret
35:14
the latest findings which are some times
35:16
at odds with our conception of what
35:18
a plant actually is. So.
35:20
We slinger his staff reporter at
35:22
the Atlantic's where she covers climate
35:24
change. She also writes the newsletter,
35:26
the Weekly Planet, which tells the
35:28
story of life on a changing
35:30
planet. Her work has appeared in
35:32
various publications including The New York
35:34
Times and the New York Review
35:36
of Books. So. We slang are welcome
35:38
to fresh air. It's wonderful to be
35:40
with you. i've really enjoyed
35:43
this but very fascinating and you
35:45
know from the moment i'd started
35:47
to read it i was thinking
35:49
about how plan intelligence has been
35:51
for such a long time a
35:53
highly contested idea especially after some
35:55
of that defunct research from the
35:57
seventies what made you say to
35:59
yourself I've got to
36:01
pick up this field of study
36:03
and explore this new science behind
36:05
this idea of plant intelligence. Yeah.
36:09
So, as you said, I cover climate change.
36:11
And a few years ago, I was feeling
36:14
really burnt out. I'm sure as anyone
36:16
can relate to climate as a harrowing
36:18
subject. And my editor realized
36:20
that I needed a bit of a change. And
36:24
he's just like, go find something else to cover. And
36:26
I've always been interested in plants. And
36:28
I started perusing botany journals. And
36:31
I noticed something that really
36:33
made me fall off my chair
36:35
the first time I saw it, which was that at
36:37
this exact moment I was looking, botanists
36:40
were debating the possibility
36:42
that plants were intelligent.
36:45
And as any science journalist knows
36:47
or any scientist, science is
36:49
an incredibly conservative field. Scientists
36:52
don't want to be misconstrued.
36:55
They tend to avoid using words that are
36:57
mushy or can have multiple meanings. And
36:59
so the fact that they were using words
37:02
like intelligence and consciousness and having this rigorous
37:04
debate among themselves, I
37:06
knew that would be a huge story.
37:09
And not one that I had
37:11
seen break out of the realm
37:13
of botany journals in academia into
37:15
the public realm yet. That's
37:18
really fascinating that they're using the word
37:20
intelligence. It seems like a phrase that
37:22
we can all understand. We know animals,
37:24
for instance, have unique intelligence that isn't
37:26
human. In what you
37:28
were reading though, is there
37:30
a consensus about what consciousness
37:32
means as it relates to
37:34
plants? Absolutely not.
37:37
I mean, consciousness is a fascinating thing
37:39
because we don't have any consensus for
37:41
what it means even in ourselves. You
37:46
and I can completely feel our own consciousness,
37:48
but we actually have no way to make
37:51
certain that anyone else is conscious. We
37:54
observe consciousness in humans just
37:57
through inference, through watching behavior
37:59
or... Afghan person questions and
38:01
we barely have extended consciousness and
38:03
to the world of animals at
38:05
this point. And I think we're
38:07
all comfortable with the idea that
38:09
you know dog is. Most of
38:12
us have had experience with an
38:14
animal that. To. Us would
38:16
confirm it's consciousness, but in terms
38:18
of science and philosophy and neurobiology,
38:20
it's It's still a bit of
38:22
an open question. actually. I'm I'm
38:24
a New York, and just a
38:26
couple weeks ago at N Y
38:28
U, there's a conference as biologists
38:30
and philosophers and they put out
38:33
a declaration that sort of extends
38:35
the possibility of consciousness to insects
38:37
and fish and crustaceans. So that's
38:39
just brand new. And that was
38:41
an extension of another declaration. and
38:43
twenty twelve that extended consciousness. To
38:45
mammals and birds. So we're barely.
38:48
On the edge as. Widening.
38:51
This circle to admit other species.
38:53
But here are botanists suggesting we
38:55
might have to wide net even
38:57
further to. You
39:00
prefer this idea that
39:02
plants have agency. Can.
39:05
You say more about what you mean. Yeah.
39:08
Agencies. Is. A
39:11
little less mushy. You don't need
39:13
to be certain of consciousness or
39:15
intelligence to use it agency. Is
39:18
this a sect of having. Control.
39:21
Of one's destiny so to speak
39:23
at having. An. Act his
39:25
stake in the outcome of
39:27
your life And when I.
39:30
Was. Looking at plants and speaking to
39:32
botanists, it became very clear to
39:34
me that plants have this. They
39:36
have this lively ability to make
39:38
choices for themselves, to plan for
39:40
the future, to use information from
39:42
their environment, and mix it with
39:44
experiences in their past to make
39:46
really wise choices for their future.
39:48
And that can mean changing how
39:50
their body looks, changing what direction
39:52
to grow in, changing the conditions
39:54
that they create for their offspring.
39:56
There's a whole realm of maternal
39:58
care and plan. And it's
40:01
the sort of. Taking
40:03
control of man's. Life.
40:06
So to speak, And that. We.
40:09
Don't even need to get into consciousness
40:11
to discuss it's very clear plants or
40:13
agent his subjects and listen to me
40:15
at this point. I'm
40:18
also thinking about something else. like when
40:20
sometimes when you look at a lease
40:22
you can see the details with in
40:24
that lease and it made me wonder.
40:28
Is. It right to say that plants have
40:30
a nervous system. You
40:32
are touching on something that. People.
40:35
Are debating right now am I was
40:37
able to go to a lab in
40:39
Wisconsin where there was plants. I had
40:41
also been engineered to glow, but only
40:44
to glow when they've been patched. So
40:46
I use tweezers to pinch a plant
40:48
on it's veins. Exactly what you're talking
40:51
about. The kind of midrib of Elise
40:53
and I got to watch this glowing
40:55
green signal emanate from the point where
40:58
I pinch the plant out. To.
41:00
The whole rest of the plant. Within
41:02
two minutes the whole plant had received
41:04
a signal of my thoughts of my
41:06
assault, said the speak with his tweezers
41:08
and visit like that is leading. People.
41:11
Within the plant sciences, the Ozil. People.
41:13
Who work on neurobiology in
41:15
people to question whether or
41:17
not it's time to expand
41:19
the notion. Of a
41:21
nervous system. Maybe we need to imagine
41:23
a nervous system as something that. Evolved
41:26
multiple times throughout multiple tax
41:29
of life. Like many other
41:31
things, slight evolved many times
41:33
and birds and bats and
41:36
other creatures. Eyeballs evolved. Many.
41:38
Times separately and maybe a
41:41
nervous system did to. Maybe
41:43
it's more fundamental to lifespan
41:45
we've known before. Thinking
41:48
about this plant responding to your
41:50
tweezers though also makes me wonder.
41:53
What have scientists found regarding
41:56
plants ability to feel? Do
41:58
they feel pain? pain. We
42:02
have nothing at the moment to suggest
42:04
that plants feel pain, but do
42:07
they sense being touched
42:09
or sense being eaten and
42:12
respond with a flurry
42:14
of defensive chemicals that suggest that they
42:16
really want to prevent whatever is going
42:19
on from continuing? Absolutely. So this
42:21
is where we get into tricky
42:23
territory. Do we ascribe human concepts
42:25
like pain or of
42:28
course that's an animal concept more broadly
42:30
to a plant even though it has no brain
42:33
and we can't ask it if it feels pain.
42:36
We have not found pain receptors in a plant, but
42:39
then again the devil's advocate view here
42:41
is that we only found
42:43
the mechanoreceptors for pain in
42:46
humans like fairly recently. But
42:50
we do know plants are receiving
42:53
inputs all the time. They know
42:55
when a caterpillar is chewing on
42:57
them and they will respond with
42:59
aggressive defensiveness. They will do wild
43:01
things to keep that caterpillar from
43:03
destroying them further. Like
43:06
what? Like actually emitting tannins
43:08
and things like that to stop them from eating
43:11
them. Exactly. But the defenses
43:13
are spectacular and precise and
43:15
actually kind of cruel in
43:17
some cases. Tomato
43:19
plants have been found
43:21
to encourage caterpillars towards
43:23
cannibalism when they're eating
43:25
their leaves. Apparently caterpillars
43:27
tend towards cannibalism anyway
43:30
when there's not enough food around. But the
43:32
plants will fill their leaves with something that
43:34
makes them so unappetizing that caterpillars will look
43:37
up from their leaves and start eating each
43:39
other instead. Another example
43:41
that absolutely blows my mind is
43:44
that corn plants will sample
43:46
the saliva from a caterpillar
43:48
that's eating it and then it
43:50
will know what species that caterpillar is or
43:53
at least know what species
43:55
of wasp it needs to summon
43:57
to come parasitize the
43:59
caterpillar. So it'll emit this
44:01
volatile chemical that floats on the air and
44:05
it will summon the exact parasitic wasp
44:07
that wants to come inject
44:09
its eggs in the caterpillar, the
44:11
larva hatch, and then eat the caterpillar from
44:13
the inside. And that takes
44:15
care of the caterpillar for the plant. You
44:18
touched on, of course,
44:21
plants don't have a brain, but
44:24
you also wonder at the same time, what
44:27
if the plant itself is just one
44:29
big brain? Explain this to me.
44:33
I had this moment in
44:35
the middle of reporting this book where I admitted
44:37
this very sheepishly to a botanist thinking that she
44:39
would wave me off and think
44:41
I was very silly. And I asked
44:43
her, what, why does the whole plant is something like
44:45
a brain? And she sort of
44:47
leaned in and whispered, I think that
44:49
too. I just don't talk about it very much. This
44:52
is an idea bubbling up. The
44:55
fringes are among
44:57
more open-minded botanists, I would say. Why
45:00
does she say she doesn't talk about
45:02
it much? Because something that you actually
45:04
encountered was a lot of
45:06
reticence of talking about this, even for those who
45:08
are studying it, because what
45:10
they're actually doing right now is redefining
45:12
the very meaning of intelligence and consciousness.
45:15
And there's been so much passed
45:17
around pseudoscience that has invalidated their
45:19
work. Exactly. I mentioned
45:22
the Secret Life of Plants, a
45:24
book in 1973 that
45:26
was a mixture of some reasonably good
45:28
science, but then a huge part of
45:30
it was not something that anyone could
45:33
reproduce. And it really tarnished
45:35
the field for about 30 years, sending
45:37
bodies who are really hesitant to fund
45:39
botanical behavior research, the realm of
45:42
how plants behave. And
45:45
that taboo is still on the plant sciences
45:47
a little bit. It's worn off, which has
45:49
allowed certain research to come through. Scientists
45:53
across any discipline are wary of
45:56
saying anything too outlandish.
45:59
They need to... check their facts first.
46:01
They need to have peer review processes in
46:03
place to make sure they're not saying something
46:05
to the public that can't be proven. And
46:07
I feel scientists are aware
46:10
that they're writing the first draft of
46:12
knowledge of their field. And
46:14
if that draft has flaws,
46:16
anything built on top of it would
46:18
also have flaws. So they have tremendous responsibility
46:20
to not mess this up. Well,
46:23
back to the idea of a
46:25
plant itself being one big brain,
46:28
what made you come to that idea
46:30
after looking at the research
46:33
and the ways that plants
46:35
behave? When you look
46:38
at plant sensing and the way a
46:40
plant senses its world, it's
46:42
doing it with all of these
46:44
disparate limbs. I mean, a plant
46:46
is growing constantly, and a plant
46:48
is modular, much unlike us. We
46:51
evolved in a situation where we evolved
46:53
to run across long distances and
46:55
seek our food across
46:58
long distances. So our
47:00
processing evolved in a very compact,
47:03
portable brain. It makes sense for us to
47:05
have this centralized place that stores our information
47:08
and our senses. But a plant evolved
47:10
rooted in place. And
47:12
that evolutionary heritage means
47:14
maybe there wasn't any good reason
47:17
to make a compact, centralized processing
47:19
center. Maybe plant
47:22
sensing is a more diffuse phenomena.
47:24
Maybe it is something that doesn't
47:26
need to be all packed into
47:28
one place. And a plant
47:31
is able to lose a limb and not
47:33
be that harmed by that. So it
47:35
would make sense that it was more of a
47:37
diffuse sensing ability. And it
47:39
seems like a lot of the research bears
47:42
that out. I mentioned the
47:44
experiment where I got to pinch the plant
47:46
and watch it receive
47:48
the awareness of that signal. If
47:51
you are looking for a brain, it wouldn't make sense
47:53
that the whole plant could respond to me pinching just
47:55
one part of it. The
47:58
signal would sort of ricochet meaninglessly. Throughout
48:00
the plant and yet it does respond Maybe
48:03
it doesn't need to route that signal back
48:05
to a centralized place. Maybe it's
48:08
Something more like what we're finding with fungi
48:10
this kind of diffuse mat of awareness That
48:14
is yet very capable of understanding what's going
48:16
on with all parts of it So
48:20
thinking like a skeptic here and
48:22
really many researchers said this to
48:24
you this idea of
48:27
consciousness or Intelligence, it's
48:29
just really a matter of chemical reactions How
48:33
widely accepted is this notion of
48:35
plant intelligence in this moment with
48:38
all of this burgeoning research that
48:40
you found? the
48:42
reality is that Scientists won't
48:44
be the ones to decide whether
48:46
plants are intelligent or conscious It
48:49
will be a debate that goes on in In
48:52
more of the humanities in in
48:54
philosophy in ethics because
48:56
science is there to show us
49:00
observation and to experiment
49:02
but it can't answer questions about
49:04
this ineffable squishy concept of intelligence
49:06
and consciousness and part of
49:09
me feels like it almost doesn't matter because
49:12
What we see plants doing what we now understand
49:14
they can do Simply
49:16
brings them into this realm of alert
49:19
active processing beings Which is a huge
49:21
step from how many of us were
49:23
raised to view them? which is more
49:26
like ornaments in our world or sort
49:28
of this decorative backdrop for our our
49:31
lives and Intelligence
49:33
is this thing that's loaded with so much Human
49:36
meaning I mean it's too muddled
49:38
up sometimes with academic notions
49:40
of intelligence and it has to be said has
49:42
been used as a tool to Separate
49:45
humans from other humans for forever So
49:48
is this even something we want to layer onto
49:50
plants and that's something that I
49:52
hear a lot of plant scientists talk about
49:54
They recognize more than anyone that plants
49:57
are not little humans. They don't want
49:59
their subjects to be reduced
50:01
in a way to human tropes or human
50:03
standards of either of those things. How
50:07
has writing this book actually changed
50:10
your outlook on your climate reporting?
50:12
I mean you took a break
50:14
from that in order to focus on
50:16
this issue and you're
50:18
going back to climate reporting. How does
50:20
learning about plants help us maybe
50:24
look at this larger problem in new ways
50:27
or tackle it? Yeah,
50:30
I came to thinking about plants from a
50:32
place of despair around climate and
50:34
reporting on climate change and
50:37
I have to be honest I am
50:39
not anywhere more hopeful about climate
50:42
change. It didn't solve that one
50:44
for me but it
50:46
did do something else. It
50:48
kind of re-enchanted the world
50:51
for me which has really strong effects
50:53
in how I come to
50:55
my job now covering climate change. I
50:58
feel much more attached to the material
51:00
stakes of what we stand
51:02
to lose. It starts
51:04
to seem that much more absurd that we're
51:06
doing anything that could impede the
51:09
continuation of all of these different lines
51:12
of evolutionary genius which
51:14
are embodied in plants and any other
51:16
species but you know I'm thinking a
51:18
lot about plants and I even
51:21
feel in myself like what's sitting
51:23
with all of this wonder around what
51:26
plants can do what that's done. I mean
51:29
I think a lot about Rachel Carson who at the end of
51:31
her life wrote a lot
51:33
about this that wonder is
51:35
a transformative emotion. It
51:39
leads away from exploitation.
51:41
Once you have offered something it's
51:43
very hard to feel a lack
51:45
of respect for it. Respect sort
51:47
of comes naturally out of that and
51:50
I think I sense that. I sense
51:52
both the system in which we're all
51:54
part this ecological web but also the
52:00
the lack of any excuse
52:02
for turning away from
52:04
destruction, that snuffing out
52:06
any one of these lines of plants
52:09
through early extinction, through
52:11
deforestation, just becomes patently
52:14
absurd. There's just no
52:16
excuse for it. Zoe
52:19
Schlanger, thank you so much for this conversation.
52:21
It's wonderful to talk to you. Zoe
52:24
Schlanger's new book is called The Light
52:27
Eaters, how the unseen world of plant
52:29
intelligence offers a new understanding of life
52:31
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