Correcting the details on here, In the *spring (forgive my blurry memory) of March 20, 2019 my friend Chris Smith had passed away from this earth.. NOT knowing what grief was, was confusing, an emotional insane painful walk but DEALING with grief has also been painful yet less insane, it is part of the healing and growing process that sadly is inevitable. I share with you all my grief and my joy in MY healing process. Thank you for listening and receiving with open heart.