I’ve been really absent this past year, and it didn’t feel right to try and sum those thoughts and emotions into a single post. It just wasn’t possible. I’ve been raw & transparent about everything in my life, and recently I’ve felt very lost, very dull. I kept blaming myself, but this past weekend (with very scary physical side effects, but I’m doing okay now) I’ve realized that it wasn’t me. It was the medications that I was on, the medications that were over medicating me without me even realizing. I sat down last night, and just talked into a microphone like I’ve loved doing since I was 13, just to fully catch everyone up. I don’t want to call it a “new podcast” by any means. But being raw & transparent in a new way, with a real explanation at where I’ve been. And if you’ve ever supported me, shown me around your studio, given me advice, or just been a friend, I appreciate you more than words can explain. Thank YOU 💗