My own experience, my research, and my conversations with survivors has led me to the conclusion that rape is legal in our culture. If a crime is not pursued or punishment than it is legal. That is the case with rape."Justice delayed is justi

Episode 9: Forgiveness after rape?

Jun 4th, 2017 12m 37s

In Episode 9, Forgiveness after rape? I share my feelings about the idea of "getting to a place of forgiveness" and "drinking your own poison." These sentiments perpetuate the expectations that survivors should not feel angry or harbor hatred t

Episode 8: My Experiences with PTSD

May 15th, 2017 34m 22s

Eileen Doe: Rape in San FranciscoEpisode 8: My Experiences with PTSD This episode takes a personal and emotional look at the ways trauma has changed my life. I talk to the listeners about symptoms of post traumatic stress disorder and also a

Episode 7: Rape and Rapists

Apr 26th, 2017 21m 7s

In this episode I discuss how I have tried to understand rape and why someone would do that to me. I also talk about rape culture and attitudes about rape.

Episode 6: The Many Ways California Can Mess Up a Rape Investigation

Apr 18th, 2017 24m 59s

In episode 6 I describe the California laws and SFPD / SFDA procedures that made it impossible for me to prosecute the stranger who raped me back in 1993 and who's DNA was conclusively matched with my closed case 20 years later.

Episode 5: Psychology of Rape: My story in Poems

Mar 26th, 2017 19m 50s

Psychology of Rape: My story in Poems --Episode 5 -- Eileen Doe: Rape in San FranciscoIn 1993 I was raped by a stranger. In 2016 I was contacted by the San Francisco Police Department and was informed of a conclusive DNA hit on a serial rapis

Episode 4: The Iron Mountain

Mar 22nd, 2017 16m 6s

The fourth episode of Eileen Doe: Rape in San Francisco. After requesting the police investigation file for the rape committed against me in 1993, I am sent on a wild goose chase by the SFPD only to be told my investigation file is likely burie

Episode 3: More about DNA Hit on My Rape Kit 20 Years Later

Mar 22nd, 2017 25m 26s

The third episode in my serial podcast about being raped in San Francisco in the early 1990s and receiving a call from the SFPD 23 years later informing me of a conclusive DNA hit on my rape kit.

Episode 2: A Match on my Rape Kit 23 Years Later

Mar 16th, 2017 26m 41s

TRIGGER WARNING: this podcast contains descriptions of sexual violence and may be emotionally triggering to victims of rape and sexual violence.A Match on my Rape Kit 23 Years Later - Episode SummaryNovember 2016 I received a call from th

Episode 1: The Attack

Mar 9th, 2017 26m 26s

Episode 1 is my rape story.TRIGGER WARNING: this podcast contains descriptions of sexual violence and may be emotionally triggering to victims of rape and sexual violence.The Attack - Episode SummaryIn 1993 a man entered the office buildin

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