I recorded this at 3 or 4 AM after a really bad date. This guy insisted that I must be crazy or bad in bed for me to still be single at 30 years old and without children and even though the date had ended pretty early this was on my soul and this was supposed to be episode three but I feel like even though it is a rough version and it was the raw feelings of how I felt at the moment and I wanted to share that at the forefront of this season .