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BBC Sounds, music, radio,
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podcasts. Hello, I'm Lauren
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Laverne and this is the Desert Island Discs
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podcast. Every week I ask my guests to
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choose the eight tracks, book and luxury they'd
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want to take with them if they were
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cast away to a desert island. And
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for rights reasons, the music is shorter
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than the original broadcast. I hope you
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enjoy listening. My
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castaway this week is Shirley Ballas,
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the head judge on the BBC's
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Saturday Night Entertainment show Strictly Come
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Dancing. As a former
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champion dancer herself, she knows all
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about the hard graft it takes
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to make ballroom look effortless. By
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21, she'd won nearly every major
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title she competed in. Three years
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later, she ranked world number one.
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She remains the only woman in
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history to win the British Open
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to the World Professional Latin Championships
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with two different partners and her
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dancing career lasted over two
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decades. She was born in
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Wallacy on the Wirral Peninsula and discovered ballroom
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when she chanced upon a class at her
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local church hall at just seven years old.
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It was a cha-cha-cha that opened what
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she calls a magic door. Her
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mother, who was raising her alone, was the
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one who helped make the magic happen, working
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in a bar, waiting on tables and driving
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a forklift truck to help her daughter achieve
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her dreams. In 2017, she
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bagged one of the biggest jobs in
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British television and has been
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dispensing encouragement, constructive criticism and
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the occasional well-earned ten ever
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since. She says, myself
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in that I wanted to do more than anything
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else in my life. Shirley Ballis,
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welcome to Dessa Island Discs. I'm so delighted
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to be here. This is just such an
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honour and I'm so moved by listening to
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your beautiful words. Thank you for that. It's
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your story and we're delighted to tell it
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and to talk to you about it today.
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As we're speaking, we're approaching the Strictly Final
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and for the dancers, this is obviously an
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incredibly nerve wracking time. How does
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the experience of having been judged as
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a pro yourself feed into how you
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approach your job on Strictly? Different
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lessons throughout my life have made me feel
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that when I'm adjudicating, I want
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to be fair without fear or favour
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and I want to mark exactly what's in
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front of my eyes and appreciate the week's
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work that they have put into their work.
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I think that you can have constructive criticism
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at the same time and be honest, but
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you can do it in a way where
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you're building people rather than destroying
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people. So, Shirley,
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what's the first disc that you're taking to
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the island today? Well, I thought it would
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be quite nice to do Get Lucky by
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Daft Punk, which was my first samba on
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Strictly Come Dancing in 2017 and
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it will hold some of the most dear memories
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with the cast that I danced with. It was
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amazing. So this was when you
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first joined the show and the executive producer
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wanted to introduce you to the viewers. So
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she got you to perform a routine before
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you sat down behind the judge's desk. It
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had been a while since you'd done anything like that.
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What do you remember about that night? I
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remember her saying to me, I think we're going to have
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to put you in a Latin dress, Shirley, and a pair
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of high heels and you're going to have to get there
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and do the samba to Get Lucky.
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And I just looked at her and said, I haven't had
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a pair of shoes on since 1995,
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you know, so I don't even know if I can
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still balance in them. She said, you just got to
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trust me. So I did. I walked around in the
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high heels, hardest thing I ever did in a beautiful
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red dress that wardrobe had made for me. I was
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very, very nervous and I remember aspiring and
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it was running down my back and my
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knees were shaking. But somehow the minute the
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lights go on. Again
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program was between
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having for
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the small things like when I got a pair of
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dance shoes for example I was holding onto those shoes
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I mean they were in my bag I never lost
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a shoe I never lost a little skirt or a
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top because I knew my mum worked so
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hard to get those things and obviously David
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was your big brother did he step in to kind of keep
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an eye on you to look out for you a bit? Oh
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he was a rock and we lived on a
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housing estate that could be rough at times he
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never let me hang round street corners because with my
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mum being at work and if I had a night
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off I wanted to kind of hang but I'd see
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him across the field and I'd spot him
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and I'd leg it home and he'd leg it
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after me and he looked at me from the
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age of about 12 and 13
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he'd say to me you are going to be a
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dancer and you're going to make us all proud. So
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as a kid you and David both qualified for
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free school meals not just in term time but
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in the holidays as well which must have been
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a relief for your mum how did
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you feel about it? I
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loved the school free dinners I
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knew exactly where to queue up in the queue
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and it was normally towards the end and they
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were trying to get rid of the food so
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you got an extra roast potato a little extra
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veg but my brother was the opposite he was
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embarrassed because as we come out the school gates
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the kids would be shouting you're on welfare you
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haven't got a dad and then I
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would say well you've got a cheese putty and I've
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had a really nice roast dinner so I was always
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the cup was half full for me. And
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I wonder about that sense of resilience where
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did that come from and you do you
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think? I think it came from again my
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mother and I think that each bullet that
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penetrated I put up this really steel vest
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where the bullet couldn't penetrate hence in
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2017 when I got on
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the show I was told you need to let those
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walls down so the general public can really see you
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for who you really are and that was it took
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me a year or two you know
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to take everything that the job came with. Well I
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want to hear more about that Shirley after your second
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disc if you wouldn't mind. Number two what are we
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going to hear next? How
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hard did you have to work? Well,
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at the beginning, it was just on
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a Saturday children's classes. And then when
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I got my first boy partner, it
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became Friday, Saturday and Sunday. And
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then it was five nights a week. So
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what's the personal cost of that then? Well,
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of course, at that time I didn't realize.
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I mean, I never went out, never socialized,
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didn't stay at people's houses, didn't do anything
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like that. Once I was serious
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into dancing, my mind was set. I
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just had to do it. So talk me through
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the journey then as a young dancer. One of
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your first partners was a boy called David. You
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were going to dance with him in a studio
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on the other side of the Mersey. So how
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long did it take you to get there? You
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would have been about 12 at that point. He
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finished school about four o'clock and by five o'clock
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I needed to have my little suitcase with my
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makeup in. I needed to be at that bus
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stop on the Liso housing estate. And
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from there I would get the bus to
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Liso station. From Liso station, I'd
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get the train to Liverpool Central, get off
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there and run across to the Ribble bus
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station back in the day because they weren't
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close. Get on a Ribble bus all the way
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to the hour to Crosby. It was
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actually quite easy when it was late, but
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coming home at 11 o'clock at night was
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very, very scary indeed. It was very, very
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difficult to travel alone. I was often trying
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to find somebody who'd give me a lift
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or a ride to different competitions or a
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ride home, which stood me in good
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stead when I was older because I can
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get anywhere now on any
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kind of transport. At least you
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don't have to run anymore, Shirley. I don't
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have to run anymore. Not quite such an everything experience.
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I think we'll have some more music now if you don't
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mind your third disc today. What are we going to hear
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next? My next track is Moon
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River by Frank Sinatra, which
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was the first waltz that I ever did
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in the church hall. And also it was
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the dedication dance that they did for Len
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Goodman on Dancing with the Stars a few
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months ago. He was one of my teachers
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back in the day. I knew
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him before my son was born. So what was so
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ironic, he'd come round to dinner when Mark was just
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a little baby two or three years of age. And
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then he
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was doing the ironing and he was mortified and
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beside himself anyway it was that night that we
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split. What do you remember about the tryout? I
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was only in there about 10 minutes and Fermi
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Stockford said to me well I don't know who
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you are never heard of you Shirley Rich he
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said but you feel like a Rolls Royce packie
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bag should come in with me and that was
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it I moved back to Manchester. That's a really
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good line isn't it? At 17 and
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there was only one ruler in our
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partnership and that was through me so for many
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many years I didn't have a voice I didn't
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have a voice because I wouldn't have known what I
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was talking about to be perfectly honest to Fermi so
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he picked the costumes he picked the events he was
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the one who picked all the teachers for the private
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lessons and he was the one who moulded me to
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be the way he wanted me to be and
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it was Nina really who suggested back in the
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day that you've got Fermi
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Stockford and Shirley Rich it would sound better
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as Fermi and Shirley Stockford a non-stop Stockford
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and I said to her you
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really think that we should get married and she
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said yes and hence that's where it was born
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because Fermi and I to be fair to Fermi
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and I we never dated everything was always about
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dance dance dance dance dance so thank
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you to Fermi for the start but from there
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I was able to run with my own career.
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Did you ever regret that you didn't marry for
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love? Well at the time I
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thought it was love and I was so in
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love with dancing but from 17 you
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start to grow up don't you? We
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just went different ways you know I started to
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grow and learn about what I wanted to be
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as a female in my own skin
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really. Well I can't wait
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to hear about that Shirley but after your fourth
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disc if you wouldn't mind what's your fourth choice
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today and why are you taking it to the
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island? Sherry The Four Seasons was
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a Broadway show that my son got cast in
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in 2016 where Frankie Valley
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picked him to play Frankie Valley and this
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was the first song that Mark played to
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me on the guitar before he went on
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to Broadway and I think I saw the
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show over 40 times and
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never got tired of that show and listening
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to Mark sing in those very very high
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notes which he hit tremendously well. and
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you can hear me oh
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darling Sherry
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the Four Seasons for your son Mark
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Shirley Ballas so listen Shirley,
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you and Sammy, the non-stop stopfords
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appropriately named because you went from strength
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to strength at great speed in
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1983 you won the British Open to the
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World Professional Latin Championships you were ranked number
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one in the world the following year how
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did getting the success that you'd always dreamed of
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feel? it
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was quite a journey to get there and at 22
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holding that trophy in 1983 was just an ecstatic
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moment in my life I thought this
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is what it's all about but as
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I stood there with that trophy I
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was empty there was something in
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my life that was missing and I didn't know
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what it was and back then you didn't have
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all the counselling or anything like that so
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I found myself sort of spiring a little
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bit in my own mind feeling down a
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lot started to complain a little bit more
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with Sammy but didn't really know what I
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was complaining about but there was something missing in my
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life and I just had to figure out what it
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was so there was a bit of a mismatch between
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what you'd imagined it would feel like and
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the reality and I wonder if that
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thing that was missing was passion because
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that arrived pretty quickly after that it
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did you know like I say I cared
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about Sammy a lot we kind of grown up together
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to be these top professionals but I
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think that I missed fun going
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out having a holiday meals out
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laughter even though I had a
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solid partner one that would never cheat on
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me one that would be there for me.
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He was that kind of character but something
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in the passion department was definitely missing. And
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then hence I met Corky Ballas at
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a function in Canada. He's an amateur dancer
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from Texas at that point and you left
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Sammy, moved to Houston to be with Corky.
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Part of the attraction to Corky was this
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very welcoming family that he had as well
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who really took you under their wing. Well
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a mum and a dad and five siblings
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and his father invented the weed eater, that's
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the strimmer that cuts the weeds from around
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the trees. They were an affluent
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family really really well off and
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Corky had this charm and
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it was difficult at first. He was a
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chef, he worked in his father's hotel but
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I thought to myself Sammy
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trained me, perhaps I could do it the
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same for Corky exactly like we see on
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our Strictly Come Dancing and
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that's what I did. I trained Corky from
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scratch, very difficult road, we started out rock
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bottom. People were laughing at me you know,
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she's left our country Great Britain, she's dancing
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with a boy that's got two left feet
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basically and they were really mean to
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Corky. He taught me again to be
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more resilient and bulletproof and
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from there it went from strength to strength.
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We became 10 times United States Latin American
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champion, of course in the midst of
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all that we had our baby son Mark. Yes
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you were back to work competing just six weeks
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after having Mark. What did your dance teachers say
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to you when you went back? He said to
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me you know we don't want to see your
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stretch marks, I hate it that your skin is
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wobbling and you actually make people feel physically sick,
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you need to sort yourself out. So then you
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go on these extreme diets so I found that
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to be extremely difficult. Until you were on those
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extreme diets. I was all, I was a yo-yo
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dieter but it was down, when I look back
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now it was down to the negative criticism our
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industry was built on, you had to be the
19:41
right shape. I remember walking onto the floor with
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Corky once hoping to make the United States final,
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I could hear these people sniggering behind me saying
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look at the size of her bottom, it's twice
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the size of her partner, I'm just about to
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go on to fight for a place in the
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final and I could hear these remarks behind me.
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What does that do to you psychologically? Well for
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me The I think I compartmentalised and
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it was only years later that I
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dealt with it After I finish competing
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through counseling, Kooky could also be very
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straight to in while you were pregnant.
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He took matters into his own hands.
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Put it, he actually did. I saw
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pregnancy at the time. Young, twenty four,
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twenty five years of age. As
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let me eat every. Sued the I
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have secretly desired to out my life I'm
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one of those was Shipley Stone. it's which
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you could buy and a boxer twelve with
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a carton of milk and I would just
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gorge. And then the with this particular day
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that cookie took all the chocolate icing off
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and three roaches back in Houston they're everywhere
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and he got this dead wrote can put
20:38
it in in my don't know and put
20:40
the two cats icing on the coast. When
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I picked it up to eat it I
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had the legs candid dangling from my mouth
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and from that day to this us every
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another don't I mean. Company had tipped
20:50
to be say to him. He said to me
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at the time it's a joke and probably I
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had a good laugh and it did do the
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trick says thank you Corky for keeping me on
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the in the control path for looking back Shelley
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Mineral people if you to use the word controller
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A people he would say that control in in
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in another way. I mean how do you look
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back at it Now He knew that when I
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was overweight, how miserable I was that I was
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getting a sex to critique. So I think when
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I look back on it now I see a
21:17
person that didn't know how to stop me eating
21:19
all as. Donuts and that was his waste of
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thing me so that I wouldn't be miserable said
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the down the line. It's
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time for this number size. What's next? Smells
21:28
like Teen Spirit by know thought that I
21:30
didn't like the song that says but mom
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would often take me to his bedroom strung
21:35
and on his guitar. You know this is
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a way to go months mrs in of
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on it and then several years of it
21:41
is the only couldn't physically. Possible Blink.
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Is a great product. Okay. Mohan
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I'm I'm Mark like Easter egg.
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Shell Ebola. He moved back to London
22:21
with cocaine in Nineteen Eighty Six. He
22:23
became British Champions for the second year
22:25
running and after that you decided to
22:28
retire at the top know you deceived
22:30
everything you dreamed of. In Booms, But.
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Some of the years that followed
22:34
were extremely to see you, especially
22:36
in two thousand and three that
22:38
your you experienced it. devastating loss,
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the death of your brother David.
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What happened. This. Particular day Mark
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got a part to sing and one at
22:47
the Westminster Church and I call my mom.
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She was taken care of my brother because
22:51
he was unwell that with the extent of
22:53
what I knew he was on wealth. Looking
22:55
back he was depressed but he was depressed
22:57
a you know he will. He was a
22:59
feeling like he could get up in the
23:01
morning. We didn't know anything about mental health
23:03
back then and this particular day I invited
23:05
my mom and my brother to come down
23:07
to London and my brother urged my mother
23:09
to go. Perhaps you
23:11
should never have gone? well. In fact, he should
23:14
never have com and I shouldn't been the one
23:16
that was pushing for them to go. And then
23:18
it was that night that to a picked up
23:20
his milk in the morning and stopped his refrigerator.
23:22
and then something went drastically wrong in that short
23:24
period of time to where he took his own
23:27
nice in the home that we lived in. David
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didn't leave a letter so y'all surmising. Did
23:32
we see the signs and will? What were
23:34
the signs? Now that I'm more into man's
23:36
mental health and I work a lot for
23:38
com campaign against live in miserably, I know
23:41
the signs now more or less, but back
23:43
then I didn't really know too much about
23:45
it and I went through years and years
23:48
and years of blame and still to the
23:50
sale be as anniversary on the cyst as
23:52
December. That's why they've never really celebrated Christmas.
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you know he was my cheerleader and I
23:57
miss that we spoke every day at four
23:59
o'clock. I always said if anything happens to
24:01
me will you take care of my boy and if anything
24:03
happens to you I'll take care of Mary, his daughter and
24:06
I followed up on my end of the
24:08
bargain. I took in his little
24:10
girl because she then lost a mother who found David,
24:12
it was her mother who found David, she died of
24:14
alcoholism so Mary was left without her mum and her
24:17
dad. I mean it must have
24:19
been extraordinarily difficult for you Shirley because
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you know as you say subsequently you
24:23
took in his daughter, you're supporting your
24:25
mum who's going through the most awful
24:27
grief. How did you cope with your
24:30
own grief and how do you cope with it?
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I mean as we're talking it's coming up to
24:34
the 20th anniversary. I wonder sometimes
24:36
if I have ever really dealt with the
24:38
grief because I exactly what
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you just said I have to be strong for
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Mary and she's done me proud and then of
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course every day on a daily basis with my
24:47
mother you know there's photographs of him, we have
24:49
his urn, we talk about him
24:51
on a regular basis and I see her little face
24:54
and I you know and I've got a son of my own
24:56
and it's just difficult
25:00
and it never goes away and I
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wonder sometimes if I've truly grieved. Shirley
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obviously understandably Christmas has always been
25:07
a very difficult time for
25:09
you and your mum for many years because
25:11
of David's anniversary but I think that you
25:14
have said working on Strictly has helped to
25:16
shift things a little bit for you. Because
25:19
of this job I did pantomime and I met
25:22
Danny Taylor and then he became my boyfriend in
25:24
2018 and I remember him coming
25:26
round at Christmas and saying oh
25:28
boy you don't have a tree up and then he went
25:31
out he bought us a little tree with lights. It was
25:33
just a tiny little thing that we felt obliged because we'd
25:35
just met him to put on the
25:37
tv and I think that was the start and
25:39
then from there because of just
25:42
such the Christmas spirit in Strictly I think it's
25:44
uplifting and I think you know even this Christmas
25:46
I'm not going to lie my mum was like
25:48
do we really need to put up Christmas trimmings
25:50
every year she says that to me do we really need
25:52
to put them up and and I go yes we're going
25:54
to put a tree up we're going to have some lights
25:56
we're going to have some joy and we're going to have
25:58
David we'll do all the work. things and set
26:00
the table for him as well. We're
26:03
best placed for David, he's very much part of the
26:05
memory but I don't think I can ever move on
26:07
from that tragedy. Let's have
26:09
some more music Shirley Bonner, see you next track. Well
26:12
this is probably going to be the hardest track
26:14
and I think even now I'm going to get
26:16
emotional even just saying it. It's You To Me
26:18
Or Everything by The Real Thing and
26:21
it was my brother's focus and
26:23
he used to have me samba all around the living room
26:25
while we'd have the song on and it
26:27
was the last track that he cut for
26:29
me on a CD before he died and
26:31
I'm going to have a moment while you
26:33
play this. The
27:06
Real Thing and You To Me Or Everything
27:09
Shirley, your brother got to
27:11
see you achieve so many of your dreams but
27:14
there was one in 2017 that
27:16
you said has been particularly important in
27:18
your career so he didn't get to
27:20
see you become head judge on Strictly
27:22
Come Down Soon. I know
27:24
that you've said that job saved you. Why?
27:26
What was happening? I think at the time
27:28
I was going through immense bullying in
27:30
the industry from men at the top, I'll just
27:33
go as far as that and they were stopping my
27:35
work. You know I was like an elitist teacher, I
27:37
was teaching the top couples in the world and
27:39
then there were threats going to certain couples saying there's
27:41
nine of us and one of her. If you train
27:44
with her we're going to make sure you don't make
27:46
it in the industry, men and women. Stopping
27:48
me judging in certain, I had a job
27:50
once overseas for £100 and they had a
27:53
phone call or a letter that said if
27:55
you employ her we'll make sure that you
27:57
lose your license. So there was an awful
27:59
lot of things like that. going on like
28:02
that for no particular reason. Another ban, they
28:04
didn't want a woman in
28:06
any high places and that's how I feel
28:08
and that's my perspective on it. So
28:10
there was misogyny? Yes, for sure, 100%
28:13
for sure and I don't think it's
28:15
much better today. I still think
28:17
that bullying goes on. There's a lot of
28:19
great people in my industry, there's a lot
28:21
of people who want to see people do
28:23
extremely well and I think we have this
28:26
handful of like you say misogynistic people with
28:29
egos that just
28:31
will not deflate even
28:33
the other day. I was reading messages
28:35
of a couple that had been to
28:37
a competition overseas of different professionals that
28:39
had written these most horrendous messages to
28:41
them. It still goes on today. I
28:44
don't know how people get away with
28:46
it until it becomes name and shame
28:48
and I'm pretty much close to doing that I'll
28:50
tell you. So are there people I mean
28:52
were you able to talk to anyone about
28:54
this? Is there a movement against it in
28:56
the dance world? Well when I spoke I
28:58
did speak to some people which will remain
29:00
nameless and they would say to me you
29:02
know Shirley you loved in the industry, you're
29:04
a strong character, you'll be just fine. Nobody
29:06
really took me serious, nobody really listened and
29:09
I was going to take up yoga. My mum had
29:11
said you know work ethic Shirley, you don't need borum
29:13
dancing. If they don't want you in the industry you
29:15
can take up another group. Fortunate
29:17
something aligned and I got the job
29:19
on strictly. So thank you very much to
29:21
all the bullies in my industry and you
29:23
know who you are and everybody in my
29:25
industry knows who they are. Thank
29:27
you because you gave me a platform and
29:29
a job that I sincerely love and adore.
29:33
It's time for disc number seven. What
29:35
do we want to hear? Disc number seven
29:37
is Highs and Lows and it's written
29:40
by the band Alexander Jean. Alexander
29:42
Jean is my daughter-in-law BC Jean
29:44
and my son Mark Ballas. I
29:47
actually think the lyrics resonate
29:49
with anybody who has a loved
29:51
one, boyfriend, girlfriend, partner,
29:54
married. If you really listen
29:56
to the lyrics I
29:58
think it will resonate with many
30:00
many women maybe even gentlemen too Alexander
30:35
Jean and highs and lows Shirley
30:38
your mum's been with you every step of the
30:40
way I wonder what she thinks of your performances
30:42
today she must be an avid strictly viewer I'm
30:44
assuming well she sits there
30:46
in her little arm chair watching the
30:48
show and when I get home on
30:51
a Saturday evening at 12 o'clock midnight
30:53
she sat there with her arms
30:55
folded looking at me now I
30:58
thought so and so and so and so
31:00
and you marked so and so and so
31:02
explain to me so I can understand so
31:04
what what I say to the listener is
31:06
when you're watching the program you might see
31:08
from the waist upwards or overhead shots when
31:10
I'm in the studio I can see all
31:13
the feet you might not be privy
31:15
to the feet so we are watching
31:17
different things do you understand what I'm saying yeah
31:19
you're when I saw that that's all the full
31:21
view the full view and you get all sparkle
31:23
and the beautiful bits and I have to sometimes
31:26
watch a heel lead that is unacceptable but I
31:28
have to get up and show my mother well
31:31
I saw this and I saw that it goes
31:33
well okay then I guess you know best fine
31:35
surely we talked a lot
31:39
about resilience today and you're definitely gonna need
31:41
that quality because you'll be on your desert
31:44
island soon living life as a castaway I
31:46
wonder how you'll adapt I think I
31:48
would be very good actually I
31:50
will have my memories and I can just cherish
31:52
them maybe that for me
31:55
would just be enough time
31:57
for one more track before you go Shirley ballast your
32:00
last choice today? Last choice is we've
32:02
only just begun from the carpenters and
32:05
it was a song I loved all my life
32:07
but when I gave birth to Mark in the
32:09
hospital it came on it
32:11
was just like 30 minutes after he was born
32:14
and any time that he hears it
32:16
in the supermarket at 37 years of
32:18
age he also starts crying and
32:21
he chose that song when he got married
32:23
for the mother and son dance We've
32:25
Only Just Begun will always be
32:28
mine and my little boy's song The
32:58
carpenters we've only just begun so Shirley Ballast
33:00
it's time I'm going to send you away
33:02
to the desert island I'm giving you the
33:04
Bible and you can take one other book
33:08
of your choosing what would you like? I
33:11
think I'd probably have to take Unleash
33:13
the Power Within by Tony Robbins because
33:16
it's a book that is a helps with resilience
33:18
you know that double pat on the shoulder that
33:20
you can do anything you set your mind to.
33:22
You can also have a luxury item show. Well
33:24
if I was on this desert island and lots
33:26
of sand I don't really like the feeling of
33:28
sand so it would have to be a great
33:30
big pair of knickers cotton knickers
33:33
that go all the way up past
33:35
my tummy button so I didn't get
33:37
any sand in areas that was rather
33:39
irritating. Understood okay so it's big girl
33:41
time. Yes for sure. They're
33:43
yours and finally Shirley which track of
33:45
the eight would you rush to save
33:47
from the waves if you had to?
33:49
I would rush to save from the
33:51
waves highs and lows by Alexander Jean
33:53
because my son has been there at
33:56
the highest point in my life and he's been there
33:58
in the lowest points of my life And
34:00
Shirley, he's now made you a
34:03
grandma, which is fantastic. A glamour?
34:05
A glamour, grandma, call me granny.
34:08
I don't mind. Beautiful baby boy.
34:11
Will you teach the baby to dance when he's old enough? I
34:13
might sneak in a cha-cha-cha lesson if I'm
34:15
babysitting in when he's a little old. Quite
34:18
right to. Shirley Ballas, thank you
34:20
very much for letting us hear your desert island
34:22
discs. Thank you very much. Hello.
34:46
I hope you enjoyed my conversation
34:48
with Shirley. I think those big
34:50
girl knickers should do the trick.
34:52
We've cast away many people from
34:54
the dance world, including Shirley's friend
34:56
and teacher, Len Goodman. Also former
34:58
Strictly Judge Oti Mabusi and the
35:00
choreographers Akram Khan and Wayne McGregor.
35:02
You can find their episodes in
35:04
our Desert Island Discs program archive
35:06
and through BBC Sounds. The
35:08
studio manager for today's program was
35:11
Emma Hart. The assistant producer was
35:13
Christine Pavlovski and the producer was
35:15
Paula McGinley. The series editor
35:17
is John Goudie. Last time,
35:19
my guest will be the actor and
35:21
director Greta Gerwig. I do hope you'll
35:23
join us. If
35:37
anyone is an artist in their
35:39
foods during Mitchell, there are some
35:41
artists that change music forever. The
35:43
mastery of the guitar, the mastery
35:45
of voice, the mastery of language
35:47
that shaped the musical landscape for
35:49
everyone who comes after. podcast
36:00
and BBC Radio that
36:02
explores the extraordinary lives of musical pioneers.
36:05
I think people would like me to
36:07
just be introverted and bleed for them
36:09
forever. Legend, the Joni Mitchell
36:11
story with me Jessica Hoop.
36:13
Listen now on BBC Sounds.
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