As we wake up from the illusion of what we thought the world was, and are now seeing what's truly unfolding it can be a struggle to overcome past stories and habits that are holding you back from achieving your desired outcome.

I used to think Disillusioned was a bad thing, like it was a negative personailty trait of me missing something. Now, I use it more as an awareness barometer.

Am I making things out to be better, or worse than what they truly are?

This could be within my ego and my mindset - "Yeah life is good, everything is good...no worries, no problems..."

or Physical healthy and well being - "Yeah I only need to lose 20lbs, but It's okay to skip my workout today and eat fast food.  I'll get back to my diet tomorrow..."

Spiritually you can be leaking energy by losing faith and trust in the higher power that's supporting your life.  "I'm all alone, and have lost faith in what I once trusted to be my rock and security." or "I am just going to believe and keep my fingers crossed it's all going to work out but not take any action."

Disillusioned relationships are more prevalent then ever, when it comes to dating or truly connecting deeply with your significant other. Or are we compartmentalizing, only showing the parts we are confident to reveal.  Holding back our vulnerability and insecurity?

Money...this is a big one. Do I deserve to make more money? Is this my worth? Living beyond your means with maxed out credit cards and over spending, yet flaunting your ego with designer goods you can't afford?

All of this if playing a massive roll in our society and culture. Especially this year as we've found ourselves disconnected from our communities, isolated and plugged in to the matrix. 

It's vital we become aware of disillusionment and where it shows up in our life. How is this holding you back from accomplishing your desired outcome, and helping others to break free and heal from their own disillusionment.

I encourage you all to spend some time journaling and gaining clarity on areas you may be disillusioned.  Work with someone who can assist you in getting to the root, to help make the turn, love & heal, and rewrite your experience to create one that empowers you and is your full truth and essence.

Wipe away the fog from your eyes to see clearly as things truly are. In the present moment you find truth and clarity.