Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is a mental monster. When combined with other illnesses it can be a disaster. Here, I am freely sharing what goes on inside the mind of the mentally ill, often but not always, while experiencing an emotional episode. Here I am recovering from a hypo manic episode that is morphing into a cyclical OCD. Don’t bother looking it up. However it is what is going on. A stream of consciousness obsessed with obsession.