This is the continuing saga of Blogger Queen's adventures, not Perez Hilton. I got out of the hospital because of pancreatitis, after 8 days, addicted to Dilaudid ... I'm not feeling great. Director hubby got me food. When I saw it, I ripped the package that was stucj in the refrigerator and I told him all I really wanted was and an egg and a cracker and he proceeded to show me all the stuff that I wasn't going to look at ... He began physically and mentally abusing me... he grabbed me and started pushing me, not enough that I would call it a police matter, just to reiterate, I feel he snapped not used to me being this sick and so now things suck and I don't know what's going on and I am a beautiful person... I hope it doesn't fall back in my face like my life always does.