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I was raised a Star Wars kid . Though
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I don't remember it , save a vague memory
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of standing in some very long
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line as a child , I am told
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that my parents took me to see Empire
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Strikes Back in the
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theater For many
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Christmases , year after year
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. All I ever wanted after
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that day was the next Star
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Wars toy , from the X-Wing fighter
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, my favorite , to the Millennium
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Falcon , everyone else's favorite
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. I stayed a fan
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for years , years
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and years into my adulthood , even
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while in law school . I
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even took time out of my studies to camp
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in line at the Newport Beach
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Big Newport movie theater
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. It was going to be
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the release of the Phantom
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Menace . This was going
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to be the first Star Wars release on
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the big screen since the originals
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. If you don't count the special
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editions , it
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was a madhouse . Count
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the special editions , it was a madhouse Star Wars fans for a week living in tents on the lawn
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of this movie theater in Newport Beach , california . That was me
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. I was there . If
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I remember correctly , my friends and I were even
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interviewed by this director
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who was making a short film on
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the line , and
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a year or two later that film debuted
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at a number of film festivals . Evidently
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, our appearance in that film was not a small
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part of the story . I still haven't
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seen that short film as
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the years went on before
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, way before Disney ever
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purchased Lucasfilm . I
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found continued enjoyment in reading Star
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Wars novels . There were no
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movies to be seen after all , just
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the original trilogy and the
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prequels , if you so liked those . Now
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, the novels were never really earth shattering
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they were . Often they were a bit too contrived
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, but just the feeling
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of being in the Star Wars world
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was enough of a feeling to
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keep me . Coming back to the novels
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Now , you
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may have noticed I didn't speak kindly
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of the prequels . After
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having seen them and being such a diehard
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quote-unquote truest for
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the original trilogy , I
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had my own headcanon that the prequels
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basically didn't exist . They
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had never been made . I
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was happy living in the original
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trilogy as gospel canon
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and
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exploring the extended universe through
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the novels . You see I wanted to care Like
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Lord of the Rings . Star Wars was my thing , my connection to a larger
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community of diehards . Star Wars , trivial Pursuit Yep
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, I was that guy who knew most
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of the questions . I liked
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caring . My friends
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and I had a running joke that the
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events of Star Wars were real
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, had a running joke that
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the events of Star Wars were
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real and that Lucas had not created Star
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Wars . He
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merely uncovered the all-too-real history and presented it to us in a movie form . Yeah
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, I know sounds ridiculous
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, but that was all the fun
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of it , you see , because back
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then to be a Star Wars
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fan was to rule the world
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. To
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be a Star Wars fan was like being
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a Patriots fan . During the 20 years of Brady's reign , you
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were the boast of the town . As a Star Wars fan , you could talk
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about George Lucas as one
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of the greatest directors of all time no-transcript
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. So one could rest in the confidence that
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Star Wars was king , not
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like those sorry Trekkie fans
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who had to put up with some new mediocre TV
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show or other . Star
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Wars fans were the big kids on the block
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, and for good reason . And
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so the years went on and
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one fateful day the
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news that Disney had
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purchased Lucasfilm was
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announced . Like
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many , I was excited
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by the news . This was before
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Disney was known to be the pandering
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, woke shell of a production studio
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that it is now . This was
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the emperor of emperors , this
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was Disney . This was the emperor of emperors , this was Disney . And they had
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the money and the creativity
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we thought to take the
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Star Wars extended universe onto the
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big screen . I was hopeful
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, excited
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and optimistic . Oh , to be back in those naive days
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. Then , in 2015 , something happened
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. During the build-up
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to the upcoming the force awakens
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, anticipation was at a fever
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pitch and I picked
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up a novel that was a lead-up
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to the force awakens
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. It's a novel called aftermath
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star wars novel
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by a man named Chuck Wendig
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. In the story
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there was a character who expressed
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homosexual tendencies I
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can't forget the double take
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that I did in my mind A
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gay character in Star Wars
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. This was
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unheard of and
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it was so unnecessary
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, so forced and so
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obvious in its intention
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to normalize
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homosexuality , even
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in space , even in Star
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Wars . You
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see , star Wars real
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Star Wars had never had
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much sexuality at all , though
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there was romance and beauty and
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, yes , princess Leia , you know , in
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the Return of the Jedi outfit
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. But the Star Wars universe
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was free , generally speaking , of
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politics and agendas . Well
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, wendig's aftermath changed
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that and a chill of
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portent crept down my back , realizing
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that it wasn't just Chuck Wendig , it
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was Disney that okayed this decision
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to inject a gay character
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into the main storyline
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, into the Disney Star
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Wars canon line , into
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the Disney Star Wars canon . I'll just say it . I
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was pissed , not because
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I'm a bigot , but
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because the injection of modern , social , political messaging completely took me
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out of the Star Wars world . It took me out of
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the story of the imaginative world
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. It reminded me in that moment
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, like the lights turning on full
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bright in the middle of a movie , showing that
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I was reading a story , a made
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up story by some author who
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had an agenda , and
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it very quickly and all of a sudden
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ceased to
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be Star Wars . It
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became a mere vehicle
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for a message . I held
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onto my optimism . However , I
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didn't completely abandon Star Wars
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. I simply was a bit more cautious
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in my reading . My excitement
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for the Force Awakens continued
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to grow . My excitement for the Force Awakens continued
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to grow as we began seeing the trailers leading up
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to it . My thoughts were
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Lucasfilm certainly
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had learned its lesson from the prequels
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. I thought we're not going to have any Jar
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Jar Binks in there and they've
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had so many years to plan for this
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release . And this is Disney
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and its new Star Wars content
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. It had to be good
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, I thought , and
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honestly it wasn't too bad
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. I enjoyed the Force Awakens
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. It wasn't , you know , changing
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the world , but it gave me the sense
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of the Star Wars universe and I was genuinely
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intrigued to see where we would go
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with Rey and Kylo and
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, of course , luke . The
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epic scene where Rey is
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holding the lightsaber out
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to Luke Skywalker in the closing
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scene of Force Awakens filled
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me with an excitement that
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I had not felt for
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many , many years . That
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was the epic Star
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Wars feeling I had been waiting for . I
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had no idea that
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it was all being set up for the
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biggest disappointment , the
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biggest offense in
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the guise of a Star Wars story
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I was ever to view , in
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the guise of a Star Wars story I was ever
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to view . When the Last Jedi
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came out , I was there
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opening night , heart
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pounding all
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the expectation in the world I couldn't wait
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to see , and
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Rian Johnson's despicable mind had Luke Skywalker toss the lightsaber over his shoulder
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without a care , with disdain even
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. I felt something
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break inside of me . It
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was as if Luke was throwing
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all of Star Wars fandom
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over his shoulder over the cliff
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, without a care
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. Something
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inside me broke in that moment , began
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to evaporate and continue
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to evaporate throughout the course of
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that wretched film and
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the abomination that followed
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the Rise of Skywalker
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. By the
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end of my one and only
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viewing of the Rise of Skywalker , I
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had in essence ceased to
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care about Star Wars . I
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was so offended by the utter
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mediocrity that those films
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were . It was an affront
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to all that makes fantasy
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storytelling good and important
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and even vital . It
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wasn't just a slap in the face , it
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was a spit in the face and a kick
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off the cliff . And it was
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in this apathetic world that
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I have lived now since those forgettable
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closing scenes of the Rise
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of Skywalker . Yeah
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, I watched Solo . Yeah
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, I watched Rogue One pretty
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good , but I didn't
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really care anymore . Yeah
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, I watched the first season of the Mandalorian
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. But truth be told , and
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you know , if you know , for all
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the hype and for as
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good as some of the Mandalorian
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was , even it had
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many cracks and shortcomings
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I often left those viewings
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unsatisfied and just eh
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. I watched a couple episodes
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of the Book of Boba Fett and
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saw quickly it was an utter
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waste of time . Yes , a
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bitterness still resides within me
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. No doubt I feel it even now
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telling this story to you , but
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before I didn't let it show
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, I kept my mouth shut and my pocketbook
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to myself . I don't read
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Star Wars novels anymore . I don't watch
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anything Star Wars anymore . I
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don't subscribe to Disney
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Plus . Why ? Because
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I know it is subpar
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, I know it sucks . I
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know that I'll be appalled by every
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languishing scene after
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languishing scene . Somewhere
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during the pathetic attempts
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of the Obi-Wan show grown
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men , trained hitmen , couldn't catch
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a small child in the forest and
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the even worse , ahsoka , so
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utterly stupid , thrown
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as the biggest idiot ever . My
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apathy started to turn to
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mockery . I began to
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enjoy seeing how bad
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the writing had become . How
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bad the writing had become . So I began to turn my attention to outlets like
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the Critical Drinker , nerdrotic , disparoo and others . My
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new Star Wars-related entertainment
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was their deft criticism
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of one Disney failure after
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another . And boy , disney did
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not disappoint , did they ? I
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could relate so well to the Critical
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drinker and nerd-rotic in Disparu their
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criticisms . Very often their
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criticisms mirrored my own thoughts
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. And this brings me to
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season one of the Acolyte Slow
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dialogue going nowhere
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, idiotic , slow
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establishing shots , boring
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slow shots of people walking
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and an utter disdain for
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the true storytelling core
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, which requires traditional
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values that made the original Star Wars
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so great . And instead
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the acolyte Lesbian
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space witches , ritualistic
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pagan ceremonies , gender
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pronouns in space , physics-defying
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stupidity , tropes
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so old and tired now
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that it screams Disney
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has simply run out of ideas
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and I just can't anymore
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. Yes , my love
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of Star Wars died when Luke
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Skywalker threw the saber over his
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shoulder , but the corpse of
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that love is now just being
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flogged to the point of unrecognizability
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. Star Wars doesn't
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exist anymore . There
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is no Star Wars For
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the Star Wars that I know and will always
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love is saved in those
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three original movies
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. Thank you , george Lucas . And
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everything else just
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isn't Star Wars . It's
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not my Star Wars , at least Not
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in the slightest . So
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, as an Orthodox Christian man , star
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Wars , like Lord of the Rings , is
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a story safely tucked in
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the past and it cannot be touched
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, no matter how many Disneys or
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Jeff Bezos come along to
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vandalize the remains with
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new concoctions of modern messaging
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wrapped in the veneer of
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lore , somehow sort
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of resembling Star Wars
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. Oh look a lightsaber
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. Oh look the Force . Nope
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, sorry . There
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is a real Force . It's
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the Holy Spirit . There
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is a real Palpatine with
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his stormtroopers , satan
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and his demons . The myth
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that I now occupy my time with
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is the myth that tells the
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truth , not myth
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boldly lying to my face
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, telling me that two
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female witches can procreate
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two children using the thread
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. Nope , whether
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Luke Skywalker or Aragorn
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, son of Arathorn . My heroes
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resemble Christ Jesus
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and they point me to him
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, the way , the
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truth and the life . Thank
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you for listening . Thank
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you for listening to my story of Star
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Wars . I would love to hear your thoughts
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. Agree , disagree
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, let's talk
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about it . If you're
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at all curious about Orthodox Christianity
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, find a parish near
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you , go talk to a priest
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. And thank you for listening to
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Cloud of Witnesses Radio .
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