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Welcome to Devils in the Dark
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with me, Helen Anderson. And me, Dani
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Howard. We're two best friends entering the world
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of true crime. We'll be sharing the stories
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of some of the worst and wildest true crime cases
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in history, and we're taking you along
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for the ride. In this episode,
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we're looking at Issey Sagawa,
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the Kobe
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killer. How
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are you, my darling?
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I'm
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so well, thank you for asking.
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Oh, well, well, that's well, that's
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great. Well, well, well, well,
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do you know what? You arrived at mine
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earlier with a bounce in your step, and I knew
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that you were having a great time.
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How are you today? I'm fucking buzzing.
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I'm fucking
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buzzing. Oh my God. I
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am. All right,
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Devo. I'm great. I'm
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wonderful. Helen's off her face on caffeine.
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Energy drinks. Oh, no, I'm fine. It's
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just she's a 16 year old. I'm not.
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It really. With your vape and your energy
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drinks. Listen, listen, okay?
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Caffeine is really good for people with ADHD. When
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I went to the psychiatrist,
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he told me to buy caffeine sweets,
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which were like these things with super loads of caffeine,
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but I don't want sweets. I just want to, so I buy
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them in a drink form. And I don't get the
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monster or Red Bull shite. I get some
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like.
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gym persons like equivalent,
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do you know what I mean? Yeah, and prime
2:04
because you're not buying that anymore. Oh, not
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buying that anymore. She's collecting the balls, she's putting them up in a
2:08
garage, I've seen it. Yeah, on a shelf. Yeah,
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she's going to keep them and sell them for money.
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No, I ain't buying the prime anymore. It's
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good because it's a stimulant, yeah, right?
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Caffeine's a stimulant. And when you've got a really
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busy brain, that's going, the whole time,
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I describe it as like Pac-Man.
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I think I've explained this before to you, but imagine
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it's just, it gives just ADHD something
2:31
to do when there's something there that's stimulating.
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So you feel a little bit more calm and focused,
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but also just like on it at the same time. It's
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weird, but it feels good. When I think of your brain,
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I
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love sending, I love falling into Instagram
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holes and I always see reels and I'm like, Helen,
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this is your brain. Because
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it'll be like people running around like,
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like with fun music or whatever. Or like that lady
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that is like, I remember when, and
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then she does the fart.
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I love my mom. I
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love my mom. I
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love her favourite one.
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That's my favourite one.
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But that doesn't translate well on a
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podcast, I realise. I always think of your
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brain. I describe myself quite
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often in the evenings when I'm alone and all
3:21
I have is the need to snack. Like
3:23
Kirby, a little pink guy going, yeah, I love
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Kirby. He's a legend. But I always feel
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like your brain and I always think of your brain being like,
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caffeine. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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Like Nunu off the Teletubbies. Yeah,
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that is me. I am Nunu.
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You are Nunu. The caffeinated beverages.
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Yeah, I love it. It makes me like, I get a
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lot of like, almost like, oh, yeah,
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it's great times. My little Nunu brain. My little
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Nunu brain. We have announcements
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to make, but we're going to make it. It's a very important one,
3:51
actually. We are going to make it at the end
3:53
of the podcast. So you have to stick by and listen
3:55
to us now. Ha, ha, ha. How's
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that? For a cliffhanger.
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tell you the business so do I have
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any stories to tell you oh I got back from
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Austin Texas yeah trip and
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this time I'm disappointed why because
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I can't remember what trip he was on
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when you went to the Bourbon factory oh
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in
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Bourbon yeah
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next the custard cream factory
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see I'm I know how to say
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it now yeah custom to the
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ball then bourbon Helen's learned all
4:31
the words no but that was
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good fun I have severely
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burnt my bottom she has oh
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my goodness so I
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wore skimpy bikini
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bottoms for the first time ever normally
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it's like a full covered high waist jobby
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but I had these new ones I
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didn't realize they were skimpy as they were I think
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I just had a wedgie to be fair and I was laid on my front
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for a bit just on my phone because I was obviously doing
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travel content for brand USA and I
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was just doing a little bit of work on my phone laid
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on my front at a place called Barton Springs which is the most
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beautiful like natural Springs swimming place
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anyway 40 degree heat
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I didn't feel hot because I'd been in the water oh
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it's the biggest rookie fucking error I could
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ever make yeah right for someone first
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day in the sun right and then for someone there's
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always banging on about right SPF on
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your face well I don't SPF
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my ass and I and I went back to the
5:24
hotel went to went in the pool met some friend
5:26
made some friends and then I got out of the pool
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to go to the bar and the front
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one of the blokes that we made friends with was like core
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your ass I mean obviously
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that's gonna be the response or your
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I know he was English he was a geezer
5:40
he was the only English person that we met and but
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no and I went what and then Marika went oh
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I went war and I'm up your bum and I looked
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in the mirror because I went to the end up against the twitch look and it was
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it was like Mars it
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was just illuminating red so I
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went round Helen's
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the other night and she just went and flashed
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me which
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obviously I'm quite used to now yes Yes, yes. And
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that was the reddest I've ever seen it be. Yes.
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Normally it's like a peachy moon.
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Peachy moon. Creamy and
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the... Creamy and white. Oh! Oh,
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stop. Never ever described
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it as the creamy and white. I said it and
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I was like, yuck! This is great! You
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go, Scorsette. I was trying to build you up
6:22
and it just made it weird. Yeah. Oh,
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God. Yeah, Helen is so creamy. I mean, I don't
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have anything to bring
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to the podcast either, so I'm just like, oh,
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God. And like, well, shall we just crack on
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with it? OK, right.
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So here we go. We're going to get into it.
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So it's a warm evening in Paris,
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June 1981, on
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the banks of the lake of
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Bois de Boulogne. A man. Did
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you like that? Yeah. Thank you. And a
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man is having a walk when
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he spots a suitcase floating in the
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water. He
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starts to open the bag and he
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spots a man walking away and he asks
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if it belongs to him. And he responds
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with no. So he
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continues to open this bag
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and what he finds is the
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dismembered body parts of a young
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student, Renee Hartveld.
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He lets out a scream. By this point, the
7:16
passerby had disappeared.
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Wow. What he doesn't realise is
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that he just almost caught
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Izzie Segeur, the Kobe Killer.
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Wow. Why
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would you open the bag?
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Well, he's just like, see the suitcase on the floor
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and you're like, what's in here? Yeah, but no.
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I'd look at it and be like, that's the bag there.
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Who's opening the bag? He's interested.
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He wants to see. He's like, oh, someone's left a bloody suitcase
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here. I better open it and see what's inside of it. My
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brain is immediately going bomb. Yeah.
7:47
Don't touch that. After this story, it's
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probably some dismembered body parts
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in there. Who's opening the bag,
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though? Let us know. Are you going to open the bag? I'm
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not opening the bag. Are
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you opening the bag? Mm. No.
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I mean, I have to get my feet wet to get, you know,
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you'd have to get wet to get. In the river. So
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in the lake. Yeah, no. By
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the banks. Like fair enough.
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You're sat there. Okay, you're sat on a bench
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and a suitcase appears. But next
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to you on the bench. Yeah.
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It just appears. Like with a genie. Yeah, I'd
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open that. I'd be like, this is meant for me. Yeah.
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Yeah. You're opening that. I'm
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opening that one. If it just appears of puffer smoke,
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and it'll plop
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like a little, I'll write the wrong one. That
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one. That one. Okay.
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I'm opening it. Yeah, to be fair. So am
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I. All right. If you are sat on a bench,
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and then you just notice out of the corner of your
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eye, there's a suitcase there, or
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there's a bag there. I'm not opening that. I'm
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not opening that. I don't want to open that. I might watch it
8:44
for a bit. There could be dirty knickers in there. Well, there probably isn't.
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Yeah, no, thanks. Somebody needs to question this
8:49
man. Why did you open the bag, mate? That means
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good job he did, but why? Well,
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it's a good job he did. So let's get into
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the story. Sorry. That's all right.
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Was born on April 26, 1949 in Kobe, Japan.
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And he was born premature. At the
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time they didn't know he was going to survive, as
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he had quite a few complications and health
9:10
problems. He was so small
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when he was born, he fit into the palm of his
9:15
dad's hand. Tiny,
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tiny, tiny baby. And
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he suffered like a few illnesses when he was a child.
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He wasn't a well boy. And due
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to the medication
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that they gave him, and also being
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premature, he was a very
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small and frail child,
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which led him to be quite introverted.
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Cause you know, the other kids are almost like,
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ugh, you're a bit weird. You're very
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small. You know, you're a bit weird. What
9:45
a tiny child you are. Yeah, so
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he was quite introverted and he's
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had many friends. So he threw himself
9:51
into literature. Later on in life, he
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got a master's degree in English literature.
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He had a good upbringing though. He
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had wealthy parents.
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who are very very loving and
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he talks about his childhood as the best
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time of his life, which We
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usually have the opposite in a lot of these cases
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don't we they have yeah But
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yeah his his parents are very wealthy and his dad Was
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like some big old bus man,
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you know of some company like the president
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or some water company or something like that But he did
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he did good They did and he talks
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about how he they were they
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were always in nature in the countryside and I was outside
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doing things And it was just a really nice time
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Interestingly though his uncle
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would play a game with Icy and
10:36
his siblings where he would chase the kids around
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Pretending to be a big
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child eating monster, right? And
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he would lower them over
10:45
the block a boiling pot like you
10:47
know just above it and the dad
10:50
would join in on the game and Be
10:52
the hero and rescue them. So it was just like a silly
10:54
game that he would pay with the kids, right? I
10:56
mean my dad used
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to
10:59
pick me up and put me over the edge of a cliff or
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appear and sort of pretend to drop me right
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Yeah, that's it's slightly more concerning
11:07
but I just used to drag
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me off Literally remember
11:12
being off the side of bloody chrome appear once
11:14
like and he would hold me above the water and then just like sort
11:16
of drop Me a little bit. You're not a big fan of
11:18
heights actually No I'm not! But
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I think I turned out alright, you know
11:24
apart from a slight fear of looking
11:26
over the edge of things I'm alright on a plane
11:28
though.
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Anyway Icy loved
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this game He found it terrifying
11:34
yet thrilling and
11:35
it sparked a fascination with fairy
11:38
tales Especially where
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people get eaten. So think of like Hansel
11:43
and Gretel, you
11:44
know dragons eating people Like any
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sort of story where someone's getting eaten.
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He as a kid,
11:50
he loved that. Okay interesting now I'm
11:52
thinking about it. So I'm on this journey with Sylvie about
11:55
you know, like I'm now sort of finding the fairy
11:57
tales again and the nursery
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rhymes They're
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all fucking dark some of these
12:02
why is that children's rhyme? What's
12:04
the one where I'm gonna grind your bones into
12:07
dust Yeah, Jack and the beanstalk
12:10
Terrifying why are we telling that to children?
12:12
Yeah, I think you should still because we turned
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out okay, Danny Did we I feel
12:17
like I feel cool.
12:18
I'm cool We
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talk quite regularly about how much therapy Yeah,
12:26
like
12:29
little red riding hood yeah, I mean she
12:32
literally cut her grandmother out of the
12:34
wolf stomach Yeah,
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or the wolf the wolf dresses
12:38
up as a has heard the wolf eats Yeah
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My god
12:45
Yeah, and then you've got Hansel
12:47
and Gretel the witch is gonna cook them in the oven
12:49
Yeah, and then she gets put in the oven
12:51
instead. Yeah, which pie which pie? They
12:54
are pretty bad. Yeah, it's like don't don't don't
12:57
show a silver. She needs she needs
12:59
Well, I don't know the shit the story Am
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I gonna feel scared she gonna turn you into yeah,
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Now let's get back to the podcast. Back
15:52
then, sex was a massive taboo
15:54
subject. Like they just did not talk
15:56
about sex. He recalls not
15:58
even hearing his parents say that.
15:59
the word. So, you know,
16:02
the birds and the bees chat is out the fucking
16:04
window. Like, you just don't talk about it. Don't know what
16:06
it is. He didn't understand
16:09
really what relieving himself
16:12
sexually
16:13
was. So when he first experienced an erection,
16:16
he thought he was unwell. Oh no. So
16:19
to relieve himself,
16:20
he got his dog to... I mean,
16:23
that's weird. Lick down there. Yeah.
16:25
That's weird anyway. Yeah, it is. Regardless
16:27
of whether you know what's going on or not. Yeah.
16:30
What? Yeah.
16:33
That's weird. I know. That's an odd, that's
16:35
just an odd reaction to any situation.
16:37
I'm unwell. I'm going to get my dog to lick it.
16:39
Yeah. I've cut my arm. I'll get the dog
16:41
to lick it. I've got a headache. I'll get the
16:43
dog to lick it. Well, obviously, because they didn't
16:45
have the chat. They didn't have the chat like, you
16:48
know, if you have an erection, don't let your
16:50
dog lick it. Yeah.
16:53
He obviously sort of distorted his
16:56
understanding of sex and sexual desires,
16:58
like, because he didn't understand what this
17:01
was.
17:03
Yeah, but boy, his basic instinct isn't
17:05
even to get an animal to lick it. No, I know.
17:07
But like how many girls, I feel like how many girls
17:10
didn't know what their period was and were like, fuck,
17:12
I'm dying. Right.
17:14
And how many of them were like, dog
17:17
could probably... No. I mean,
17:19
no. No. I know. I
17:22
know. I'm troubled by this. Yeah. I
17:25
was. I was like, I don't put the two together. Good
17:27
lord. Yeah. So Izzie
17:29
started having cannibalistic thoughts in
17:32
the first grade.
17:33
What? Yeah. So he
17:35
would have been about seven years old. Fuck. Yeah.
17:37
This was from looking at a
17:39
young boy's thighs and
17:42
it sort of stirred up these thoughts of like,
17:45
I wonder what it's like to bite them. Like,
17:47
I want to sink my teeth into them. They look
17:50
juicy, you know? Oh, that makes me want
17:52
to vomit. I know. And I throat
17:54
a bit. And his desires then shifted towards women. So
17:57
from obviously
17:59
my understanding. And then this is,
18:01
and he was probably
18:03
perhaps unaware or uneducated
18:05
on how to relieve his sexual desires. Somehow
18:08
this turned into a lust for
18:10
flesh. They correlate, they would sort of
18:13
became together.
18:14
In cartoons
18:17
when you're really, really hungry
18:19
and you look at a bin and
18:21
it turns into a burger. Yeah.
18:24
And then- A mirage. Yeah, and then reality
18:27
comes around and the
18:30
cartoon cat or whatever is chewing on
18:32
a bin. Or you look at
18:34
like a, yeah, you look at something
18:36
long and it turns into a hot dog. Yeah. Instead
18:38
of feeling hungry, he's
18:41
feeling horny and looking
18:43
at a- The flesh.
18:44
A lady and
18:45
seeing a big
18:47
chicken leg. Yeah. Yeah.
18:50
So his, the
18:52
wires across here, like his sexual
18:54
desire is lust for flesh. I
18:56
wonder if there's actual like brain
18:59
chemistry that has gone awry
19:01
here. Yeah.
19:03
Like development. Cause
19:05
you know, I've sort of spoken about this before where there's this
19:07
sort of research into pedophiles have
19:10
the maternal and sexual parts
19:12
of their brain. The wires are like physically
19:14
crossed. Yeah. Parental instinct. I
19:16
wonder if that is there
19:19
any science behind that? I
19:21
think that he obviously had an interest.
19:25
Like he obviously had this sort of liking
19:28
towards the idea of eating people because when
19:30
he was a kid, fairy tales and
19:32
playing that game of his uncle. And then because
19:34
that obviously brought
19:35
him joy, perhaps, you
19:37
know, that embedded itself into the sexual
19:40
side of his brain. I don't know. Yeah. I don't know.
19:42
It's just an odd, cause
19:44
like we've all heard those stories
19:47
and I've never eaten a person. No.
19:49
As far as I know, never eaten a person.
19:53
Always wonder sometimes, don't you? You've
19:55
gone to that restaurant. Like, yeah. You
19:58
never know. This desire
20:01
for flesh only grew, as it always
20:03
does. These
20:06
are urges. And at the age of 24, while attending
20:09
Waco University in Tokyo,
20:11
Waco University in Tokyo, Sagawa
20:14
followed a woman home and
20:16
broke into her apartment while she was sleeping.
20:19
So his intention was to slice
20:21
off a part of her bum. Fuck
20:24
sake. He just wanted a bit of her bum. He should
20:26
have gone for yours, it was already cooked. Ha ha
20:28
ha! Clapping
20:31
Please! Well done! That
20:33
bum joke! Grrr! And there's
20:35
plenty to go round. Hello. So he snuck
20:37
into her apartment. You're on fire today,
20:39
by the way. So
20:42
he snuck into her apartment and
20:45
he was quite nervous about, at the
20:47
time. Good! About, he
20:49
didn't know what he was doing. He was trying to find
20:51
something to knock her over the head with so he could knock
20:53
her out and cut a bit of a bum off.
20:55
He was looking around and he
20:57
was probably unaware of her surroundings. He was leaning
21:00
over at the time and he obviously nudged
21:02
into him and she woke up screaming
21:05
and like shit all kicked off and
21:08
he was arrested. Good! But it was
21:11
for attempted rape. So he didn't
21:13
deny it. He didn't obviously say no
21:15
actually I was in there to cut a bit of her ass off because I'm a
21:17
cannibal. I wanted to eat her. Yeah. His
21:20
charges were dropped after his father dropped the charges.
21:23
No, he paid him off. So
21:26
he
21:27
paid him off because he's a rich man. Powerful
21:29
man. I wonder, like so
21:32
he got arrested for potential
21:34
rape. Right.
21:36
Yeah. Is there a
21:38
crime for intended cannibal?
21:42
I have no idea but I think he just didn't want them
21:44
to know. It would be assault. Because it would sound insane
21:47
as well. Yeah, it would at least be like battery
21:49
or something wouldn't it? Cutting somebody's bum
21:51
off. Yeah.
21:52
In 1977 at
21:55
the age of 27, he moved to Paris
21:57
to pursue a PhD in Literature at
21:59
the Sorbonne.
21:59
During his time in Paris, he
22:02
would spend a lot of time with women, especially
22:04
sex workers, and he would often try, he'd obviously
22:07
invite him back to his, and he would try
22:09
and shoot them whilst they were unaware. He
22:11
would try and shoot. Yeah, but he'd
22:14
chicken out, he'd freeze up, he wouldn't do it. Oh yeah, well you
22:16
were going to say he was a bad aim. No,
22:18
like, yeah. But he just, you
22:21
know, any real thing for Western women.
22:24
He liked how pale they were, and he says
22:26
that his favourite time of year was June because it was
22:28
the hottest time of year in Paris, and that's
22:30
when women would have their legs on,
22:32
arms on show because he just loved really pale,
22:35
milky thighs. He just wanted
22:37
to sink his teeth into
22:38
them. Yeah, so he'd
22:40
spend a lot of time with these women, hoping,
22:43
finding them just delicious-looking.
22:46
However, on 11th of June 1981, Sir Gower,
22:48
then 32, invited his subborn classmate, Renee
22:50
Hartveld,
22:55
a Dutch woman to dinner, his apartment,
22:58
so he made out that it was just for
23:00
doing homework,
23:01
for her to help him with an
23:03
assignment. But
23:05
when she was facing the desk with her back
23:08
towards him, he came from behind
23:10
and
23:10
he shot her in the head. Fucking
23:12
hell. He first
23:15
undressed and raped her. Well,
23:17
he had sex with her body. He
23:20
then continued to finally live out
23:22
his fantasies, so he started
23:25
by trying to bite her in the bum cheek. He
23:27
said that he went for the right cheek as the left was
23:29
closer to the heart, and he wasn't like blood.
23:32
What
23:32
is... You fucking what? You
23:35
just shot her in the head, mate. That's really bloody.
23:37
Yeah. Eh? Right.
23:40
But his teeth weren't sharp enough to bite through,
23:42
so he used a fruit knife.
23:44
That wasn't sharp enough, so he had to go down
23:46
to the market to buy a meat carving knife, and
23:48
there he began to cut open her flesh.
23:51
So he first recalls that it was a yellow
23:53
corn-like substance, which was fat. So
23:56
he had to cut deep to finally get down to
23:58
the flesh.
24:00
So he quotes, the first
24:03
thing I did was cut into a buttock.
24:05
No matter how deep I cut, all I saw
24:08
was the fat beneath the skin. It looked like
24:10
corn. It took a while to actually reach the
24:12
red meat. So gala recalls.
24:15
I actually
24:17
can't. Yeah. Well, you know, when I was- I've shot
24:20
my eyes. Yeah. Well, I was watching
24:22
the documentary. It was at this bit when I was
24:24
eating my stir-fry. And they actually, you
24:26
can watch the Vice interview with him on Netflix.
24:29
And they show the images from
24:32
the crime scene. You see all the deets. And
24:34
I was like, oh, I was not prepared for this. It
24:37
was horrid. I'm having a hard time. Yeah,
24:39
it's nasty. So he consumed
24:41
various parts of her body, eating most
24:44
of her breasts, face,
24:45
buttocks, feet and
24:47
thighs.
24:49
He then- He ate her feet. There's
24:51
not even any meat on them. I
24:56
watched my grandmam suck the meat off a chicken foot once.
24:58
Oh, my God. You wouldn't think
25:01
that there's
25:01
much meat on a chicken foot. Well,
25:03
I don't think I still to this day. She couldn't eat a foot.
25:06
You just know it's a foot. Well, yeah. And like
25:08
the chicken foot, it's like- like
25:10
Caribbean, they don't waste anything. You put everything in the neck,
25:13
the feet, stew, chicken
25:15
and the foot are all like clawed
25:17
up. And I still- that just flashes in my brain
25:19
every now and again. Oh, funny how that happens,
25:21
isn't it? Grandmam eating a chicken foot. A
25:23
human foot. I know. He also
25:26
said that he swallowed her clitoris
25:28
because she was on her period. He didn't
25:31
like- He said
25:31
he didn't like the blood! Yeah, he doesn't like
25:33
the smell of menstrual blood, so he just swallowed it whole.
25:36
What? I know. What? Right.
25:40
I bet it went down quick, though, because it's smooth,
25:43
innit? It's small and smooth. I
25:45
mean, at least he found it. Yeah.
25:47
Hey! Oh,
25:49
God. That was very poor
25:51
taste. That was great though.
25:53
No, come on. Yeah. Right, I've
25:56
taken a- there's a lot of issues here. There's
25:58
a lot of issues. He says he doesn't like-
25:59
blood. It shoots her in the head. I mean, there's no
26:02
way for him to know she's on her period before
26:04
he kills her, but he could have probably just dropped
26:06
it into conversation if he's that intent on like,
26:08
I don't like, I don't like the smell of menstrual
26:11
blood. It smells the same. Everyone's
26:13
like, ehh period blood. My mum once
26:15
told me it's the cleanest blood that you, you
26:18
know, that will come out of you in theory because
26:20
it's supposed to nourish a fetus.
26:23
So, you know, cool. It
26:25
probably doesn't smell the same. I don't know. I don't really smell my
26:27
own blood. Realistically, if there's that much blood
26:29
from everywhere, he's already cutting all their bits off.
26:31
You're not going to be able to tell the difference,
26:33
is he? Get over yourself. Right?
26:36
So, fuck off with that. You've done
26:38
it now, innit? There's blood everywhere. Literally,
26:41
you've done this the bloodiest way possible.
26:44
If you just keep saying you don't like blood,
26:46
you'd either have suffocated her first
26:49
or you'd have suffered, you'd have done something that wasn't bloody. You've
26:51
shot her in the head. There's bits of skull and brain everywhere,
26:54
right? Heads bleed loads, loads of blood everywhere.
26:57
You're cutting her feet off. You're eating bits of her
26:59
bum. You've eaten bits of her thighs. Artery
27:01
there. There's going to be blood everywhere,
27:03
right? But yet you swallowed her clitoris
27:05
whole because you didn't like the smell
27:08
of menstrual blood. Fuck off, mate.
27:10
You can't tell the difference. You're a prick.
27:13
I don't know where that came from. Yeah, sorry about
27:15
that. A little bit,
27:17
a little bit of feminist rage out there. Yeah, like,
27:19
don't fuck off. Fuck off. Like, the whole
27:21
thing is fucking, like,
27:23
terrible. But don't, like, just
27:25
the, that bit just feels like an extra
27:27
demeaning little bit. Like, oh, I swallowed her
27:29
clitoris whole because I don't like the smell of menstrual blood
27:31
because periods of day. Fuck off.
27:33
Yeah, yeah, I feel, I think, yeah. That's
27:36
what I felt when I read that quote from
27:38
him. Yeah.
27:39
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So, he put the rest of the body
28:43
in the fridge.
28:44
After he'd done that. Oh good. And then ultimately,
28:46
he said his only regret was that he hadn't eaten
28:48
her while she was alive. Oh
28:51
dear. It gets worse. Since the
28:53
parts of her body that he didn't consume started to decompose,
28:56
he put them in a couple of suitcases and called a
28:58
cab. The taxi was said to comment on how
29:00
heavy the bags were and said, have
29:02
you got a body in here? That's a joke.
29:05
Oh god. I
29:06
know. Yes, Renee. He said it
29:08
was books. So, he took them down
29:10
to the... De Boulon? Boulon?
29:14
Which
29:14
was a park slash lake.
29:16
And he made the mistake however, he's a bit of an idiot.
29:19
He made the mistake of going on a sort of
29:21
light outside, forgetting that at 8pm
29:23
it's still light that time of year. Right.
29:26
Because there were still people out and about, you know, chilling and
29:28
having a picnic, having a lovely
29:30
time in the sunset in Paris.
29:33
So, he walked to find a quiet spot where he started
29:35
to push the cases into the water. And
29:38
as he started to walk away, he heard a yell and
29:40
he turned to see a man opening the cases and the man was
29:42
like, are these yours? And he seemed to
29:44
think that if he said yes, he wouldn't have opened
29:46
them up anymore. But you know, instinctually,
29:49
he just went no straight away. So,
29:51
if he said, are these yours? He might have gone, oh, alright,
29:53
I'll leave him. But he said no. So, he'd be like, oh,
29:55
I wonder what's in here then? So he opened them up
29:58
and that's where he finds the...
29:59
remains of René. So he's this
30:02
man, let out a big whale and he
30:04
keeps walking off.
30:05
But Issy was arrested four
30:07
days later. And this is where it
30:09
gets wild, okay? And it's not already
30:12
wild? Yeah, you're not gonna believe
30:14
this. Issy Sagawa awaited
30:16
his trial for two years at a French prison
30:19
when it was finally time for him to be tried.
30:22
The French judge Jean-Louis
30:25
Bruguet declared him
30:27
legally insane and unfit to
30:29
stand trial, dropping the charges
30:31
and ordering to him to be held indefinitely
30:34
in a mental institution, right? Yeah,
30:36
well, we already know... However, the
30:39
French people, the French public
30:41
didn't want to pay for this. They didn't want to put up
30:43
this guy, this Japanese man that
30:45
was a cannibal out of their own pocket.
30:48
So they deported him back to Japan
30:50
and he was set free. You
30:53
are fucking joking. No.
30:56
That, because I can kind of see the insanity,
30:59
because it's weird, isn't it? He obviously
31:01
planned it to it. There was some kind of forethought
31:04
because he already had the gun. You don't just
31:06
have a gun in Europe. Like
31:10
it's, you know, America, people
31:12
are born with him, aren't they? You just have
31:14
a baby, it's given its first gun and you
31:16
all just love
31:17
guns. You all just love guns. I
31:20
know you don't all love guns, I'm being sarcastic,
31:22
but there's a lot of gun love. It's scary.
31:25
In Europe, you don't just have
31:28
a gun. No. So he's
31:30
obviously gone to some level of
31:33
preparation. I'm going to shoot someone.
31:35
You said he tried multiple times and chickened
31:37
out. I mean, that's a weird one in itself as
31:40
well. We've never really heard that. Like some failed
31:42
attempts, he got
31:43
caught or like, you know, she fought back
31:45
or something like that, but to just be like, Oh no, I can't.
31:48
Yeah. We don't really hear of that. But then
31:50
it's like, he just got so caught up in there.
31:53
I'm going to shoot her in the head and I'm finally going to get to eat.
31:55
I think my teeth are flat. Some flesh. Sighs
31:57
or whatever. I forgot about any of the other details.
31:59
Oh, I don't know.
31:59
I don't like blood, but I've done this really bloodily. Oh,
32:02
somebody's gonna handle the bags. Oh, whoops,
32:04
it's light outside. Like, none
32:07
of that makes sense. Yeah, I think he was just
32:09
a bit of a fool. Just a bit of an idiot.
32:12
Yeah, but he's studying a master's
32:14
in literature. I know, but like- You've got to have a certain
32:16
amount of brain capacity to be able to do that. Yeah,
32:18
but he don't have any fucking common sense. Yes. You
32:21
could be the sharpest tool in the bloody knife
32:23
drawer, but it doesn't mean you've got common sense. He sounds
32:25
like he just, he's a bit of an, he just sounds
32:27
a bit- Like it's stupid. Like air-heady.
32:30
Oh, whoops, it's light outside. But I think also- So
32:32
I can kind of understand, I can almost understand, because when
32:35
you put all of those things together, it
32:37
doesn't, we talked about like Ruth, Ruth
32:39
Ellis, somebody messaged me
32:40
like she obviously had battered women's syndrome, and I don't
32:42
think she did, because she planned it. Like she
32:45
went away, she learned how to shoot a gun. She
32:47
got dropped off as his house. There was premeditation
32:50
there. It's still a crime of passion. I'm not taking
32:52
that away from it. Like she was furious and she decided
32:54
that he had to die, but she premeditated
32:57
committing that. He's premeditated
32:59
this to an extent. Yeah, because he's-
33:02
But he's so scattered. Yeah. Like,
33:04
so yeah, I can, I think I can kind
33:06
of understand, okay, this man is obviously
33:08
insane, like to a degree. So he,
33:11
but the point is, he
33:12
got sent back to Japan. He did get put
33:14
in a mental institution for like
33:17
a very, very short period of time, but because
33:19
the crime happened in Paris, and it was
33:21
something to do with the legal documents or whatever, Japan
33:24
just weren't that interested in it. So he
33:26
just was let go. How odd. So
33:28
you've got this guy. Despicable.
33:31
This man that's got these urges, like
33:33
cannibal. He's just killed someone and eaten
33:35
them. It's walking free. He's just
33:37
walking around. That is so frightening. Yeah. I
33:40
think it gets like,
33:41
obviously the worst has happened. He's killed someone.
33:44
He's eaten them. Poor, you know,
33:46
poor woman has been, has been,
33:48
you know, mutilated,
33:50
right? Yeah.
33:53
But then, but then it gets worse because the response
33:55
that he got in Japan was quite the
33:57
opposite of France. And he actually.
34:00
became a cultural celeb
34:03
and he was called by various publications
34:06
to ask to write for them. To
34:09
write what? A recipe column? I am fucking
34:11
joking. The first being a magazine
34:14
called Murder in Mind to write an
34:16
article about his murder
34:18
and he got paid good for that. He
34:20
said at the time Japan was in like an economic
34:23
bubble, it's what he says in the documentary
34:25
and they would put 10s, 20k's on the table. Here
34:30
you go, write for us.
34:32
And following that it just
34:34
drew more attention to him and
34:36
more work came his way. So he wrote books.
34:39
He wrote books with pics of
34:41
Renee and the gory crime scene. So not
34:44
only did she die in a most horrific
34:46
way but her murder
34:49
and her death and her face were just published in all
34:51
these books like it was a spectacle. So all the
34:53
crime scene photos, all of the pictures
34:55
that the police took, all the pictures of her dismembered
34:57
body, all her body parts on plates,
35:00
her face, like the most gory photos
35:02
you've ever seen were just in these books that
35:04
he wrote. For entertainment. For people's
35:07
morbid fascination or entertainment. That's
35:09
disgusting that he was profiting off that
35:11
as well. Her poor family. I know. Comic
35:13
books were written with sort
35:16
of like manga style illustrations. He
35:18
did guest speaking. He appeared
35:21
in a variety of movies and documentaries.
35:24
There are even a couple songs written about him. La
35:26
Follie was a song by the Stranglers.
35:28
They wrote a song inspired by Sagawa's story
35:31
and Too Much
35:32
Blood by the Rolling Stones also.
35:34
Well, they're not like, they don't think it's a good thing,
35:36
but people sang about
35:38
him. He was also in a weird
35:41
porno, which was like a reality
35:43
show where a woman shared a house of
35:46
him for 24 hours. And after they
35:48
have sex,
35:50
he then tells her that he's a cannibal
35:52
and what he did.
35:54
And you see her real life reaction
35:56
of like,
35:57
what the fuck? And then he tells her what
35:59
he wants to do.
35:59
to do with her and it's all being filmed. He talks about how
36:02
he wants to drink her urine, like how
36:05
he wants to eat her or all this sort of
36:07
shit. This is after they've had sex
36:09
and she's absolutely fucking horrified. And this is like
36:11
a Japanese reality show, like porno
36:14
reality show. What the actual
36:16
fuck? Yeah. What
36:19
the fuck? Also those
36:21
fucking producers, they are definitely
36:23
hoping that he kills her. I'm sorry.
36:25
There is no way they put that
36:28
woman in that situation without
36:30
her knowledge. So therefore, could she
36:32
actually have fully consented to
36:35
what was about to happen to her? There is no
36:38
way they did not discuss the fact
36:40
that he just goes off the rails and is like,
36:42
yeah, and just kills her right there and then. They
36:44
ain't gonna be able to get there in time. Then what they're
36:47
gonna do, that's if
36:48
they exactly- Oh, there was a camera crew there. Yeah. From
36:50
the whole thing. Yeah, but what they're gonna do, by the time he's like
36:53
bit into her throat and ripped out. It's
36:55
done. But, you know, so we- They knew,
36:58
they knew what they were doing. That's
37:00
like putting a lion in a cage
37:02
with a sleeping baby. Yeah. Right?
37:06
I don't think he's a lion because I just, you know.
37:08
But a lot of the other
37:10
like documentaries were, some of them
37:12
were very strange. Like some of
37:14
them would, because he was obviously a short guy
37:16
and
37:17
like frail, some of them made him
37:19
do like humiliating stuff, like did put fitness
37:21
tests on him and they were kind of mocking him a
37:23
bit. Like it was just a very odd,
37:25
the sort of TV's and documentary was in. Like he was definitely
37:28
used a bit for entertainment. But
37:30
yeah, they were just fascinated with this guy,
37:33
with him. Actually also going back to
37:35
the porno thing, what was really strange
37:38
is they actually remained friends. They
37:40
became really close friends,
37:42
her and you see, like it's just, yeah,
37:45
a bit strange. This is the world
37:47
we live in. I know. Later
37:49
on in life, after the buzz around him died
37:52
down, he said his life
37:54
was really hard. Trying
37:56
to get a job as a known murderer.
37:59
and was like being
38:02
in prison itself. Like it was difficult,
38:04
is it? Oh, you got to live your life as a free man.
38:07
Oh. But he was still coining in on royalties
38:09
from books and he was also
38:12
writing restaurant reviews and doing art.
38:14
So he was still making, yeah.
38:16
So
38:17
he was still talk about how he has
38:20
his urges and it would usually masturbate
38:22
to try curb them. But he became
38:25
impotent. He came impotent. So he couldn't
38:27
get a boner anymore. An erection, sorry.
38:30
And he was unable to masturbate to scratch his itch.
38:32
So these urges, these cannibal
38:34
urges,
38:36
like it was so intense. I'm
38:38
not saying at all that he's
38:41
right at all, right? Obviously there's something
38:43
of some fucking wilds across in his
38:45
brain. And so he's got these
38:48
tremendous urges for flesh,
38:50
right? That he can't do
38:53
anything about. And he obviously had a way of coping
38:55
before,
38:56
but it's like, I can imagine actually
38:58
that being really fucking difficult. And
39:01
he goes on to say that he was getting
39:03
to the point where he wished he
39:05
was dead. He wanted to die. But
39:08
funny, he wanted to actually
39:10
die by being brutally murdered
39:12
and torn apart by a good looking woman. He
39:15
wanted to suffer. He said, I wanted
39:17
my death to be slow and painful and I wanted
39:19
to be torn apart by a woman.
39:21
Yeah, it's weird, isn't it? I
39:25
just, I hope he died really peacefully
39:27
then. Well, he actually- He didn't get
39:29
what he wanted. Because that's the thing, oh yeah, slowly and painfully.
39:31
He'd have got a satisfaction from that. Well,
39:34
he actually then, as he got older, he
39:36
started to get like the various different illnesses.
39:38
He became like wheelchair bound. His brothers
39:41
then cared for him. But he actually died
39:44
due to complications of pneumonia at
39:46
a hospital in Tokyo on the 24th of
39:48
November 2022 at
39:51
the age of 73. That was just
39:53
last year? Yeah, last November he died.
39:55
But he'd just been walking, he'd just been living as a free man.
39:58
That's mad, right. Can I look up some of the-
39:59
this can I look up one of his TV appearances?
40:02
Yeah go for it. But that is the story
40:05
of Sisisa Gawa. That was
40:07
really short actually wasn't it? Like
40:09
short. Yeah well it was sweet. That was sweet
40:12
though. Like fucked.
40:14
Absolutely fucked. Every time
40:17
you know every time I'm like ah the world has
40:19
some madness isn't it? In it doesn't
40:21
it? There's just a whole new fucking
40:23
level of
40:24
mad. So
40:28
I've just put Issei in and
40:30
the first one Issei's Ses Gawa. He's
40:33
a frightening looking man just anyway.
40:35
This
40:37
is awful. Listen he's
40:39
awful. He's awful. Look at his face.
40:41
No. Oh look but there he is
40:43
with her face in a frame. It's
40:46
awful. Yeah. And she's
40:49
got a picture of Renee in a frame. Disgusting.
40:53
Like I feel like it's just like he was just able to sort
40:55
of exploit her
40:56
over and over again. Oh he did. I think that's the worst part
40:59
of the story. Yeah. It's like her her poor body
41:01
was just like you can look it up. It's
41:03
just there. Like she had no sort of dignity.
41:05
No and he made money out of writing books about
41:07
it. There was no punishment. He
41:10
was praised for it almost. People took
41:12
a fascination in him and they wanted
41:14
more from him. Like it's mad.
41:17
That is that. That was a great great
41:20
story. Gross. Gross
41:22
story. Very interesting. Yeah. And you
41:24
got a rage. Very rage. Yeah. In
41:26
a while. In a while. But anyway we
41:29
have an announcement to make.
41:31
We do. So
41:35
as somebody's already picked up on this actually on
41:37
Instagram. Hello. Stute listener. What?
41:40
At the end of last week's episode I
41:42
said this one is the last in the series.
41:46
Let me just go. I'll name drop. I'll
41:48
name drop. No don't name drop. Just
41:50
make it anonymous. Well they've commented
41:52
on a post saying
41:53
I noticed you've said series and not season.
41:56
Is that a typo? That it's just going
41:58
to be the end of the season.
41:59
not the end of devils as a whole. I
42:02
thought season and series meant the same thing.
42:04
Well, that's why I said it,
42:05
but she's not wrong. No,
42:08
is she? We have made the executive
42:11
decision to end the podcast from
42:15
this- High note. On a high note. In a way. No,
42:18
not, it was, it has been a challenging
42:21
for us series seasons, so
42:25
we lost our producer, didn't we? We lost our producer,
42:27
Dear Alex. And she was an absolute
42:29
dream
42:30
for us to work with. That actually came
42:33
just at probably the worst time for
42:35
both of us. Yes. You've got so much
42:37
you just
42:37
going on- In my personal life. In your personal
42:39
life and like business wise. Yeah.
42:42
I'd obviously just had a baby. Yeah. And
42:45
navigating that
42:46
has been a real challenge. And I think, I
42:48
feel really proud of us for giving it a
42:50
go. Yeah, and trying. We really,
42:52
really wanted to continue.
42:55
Cause I think we had really big plans. We did.
42:57
And I think we were very excited with
43:00
Alex about season three and
43:02
doing crime con and doing that and working as a
43:04
team. But like on our own,
43:06
it's actually a lot more
43:08
work than we anticipated. And it
43:11
just became quite stressful at times.
43:13
And if I'm being completely honest,
43:15
and you don't mind me saying this, Danny, it did put a bit
43:18
of stress on our friendship. I think at times, yeah.
43:20
And like- Cause we weren't prepared to- No,
43:22
but prepared for it. And I think for both
43:24
of us, we're real perfectionists. And
43:28
it's an issue for me, but we talk about
43:30
it in therapy. But
43:35
like, yes, okay. You can do
43:37
a true crime podcast. But I think for us, because
43:40
we're not experts as well,
43:42
I will easily spend 10, 12 hours
43:44
just researching before
43:47
I even start writing a script. And
43:49
which it's so time consuming. We
43:52
wanna do it right. And we wanna do it well.
43:54
And I just don't, I
43:56
think for
43:57
us to be able to keep putting this out there
43:59
and- doing right by you guys as
44:01
fans of true crime, but
44:03
also to do right by the victims
44:06
and the history of what we're talking about.
44:08
It's a lot and I just don't think that
44:11
at the moment we can keep doing it justice.
44:13
And I just keep getting imposter syndrome. I'm not gonna
44:15
lie guys, I'm gonna be completely honest
44:17
because I wear my heart on my sleeve and I'm always so honest.
44:21
I feel like this is
44:23
because obviously I enjoy consuming true
44:25
crime. I do like talking about it, but like we said, because
44:27
we're new to it
44:28
and we're not experts. Like I just,
44:31
I've always got this feeling of I've done
44:33
something wrong. I've said something wrong. I've
44:35
got the facts wrong. Oh,
44:38
and I just, I'm not cut out for this, but
44:40
for some reason when Alex was producing it for us, it
44:42
felt like a little safety blanket. Like it's okay,
44:44
cause she knows, she knows best. So
44:47
now we're on the open wild together. I
44:49
just think this isn't my forte and I
44:51
feel uncomfortable talking about, I know we've
44:53
done all right. Like the season was fun and
44:55
fine, but behind the scenes, I'm
44:58
just like, oh, oh,
44:58
oh, oh, oh, oh. We plunged ourselves, like
45:01
we plunged ourselves right in the deep
45:03
end. And we were just like, right. We don't need to change anything
45:06
about what we've been doing. We'll just carry on how
45:08
we've been doing it, but we'll just do it all ourselves,
45:10
everything. You know, whereas if we'd started grassroots
45:13
ourselves, you know, we would have let something slide,
45:15
whether it's audio quality or
45:17
production quality or something and yeah.
45:20
So we've been trying really hard. And I think I
45:23
don't think, I really hope it's not the
45:25
end of us being in the studio together
45:28
in a different
45:28
format or, you know. Oh,
45:30
hell yeah. Like we have this, this studio
45:33
is ours, right? Yeah. I'm
45:35
gonna miss the smell of it. I'm gonna miss my. Exactly.
45:39
So I gotta come back at some point. Yeah.
45:42
And I think I would rather, I can see now it's taking a toll
45:44
on both of us. And I would
45:46
die if it got to the point where
45:49
sort of people are listening and going, do
45:52
you know what guys, this just isn't good. Yeah.
45:55
Anymore. So I think before we get to that point, it's
45:57
right for us to bow out.
45:59
Like.
45:59
Like Def Leppard said, it's
46:02
better to burn out than
46:04
fade away! Is that
46:06
the word? Is that the right? I
46:09
have no idea. I don't know. I'm just like, yeah.
46:12
So we would just like to say thank you so
46:14
much to everybody that has listened
46:17
and supported us and been there. It
46:20
has been a pleasure to deliver these
46:22
horrific stories to you. An absolute pleasure,
46:24
which sounds sick and twisted and it probably is.
46:27
And to everybody who has messaged,
46:29
commented
46:29
and reviewed, even
46:32
the ones that are like, it's just two women cackling
46:34
again. Disgusting. One star. Thank
46:36
you. Thank you, because every little
46:39
helps. Yeah. You know, all press is good
46:41
press, yo. It's really not. Everybody
46:44
that has come up to us and said in that public,
46:46
like, well, I love your podcast. We're like, oh, thank
46:48
you so much. It's brought so much. I think
46:50
that's the thing that I will take away from this. And my favourite
46:53
thing has been the interaction. Hell yeah. With
46:55
other people who are on a similar wavelength to us.
46:58
And I've just, I've loved it. So thank
46:59
you so much for taking just for taking
47:02
the time for taking the chance on
47:04
us, for taking the time to listen to us, for
47:06
getting invested in ourselves
47:08
and our stories. And
47:11
I think I'd also really
47:13
like to say thanks to producer Alex.
47:15
Oh, Alex. We've missed her terribly over the
47:18
season. And because this is really her baby
47:20
as well. Yeah. She put so much work into it early. Well,
47:22
it was there. I mean, it was audio for him's
47:24
idea. And they came to us. Would
47:26
you like to do this? And we were like, yeah, okay.
47:29
And so, yeah, producer Alex really
47:31
deserves a lot of love. And we will
47:33
always be very great. We will. And
47:35
Ellie, who's helped us. Oh, Ellie, thanks.
47:38
It just saved a lot of our bacon. Ellie
47:40
and also has just provided
47:41
a bit of a soundboard. And I think
47:44
also a shout out to Mike at Audio Boom. Oh, man. He
47:46
did try to
47:47
help us. Selfish
47:50
it. But yeah, it's been fab. Just
47:52
follow us on our personal socials.
47:55
Mine is at Helen Anders of a Z and
47:57
yours is at
47:59
that. Danny Howard. Yeah,
48:02
da double n i not the raid not the
48:04
DJ if you don't if you don't already And
48:06
we'll keep you updated because I have
48:08
got a hankering for us to just chat shit
48:11
moving forward Well, we've well,
48:13
you know organize shit organize
48:15
chaos. We've got some like
48:17
I think exciting projects. Yeah horizon
48:20
Yeah, we have but I would love to be back
48:22
in the studio with you Danny at some point
48:25
when we figured that out And be
48:27
here to speak to you about cranes
48:29
and salmon can
48:31
yeah
48:32
So, thank you so much. Thank
48:35
you so much as always there if
48:37
you need any support Following
48:39
the content of this episode. There was
48:41
some
48:42
helpful resources And
48:47
I guess we'll just leave
48:49
it there I love you Helen Anderson,
48:52
I love you Danny Howard I
48:54
Always feel a bit sad And
48:58
yeah, so for now This
49:00
is the end the final curtain.
49:03
Goodbye. Goodbye.
49:05
Good friends. Goodbye Do
49:08
you know what? In my head
49:10
when I left the house this morning and it seems like what
49:13
the Sun has gone
49:15
to bed and so
49:17
must I Good
49:27
I
49:28
Sound like I've smoked 50 a day because I
49:30
lost my I've been speaking a lot recently
49:33
as you can tell I'm a husky little
49:35
bitch. All right, let's say bye cuz we're on
49:37
a fucking tangent all the time It's happened again.
49:40
Love you all. We love you all. Thank you so
49:42
much and the devil's Instagram won't
49:44
go anywhere It's just nothing would be very active.
49:47
Yeah, we'll do one. Goodbye post
49:49
maybe and love you all
49:51
from afar
49:56
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